第一章

woyiweiguxingmianshixihuanwode。

shengchuxueroudeneiyitian,tagaoxingdebaozhewozaiyuandizhuanquan,neimanyanbujiayanshidexinxiyujidong,rangwojuedeneibianshiai。

kezhidaobaiwanhundao,tapaoxiawoquleyiyuan。

wozaijializuzudengletayiwanshang,haoburongyidengdaotahuilai,zenyangquyongbaota,guxingmianqueshenshoutuikailewo。

tayanlimanshichenzhongzhise——

「wanwandexinzangbingyoufufale,xuyaoyikexinzang,yijingmeiyoushijianle。」

qiyudehuabuyongduoshuo,wojiuyijingmingbailetadeyisi。

tabugantaitoukanwo,duoshanzhewodeyanshen,lianshangtongyangxiemanlexinxuyuneijiu。

woyedingzhetakanlehaojiu。

zuoweiyongyouzizhuyishidejiqiren,haihenxingyundishengchulexuerou,yongyoulerenleicainengyongyoudexinzang,suoyicikewonenggouganshoudaoneigumingweijiduyushangxindeqingxujiaozhizhe,yanleiyebuzhengqideliulexialai。

danwoyijiuzuobudaoxiesidili,ershimanmandunzaitamianqian,pingjingkaikou。

「suoyinixiangyaowodexinzang,shima?」

woshijiqiren,napameiyouxinzangyenenggouhuozhe。

danshibaiwanbuyiyang,tazichushengqijiudaizheyanzhongdexinzangbing,xuruodexianglinmeimei,weiciguxingmianduitazongshizhuduozhaogu,napayiduhulvelewo。

tataimou,yanshendingdingdikanzhewo:「arong,meilexinzangnihainenghuo。kewanwanbuyiyang……tahuiside。」

woshenshouqingqingfuzhexiongbuweizhi,neikezhengzaitiaodongdexinzang,zhidaoxianzaiwodoujuedeyouxiexinqi。

shenweijiqiren,woyuanbenzhinenganzhaochengxushedinglaishenghuo。

kewopianpianyongyoulezizhuyishi,guxingmianhaiyidiandianjiaohuilewoshenmeshiai,tashuozheibeizidoubuhuilikaiwo,jiuxiangshirenleishijiesuoshuodeshengsibuqi,wohetayekeyizuodao。

eryongyoulezheikexinzang,wojiuyongyouleairendenengli,nenggouquaita。

反之——

qingyixiaosan,fengqingjueai。

chengxushedingli,wobunenggouweibeiguxingmianderenheyaoqiu。

ketapianpianyaoxunwenwodeyijian,quemeiyoujiwojujuedequanli,wobushitaikaixin。

dan,zheizheikejiuyintaershengdexinzang。

ruguotaxiangyao,wohuihaobuyouyudijiangtawachulai。

zhishizaiwodongshouzhiqian,wohaishirenbuzhuxiangwenguxingmianyiju:「jiqirenyishengnengshengchuyikexinzang,yijingshitiandadezaohua。ruguowomeiyoulexinzang,wojiuzaiyebunengainile。xingmian,nizhendexianghaolema?」

xianghaofangqiwodeai,yefangqiwo。

taminzhezuichenmolehaojiu,zhidaojicudedianhua**dapolezheiguiyidepingjing,xiangshicuicusidirangtazuowanzuichudejueding。

guxingmiankanzhewo,diantou:「woxianghaole,wanwanbunengsi。」