womentaiguanrenyougetiedadeguiju——shengbuzhanxue。keneitian，wodexuepianpianjiuranhonglekunguandemasheng。
lishudangshilianjiubaile，mawopoleguiju，yaochudashi。qichuwomeizaiyi，zhidaoguancaizhongdetaibudong，
fentoumomingtaxian，womenmeigerendebozishang，doumanmanfuxianchuyidaosuomingdeqingziselehen……wocaimingbai，
neigenxuesheng，chanshangdebujinshiguancai，gengshiwomenjigedeming。1wojiaowangqiang，jinniansanshiwu，
shicunlitushengtuzhangdehanzi。biedebenshimeiyou，jiushiyoubaziliqi，dilihuoerxianle，
sheijiayougehongbaixishixuyaochuli，zongshaobulewo。zheiqizhong，jiubaokuotaiguan。taiguanzheihuoer，
busuanshazhengjingxingdang，dancunlijiangjiuge“rutuweian”，
xuyaobageyangqiwang、danzizhuangdehanziwenwendangdangdibashizhesongdaofendi，tugeshunlipingan。ganzheihuoerjiule，
woyegenzhelaobeiren，tebieshidaitoudelishu，xuelexieguiju。biru，“guanbuluodi”，
yisishituzhongguancaijuebunengzhanletuqi；zaijiushi“shengbuzhanxue”，kunguanyongdemasheng，
zuijihuizhanranshanghuorendexueqi，shuoshihuichongzhuangwanghun，yinlaibuganjingdedongxi。zheixieguiju，
woxianglaishijizaixinlide，bijing，sheiyebuxiangzaizheizhongshishangremafan。zhaoqingshudesi，laidetingturan。
shuoshiqiantianwanshangzailincunhelejiu，huilaishitianseyiwan，guoneizuodumuqiaomeizhanwen，yitouzaijinleheli。
dengdiertianbeirenfaxian，renzaojiupaodemeilexing。tacaisishichutou，pingshishentizhuangdexiangtouniu，
sheinengxiangdaojiuzheimemeile？cunlirenyilunfenfen，youwanxide，yeyoutoutoushuotahejiuwushide。
tajialirenlaiqingwotaiguandeshihou，wotanlekouqi，meiduoyouyujiuyingxiale。xianglixiangqinde，
bangchenyibashiyinggaide。zaishuole，zhaoqingshuzheirensuiranhaoliangkou，danweirenhaisuanzhangyi，
yiqianyemeishaobangwojiaganhuo。songtazuihouyicheng，shiqingfen。chubindeqianyiwan，
lishuteyibawomenqigetaiguandedoujiaodaoyiqi。lishukuailiushile，lianshangzhouwengouhezongheng，
yishuangyanjingqueyijiuruili，tatailedabanbeizideguan，shicunlizheifangmiandezhuxingu。tabadabadachouzhehanyan，
yanwuliaoraozhong，shengyindichenshaya：“qingshuzheixiaozi，zoudebuansheng，shihengside。
mingtianhuoerdoujiwodaqishierfenjingshen，gaishoudeguiju，yiyangdoubunengpo！
”tamuguangzaiwomenjirenlianshangsaoguo，zuihouzaiwozheierdunledun：“tebieshini，wangqiang，shoushanglisuodian，
kunguandeshihouqianwanxiaoxin。”woxinlidangshihaidiguleyixia，lishuzheihuaxiangshizhuanmenshuojiwotingde，
nandaowopingshimaoshoumaojiao？danyemeiduoxiang，zhidangshilaobeirenjinshen，biandiantouyingdao：“shu，ninfangxin，
guijuwodong。”diertian，tiansehuimengmengde，xiangshiyaoxiayu，youchichidibuxialai，
kongqimenderangrenxintoufahuang。suonashengwuliwaladichuizhe，diaozibeibeiqieqie，
hunzazhezhaojialaoxiaosixinliefeidekusheng，jiaoderenxintoufachen。yuanzili，neikouhouzhongdeheiqiguancaiyijingbaihao，
xiangyitouchenmodejushou，dengdaizhezuihoudexingcheng。lishunachuneikunyonglebuzhidaoduoshaocidemasheng，yansefanhuang，
