chenkeshoudaoneibingdaoshi，shigeyintiandexiawu。kuaidixiangyouzhangyouchen，lengjiaoyingbangbangdiluozhetadegebo。
jijianrenxinxiliaocaomohu，zhimianqiangnengbianrenchuyigeyaoyuande、weiyuxinanbianchuidexiaozhendiming，
shitajihumeishenmeyinxiangdemouweiyuanfangshugongdezhuchu。tajidefuqinshengqiansihumohutiguo，
laojiayouzheimeyiweizhongshenweiqu、xingqingguguaidelaoren，shouzhexiepojiudelaowujian。
dakaicengcengdiediedefangzhuangpaomo，yiguhunhezhechenfumuliaohetiexiudelengyingqiweipumianerlai，
qiangdetapiantoukeleyisheng。daotangzailimian，xingzhiguzhuo，daizhejiubeiyiwangdechenzhong。daoqiaoshiwumude，
shenanwuguang，shangmianshikedehuawenyibeisuiyuemopingledaban，zhiyuxiaxieaotudechugan，
xiangshizaiwushengdisushuozheshenme。tawozhuguozhetunseshayupidedaobing，rushoushiyipianqingudeliangyi，
chendechaohuxiangxiang。feilidijiangtachouchucunxu，daorenshiyaguangde，andandexiangmengzheyicengyi，
weiyoukaojindaochandegenbu，yinyuenengkandaojidianshenhesede、xibudiaodebanziqianzaijinshuwenlili。
yigumeilaiyoudejidongshunzhezhangxincuanshanglai，henqingwei，danjueburonghushi，xiangchudaoleyiduanbinglengchenshuidemaibo。
chenkezhoulezhoumei，batazhongxintuihuiqiaonei，suishousaijinleshufangjiaoluoneigeduimanjiuzazhidejuzidingceng，
meizaiduokanyiyan。zheiwanyier，yuzheijianchongchizhediannaodiminghewaimaiweidaodexiandaigongyugegeburu。dangye，
tabianxianrulenizhaobandeshuimian。bushipingjingdexiuqi，ershibeiwuxingzhishoutuozhuaixiaqude、lingrenzhixidechenlun。
posuidehuamianjiaodongzhe，niuquderenying，jinshuguacayanshidecierjianming，haiyouzhanchoude、guntangdechugan，
guoxiezhetadeshoujiao……mengdizhengkaiyan，yangguangyijingcidetayanqiufatong。toutongyulie，
zuilimimanzheyigunanyiyanyudetiexiuwei，sizhibaihaidoufanzheyizhongjuliede、moshengdesuantong，
xiangshibeichaikaizhongzuguo，youxiangshizuoyebeirentuoqujinxingleyichangjidutouzhidefuzhongmalasong。
tachengzhefangfosanlejiadeshentizuoqilai，beidanlingluan，danbingwuyiyang。zhidaotacaizhetuoxie，
hunchendizoujinweishengjian，zhunbeiyonglengshuijiaoxingziji。shixianlveguoxishoutaijingzideshunjian，tajiangzhule。
jingzhongdeziji，liansecangbaidexiangmengleyicenghui，yandiguazheliangtuannongzhongdeqinghei。danzheidoubushizuiguanjiande。
tadeyoushoushouzhizhifengli，qianzhejisimingxiande、yijingganhefaheideanhongsewuzi。tamengditaishoucoudaobijian，
neidandande、tianxingdeqixi——shixue！xintiaozhouranleigu，tajinghuangdijianchashuangshou、gebo、lian，
shenzhibakaishuiyichakanshenti——meiyourenheshangkou。neizheixueshisheide？tachonghuiwoshi，fafengsidefanjianchuangpu，
xiankaibeizi，pazaidishangchakandibanfengxi。meiyou，nalidoumeiyouxueji。gongyulianjingdekepa，
zhiyoutazijicuzhongdechuanxisheng。tachongjinchufang，daojuzhengqidichazaijiazishang，bingxianglideshengroubaozhuangwanhao。
chongwu？tagenbenmeiyang。neime，zuoye……daodifashengleshenme？neiduanchenlunposuidemengjingzhixia，
tadeshentijiujingqulenali？zuoleshenme？neitiexiuweiwangudipanjuzaishegen，huizhibuqu。dierye，
