woshiyimingyuanshicunluolishiyanjiuxuezhe。
weihunfuweilewo，teyijianghunlididiananpaizaicongweikaifaderedaimilinzhong。
jiehundianlishang，wohejianchengangjiaohuanwanjiezhi，jigeyuanshituzhuturanconglinzhongcuanchu，shouchiwuqiweiliezhongren。
jianchenhaobuyouyujiangwotuichuqu，louzhubaiyueguangshangchetaozou，sihaobuzaiyiwoqilideqiujiusheng。
zuizhongwobeibangshangshitai，chengweijipin，bingbeilunfanqiru。
dengdaojiuyuanduidaohou，wodeyizhiyanjingbeishuzhichuochuan，fuzhongtaieryeshoujingliuchan。
yuanbenjiluhunliguochengdeshexiangjilulezhenggecanju，wodefumukanjianhoudangchangxinzangbingtufa，dagezhengzhazhexiangyaohetuzhutongguiyujinweiwobaochou。
danwozaizhongzhengjianhushiquetingjianlejianchenhedagededuihua：
“yanyuandebaochouyijingzhifu，doushiyixiemingbujianjingchuandexiaocaogen，xielezhuanggenbenjiurenbuchulaishinianpaitamenqifuwoxiaomeide。”
“dagexiexieni，ruguobuhuiletadezizunheshenti，tashibukenengxinganqingyuanlihun，zhiyouzheiyangwocainenghexiyaotangtangzhengzhengzaiyiqi。”
yuanlai，wosuozaoshoudeyiqie，shiwozuixinrenderenanpaide。
woqingqingjiangshoufangzaiyouyanshang，neilikongwuyiwu。
jiuxiangxianzaiwodexinli，zhishengxiasiji。
1、
“anchen，dangchuxiyaokuaoleduoshaogeriyetiniyanjiuchuleyuanshibingdudetexiaoyao。”
“qinggonghuishangyourenbaofunijinixiayao，taweilejiunishenzhixianshangletadeqingbai。”
“woyijingchujule，yihouniyidingyaoshouhuhaota，qianwanbunengrangtashouweiqu。suiranyuntingdeyanjingshimingle，danweilexiyaodexingfuyezhinengzheiyang。yihouyouwozheigefuhaodagezuoweiyikao，tayenenganxiangyusheng。”
“yuntinggexingyaoqiang，juebukenengziyuanlihun，wojiupatashiqulizhishanghaixiyao。dagenifangxin，suiranlihunle，woyehuibayuntingdangjiarenkandai。”
zuitengwochongwodedagehewozuiaizuixinrendezhangfuqingpiaopiaodejijuhuajiubawosuoshoudeyiqiezhemodanhuale，hai“tiexin”anpaihaolewoyihoudeshenghuo。
woshichuquanshenliqizhuaidiaojianceyi，rengdiaolejianchenqinshouweiwodaishangdezuanjie。
jingbaoxianghouyishenglikejiulaile，zixidejianchawoshentigexiangzhibiaoheshangshihuifuchengdu。
“xingkuisonglaidejishi，yanqiusuiranbaobuzhule，danwanxingshangkoumeiyouehuaganran。”
tingwanzhenduanjieguohou，jianchenhedagedelianshangbingmeiyouxiyuedebiaoqing，fanerxinshizhongzhong，liansetieqing。
“tadeshoubeiyebeisiyaoyanzhong，nengbaodezhuma？”
yishengkanlekanpianzi，xinshidandandebaozheng：“zhishiyoujigenshenjingduanle，jiehaohoujiunengbaodezhu。”
suiranwohaizaihunmi，danshangshiwendinghouwobeizhuanruputongbingfang。
dangtianyeli，jianchenhedagetiwoshouye。kebanye，jianchenwangwoshoubeideshangkouchusashangyiguanbuzhimingdefenmo，wodeshangkoudunshibeiganzhuoshao，dagekanjiantadejudongyedachiyijing。