youxiedifangshenzhimodefaliang，touzheyiguchenjiudeqixi。taqinshoubashengzididaowoshouli，
youshenshenkanlewoyiyan。neiyanshen，fuzadehen，youguanqie，youtixing，sihuhaiyouyisibuyichajuedeyoulv。
wojieguoshengzi，chushoushineizhongshuxide、lvedaimaocaodezhigan。buzhizende，jintianwozhezheishengzi，
xinlizongyoudianqishangbaxia，jingbuxialai。yexushiqifentaiyayi，yexushizuowanmeishuihao。woshuaishuaitou，
xiangbaneidianbuanqusan，ranhouzoudaoguancaiqian，zhunbeikaishikunguan。anzhaobuzhou，
wodebashengzicongguancaidixiachuanguo，ranhouzaishangmiandajieguding。zheihuoer**lebuzhiyici，
bengaishijiaqingjiushu。kejiuzaiwoyonglilajinshengsuo，zhunbeidadiyigejiedeshihou，
shizhizhifumengdichuanlaiyizhenjianruidecitong！“si——”woxiayishididaochouyikoulengqi，ditouyikan，
yuanlaishimashengshangyichutebiecucaojianyingdedifang，xianggenxixiaodemuci，zhijiezhajinlewodezhifu。
xuezhuzishunjianjiumaolechulai，xianhongciyan。woxinli“gedeng”yixia，
naozilishunjianshanguo“shengbuzhanxue”sigedazi。huaile！woxiangsuoshou，danyijingwanle。neidiyinhongdexuezhu，
shunzhewodezhijian，jingzhundidiluozaiwozhenglachedeneiduanqianhuangsedemashengshang。xueyexunsuyinkai，
zaicucaodexianweishangliuxialeyixiaotuananhongsede、chumujingxindeyinji。neiyike，
zhouweicaozadekushenghesuonashengfangfoshunjianyuanqu，wodequanbuzhuyilidoubeineidianxuejixiyinle。
taxiangyizhiguiyideyanjing，sisididingzhewo。“zuosiani！”yishengdichendelihezaiwoerbianzhaxiang，
shilishu！tabuzhiheshiyijinglaidaowoshenbian，liansetieqing，yibaduoguowoshouzhongdemasheng，kanzheneidianxueji，
tadeshoudouyouxiefadou。tataiqitou，yanshenlibuzaishipingshidechenwen，
ershichongmanlejingnuheyizhong……jihushikongjudedongxi。tayadileshengyin，
jihushiyaozheyaduiwohoudao：“poleguijule！wangqiang！nizheihunxiaozi！shengzhanlexue，zheishidaxiongzhizhao！
yaochudashide！”wobeitadeyangzihezhule，zhouweijigeyiqitaiguandehuojiyekanleguolai，
yanshenlidaizhejingyihebuan。lianshang**lade，yifangmianshidangzhongbeixundenankan，
lingyifangmianyeshiyinweizijiqueshifanlejihui。wonenedijieshi：“shu，wo……wobushiguyide，
zheishengziyouci……”“youcinibuzhidaoxiaoxindian？！”lishudaduanwo，xiongkoujulieqifuzhe，
tadingzheneixuesheng，youkanlekanqiheideguancai，nannandao，“wanle……zheixiawanle……qingshubenlaijiuzoudeyuan，
nizheixue……pashihuijingleta，bukenzoua……”beitazheimeyishuo，
woxindineidianbuanxiangyecaoyiyangfengzhangqilai。dandangshigengduodeshijuedehuiqihexiexubufu。
bujiushiyidixuema？nengyouneimexiehu？zhaoqingshuhuozhedeshihougenwomenguanxidoubucuo，
hainengyinweizheidixuejiufanlianbucheng？“shu，mei……meineimeyanzhongba？”woshitukuanweita，yekuanweiziji，
“kenengjiushiqiaohe……”“qiaohe？”lishulengxiaoyisheng，yanshenruilidexiangdaozi，“nidengzhekanba！
taiguandeshihou，doujiwobachinaidejingershichulai！”tabuzaikanwo，yinchenzhelian，
dongzuofeikuaidiyongneigenranlewoxuedemasheng，zixidijiangguancaikunhao、dajie。neituananhongsedexueji，