tajihushibaozhefusidexintaitangxiade。shuiqiantashenzhishenjingzhidijianchalemensuo，fansuolewoshi，
haibayibayizidizailemenhou。haowuyongchu。yijiushineipianheiandenizhao，hunluandesihouyubentao，
jiaoxiacaizheshenmeshihuamianruandedongxi，shenyijiaoqianyijiao，
binglengdeyetijiandaolianshang……youguntangdedongxiposashanglai，jintouqianjin，
dailaizhuoshaobandechugan……zheicitashizaidibanshangxinglaide。bushiwoshi，shibinglengdeketingdiban。
shentiquansuozhe，suantongganbianbenjiali，youqishiyoubei，jianjiahezhouguanjiexiangshibeifanfusilieguoyibanjutong。
chenguangxiwei，zhaoliangletatankaizaiyanqiandeshuangshou。xinghong，cimudexinghong。congzhijianmanyandaoshouzhang，
shenzhishouwanyixiadexiaobei，douxiangshigangcongmouzhongnongchoudehongseyanliaotonglijinpaoguo，yiranbanninggu，
jiechengyicenganhongsede、guiliedeqiao。nongliedexuexingweiyemandichongjintadebiqiang，
xundetaweiliyizhenfanjiangdaohai。“e……”yishengyayide**yichuhoulong，taliangundaipadichongjinweishengjian，
dakaishuilongtoufengkuangcuoxi。shuiliuchongshuachuhunzhuodefenhongse，dazhexuanerliuruxiashuidao。xuegouwangu，
tayongledabanpingxishouye，pifucuodetonghongpopi，neixuexingweiquefangfoyishenjinlemaokongshenchu，
yijiusisilvlvdizuanchulai。tatanzuozaibingliangdedizhuanshang，beidizheyugang，hunshenkongzhibuzhudifadou。
kongjuxiangbinglengdetengman，yiquanjinguoyiquandichanraozhuxinzang，yueshouyuejin，jihuyaolingtazhixi。zheibushimengyou。
mengyouzenmehuizhanshangmanshouxianxue？zheidaodishishenme？！jiexialaiderizibianchenglexunhuanbofangdediyu。
tashiguobazijibangzaichuangshang，xinglaishishengsuoshenmidisanluoyipang；tashiguozaishuiqianfuyongchaojiliangdeanmianyao，
quezhizaihundunmengjinglixiandegengshen，xinglaihoushentidepibeihetongchujiabeicanlie。
meiyicisuxingdedidiandoubiandegengjiaguiyi——chufangliulitaibian、damenxuanguanchu，
shenzhiyouyicishibeikaozheneigecunfangzhandaodejuzixinglai，lianjiajintiezhejumendefengxi。
xuejideweizhiyekaishibianhua，youshizaijiaodi，youshijianzaishuiyiqianjin，zuiduodeyici，
tashenzhizaizuijiaochangdaoleneilingrenzuooudetianxing。lizhidedibazaichixubuduandekongjuchongshuaxiacuncunbengta。
tabuganheyan，kaizhesuoyoudedeng，zhengyekuzuo，yongkafeihekongjudiaozhejingshen，zhidaoyanpizhongruqianjin，
zuizhongrengbukebimiandibeituoruneipianwujinde、chongmanxuexingchugandeheianshenyuan。tadegongzuoxiaolvyiluoqianzhang，
heiyanquannongzhongdexianghualezhuang，duirenhexiweideshengxiangdoufanyingguodu，tongshihepengyoumenchajueletadeyichang，
guanqiehuoshitandexunwendoubeitajinggongzhiniaobantangsaiguoqu。tabiandebuxiangtale。youshenmedongxi，zhengjieyouheiye，
yidiandiandikenshidiaoneigejiaochenkedecunzai。bixuzhidaozhenxiang。napaneizhenxiangnengchedicuihuita。
zheigeniantouzuizhongyadaoleyiqie。tazhandouzheshou，congwangshangdinggouleyitaoweixingjiankongshebei。shoudaohuodeneitian，
tabazijiguanzaishufang，hualezhengzhengyigexiawu，zaizhengduiketingheshufangmenkoudeyinbijiaoluo，
