第5章 你去死

yeqihansisizhuazhemingshudeshouwan,nushenghan:“mingshu,nifenglema?zhuajinwo,mingchengmeisi,zhuajinwo!”

jibianshentixuanzaishilouwai,yimianwubiaoqingdemingshu,zhongyuyoulexieweifanying。

tataiyankanxiangyeqihan,yuanbenmianrusihuidelianshang,dailedianxiyi。

yeqihanyaoya,sisizhuajintadeshouwan:“mingchengmeisi,zhishishuaiduanletui,nijiwoshanglai!”

mingshukanzheta,zhalezhayanjing,yuanbenmurandeshuangyanzhong,zhouranluoxialeilai。

kandaotaleishui,yeqihanxinzangtengdeduosuolexia,jiangtadeshouwanzhuadegengjin,pinmingwangshangzhuai。

dididadadezhanchouxueye,yidiyidi,diluozaimingshudelianshangshenshang。

buzhishenmedongxigepoleyeqihangeboshangdepirou,tengdesihuyaojiangtadeshoubeicongzhongjianzheduan,taqueshenmeyegubudele,zhishichongmingshuhou:“balingyizhishoujiwo,mingchengmeisi,niyaoshisile,wolikesongtaxiaqupeini!”

mingshuliuzhelei,huanhuanjianglingyizhishoushenshangqu。

yeqihanzhuazhutalingyizhishou,pinjinquanli,jiangtatuohuiwuzhong,liangrenyiqidiedaozaidishang。

yeqihanfanshenbaozhumingshu,shierfudedexinxihehoupa,rangtasisilouzhumingshudeshenzi,buzhudeninan:“shushu……shushu……shushu……”

huiguoshendemingshu,mengdejiangtatuikai,henhenyigeerguangshanzaitalianshang,“gun!chusheng!”

yeqihantianletiantengdeyouxiefamadezuijiao,“buxiangzhidaomingchengzainageyiyuan?”

mingshusisidengzheta,yachibaxiachunyaochuxuelai。

“guai,”yeqihanbaikaitadezui,coushangqiantianqutachunshangdexuedi,“wodainiqu。”

mingshuyouyigeerguangshanguoqu,yanedeshijingcachun,xiangshihenbudebazuichuncadiaoyicengpi。

yeqihanxinzangcitonglexia,zhanqishen,chongmingshushenshou,“qubuqu?”

mingshumeidalita,duzichengzheshentiqishen。

yiluwuyan,daoleyiyuan。

明澄还在做手术。

明姝问了医生。

zuotuifensuixingguzhe,duanlesigenleigu。

mingshuyizaiqiangshang,yanleiyizhimeitingguo。

“biekule,”yeqihanbeitakudexinhuang,wunaidequan:“wobangtazhaozuihaodeyisheng,tahuihaoqilaide。”

“niqusi!”mingshukudeshentidazhan。

yishengshuo,shihenyanzhongdefensuixingguzhe,jibianshoushuchenggong,yehuiliuxiahouyizheng,zheibeizibunengdaqiule。

xiaochengshixiaolanqiuduide,zuixihuandaqiule。

xiangdaomingchengchongzhepingmusihou,rangtaganjinpao,buyongguantadeyangzi,mingshuwuzhezui,kudechuanbushangqi。

是她的错。

都是她的错。

ruguodangniantameiyoubayeqihanjiuhuijia,tajiadegongsijiubuhuipochan,babajiubuhuinaoyixuezhuyuan,xiaochengjiubuhuichushi。

doushitadecuo,gaiside、gaitangzaibingchuangshangshengburuside,shitacaidui……

yeqihanchenmodekanletayihuier,taiyankanwuding。

如果……

ruguotameiaishangtajiuhaole。

ruguotaaidemeizheimeshenjiuhaole。

xianzai,tadexinzangjiubuhuizheimeteng。

绞着劲儿的疼。

jiuxiangdelexinzangbingside……

shoushuzhongyujieshu,mingchengbeisongjinbingfang。

mingshugenzaimingchengshenbian,yibuyiqu,yeqihanyegenlejinqu。

yishenghehushigaozhileyixiezhuyishixiang,luluxuxulikai。

fangjianlizhishengxiatamensange。

mingshudingzhedidikanleyihuier,taiyankandaoyeqihan,yanzhongdexintengyudanyoulikebianchenglefennuhechouhen。

