“haoba,buquyiyuanyexing,danniderangwojinishangyao。”
kenengshiyinweiwodefanyingguoyujilie,muchibuzaijianchi,ershituoxiele。tahoutuiyibu,meiyoudengdaiwodehuida,jiuzhijiejiangwokangqi,kangzaijianshang,wushizhongrenzhenjingdemuguang,jingzhishangleerlou。
jiuzaiwomencajianerguodeshunjian,wopiejianbaiyinneiwanmeidexiaorongchuxianleliehen,tadeyanshenbiandeyinhen,fangfoyaojiangwosichengsuipian。
jinrufangjianhou,muchijiangwofangzaichuangshang,nalaiyaoxiang,congzhongquchutangshangyaogao,kaishiweiwochulishangkou。
taxiaoxinyiyidijuanqiwodeyixiu,yongmianqianzhanlexieyaogao,qingrouditumozaitangshangdedifang。
“haitengma?”taturantaitou,xiruandefashaolveguowodelianjia,dailaiyizhensumadeganjue。
tademuguangzhuanzhuerrelie,rangwochanshengleyizhongcuojue,fangfotazaiweiwogandaoxinteng。
wolengzhule,dengwohuiguoshenlaishi,tadeshouzhiyijingfangzaiwodexiaobeishang,qingqingdirounie。
tadezhijianyichangwennuan,fangfoyouyituanhuozairanshao。
raner,woquegandaohunshenjiangying,weiliyizhenzhenfangun,renbuzhuganouqilai。
woxiangqilegangdaojiaohuishideneiduanrizi,youyiciwochaozheyaojianmuchi,wumushijiujiangwoguanjinleyijiantingshifang。wokandaotacongyipaipaixiangchoutiyiyangdejuzililachuyijunanshi。
neijunanshikanqilaihennianqing,celiankanqilaijuranyoujifenxiangmuchi。
wumushibiwoheneijunanshitangzaiyiqi,ranhoutawozheneijunanshideshou,yicunyicundifumowodejifu。
tadeyanshenyinleng,lianshangqueguazhewenhedexiaorong,rangrenbuhanerli。
“nidemuchizaimonini,shanshan,nixihuanma?”
neijushitiyijinghuibai,jiangyingerbingleng,sanfachulingrenzuooudeqiwei。
woheneijushitiyiqiduguoleyizhengye,dangwokandaochenguangshi,woxinzhongdefangxianchedibengkui。
wojideneitianwoguizaiwumushimianqian,yibianyouyibiandikuzheqiutafangwochuqu。
ertazhishidandandiwenlewoyiju,“haixiangjianmuchima?haiaimuchima?”
不见了。
不爱了。
wotingdaozijizheiyanghuida。
wumushiciaidipailepaiwodetouding,“haohaizi,niyaojizhu,nihenzang,henjian,nishigezuiren,nibupeihemuchizaiyiqi,zhiyouwocainengjiushuni。”
muchideshentiyijiang,yandishanguoyisibaoli,taturanfahendijiangwoyazaishenxia,sichezhewoxiongqiandeyifu。
wobuduanzhengzha,qiutaraolewo。
muchiquebukenbaxiu,tadeyanjingweixiandimiqi,shoushangdelidaoyuefazhongleqilai。
“nicongqianbushixihuanwoma?niwangledangchunishizenmeqiuwoshuinide?nixianzaiyouzaiganshenme?qushan,yuqinguzongyeshiyaoyoudixiande!”
“bushi,womeiyou,muchi,woshizhendebuainile,qiunifangguowoba。”
wohaipajile,shentibuyouzizhudizhandou。
wobumingbaimuchiweishenmeturanbianderucifengkuang,tabushitaoyanwoma?
他不是喜欢白茵吗?
dui,yidingshiwobuhao,shiwowuyizhonggouyinleta!
wumushishuoguo,chufeitayaoqiuwofengxian,fouze,heqitananrenqinjin,jiushizaifanjian,shizuinie,shiyaobeijinzhulong,xiahuokengde。
wocengjingjianguoyigexiahuokengderen,tabanzhangliandoubeishaodefahei,pifuaotubuping,zaiyueguangxia,youruguimei。
我不想变成那样。
我该怎么办?
woxinzhongdekongjubeituidaoledingdian,shentidebennengcushiwoshengchuyiguliliang,mengdituikaimuchi,chaochuangtouzhuangleshangqu。