anzhuanghaoleshexiangtou。diaoshishi，pingmushangyingchuzijiqiaocuiniuqudelian，tagandaoyizhenbinglengdemosheng。
zuihouyiye。taduizijishuo。kanwanzheizuihouyiye，jiuquzhaoyisheng，jiubaojing，
jiubazheigaisidedaorengdiao——wulunneishishenme。zheiyiwan，tajihushizhengzheyantangdaoyishimohude。
kongjuheyizhongbingtaideqidaihunhezaiyiqi，duyaobanzaixueguanliliutang。yijiushizhuiluo。
danzheicidezhuiluogewaishenchen，fangfozhijiezhuixiangledixinrongyan。refengzhikaozhepifu，
zheneryulongdepaoxiaoshengjihuyaosipoermo，neibushiyigerendeshengyin，
shichengqianshangwanrendesihou、canjiao、kuanghaohuichengdetaotianjulang，guoxiezhejinshufengkuangzhuangjidecierzaoyin，
jiangtachediyanmei。taganjuezijibushizaimengli，ershibeirengjinleyigezhengzaiyunzhuandejuxingjiaoroujidehexin。
jingxingshi，tianhaiweiliangtou，yizhongkepadexutuoganjuezhuleta，fangfolinghundoubeichouganle。
tameiyoulikequkanshenshangshifouyouxue，zhishijiangzhiditangzhe，xiangyijubeiqizhideshihai。xujiu，
tacaijixuqiyidianliqi，mosuodaoshouji，zhijianbingdeheren。dakaijiankongapp，
diankaizuixinyigeshipinwenjian。shijianchuoxianshishilingchenliangdianshiqifen。huamianli，tadegongyuyipiansijidehunan。
ranhou，woshidemenbashou，huanhuanzhuandongle。“ta”zoulechulai。
dongzuomeiyousihaomengyouzhechangyoudemimanghechihuan，meiyibudoutadeyichangchenwen，
shenzhidaizheyizhongguiyide……mudexing。shuiyikongdangdangdiguazaitamingxianxiaoshoulexuduodeshenshang，
suizhebufaweiweihuangdong。jingtouxiadeneizhanglian，shichenkemeitianguahuzishijianguodelian，
dancikeshangmianmeiyourenhetashuxidebiaoqing。yanjingyuanzhengzhe，tongkongzaiweiguanghuanjingxiaxiandejida，heideshenren，
limianmeiyoudaoyingrenhexianshizhongdejingwu，zhiyouyipianninggude、shenbujiandidexukong。zuijiaojinmin，
lachengyitiaolengyingdezhixian。“ta”jingzhizouxiangneigejiaoluodejuzi，dakai，quchuleneibingwumuqiaodezhandao。
dongzuoliuchang，shuxidexiangzhongfuleqianbaibian。“ta”zaiketingzhongyangzhanding。youshouwozhudaobing，huanhuanjiangtachouchu。
xiayimiao，jiankongjingtouzhongshibuzhuodaoleneijihufeirendeyimu——“ta”deshentimengranbengjin，
youbeijiroubiqi，yiyizhongjuefeichenkebenrensuonengyongyoude、chongmanyuanshililianggandezitai，
kaishizaikongzhongfanfuxupi、xiezhan、zhici！dongzuoxunmenglingli，daiqihuhudefengsheng。
meiyicihuidongdoujingzhunerhenli，miaozhunzhekongqizhongbucunzaidediren。jiaobuyesuizhiyidong，deng、ta、zhuan、yue，
chenzhongyouli，caidedibanmenxiang，neishiyizhonggulaoergaoxiaodeshalubufa。jinjiezhe，neijinmindezuichunzhangkaile。
yizhongsiya、niuqu、wanquanzoudiao，queyunhanzhetaotianhenyiyubaolidehousheng，
cong“ta”dehoulongshenchubaofachulai。neibushirenheyizhongchenkezhixiaodeyuyan，yinjieposuierkengqiang，
chongmanlejinshumocadezhigan，xiangshiwushurenzaichuisinahan，zaifennupaoxiao，
huichengyigulingrenmaogusongrande、posuierjiangdediaozi。neishizhange！
shiyishoulaizishishanxuehaishenchude、zhiweishaluershengdezhange！chenkesisiwuzhuzijidezui，
