第三章

woyizhidouzhidao,mamabuaiwo。

wobachangnianzaiguowaitanshengyi,dangnianwomazaiyunqigennainainaolemaodun,yiqizhixia,huilexiangxiawaigongjia。

xiaoxianchengyiliaotiaojianbuhao,tazaishengchandeshihoudachuxue,zaolehenduozui,haidelechanhouyiyuzheng。

youshizuiduodejiyi,jiushiwomaneishuanglengmoyuanhendeyanjing,yijineishuangchaowoshenlaidebingliangdeshou。

wobajiewomenhuijiahou,jialideayifaxianlewogebodatuishangbutongchengdudeqingziqiahen,gaosulewoba。

tabianburangwomazaikaojinwo。

neishi,ayixintengdimozhewodenaodai,「yaoyao,buyaoguainimama,tazhishishengbingle。」

wosidongfeidongdidiandiantou,zaixinlimomoqidaomamadebingnengzaodianhao。

zhidaoneitian,wohuade《jiaren》dedaolelaoshidebiaoyang,haishirenbuzhutuikaiwomawoshidemen,xiaoxinyiyidijianghuajitakan。

tadingzhehualichuanqunzidewo,yanshenturanlenglexialai,yibachezouwodehua。

zhizhangsuiliedeshengyinzaiwoerbianzhaxiang,liantongtabinglengdeshengyinyiqi。

「weishenmenishigenverni?」

那一刻我才知道。

tabuxihuanwo,huoxubushiyinweitashengbingle,ershiyinwei,wobushierzi。

woduomexiwangbushizhende。

sisuineinian,wobadegongsishangshi,womadeyiyuzhengyehaole,tamenhuiyiqilaicanjiawoxuexiaodeqinzihui,haihuidaiwoquyouleyuan。

zuoxuanzhuanmumadeshihou,wobashoushangdemianhuatangdijiwoma,kanzhetaxiao,「hentiande,mama。」

womalengleleng,youxiejiangyingdijieguo,ranhouqingqingdimolemowodetoufa。

yeshizaineiyinian,womayoulewodidi。

sujichushenghou,wodecaixiangdedaolezhengming。

qiutianhuanji,wodelebiyan,touyunnaozhang,biziliangbiandouxingpopile,kandaowomaxiabanguolai,mimihuhudishenchushouyaotabao。

tamengdibikai,meitoujinzhou,jihushixiayishishuochuyijuhua,「exinsile。」

houlai,sujiyedelebiyan,fanbingshizaibanye,tabaozhesujikaichequleyiyuan。

neiduanshijian,taxunyiwenyao,zhaolehenduozhuanjia,hualehenduoqianmaipianfang,zhenggerendoushouleyidaquan。

wotingjiantagenwobashuo,「biyanhuiyingxiangdanaode,kebunengrangwoerzidezheigebing。」

suoyi,wodejiumeiguanxi。

youyinianwobaxiujia,daiwomenzijiayou。

houzuo,wohesujiyizuoyiyouzuozaiwomapangbian。

wonuligenwomazhaohuati,tashenqinglengdan,zhuanzhudizhaoguzhesuji。

turan,congduimianyoubianchedaochongguolaiyiliangqiche,wobajidafangxiangpan,pengdeyishengjuxiang,chezizhuangxianglehulan。

suiliedebolihuashanglewodeetou,zaiwoxiayishiyaohanchuneishengmamadeshunjian,wokandaowomashenkaishuangbeimibutoufengdihuzhulesuji。

「biepa,biepa,mamazai。」

chehuoyoujingwuxian,meiyourenshoushang,zhiyouwodeetouyongyuanliuxialeyidaoshangba。

sujiguosansuishengri,womazhuzhangjitabanleyichangyanhui,yinweiwodeshengrijiuzailiangtianzhihou,jiuyiqiguole。

wobasongsujideliwushiyimeihenpiaoliangdeyuzhui。

「baoyouwoerziyishengpingan,jiankang。」

wohaoqididianqijiaokan,lengbufangbeisujicheleyixiatoufa,xiayishiyihui,wobashoushangdeyuzhuijiushuaizailedishang,suichenglehaojikuai。

wohaimeilaidejifanying,yigebazhangjiushanleguolai。

「zheimeiyuzhuishikaiguoguangde,nidaodiandeshenmexin?」

「suyao,nicaibasui,zenmeneimeedu?」

wodiezaidishang,duishangwomayanedeyanshen,ganjuezijidexinyesuizheneimeiyuzhuishuaidesifenwulie。

wocaibasui,shenzhilian「edu」shishenmehanyidoumeizhenzhengnongqing,jiuyijingbeiwodemamaanshangleedudechenghao。

dangtianwanshang,womazuoleyigemeng,mengjianwobawodituixialelou。

ranhou,womabawoqiangzhisongqulexiangxiawaigongjia。

waigongqushihou,tamenyoubaworengjileyigeyuanfangqinqi,meigeyuejidianqian。

liangnianqian,wobeitamenjielehuilai。

neitian,womabawobaodehenjin,butingdizaiwoerbianshuozheduibuqi。

haishuo,zheixienianzhendehenxiangwo。

zheiliangnian,wogenwomadeguanxi,jiuhaoxiangzhuzaiyigewuyanxiademoshengren。

wuluntazenmebuchangmibu,womenzhijianzongyouneimeyidaowufayuyuedegehe。

neitianwobabasumindailehuilai,shuodangnianbaocuolehaizi,suoyourendoubuganzhixin,zhiyouwomazhenjingzhiyu,sihusonglekouqi。

qinzijiandingbaogaohaimeichu,tajiukendingdiwozhusumindeshou,「tayidingshiwodenver。」

neitianwanshang,woluguotamenfangjian。

「zheiliangnian,wowulunzenmeshihao,yaoyaozongduiwobulengburede,wozhidaotaguaiwo。」

「qishi,tabushiwomendeqinshengnver,yetinghaode。」

「buzhidaoweishenme,womianduiminmindeshihou,zongshihenfangsong。」

「womenyihou,yidingyaohaohaobuchangminmin。」