第四章
luxiangzhuanguotou，kandaowo，lianshangdexiaoyishunjianxiaoshi，querdaizhideshihaobuyanshideyanehebingleng。
tashangxiadalianglewoyifan，muguangluozaiwoshenbiandelinanshenshang，yanshenbiandeyinzhi。
“xiafeng。”takaikou，shengyindaizhenongzhongdechaofeng，“jitianbujian，qisebucuoa。”
“kanlailikailewo，nidexinshenghuohenziruna？”
wozuanjinleshou，lianshangquenulijichuxiaorong，guyiyongyizhongtiaoxindeyuqihuida：“tuonidefu，tinghaode。”
“linanduiwohenhao，women......henxingfu。”
woshuochu“xingfu”lianggezishi，qingxidikandaoluxiangdeliansemengdiyichen，yanshenshunjianbiandebaoli，xiangshiyaojiangwoshengtunhuobo。
tamengdizhanqishen，“peng”deyishengjuxiang，jingranyijiaochuaifanlemianqiandekafeizhuo！
guntangdekafei、beidie、dianxinshunjianfeijianerchu，dabufendoupoxianglewo！
woxiayishidijianjiaoyisheng，beilinanyanjishoukuaidilakai，danshoubeihequnbaihaishibeitanghongleyipian，**lade。
kafeiguanliyipianhunluan，suoyourendoujingkongdikanzhezheili。
fangcaiyehehuaile，lianmanglazhuluxiang：“axiang！nilengjingdian！zheilishigonggongchanghe！”
luxiangshuaikaifangcai，yibububijinwo，yanshenxionghendexiangyaochiren。
tafuxiashen，jihutiezhewodelian，shengyinrutonglaizidiyudezuzhou：
“幸福？”
“xiafeng，nizheizhongchaosanmusi、buzhilianchidenvren，yepeitanxingfu？”
“wogaosuni，nizuihaoqidao，bierangwozaikanjianni！”
“fouze，wojianniyici，jiurangnitongkuyici！”
“zhunimen......budehaosi！”
tarengxiazheijuedudezuzhou，shenzhimeiguanzhouweijingkongdemuguangheyididelangjie，zhuaizhefangcai，touyebuhuidichongchulekafeiguan。
wozhanzaiyuandi，shoubeishangshi**ladetengtong，xinliqueshiyipianbingliang。
woanweiziji，zheiyangjiuhenhao。
tayuehenwo，yueshikong，jiuyuezhengming......wodejihuashichenggongde。
ketawangle，woheta，yigerulianshi，yigelvshi，benlaijiuhuijingchangyudao。
zaizhuidaohuixianchang，shifangcaixiankandaolewo。
“tiana，xia**，nishirulianshi？”
tadeshengyinbuxiao，yinlaizhouweiyiyangdemuguang。
“zhenmeixiangdao......axiang，niyiqiandepinwei，haizhenshi......dute。”
wozuanjinshou，ganjuedaoluxiangdeshixiangenglengle，xiangdaoziyiyangguazaiwoshenshang。
tayidingjuede，wodiujinletadelian。
“nidegongzuo，queshiting‘shihe’nide。”
luxiangdunledun，zuijiaogouqiyimocanrendehudu，coujinwo，yongzhiyouwomenliangrennengtingdaodeshengyinshuo：
“bijing，nizheizhonglengxuewuqing、lianxindoulanledenvren，yejiupeihezheixiebinglengdeshitidajiaodaole。”
“zenme？congtamenshenshangxuedaozenmebiandegengmamuburenlema？”
“haishishuo，nitianshengjiuxihuanzheizhongfulanfachoudeweidao？”
tadehua，xiangzuiangzangdewuni，pitougailiandipoxiangwo，jiangwodezunyanherenge，henhencaizaijiaoxia，niandefensui。
womengditaitou，zhuangjintabinglengwuqingdeyanjingli。
“shia。”woqiangrenzhexinkoudejutonghehoulongdexingtian，chechuyigeniuquerqilidexiaorong。
“zongbimouxieren，pizherenpi，neixinquezaoyifulanfachou，lianchushengdouburuyaohaodeduo！”
wodemuguang，xianglijianyiyangshexiangtahefangcai。
fangcailianseyibian，jianshengdao：“nihushuobadaoshenme！”
wozhuanxiangluxiang，shengyindaizheyisibuyichajuedezhandou：“lulvshi，guanhaoniyangde......fenggou。”
luxiangkanzhewocangbairuzhiqueyijiujueqiangbuqudelian，yanshenlideyanejihuyaoyichulai。
“zenme？nijuedezaizheiliguzuoqinggao，jiunengyinqiwodezhuyi？”
“别做梦了！”
“nixianzaizheifuyangzi，zhihuirangwojuede......wubiexin！”
tashenzhilandezaiduoshuoyigezi，fangfogenwozheizhongrenshuohua，doushiduitadeyizhongwuru。
talouzhefangcai，xiangbikaishenmezangdongxiyiyang，kuaibulikai。
wokanzhetajuejuedebeiying，shentihuanglehuang，jihuyaozaidao。
renbuzhuyoujuliedikesouqilai，wohuangmangduodaowurendejiaoluo。
不能让他看见。
绝对不能。