zhijiaqiajinlelianjiarouli，cainengzuzhineichongpohoulongdejianjiao。pingmulideneigeguaiwu，
neigezhanjuletapinangde、zhengzaidiankuangwudaosihoudedongxi，shishenme？！
manzhangde、lingrenjingshensiliedejifenzhonghou，“ta”dedongzuojianjianmanlexialai。
sihoushengyebianchengleduanxude、pibeibukandechuanxi，danneishuangkongdongdeyanjing，yijiuranshaozhemouzhongkebudezhinian。
“ta”yaoyaohuanghuangdizoudaochufang，jielexiaobanpenshui，ranhouhuidaoketingguangxianshaoliangdedifang，zuoxia。
badaohengzaixishang。jiankonghuamianfangda，duijiao。
“ta”naqifangzaiyipangdeyikuaibuzhicongnaerzhaolaide、bianyuanyibeimodeaoxianxiaqudemodaoshi，zhanleshui，
ranhou，yongyizhongjizhiqiancheng、jizhizhuanzhu、shenzhidaizheyizhongkepaailiandezitai，kaishiyixia，yixia，
yanmoneianyadedaoren。zi——la——zi——la——dandiaocierdemocashengtouguoshoujideyangshengqichuanchulai，
xiangyibadunjuzizaifanfuqiegezhechenkejincundeshenjing。meiyicituisong，meiyicihuila，
doujingzhunwendingdelingrenfazhi。neige“dongxi”quanshenxindetouru，
fangfoshijianzhishengxiazheiyijianshi——rangzheibadao，biandegengjiafengli。
jiuzaizheijixiede、lingrenzhixidemolishengzhong，chenkedetongkongzhouransuochenglezhenjian！gaoqingshexiangtoudetexiexia，
suizhemodaoshiyiciciguaguodaoshen，daizouxiweidejinshuxie，neiyuanbenandanwuguangdedaorenshang，
jingrankaishiyidianyidiandi、yichanghuanmandifuxianchudongxilai！bushixiuji，bushihuahen。shizi。
jiqixixiao、niuqu、mimimamadekehen，shenqianrugangtiedejilizhizhong。
tamenxiangshiyongzuijianloudegongju、haojinwuqiongsuiyueyupianzhi，yingshengshengmingkeshangqude。neixiezijicanquebuquan，
daduobiyingtouxiaokaihaiyaoxisui，bihuajiangyingguguai，youdexiangtongkudezhuanao，youdexiangjuewangdechouchu，
youdezedaizheyizhongfengkuangdeyishigan。danyouyixie，zaifanfumolihou，duanzandiqingxileneimeyishun，
zuyirangpingmuqianjihuxinzangtingtiaodechenkebianrenchulai——neijueduishiyigegerenming！
jiazazhemouxiegenbenwufajiedude、genggulaodeguiyifuhao！zheibadao，zheibajiachuandezhandao，
tahouzhongde、yinbaolexuededaoshenzhinei，jingranxiangyizuowuxingdefenmu，fengcunzhewushugemingzi！
modaoshideshengyinhaizaichixu，zila——zila——，meiyishengdouxiangmozaichenkedegutoushang。
neigezhanjuletashentide“dongxi”，yijiudizhetou，quanxinquanyidisihouzheneibadao，yongtadeshouzhi，
tadeshenti，tadeyewan，tadelinghun，zuoweijipin。erneixiemingzi，
haizaibuduandi、yuelaiyueduodifuxianchulai，yongjizhe，zhongdiezhe，fangfoyaozhengtuogangtiedeshufu，
pamanzhenggedaoshen，pachupingmu，padaozheigesijide、lingrenxueyedongjiedexianshizhizhong。
chenketanzaibinglengdemudibanshang，shoujicongshiquliqideshouzhonghualuo，pingmurengliangzhe，
neimoguimodaodejingxiangheshengyinhaizaijixu。tayanqiujuliezhenzhan，queshenmeyekanbuzhenqiele，
zhiyouyipianxuanyundexueseheneixierudongde、zuzhoubandekehenzaishiwangmoshangzhuoshao。houlongligegezuoxiang，
quefabuchurenhexiangrendeshengyin，zhiyouqiliuguaguojingluanshengdaidesisiaiming。meiyigemaokongdouzaijianxiao，