zhenghaozaishengsuozhongyang，xiangyidaochouloudeshangba。shichendaole，lishushenxiyikouqi，zhanzaiguanshou，
hanleyisheng：“qiguan——”womenbageren，fenliliangce，wanyao，jiantoudishanglonggang，tongshifali。qichu，
zhongliangheyuxiangdechabuduo，suiranchen，danwomenbagezhuanglaolihainengwenwentaiqi。kejiuzaiguancaiwanquanlidi，
zhunbeiqianxingdeneiyike，yibianfashengle！yigunanyixingrongde、turuqilaidechenzhonggan，
haowuzhengzhaodicongjiantoudelonggangshangchuanlai！neiganjuejiqiguiyi，jiuhaoxiangguancailimianbushiyijushiti，
ershishunjianbeiguanmanlechenzhongdeqianshui，huozhe……turanzuojinquleyigekanbujiande、jizhongdedongxi！
wobojingshangdeqingjinshunjianbaoqi，jianbangbeiyadeshengteng，tuiduzishenzhiyouxiefaruan。buzhishiwo，
pangbiandejigerenyedoutongshifachulemenhengsheng，lianshangluchulejinghaihechilidebiaoqing。yuanbenhaisuanzhengqideduiwu，
yinweizheizhouranzengjiadezhongliang，huangdongleyixia，xianxieshiheng。“douwenzhu！jiaoxiacaishile！
”lishuzaiqianfangdihou，tadeshengyinyedaizheyisibuyichajuedezhandouheyongliguodudesiya，“wangqianzou！
bieting！”woxinligedengyixia，neiguzibufuqishunjianyanxiaoyunsan，querdaizhideshiyizhongbinglengdehanyi。
zhende……bianzhongle！lishudehuazaiwoerbianhuixiang——“yaochudashi”！womenyaozheya，
jihushipinjinlequanshendeliqi，yibuyibudiwangqiannuo。jianshangdezhongliangyadewochuanbuguoqi，
meizouyibudoujuedeyichangjiannan。neisuonashenghekushengyijiuzaierbian，danzaiwotinglai，quefangfogeleyicengdongxi，
biandemohubuqing。wodequanbuganguan，sihudoujujiaozailejianshangdechenzhonghexiongqianneigenranxuedemashengshang。
wonengqingxidiganjuedao，neigenshengziyinweichengshouzhejudadezhongliang，jinjindibengzhe，mocazhelonggang，
fachuxiweide“gazhi”sheng。erwodishangxuedeneiyichu，gengshixiangshaohongdeluotieyiyang，gezhekongqi，
tangzhewodepifu，tangzhewodexin。duiwuxingjindesudumandelingrenzhixi。haoburongyiaidaolecunkou，
tashangletongwangfendideneitiaotulu。luliangbianshixishudeyangshu，shuyeyidongbudong，
zhenggetiandijiandoumimanzheneizhongsijidechenmen。wotoutoupiaoleyiyanqitaren，tamengegelianseshabai，
hanruyuxia，bushileide，gengxiangshihede。jiuzaizheishi，wohaoxiangchanshenglehuanting。
yizhenjixiwei、jipiaomiaodeshengyin，sihuzhijiezuanjinlewodenaozili。neishengyin……xiangshiyougehuowu，
zaiguancailimian，yongzhijiayixiayixia，huanmanerguzhidi……guacazheguanmudeneibi！
“sha……sha……sha……”shengyinhenqing，danzaisijidetaiguanduiwuheyayidesongzangfenweizhong，
quexiandewubiqingxihekongbu！wohunshenhanmaodaoshu，yiguliangqicongjiaodibanzhichongtianlinggai！womengdikanxianglishu，
xiangcongtaneilidedaoquerenhuozhefouding。danlishumushiqianfang，lianseningzhongdexiangyikuaitieban，zuichunjinmin，
shenmebiaoshidoumeiyou。shiwotingcuole？shiyinweiguodujinzhangchanshengdehuanjue？wobuganqueding，yebuganshengzhang。
