muyunchudeshenghuobeifaxueyuanfanzhongdekeyeheliangfen**tianman，xiangyigenshikejinbengdexian。
tabaquanbujinglitourudaoyanqiandeshenghuoli，shituyongpibeimabiziji，yongweibodeshouruzhichengqiyaoyaoyuzhuidezunyanheduiweilaideqiwang。tabunengdaoxia，tazhidaomamasuoyoudexiwangdoujituozaitashenshang。zicongxiaoshihoubabazaigongdishangchuleshiguqushihou，mamayigerendajifengong，hanxinrukubatalacheda，songtajinledaxue。tashimamaweiyideyikaohejiaoao。
neitian，tagangjieshushudiandezhengligongzuo，beizhechenzhongdefaxuedianjicongcongganwangfaxueyuan，zhunbeiqushangxiawudexingfagailunke。yangguangyouxieciyan，tadizhetou，pansuanzhezheigeyuedekaizhihejijiangdaolaidejiangxuejinpingshen，xinlipansuanzhedengxiageyue**jiexin，jiunengjimamahuiquyibiqian，rangtabieneimexinkule。
“云初！幕云初！”
yigelvedaijiaojideshengyincongshenhouchuanlai。tahuitou，kandaotongbantongxuelixiaoqichuanyuyudipaoguolai。lixiaojiajiuzaijiangcheng，xinggekailang，shibanlide“xiaolingtong”。
“zenmele，xiaoxiao？”muyunchutingxiajiaobu，youxieyihuo。tahelixiaoguanxibusuanqinmi，zhishiputongtongxue。
lixiaopaodaotamianqian，lianshangdaizheyizhonghunhezhetongqinghejiqiedeshenqing，tayibalazhumuyunchudegebo，yadishengyin：“yunchu，ni……nizuijingennimamalianxilema？”
muyunchuxinli“gedeng”yixia，yizhongbuxiangdeyuganqiaoranshengqi。“qianliangtiangangtongguodianhua，zenmele？”tajinliangrangzijideshengyinbaochipingwen。mamazaidianhualizongshishuoyiqiedouhao，rangtaanxinxuexi，biedianjijiali。
lixiaodeyanshenduoshanleyixia，sihuzaiyouyugaibugaishuo，danzuizhonghaishiyaoleyaoya，yusufeikuaidishuodao：“wo……womamaganggenwodadianhua，tabushigennimamazaiyigefangzhichangzuoguogongma？tashuotingshuonimamaqianjitianzaichejianlituranyundaole！beigongyouganjinsongxianyiyuanle，haoxianghaitingyanzhongde，shuoshileichulaidemaobing，yishengrangzhuyuanguancha……changlihaoxiangyezhidianfuleyidianyiyaofei……nimashibushipayingxiangnixuexi，meigangaosunia？”
fangfoyidaojingleizaierbianzhakai。
muyunchulianshangdexueseshunjiantundeyiganerjing，danaoyipiankongbai。yundao？zhuyuan？xianyiyuan？leichulaidemaobing？
mamazaidianhualiwenrouquenanyanpibeideshengyinhaizaierbian：“xiaochua，jialidouhao，mamashentiyinglangzheni，nizhuanxinxuexi，buyongdianji，qiangouyong……”
yuanlaidoushipiantade。mamayigerenyingchengzhe，bingledoubugangaosuta！
judadekonghuanghexintengrutongbingshui，shunjianjiaotouletaquanshen，rangtasizhibingliang，shenzhirenbuzhuweiweifaqidoulai。babayijingbuzaile，mamashitaweiyideqinrenle！
“wo……wobuzhidao……”tadeshengyingansefazhan，daizhekuqiang，shouzhiwuyishidishoujin，jihuqiajinzhangxin，“womameigaosuwo……tashenmedoumeishuo……tazongshibaoxibubaoyou……”