meiyigexibaodouzaifengkuangshijing，cuicutataolizheijuzhengbeiweizhixielingzhengyongdepinang，
taolizheigeyijingchengweituchanghuojitandejia。dantadongdanbude。jizhidekongjubushiliehuo，shiwandunbingfeng，
batalaolaodingsizaizheixianshiyuemengsiliededibanshang。neidongxi……haizaimodao。zi——la——。
zi——la——。meiyisheng，douxiangcuodaoguacazaitadeluqiangneibishang。buzhiguoleduojiu，yexujifenzhong，
yexuyigeshiji，molishengtingzhile。jiankonghuamianli，neige“ta”huanhuanfangxialemodaoshi，
shuangshoupengqixishangdezhangdao，judaoyanqian。neishuangkongdongdeyanmou，
jinhutanlandi、yicunyicundisaoshizhefuxianchugengduoxingmingdedaoren，
houlonglifachuyizhongmanzude、xiangshijinianlaotangundongbandedichenhulusheng。ranhou，
“ta”dongzuojiangyingqueyichangjiandingdiqishen。pengzhedao，xiangpengzheyijianshengwu，yibubuzouhuishufang，
jiangqizhongxingongfengbansaihuineigeyinandejuzishenchu。wanchengzheiyiqiehou，“ta”zhuanguoshen。
zhimianshexiangtoudefangxiang。chenkedehuxicheditingle。xueyedongjie。pingmuli，neizhangshuyutadelian，huanhuantaiqi。
bumanxueside、kongdongdeyanjing，chuantoulepingmudezuge，
jingzhunwubidi“suoding”lezhengtanzaidishang、touguoxiaoxiaojingtouyu“ta”duishidechenke。zuijiao，yidianyidiandi，
liekaiyigejuebushuyurenleide、niuqudaojizhihudu。neibushixiao，shimouzhongzhengningqiguandejixiechoudong，
shibushizheduidiaoruxianjingliewudewushengchaonong。jiankongshipindaocijiaranerzhi。zuihoudinggede，
shineizhangfengkuangdelianheneigedongjiedekongbubiaoqing。siji。
gongyulizhishengxiachenkezijixinzangfengkuangchuidaxiongqiangdemenxiang，yishengsheng，zhuangjizheermo。tamengdidanqilai，
shoujiaobingyongdixianghoumengpa，jibeizhongzhongzhuangshangbinglengdeqiangbi，zhendeqiangshangdezhuangshihuakuangkuangdangzuoxiang。
tasuochengyituan，yachidedezuoxiang，jingkongwanzhuangdemuguangsisidingzhufangmenhejuzi，
fangfoxiayimiaoneidongxijiuhuipomenerchu，huozheneijumenhuizijidakai，neibakemanrenmingdedaohuizixingfeichulai。
tianguangcongweirucihuanmandishenruchuanghu。meiyimiaodeliushidouzhanchouderutongxueninggudeguocheng。
dangyangguangzhongyudanqiedipamandibanshi，chenkejihushipazhechongguoqude，yibachekaineigezuiedejumen。
wumudaoqiaojingjingtangzaineili，yinleng，chenmo。tachuanzhecuqi，yanjingchihong，sisidengzheta。jifenzhonghou，
yigujiduanyanehekongjucuishengdebaolimengdijuezhuleta。tashenchushou，queyouxiangpabeitangshangyiyangsuohui，
zuihouhuluanzhuaqijibenhouzhongdejiuzazhi，gezhebuliao，mengdijiangneibadaochoulechulai！
weng——yishengjiqingwei、quezhizuannaosuidezhenzhansihucongdaobingchuanruzhangxin。taqiangpozijiditou，kanxiangdaoren。
yangguangxia，neixiezuoyezaijiankonglijinghongyixiandemimimamadekehen，cikedabufenyouyinmeilexiaqu，
daoshenhuifuledabandeandanwuguang，zhiyoujichutebieshendeaocaoli，
haicanliuzhexiexumodaoshiliuxiadehuisenizi。danbingfeiquanwuhenji。zaiyixietedingdejiaoduxia，
jiezheqiangliedeceguang，tanengkandaojiqiqiandande、fangfoshuiyinbandehenjizhiliuzaigangtieshenchu。tamenqueshicunzai！