zhinengqiangpozijidixiatou，dingzhejiaoxiakengwabupingdetulu，pinminggaosuzijineishifengsheng，
shishengzimocadeshengyin，shirenhedongxi，danjuebukenengshiguanneideshengyin！raner，nei“shasha”deguacasheng，
quexiangmoyinguaner，huizhibuqu，bansuizhejianshangchuanlaide、jihuyaojiangwoyakuadechenzhonggan，
yijixiongqianneichuzhuoredemuguangjiaodian——xuesheng，yibubudiqinshizhewodeyongqihelizhi。zheilu，
caizouleyiban。erwozhidao，lishushuode“dashi”，kongpa……caiganggangkaishi。woyanlekoutuomo，
houlonggandefajin，xinzangzaixiongqianglifengkuangditiaodong。shengxiadelu，gaizenmezou？2shengxiadeneiduanlu，
shiwozheibeizizouguozuimanzhang、zuijiannandelu。jianshangdeguancaizhongdexiangyizuoxiaoshan，
yadewomenbagezhuanghanyaodouzhibuqilai，zhinenggoulouzhe，xiangyiqunjuewangdemayi，
tuozhechenzhongdefuhezaitulushangrudong。meiyibu，jiaodouxiangxianzaizhanchoudenizhaoli，taiqi、luoxia，
douyaohaofeijudadeliqi。hanshuizaojiushitouleyishan，nianhuhuditiezaishenshang，fenbuqingshirehanhaishilenghan。
nei“sha……sha……”deguacasheng，shiduanshixu，xiangyigenbinglengdezhen，bushiciyixiawojinbengdeshenjing。
wobugantaitou，bugankanbieren，gengbuganqukanneikouqiheideguancai，zhinengsisidingzhejiaoxiabeicailuandechentu。
xiongqianneiduanranxuedemasheng，cunzaiganyuelaiyueqiang，fangfobushishengzi，ershiyitiaozhujiansuxingde、binglengdedushe，
zhengchanraozailonggangshang，duizhewotuxinzi。lishuzouzaizuiqianmian，tadebeiyingjiangying，
ouerchuanlaidehaozishengyeshiqulewangchangdechenwen，daizheyisibuyichajuedechuanxihejinbeng。wozhidao，
takendingyeganjuedaolezheibutongxunchangdezhongliangheneiguiyideshengyin，tazhishiqiangchengzhe，bunengluan，tayiluan，
womenzheizhiduiwujiuchedikuale。suonashengbuzhiheshitingle，
zhishengxiazhaojianvjuanmenyayide、duanduanxuxudekuqi，zaizheisijierchenzhongdexingjinzhong，xiandegewaishenren。
songzangdecunminmenyechajuedaolebuduijing，qieqiesiyushengxiangwenyingyiyangwengwengxiangqi，
muguangjingyibudingdizaiwomenheguancaizhijiansaoshi。
“wodeniangei……zheiguancaizazheimechen……”“nikantamenjige，
liandoubiezile……”“shibushi……shibushiqingshubuxiangzoua？”zheixiehuaduanduanxuxupiaojinerduoli，
rangwoxintoudehanyigengzhong。bushibuxiangzou，kongpashi……zoubule，huozhe，buxiangjiuzheimezou！zhongyu，
yuanyuannengkandaocunwaineipianfendile。wangshanpaosima，kanzhejin，zouqilaiqueganjueyongyuanyedaobule。
meiyibudejianaodouzaidiejia，jianbang**laditeng，fangfogutoudouyaobeilonggangyalie。feixianggepofengxiang，
huchihuchidichuanzhecuqi。yankanliwahaodefenkengzhiyoushijibuyuanle，duiwulibuzhishishei，
kenengshishizaichengbuzhule，jiaoxiayigeliangqiang，suiranlikebeipangbianderenwenzhu，danzhenggeguancaimengdiyihuang！
zheiyihuang，feitongxiaoke！“gazhi——”neigenranxuedemashengfachulingrenyasuande**，bengdejinjinde。
woshenzhiganjueneidixuesuozaideweizhi，yansesihubiandegengjiaanchen，jihuchengleheizise。“wenzhu！