jianchenyanshenhuian，shiyidagebuyongchusheng，zhuangzuobuzhicishi。
diertian，wotufagaoshao，shangkoukuilanliunong，sanfachuzhenzhenechou，zhuanjiajinjihuizhenshangliangjiexialaidejiuzhifangan。
“zuoweitadejianhurenjipeiou，weiletadejiankangwotongyijiezhi！”
“jixiansheng，bingrenruguoshiquzuoshou，yihoudeshenghuohuihenkunnan。qingshenzhongkaolv！”
jianchenchuxianzaibangongshimenkou，buguyishengtichudebaoshouzhiliaofangan，zaishoushutongyishushangqianxialezi。
tajinwowodeshou，fumowoetou，yanshenzhongquanshitengaihebushe：
“yunting，jishinixiabanbeizizaiyewufazhengchangshenghuo，woyebuhuixianqide。wohuijinizuihaodeyiliaoziyuanhebaojiantuandui。jishiwomenlihun，wohexiyaojiehun，woyeyidinghuizhifusuoyoudeyiyaofei，dingqiqutanwangni。”
“buguowoyijingxiangxiyaochengnuoguohuijitawenxinwanzhengdejiating，jiangwosuoyoudecaichandouliujiwohetadehaizi，woyijinggufutaduonian，bixuzuodaoduitadechengnuo，haohaomibuta。”
“niyidingnenglijiewodeduima？”
dageyepenglaiyishuxianhua，zhengzhongdefangzaiwochuangtou。
“xiaomei，dageheanchenshinideshouhushen，womenhuishouhuniyibeizide。”
suiranwozaihunmizhuangtaiwufazhengkaiyanjing，keshenzhiqingxing，qingchuditingjianlezheiyiqie。
leishuizaiyanzhongdazhuan，woxintongdenanyihuxi。
mingmingshiwozuiqinjinderen，quezaiwozuiboruodedifangtongwoyidao，neimecankuwuqingdeshanghaiwo。
2、
tamenyirenwozhuwoyizhishou，sihuxiangbatongkuzhuanyidaotamenshenshangtiwofendan。
“jizong，fangdichanshangdalaidianhuashuotijin**zhuangxiudebieshuyijingwangong，dengninyanshou。”
zhulicongcongganlai，cuijianchenquyanshoutayujinxiyaode“aichao”。
haoqiaobuqiao，dagedeshoujiyelaidianhuale，shuoshiguquan**hetongyijingnihao，shifoujikejiangguquanzhuanjijinxiyao。
gangcaihaikoukoushengshengshuopeibanwodelianggeren，jiujingshachangdeerweizongcaijingranyinweitingjianjinxiyaodemingzierhuxitingzhi，yanshenhuangluan。
“xiaoguotushiwoheshejishilaobanheduilebuxiabaicicaiqiaodingde，shineizhuanghuanghejiajubaishedoushiwoqinzitiaoxuanjiangong。denghexiyaojiewanhunyiqiruzhudeshihouziranjiunengkanjianzuizhongxiaoguo。”
“xianzaiyuntingbingqingjinji，wodezaiyiyuanshouzheta。”
jianchenrangzhuliquanquan**yanshou，jujuelehuiqudetiyi。
“zhijiezhuanguoquba，zheishiwogongsi5%deguquan，jiazhiyiqianwan，jiujitadangjiazhuangba！dengzhuanyiwanbihouxiyaozheigexiaoyatouyidinggaoxinghuaile，buguoxianzaiwodeheanchenshouzheyunting。”
大哥也拒绝回公司。
lianggerenyiliandanyoudikanzhehunmidewo。
我却只感觉悲哀。
wohejinxiyaocongxiaojiubeinalaibijiao，kemeicijianchenhedagedoubuyueertongzhanzaitaneibian。
jintianshitamendiyiciweilewoerfangqilejinxiyao，danzheizhongpiantanquerucidekebei、kexiao。