bushihuanjue！erqie，jiuzaikaojindaochandedifang，neiliyuanbenzhiyoujidianxibudiaodechenjiuheban，cike，
zaipangbian，yigexinxiandemingzi——huozheshuo，yizuniuquposui、danjiegouxiangduiwanzhengdezifu，
yichangqingxidifuxianlechulai！tabizhouweiqitaneixieyingtouxiaozidouyaodashangyiquan，kehenyegengshen，gengyongli，
fangfodaizheyizhongpobujidaide、edudexingfen。aimili·chen。
shitadenvyouaimilimingzideyingwenpinxiefangshi！danbihuabeiyizhongkuangluandelidaoniuqule，touzheyiguxieqi。
binglengdejuewangshunjianjuejinlexinzang，jiyachuzuihouyisikongqi。
“e……”tahoulonglifachuyishengbinsibandechouqi。padayisheng，zhandaocongtachedituolideshouzhongdiaoluo，
chenzhongdizazaidibanshang，fachuyishenglingrenxinjidemenxiang。jihujiuzaitongshi，
koudailideshoujijianruidimingjiaoqilai，dapozheilingrenzhixidesiji。pingmushangtiaodongzhedemingzi，
heranzhengshi——aimili。taxiangbeidianliujizhong，mengdiyizhan，
muguangjingkongdizaidishangneibingxiedaohejianjiaobuxiudeshoujizhijianfengkuangqiehuan。
zila——zila——neimoguimodaodehuanting，youyicizuanjintadenaosui，yushouji**fengkuangjiaozhi，
jugezhetazuihoudeshenzhi。dao，haitangzaidishang。pingmushangdemingzi，zhizhedishanshuozhe。wengmingsheng，yuelaiyuexiang。
nei**xiangbinglengdezuantou，chixubuduandizaojizhetadeermo。aimilidemingzizaipingmushangtiaodong，
meiyicishanshuodouxiangxiedaoshangxinkechudeneigemingzizaizhuoshaotadeshiwangmo。jie？bujie？jieqilaishuoshenme？
shuotakenengbeiyibadaofushenle，meiwanchuquyongbuzhidaosheidexuexianji，ertademingziganggangbeikeleshangqu，
xiayigekenengjiushita？houlonggansedefatong，tamengditunyan，queliantuoyedouyikujie。
shouzhizhandouzhexuanzaipingmushangfang，binglengdehanzhucongejiaohualuo，dizaipingmushang，mohuleneigemingzi。
**guzhidixiangdaozuihouyimiao，zhongyutingle。pingmuanxiaqu。sijizhongxinlongzhaoxialai，bizhiqiangengjiachenzhong，
yadetaxiongqiangshengteng。neiduanzandexuannaofanertuxianlecikedejueduianjing，yizhongbaofengyuqianlingrenfafengdeningjing。
tasisidingzheandiaodeshouji，youmengdiniutoukanxiangdishangdedao。tajingjingtangzaineili，yaguang，yinyu，
xiangyijiechenshuidexiongshoujigu。yangguangzhaozaishangmian，feidanbunengqusantadebingleng，
fanerrangtagengxianchuyizhongneiliande、baoshihoudeyanzu。aimilidemingzi……weishenmeshiaimili？
shiyinweitashitazuiqinjinderen？haishiyinwei……biedeshenme？neibadao，huozheshuozhanjutashentideneigedongxi，
tatiaoxuanmingzideyijushishenme？taxiangyaoshenme？hunluandesixuxiangyiqunmeitoucangying，zailuqiangneifengkuangzhuangji，
zhaobudaochukou。buxing！bunengdaizaizheili！bunengdengsi！yiguqiushengdebennengmengdichongpojiangzhi，
tashoujiaobingyongdipaqilai，yanjingbuganlikaineibingdao，diediezhuangzhuangdichongjinwoshi。huluanzhuaqijijianyifutaoshang，
qianbaoshoujisaijinkoudai。tabixulikaizheigegongyu，like，mashang！quzhaoaimili？bu…bunengquzhaota！
neikenenghuibazaihuozhijieyindaotashenbian！quzhaojingcha？zenmeshuo？
shuowomengyoumodaohaikenengshalerenerwodedaoyuyanlewonvpengyouhuisi？