tachongdaotamianqian,yachiyaodejinjinde,piaoliangdeyanjingxiangshiyaomaochuhuohua。

tayiyanbufa,henhenjiletaduziyiquan,jinjiezheyilianchuanquandajiaoti,jiangyeqihanchuaideliangqianghoutui,houbeizhuangdaolemenbanshang。

tengdeshoubule,yeqihanrenbuzhuwanyao,anzhulexiaofu。

taxuewudeshihou,mingshugenzhetalianguojitian。

feichangsanjiaomaodegongfu,buguo,shoushibuyuanhaishoudetaqueyijingzugou。

zuihou,tabeiyiquansongchulemenwai,fangmenzaitayanqianguanshang。

tayishouanzhexiaofu,yishoucacazuijiaodexue,huanhuanzhiqishenzi,cheqizuijiaoxiaolexiao。

mingshu,jintianwoqiannide,wohaile。

nimenfunvqianwode,nijiuyongyibeizihaiba。

你是我的。

只能是我的!

tagezhebolichuangkanleyihuier,zhenglilexiayifu,youyouranlikai。

bingfangzhong,mingshumeinengshoumingchengduozhangshijian,jiubeihushiganlechulai。

yiyuanyoutanshishijian,daoleshijianjiudezouren。

mingshuzhanzaimenwaikanlemingchenghaoyihuier,zhidaohushiyoulaiganta,tacailianlianbushedelikai。

gangzouchuyiyuan,jiujiedaozhuguandedianhua,jinshangjiudian,bujianbusan。

mingshudaqijingshen,huijiahuanleshenyifu,ganwangjinshangjiudian。

jintiandaqidaluo,tashouletaida**,naodaitengdexiangshiyaobaodiao。

tahaoxiangtuidiaogongzuo,haoxiangxiuxi,haoxianghaohaoshuiyijue。

可是她不能。

chulebabadeyiyaofei,rujinyouduoledidideyiyaofei。

kalishengyudeqian,ganggangquandoujiaozailedidideyiyuanzhanghushang。

dididetui,yishengshuoyaozuoercishoushucainengwanquankangfu。

一次手术一次钱。

她要赚钱。

她没有休息的权利。

zoujinjiudian,zhanzaibaoxiangmenkou,tashijingcuolecuolian,yangqiyigetianmeideweixiao,jiuxiangpishanglekaijiahezhanpao。

推开门,一场混战。

sigeduoxiaoshihou,tahediaoleliangpingbaijiu,qianxiazhenggeguanggaoerbukenleyigeyuededadanzi,dahuoquansheng。

likaijiudiandeshihou,zhuguandarengouzhetadejianbang,xiaorongqinqiedehaoxiangliangrenshiqinjiemei。

tianzhidao,zuotiantahaitingdaozhuguandarenbaguatazheicengjingdeshoufuzhinv,luojiadefenghuangburuji。

以前再高贵怎样?

xianzaihaibushizaitashoudixiataofanchi,rangkujiuku,rangxiaojiuxiao。

tingdaodeshihou,mingshuhennanguo。

可是很快就忘了。

babadeyiyaofeibidetaijin,jianshangdedanziyadetaizhong,talianguyingziliandeshijiandoumeiyou。

chuzuchebunengjinxiaoqu,zaixiaoqumenkoubatafangxia。

mingshuyaoyaohuanghuangzoujindanyuanlou,molemoshoubao,meizhaodaodiantika。

takanlekantingzaidingloudedianti,niutoushanglehoumianlouti。

yiyaoyihuang,zouzoutingting,tazhongyuzoudaolejiamenkou。

chuanzhecuqi,kaozaiqiangshangmoyaochideshihou,naodaizhenzhenxuanyun,tafuzheqiang,huanhuandaozailedishang。

louxia,dianti“ding”dezuoyoufenkai,zhanmochenhexiaowucongdiantizhongzouchulai。

zhanmochenmoyaochikaimen,xiaowuqueshunzheloutipaoshangqu。