riliwanjidebadaozongcaijingranyehuiweilebaiyueguangerzixitiaoxuanjiazhongmeiyichuxixiaochenshe，chuanglian、ditan、shenzhixuanguanchudeyifuxiaohua。
shiqianrumingdebadaozongcaijingranyehuiweilexinshangrenergongshouxianshangjiazhibufeideqiantuwuliangdeyuanshiguquan。
kewoni，woyoudedaoleshenme？
我什么都没有！
jianchenzhijiwoyichunianjiushixiudelaopoxiaozuoweihunfang，yinweitashuozhuanqianrongyishouqiannan，bunengdashoudajiaodeguorizi。
wodecailiyezhiyouwoshengmuliujiwodeyichuanzumulvxianglianhebuduodesifangqian。dageshuowonianjixiao，wozheneimeduoguquanpabeiyouxinrenliyonghebangjia，huaqianzhiguanxiangtayaojiuxing。
guifuquanlidouchaoxiaowoshigeyumulianainao，limianhaipaoleshui，youchunyoudai。
yuanqizaixinzhongyujie，tongkujiangwobaowei，xintiaobuduanjiakuai，wowadeyishengpenchuleyitanheixue。
3、
jianceqicierdedidishengjiangwohuanxing，jianchenhedagetoufalingluan、yanxiawuqingdepazaiwochuangbianshuizhele。
ganjuedaowoxinglai，tamenmihudezhengkaiyan，jingxideganjinanlingjiaolailehushi。
“yunting，taihaolenizhongyuxingle！tingguolaijiumeishile！”
“wobushiyigehegedezhangfu！suiranzaojiulingzheng，ketuolewuniancaibubanhunli，shiwoshuhumeiyouduogubaoanlaibaozhenganquan。”
“xiaomei，dagecaimixinqiaozhiguzhenaxianeibikuaguodadanmeiyoulaicanjianidehunli。ruguowozaichang，yidingnengjiuxiani。”
lianggefenglangjunyidezongcaicikehuzilacha，yifuzhouzhoubaba，zaojiumeiyouchichashangjiedepianpianfengdu。tamenyankuangtonghong，quantoujinwo，maiyuanzijidebushi。
houlongsiyadewogenbenshuobuchuhua，tongchuwuchuqingxie，leishuijuedi。
wozhandouzhenaqizhibi，yongcancundezuoshouwaiwaixiexiedexiexia。
【zenmeganguainimen，zhishiwomingtuduochuan、huogaieryi。】
shiwoshirenbuqingyurenbushu，danchundebazijidexingfutuofujilebuzhidexinlaideren。
rujintamenyibujiedaideshouzaiwoshenbiangenbenbushiyinweikuiduiyuwo，ershimibuzijixinzhongdezuiegan，rangzijideliangxinmeiyouneimejianaoeryi。
“yunting，suiranyoushoubaobuzhule，kewoyijinglianxiguowaizuixianjindekejituanduidingzhilejixieshou，anzhuanghaohoushenghuozilibuzaihuaxia。”
“haizimeiyoule，zigongshousunbeizhaichuyemeiguanxi！wobuhuizaiyiniqingbaishousun，niyongyuanshiwozuizhenshideguniang。nixihuanhaizidehua，xianggueryuanhepianyuanxiaoxuejuankuan，shenzhihaikeyiqulingyangyigehaizizaimingxia。”
jianchenbikoubutineixietuzhushitazhaorenbanyandeshiqing，faneranweiqilewo。
woxianzaishoudezuibudoushinimenxianhaijiwodema，juranhaiyoulianzhanzaidaodezhigaodiananweiwo？！
juankuan？nijiwodadeshenghuofeigenbenbugoukaixiao。
lingyang？nichenwohunmiyijingbanhaolelihunshouxu，haizizhifangzaiwoyigerenhukouxia，nihejinxiyaoxiaoyaokuaihuoquma？
yuanhengenbenwufanahanchulai，**cuibabirengdaotalianshang。
【biedewobuxuyao，zhixiangqiunimenqinglaizuihaodeyishengbawodeyoushoujieshang。】