judadehuangmiuganhegengjudadekongjusichezheta。tachonghuiketing，yuanyuanraoguoneibingdao，
xiangshibikaiyigewuxingdefusheyuan，yibazhuaqixiejushangdeyaochi，ningkaimensuojiuwangwaichong。zoulanglikongwuyiren。
taliangqiangzhepuxiangdianti，fengkuangdianzhexiaxingjian，meiyicijiroushousuodoudailaishuxidesuantong，
tixingzhetayewandebaoxing。diantihuanhuanshangshengdeshuzixianglingchidedaojishi。tabuduanhuitou，
sisidingzhezijianeishanjinbidefangdaomen，shengpataturandakai，neige“ziji”wozhedaochongchulai。
ding——diantimenkai，tajihushigunlejinqu，beikaozhebinglengdejinshuxiangbi，dakouchuanxi。
zhidaozouchugongyudalou，jiechudaowaimianhunzhuoquezhenshidekongqi，beishangwucaozadeshishengbaowei，
tacaishaoweiganjuedaoyisixuhuandeanquangan。yangguangciyan，xingrenbulvcongcong，yiqiedouzhengchangdekepa，
fanchendetagangcaidejinglixiangyigehuangdandeemeng。dantazhidaobushi。zhijiansihuhaicanliuzheganhexuegoudechugan，
erbianhaiyingraozheneikongbudemodaoshenghesihou，shoujilicunzheneiduannengcuihuiyiqiedejiankongshipin，
eraimilidemingzi……tayonglishuaitou，shituqusanneiqingxidekehen。tamanwumudedizaijieshangzouzhe，
xiangyijubeichoudiaohunlingdequqiao。meiyigefanshezheyangguangdechuchuangdourangtaxinjingroutiao，
fangfohuiyingchulingyizhangniuqudelian。qichedemingdishengnengrangtajingdetiaoqilai。
tazoujinyijiaxuannaodeliansuokafeidian，dianlezuidabeideheikafei，guntangdeyetiguanxiaqu，
quesihaowennuanbulebinglengdewuzangliufu。tasuozaizuijiaoluodeweizhi，shuangshoupengzhezhibei，
bushoukongzhidiqingweifadou。bixuzuodianshenme。bunengzheiyangzuoyidaibi。tazaicitaochushouji，
zhijianbingliangdihuaguopingmu。hulvediaoaimiligangcaideweijielaidianhesuizhierlaidejitiaoguanqieduanxin，
tazhandouzhedakaisousuoyinqing。shurushenme？“mengyouxuexing”？“gulaozhandaozuzhou”？
“daoshenfuxianrenming”？cijuzuhedezhiliposui，touzhetazijidougandaokebeidehuangluan。
sousuojieguodaduoguangguailuli，chongchizhegezhongbuzhebianjideminjianchuanshuo、jingshenbinganlitaolun，
huoshidichengbendekongbudianyingjieshao。meiyouyigenenghetaneijiankonglikandaode、qieshenjinglidejiduanxieyiduishanghao。
tademuguangtingliuzaiyigelengmende、shejicucaodeluntanlianjieshang，
biaotidaizhe“gubingguitan”、“xiongqishizhu”zhileideziyan。juewangzhong，tadianlejinqu。
limiandaduoshixielieqidegushifenxiangheyice，
getiezimohuditijimouxiechuanchenggulaodexiongbingxuyao“xueshi”、hui“zezhuerqi”shenzhi“kemingsuoming”shi，
tadehoubeicuanqiyiguxindehanyi。suiranyuyanbuxiang，gengxiangshiyizhongwenxuekuazhang，danneihexindeeyi，
queyutahuaichuaidekongjuyinyingongming。youqishiqizhongyigehuitie，
tidaomouxiejigulaodebuluohuomimichuanchengdezhanshi，xiangxinjiangdirendemingzikeyuwuqizhishang，nengjinguqilinghun，
jiquqililiang，huowanchengmouzhongzuizhongdexianji。jiquliliang……wanchengxianji……chenkemengdibishangyan，
jiankonglineige“ziji”yanmodaorenshijizhiqianchengdezitai，neisihouzhangeshibaofadetaotianhenyiyubaoli，
neidaorenshangmimimama、fangfowuqiongwujindecanquerenming……suipiansihuzhengzaipincou，