“aiya，ayikendingshipayingxiangnixuexi，panidanxin……”lixiaokantalianseshabai，yaoyaoyuzhui，yehuangle，lianmangfuzhuta，“niyebietaizheji，yexuxianzaiqingkuangyijingwendingle？niganjindagedianhuahuijiawenwenqingchu！”
对，打电话！
muyunchuxiangshizhuazhulejiumingdaocao，shoumangjiaoluanditaochuneigejiushouji，shouzhizhandoudejihuwobuzhu，liananlejicicaizhaodaojialidehaomabochuqu。
“du……du……du……”
忙音。一直是忙音。
无人接听。
weishenmemeirenjieting？mamazaiyiyuanbufangbianjie？haishibingqingjiazhongle？gezhongkepadeniantoubushoukongzhidiyongrunaohai，rangtajihubengkui。
tayoupinmingdamamadeshouji，yiranshiwufajietong。
“zenmeyang？datonglema？”lixiaojiaojidiwen。
muyunchuyaoleyaotou，yanleizhongyuduokuangerchu，tasisiyaozhezuichuncaimeikuchushenglai，liansecangbairuzhi，yanshenlichongmanlewuzhuhekonghuang。shangkelingjianruidixiangqi，huidangzaixiaoyuanli，taquexiangmeitingjianyiyang。
“zhei……zheikezenmebana……”lixiaoyejile，“yaobunixianbieshangkele，ganjinzaixiangbanfalianxi？zhuyuankendingyaohuahenduoqian……”
qian。zheigeziyanxiangyibajiandao，henhencizhonglemuyunchuzuicuiruodeshenjing。mamaxiaganghouquzuolinshigong，benlaijiumeiduoshaoshouru，zhuyuandefeiyong……tajianzhibuganxiangxiang。
tashihunluopodizhanzaiyuandi，zhouweishicongcongganwangjiaoshidetongxue，xuannaoderenchaogengfanchenchutadeguliwuyuanhebinglengjuewang。
jiuzaizheishi，neigebeitasisiyazaixindi、shituyiwangdebinglengniantou，bansuizhejizhidekongju、zoutouwuludejuewangheduimamashenshendedanyou，fengkuangdipotuerchu。
那张黑色的卡片。
那串烫金的数字。
beimingyuchuanhaowuwendudeshengyin：“xuyaogongzuoshi，dazheigedianhua。”
zheishiweiyide，zuikuaide，huoxunengzhuazhuyidianxiwangdebanfa。jinguanneixiwangkenenglianjiezheshenyuan。weilemama，tahaiyoushenmebunengzuode？
tamengdituikaihaizaianweitadelixiao，shenzhiwangleshuoxiexie，xiangfengleyiyangchaozhexiaomenwaipaoqu。taxuyaozhaoyigemeirendedifang。
tayilupaohuineijianxiaxiaochaoshidechuzuwu，“peng”diyishengguanshangmen，beikaozhemenbanhuazuodaodishang，dakoudichuanxizhe，yanleixiongyongerchu，quesisiyaozheyaburangzijikuchusheng。
tazhandouzheshou，congbeibaozuiyinmidejiacengli，mochuneizhangbinglengjianyingdeheisekapian。
pingmusuiliedeshoujisihuyezaichaoxiaozhetadejiongpoba。
takanzheneichuanshuzi，meiyigedouxiangmoguidefuwen。
zuizhong，duimamaanweidejizhidanyouheduijueyiliaofeidekongjuyadaoleyiqie。tabishangyan，shenxiyikouqi，fangfoyongjinlequanshendeliqi，yefangfoqinshoudakailepanduolademohe。
shouzhi，yigeshuziyigeshuzidi，anxialeneichuanhaoma。
dianhuazhixiangleyisheng，jihushunjianbeijietong。
duimianmeiyourenheshengyin，zhiyouyipiansijide、dengdaidechenmo，yapoderangrenzhixi。
muyunchudehoulonggansejutong，tayongjinzuihouyisiliqi，duizhehuatongsiyadi、juewangdijichuyijuhua：
“……是我。”
“neifengongzuo…………wojieshou。”