jianchenshenshoutiwoyehaobeizi，tiexindediguolaiyibeireshuihuanjiewokoukeqipidezuichun。
“shayatou，youzaishuohuhua，womenzhidaonihaipa。jixieshoudewaiguankeyiyurenshougaoduyizhi，buyingxiangmeiguan。yihoudageheanchenzuonidezuobangyoubei，nichifanwodouweini。”
errenyichangyihexianghonghaiziyiyangbayaojiwoweixiaqu，ranhouzuozaishafashangsiwujidandejiaotan。
“woyijinghewobamashuole，neixierenshiyuntingzhiqiansishenghuobujiandiantanwanrenshidexiaohunhun。tamenqidebajialiyuntingdeyifuquandounaqujiansuishaoleshuohuiqi，gujiyihuijiuhuidaobingfangmarenle。”
“wobazhengzaiqitoushangdetamenlanzhule，bijingyuntingxianzaihenxuruo，shoubule。”
jianchenyudiaodichen，yudiaozhongtouluchunongnongdelianxi。
“woyegenfumushuoshiyuntingzaiguowailiuxuewandefangsi，nanpengyouhuanlewushuge，genbenmeiyounvhaideyangzi。tamenjuedekuiduiyujijia，zhunbeifujingqingzuijiechuhunyue。”
“buguoyiqiedoushiweilexiyao，yesuanzhide。”
dageyishouchuiqiang，quezaitidaoxiyaomingzideshihounanyanwenrou。
tamendouyiweiwochiyaohouhuixianruchenshui，kewobayaopiantoutoutulechuqu，batamendeduihuatingdeyiqingerchu。
shentizaojiupopolanlan，zaihaodezhitengyaoyewujiyushi，ketamendehuabishentishangdetengtongyaotongyiwanbei。
zaiwozhuyuanxiuyangqijianhunliluxiangzaiwangshangliuchuan，jishibeidalema，genjuguanjianxinxiyenenglianxiangdaozhujiaoshiwo。pinglunliguanyuwoshenghuobujiandian，henanrensihundeyanlunbibijieshi。
yiyezhijianwojiucongbeibazonghehuzaishouxindemingyuanlunluochenglelianguolulaoshudouburude**。
4、
jianchendenainaizhuzheguaizhanglaidaolebingfang，cengjingduiwoheaikeqindelaorencikequejiangyikounongtantuzaiwolianshang。
“pei！wohuolebashiduonianjingrankancuoleren，kuiwoduinitaoxintaofeidehao，hairangwodasunzitingnidehua，nizheigepolanhuozenmeyoulianjiarujijia！”
“nidedongxiwoyibahuoquanshaole，yihouniyebiexiangtajinjijiamenkouyibu。xialeyizhiyan，meiyizhishousuanbianyinile，lajiwanyiersilecaihao，huozhejianzhishilangfeiziyuan！”
“banimenyuanzhangjiaolai，woyaowenwentazenmelianzheizhongjiannvrendoujiu，tameiyougongdexinma？tadeyanyexialema？”
laotaitaiyibianmayibianbaguaizhangduodeguangguangxiang，dasangmenbazhengcengbingfangderendouxiyinleguolai，weiguanderenyoukanlexinwendeyeduiwozhizhidiandian，gezhongzhoumahebiandidehuayecengchubuqiong。
“haishiyouqianrenwandehua，yigerendoumanzubulele，haixuyaoneimeduorenyiqishang。”
“yiqianxinwenshangzongkanjianta，yiweishixueshiyuanbodexuezheni，meixiangdaoneimefangdang。xianzaibeiqiannanyouzhaolaizuojupaileshipinchuandaowangshangquleba，zhenshizizuozishou。”
“wotingshuotafumudoubeiqiyunfanbingle，tadejimuqidedouxingengle。zijiwanjiusuanle，haibafumuqichengzheiyang，zhenshibuxiaoshun。woyaoshitafumu，ganghuaiyunjiubatadadiao，taihuiqile。”