zhixiangyigeheianderangtabuganshensidekeneng。ruguo……ruguozheibadao，taxuyaodebushijiandandeshalu，
ershimouzhonggengkongbu、gengyishixingdedongxi？ruguotaxuanzhongta，bushiouran，
ershiyinweitaxuemaililiutangde、laizineigeyaoyuanxinanbianchuideshenmedongxi？neiweiguguaideshugong，
jilaizheibadao，zhendezhishijiandande“chuancheng”？
taxiangqifuqinshengqianouerliuluchude、duilaojiamouxie“jiusu”dehuimorushenheyinyinkongju。
shoujiyouyicizhendongqilai，haishiaimili。zheici，tajihushitiaojianfanshedianlejieting，jiangshoujitiedaoerbian，
huxijicu。“chenke？nizenmeyangle？gangcaizenmebujiedianhua？wojinifaxinxiyemeihui。
”aimilideshengyindaizhemingxiandedanyou，touguotingtongchuanlai，wennuanerzhenshi，jihurangtadiaoxialeilai。
“wo……”tadeshengyinshayadexiangshishazhimoca，“womeishi……gangzaimang。”“nideshengyinbudui！
shibushiyoumeishuihao？wogennishuolequkanyisheng！nizuijintaibuduijingle！”aimilideyuqijiazhongle，
“nizuowanshibushiyou……‘mengyou’le？”taxiaoxinyiyidixuanzheci。chenkedexinzanghenhenyichou。
tawufagaosutazhenxiang，yigezidoubuneng。“…ng，youdian。zuoleemeng。”tashiturangyuqiqingsongdian，
quezhijichugansedeyinjie。dianhuaneitouchenmolejimiao，xianranbuxin。“chenke，wohendanxinni。
wojinwanguolaipeiniba？huozheniguolaiwozheibian？nizheiyangyigerenwobufangxin。”“bu！
”tafanyingguodudimengditigaoyinliang，yindepangbianzuoweiderencemu。taganjinyadishengyin，“bie！
qianwanbieguolai！wo……womeishi，zhende，jiushixuyaojingyijing。kenengshigongzuoyalitaidale。”“niqueding？
”aimilidehuaiyijihunengchuantoudianbo。“queding。dengwohaodian……wozailianxini。haoma？
”tajihushiaiqiule，zhixiangjinkuaijieshuzheitongdianhua，
meiyimiaodourangtaganjuezijizhengzaibawuxingdeweixianyinxiangta。“……haoba。
”aimilideshengyinlichongmanlebuqingyuanheyoulv，“dannidayingwo，youshiyidingyaolikedajiwo！suishi！
”“hao，yiding。”guaduandianhua，taxutuobandikaojinyibei，lenghanyijingjintouleneilideyishan。
qipiantabixiangxiangzhonggengxiaohaoxinli，youqishizhidaotademingzikenengyijingchenglemougeheianyishidemubiao。
tabunengbatajuanjinlai。jueduibuneng。zaikafeidianhaodaoxiawu，**dexiaoliguoquhou，
judadepibeihekongjuzaicijiangtatunmei。tawuchukequ。jiabuganhui，pengyoubunengzhao，jingchawufaxinren。
huanghunshifen，taxiangyouhunyiyangpiaohuilegongyulouxia。yangtouwangzheneishanshuyutadechuanghu，limianmeiyoudengguang，
heiqiqide，xiangyigedengdaitunshidedongkou。tabixuhuiqu。zhishao，yaobaneibingdaochulidiao！rengjinheli？
maijinshenshan？huozhe……xiangbanfahuileta？zheigeniantoujiletayisixuruodeyongqi。tashenxiyikouqi，
xiangshiyaofusiyiyang，maibuzoujinledanyuanmen。loudaolihenanjing，zhiyoutadejiaobushengkongdongdihuixiang。
zhanzaizijiamenqian，tanachuyaochi，shoudoudelihai，shilejicicaiduizhunsuokong。kada。menkaile。
limianyipianhunan，jijingwusheng。tamosuozhedakaiketingdedeng。guangxianliangqideshunjian，
tademuguanglikeshexiangqiangjiaoneigejuzi。jumen……guanzhe。hetazaoshangcanghuangtaolishiyiyang。tapingzhuhuxi，