jiukuaidaole！”lishusiyazhesangzihoudao，tadeetouqingjinbaotiao。womenpinjinzuihouyisiliqi，
zhongyuyaoyaohuanghuangdijiangguancaitaidaolefenkengbianshang。suoyourendouzhangchuleyikouqi，ganjuebantiaomingdoukuaimeile。
jiudengzhelishuyishenglingxia，jiangguancaihuanhuanfangrukengzhong，zheitangzhemorendechashijiusuanwanle。kejiuzaizheishi，
yiwaizaicifasheng！fenkengshizuotianjiuqingrenwahaode，sifangsizheng，shenduyeheshi。raner，
jiuzaiwomenzhunbeidiaozhengshengsuo，wangxiafangguandeshihou，fenkengkaojindongnanjiaodeweizhi，kaojinbianyuandenitu，
turanhaowuzhengzhaodi、susudiwangxiataxianleyidakuai！“huala——”nituhualuodeshengyinbuda，
danzaichangsuoyourendoutingdeqingqingchuchu。taxianchuluchuleyigeheiyouyoudekulong，buda，danshenbujiandi。
gengrangrentoupifamadeshi，zaineitaxiandenitubianyuan，heranluchulebanjiehuibaisededongxi！neibushishitou，
yebushishugen。neixingzhuang……neifenmingshiyijierendegutou！yijiexiaobeigu，huozheshuogengxiangshituigudeyibufen，
jiuneimexiecilichuozaixinxiandehuangtuheheianzhijian，fanzhebuxiangdesihuise。“a！gutou！
”buzhinagenvrenjianlidijiaoleyisheng。songzangderenqunshunjiansaodongqilai，fenfenhoutui，
lianshangxiemanlejingkonghejihui。zaibierenjiadexinfenli，wachulebierendegutou，zheizaiwomenxiangxia，
shitiandadebujili！yiweizhezheikuaidibuganjing，shizhewufaanxi，shenzhihuijizhujiadailaieyun。
zhaoqingshudejialirendunshikutianqiangdiqilai，pushanglaiyaokangejiujing，beipangbianderensisilazhu。
womenjigetaiguandeyeshayanle，mianmianxiangqu，dounengkandaoduifangyanzhongdehairan。woxiayishidikanxianglishu，
zhijiantasisidingzheneijiebaigu，liansenankanzhiji，zuichunduosuozhe，
nannandao：“xiongxue……mailexiongxue……nanguai……nanguaibukenxiaqu……”xianchangyipianhunluan。
zhushiderenganjinshangqiananfujiashu，shangliangduice。zuihoumeibanfa，zhinenglinshijueding，guancaizanqiebunengxiazang，
jiuxiantingzaifenkengbianshang，dengqinglaidefengshuixianshengkanlezaishuo。womenjigetaiguande，suanshizanshijietuole，
baguancaiyongzhangdengdianhao，quebaobuluodi，bianjingpilijindisanle。huiqudelushang，
woganjuehunshengutoudouxiangsanlejia，dangengchenzhongdeshixinlineikuaidashitou。lishulinzouqian，
youshenshenkanlewoyiyan，neiyanshenfuzananming，zhidishengshuoleju：“wanshangshuijuejingxingdian。”biangoulouzhebei，
bulvpanshandizoule。woyiluhuanghudihuidaojia，lianlaoniangwenwohuadouxinbuzaiyandiyingfulejiju。
caocaobalejikouwanfan，xidiaoyishenchouhanheniwu，wobianyitouzaidaozailekangshang。shentijidupibei，
但脑子却异常清醒，
zhouranchenzhongdeguancai、guanneideguacasheng、fenkenglineijietuwudebaigu……haiyoulishuneikongjuyouningzhongdeyanshen。
buzhiguoleduojiu，wocaimimihuhudishuiqu。shuimengzhong，woganjueboziyuelaiyuejin，
haoxiangbeirenyongshengzisisilezhu，chuanbuguoqi。wopinmingzhengzha，shuangshouzaikongzhongluanzhua，queshenmeyezhuabudao。
zhixiganyuelaiyueqiang，yanqianzhenzhenfahei。zaichedishiquyishiqian，