zhongrendeyilunyadewochuanbuguoqi，yanqianyipianqihei，tuijiaoyezhanbuwenle。
zhengdangwowucongqiujiudeshihou，wodefuqinhejimugangcongzhuyuanshoufeichuzouchulai，woxiangzhuazhujiumingdaocaoyiyangjiaoleyishengbaba，xiwangtanengxiangyiqianyiyangbaohuwo。
tatingjianwodeshengyin，kandoumeikanwoyiyan，bashouzhongjiaofeidanzuanjin，lenghengyishengtouyebuhuijiuzoule。
jimuzuoyouweinan，buqingbuyuandechaozhejianchennainaizoulai，manlianchanmeiduixiaodaoqian：
“jijiaanaibuyaofaneimedadehuo，yinweizheiyangazaderenshengqikebuzhide。”
“yuntingtayeshiyishiguimixinqiao，xianzaiyeshisuaneyouebaole。tabababeitaqidexinzangbingfanlezhulehaojitianyuan，xinglaiyihoudangjijiufujingqingzuixiangjijiadaoqianbingqiechexiaohunyue。”
yizhitengaiwodebabazenmenengbuxiangxinwo，wozenmehuizuochuwangshangyaochuandeneixieshiqing。
woyonghaimeihuifuhaodezuoshoubotongfuqindedianhua，danyizhixianshimangyin。jimunanweiqingdepaipaiwodejianbangshuo：
“yunting，nifuqinyijingdianhualaheile。tayuanbenshiyaodengbaoheniduanjuefunvguanxi，shenzhixiugaiyizhuboduonidejichengquan。yaobushiwoquanta，gujizhuyuanfeitadoubudianfu。”
congtoudaoweiwogenbenshenmeyemeizuo，keweishenmehaoxiangchuchudoushiwodecuo。
wozhibuguoshigaogaoxingxingdezhunbeijiehun，weishenmehuiluodezheiyangzhongpanqinlidejieguo，weishenmewochenglebeipipandebazi。
jianchenjianwozailoudaoliyaoyaoyuzhuimanlianleihen，rengdiaozhunbeidefanhechongguolaixiaoxinyiyidedahengjiangwobaoqisonghuibingfang。tayiliannuyi，shuangyantonghongfanbotanainai。
“nainai！woaiyunting，buguantafanleshenmecuodouhuiwutiaojianyuanliangta，woqiunixingxinghaobuyaoweinanta。niyaoshizaizheiyang，neiwoyebuhuole。”
laotaitaiqidezhiyaotou，putongyishengzuozaiyizishangwawadaku。
“nishiguimixinqiaolema？weilezheiyangyigenvrenliannainaidehuadoubutingle，woyibalaogutouhuozheyemeiyisi，woyesilesuanle。”
jianchenbuguanlaotaitairuhewuliqunao，jiangwojinjindelouzaihuaili，zixidekangangcaiyoumeiyoupengdaoshangkou，tayanzhongdeshenqingnongchoudejianzhiyaoyichulai。
kewobuhuizaibeizheixiemihuo，yinweiwodexinzaoyijinghuaweihuijin，buzaitiaodong。
“nainai，woyijingshengminglangjiepeibushanganchenle。woyuanyizailihunxieyishushangqianzi，jingshenchuhu，congciyujijiazaiwuguage。”
wokanxiangjianchen，tadeyanjingzhongshanshuozheyiyangdeguangcai，sihuzaiqidaiwojiezheshuo。
“xiyaoyijinghuiguo，nimenkeyizaixuqianyuanle。”
jianchen，zhunixinhunkuaile。
5、
jianchendeshuangshouweiweizhandou，zuichunbuzijuedeminzaiyiqi，etouyeshenchuhanzhu。
“duibuqiyunting，gongsichuxianweiji，zijinlianduanlie，xiyaodefuqinyuanyichuzibangzhu，danfujiayaoqiujiushirangwohetajiehun。”
“yunting，woaideshini，keweilejishijituanwobiewuxuanze，wobunengyanzhengzhengdekanzhejishijidairendexinxuehuizaiwoshouli。”
wotailejienile，jianchen，huoxunizijidoubuzhidaonizaisahuangdeshihouzuichunminqilaidejiaoduhuiweiweipianyou。
aiwo？wobuhuizaixiangxin，woyikedoubuxiangzainishenbiantingliule。
daojishikaishi，dengsongnidezuihouyijianliwuzhunbeihao，wojiulikai。
dengwozaicixinglaihou，bingfangneidechangjingwanquanbuyiyangle。wuneixia**ze，beirushangbumanwuzi，chuanghuwaimianshichaonaodejiaomaisheng。
woxiangenlingjiaohushilaiwenqingchuqingkuang，kechuangtoulinggenbenzhishigebaishe。bingfangdemensihushibeirencongwaimiansuoshangle，genbentuibukai。
woshichuquanliyejiaobulaiyigeren，zhihaozuozaichuangbiandengzherenlai。shangkouchukaishishenxue，wodeetouyexuruodemaohan。
yigewudasancudehushixielengzheyanjingpomenerru，yuqixiangdangbunaifan：
“naoshenmenao，xianzaishiwanshangxiuxishijiannibabiedebingrenchaoxinglezenmeban！”
“hushijiejie，gangcaibuxiaoxinbashangkoupengchuxuele，ninengbangwobashangkouchuliyixiama？haiyouzheilishinaa，wobushizairenanyiyuanma？”
tashuangshouchayao，lianshangguazhebishideshenqingdudunangnangqilai：
“haiyiweizijishihaomenqianjinguifuni，zheikeshigoudoubulaidejingshenbingyuan。zheidoushizhishenjingbingdeyao，nizheigeduanshoukezhibule。”
“jintianshijianchenhejinxiyaojiehunderizi，liangjiajituandebaihuogongsidoudajianjiaqingzhuzheijianxishini！douguainiwohaidezaizheilizhiban，danwuwoduoshaohaoshi！buranwojiuquguangjiele。”
“jifurenzaojiuhuanrenle，shitadezhuliqinzibanlidezhuanyuanshouxubanisonglaide，nikebiegenwobaikuotaitaidejiazi。nimengujiayezhaokaixinwenfabuhuishuoyunihuaqingjiexianyo，niangjiayexiandiulian。”
shuowantapengdeyishengbamenguanshang，zuoyaoyouniudezoule。
waimiandejiaomaishenggewairenao，erwodexinquebinglengguji，haoxiangyongbingzhuichuolewushugeguguliuxuedeshangkou。
“yunting，nihaihaoma？shiwohuilaiwanlemeiyoubangshangmang。menwaijigejijiaderen，wofeilehaodacaitoutouliujinlai。”
“nideshangkoubixuyaoganjinyongyao，kemenwaibashouyanmi，womengenbenchubuquyehanbulairen。”
haopengyouyurukanjianwohouyanjingdoukuhongle，yigejingdedaoqianshuomeiyoubangshangwo。
wodakaixinglixiangzaijibuqiyandejiacengzhongtaochulaiyizhangyinxingka，neishijianchenshuoyaoliujiweilaibaobeidechengzhangjijin。
“yuru，zheigeyinxingkalimianyinggaihuiyoubushaoqian，wohaizangleyigebeiyongdianhuaka。niyongzheidianhuakadadianhuajiubuhuibeijiantingle。”
yuruyezhidaozheigeyinxingkayuzhongbutongdeyiyi，buganxiangxinwojingranhuidongyongzheibiqian。
kedangtazaishoujiyinxingshangshurukahaohoujuranmianlutuse，zhenjingdezhilezhipingmu：
“yunting，zheigekashangzhiyouyifenqian……”