第一章
“qinyuncheng，**zuixinyiliaojishu，dequekeyirangnifumucongzhiwurenzhuangtaixingguolai，danjiranniqiudaowozheigeqiannvyouzheili，woyouyigeyaoqiu。”
“shenmeyaoqiu？”qinyunchengjinzhangdexindougenzhejiuleqilai。
“heruanyihuaifenshou，huidaowoshenbian！”
tadewenroujianding，daizheyiguburongweikangdeqishi。
“好，我答应。”
tajihumeiyouyu，jiujichulezheigedaan。
dianhuaneitoudejiangmolihuxiweiweiluanlejifen，guolepianke，caidishengdao：“bangeyuehouwohuihuiguolaijieni，niruoganfangwogezi，nizhidaoxiachang。”
guaduandianhuahou，qinyunchengkanzheshoujishangtebiebiaozhudebangeyuehouderiqi。
zhenqiao，neitianshitaheruanyihuaidehunqi。
tachenmoyishun，jiangbeizhulidejiehunri，shoudonggaichenglikairi。
huidaojia，chaonaodeyinleshengzhentianxiang，ermodougenzheyinyinzuotong。
damenxuyanzhe，touguoluodichuangkeyiqingxidikanjianlimiandehuamian。
chuxingchenshenzheyigaodingxizhuang，zhuangfajingzhi，shoulipengzheyishuxianhua，zhanzairuanyihuaimianqian，qingyaozhechunban，yankuanglihanzheleishui，chuchukelian。
raner，neiyishendingzhixizhuang，queshitaqinyunchengde。
chuxingchenchuanzhetadehunfu，zhanzaitadeweihunqimianqian，“yihuaijie，wozhidaoniheyunchenggemashangjiuyaojiehunle，woyemeiyoujihuile，danqiunikanzaiwoxihuannizheimejiudefenshang，rangwoquniyici，jiwozheichangshengdadeailian，yiciwanmeidejieju，haoma？”
ruanyihuaidejigejiemeijianzhuangyelianmangqihong。
“yihuai，xingchenkudezheimekelian，nijiudayingtaba，zhishimanzuyixiatadexinyuaneryi，youbushilaizhende。”
“shia，jiujiajiehunguoguoyin，dajiadoushiyigequanzilidepengyou，jiumanzuxingchenyiciba！”
zhongrenniyiyanwoyiyu，danruanyihuaishizhongchuizhemouzi，chenmozhe。
liangjiuzhihou，jiulianchuxingchendouyiweitayaojujuedeshihou，tacaiwunaichongnidao：“jinciyici，xiabuweili。”
chuxingchenshunjianjingxidetaiqitou，pengyoumenyelianmangbofangqilehunlijinxingqu。
bansuizheyinlesheng，chuxingchenmiandaixingfudexiaorong，yibubuzouxiangruanyihuai，jiangtadexiaoshoufangzaizijikuandadeshouxinli。
“qingwenxinlangxinniangshifouyuanyiheyanqianrengongduyisheng，wulunfuyouhaishipinqiong，jiankanghaishi，qingchunhaishinianlao，doufengyutongzhou，huannanyugong，tonggangongku，chengweizhongshengdebanlv？”
“woyuanyi！”chuxingchenhongzhelianjiandingdao。
ruanyihuaiquechiyiyishun，xujiucaihuanhuankaikou，“……woyuanyi。”
zaizhongrendeqihongshengzhong，tanachutiqianzhunbeidejiezhi，weitadaishang。
taweitadaishangjiezhideneiyike，zaichangrenjidongdao：
“xianzai，xinnianggaiqinwenxinlangle！”
“qinyige！qinyige！”
ciqibifudeqihongshengjihujiangtamenyanmei。
wangzhechuxingchenmanshiaiyideshuangyan，ruanyihuaiyouyuxujiu，shizhongmeiyoujinyibudongzuo。
jiantadeyandiyoukaishixujileishui，pengyoutitabaobuping：“yihuai，nidaojiehunleyezhiyouqinyunchengyigenanren，dantani？tazainizhiqiankehaiyouyige！niqinxingchenyiciyouzenmele？”
wenyan，ruanyihuaimolemo，haishihuanhuandizaichuxingchenchunbanshangluoxiayiwen。
tashuangshouquanzhutadebojing，tayexiayishidikoujinletadehounaoshao，zhudongjiashenlezheigewen。
qinyunchengzhanzaimenkoukanlexujiuxujiu，caimengdituikailedamen。
suoyourenshunjianhuiguoshenlai，youqishiruanyihuai。
tashenqinghuangluan，lianmangtuikaihuailideren，bingzhaixiagangdaishangbujiudejiezhi。
“yuncheng，nibiewuhui，womenzhishiganggangwanyouxishule，wanyixiajiaosebanyaneryi，nibiedangzhen。”
只是扮演？
qinyunchengxinkoufaku，shenmeyouxi，huiwandaochuanhunsha，shenzhijiewenzheiyibu？yiweishixiaohaiziguojiajiama！
takanzheyanqianderen，dangchuneigehuiweiletahebiedenanshengbaochijulideshaonv，buzhicongheshiqi，bianchengletakanbuqingdemoyang。
他只谈过两次恋爱。
diyicilianaiyonglezuiduandeshijian，hejiangmoli。
dangchugaozhong，zhoubianrendouzaitoutoulianai，tayehaoqilianaishishenmeziwei，yushitazhaolexuexiaodexiaohuajiangmoli，dantaweirenlengmo，tameiganjuedaoquwei，suoyizaiyiqibangeyuehoujiucaocaofenshoule。
diercilianaiyonglezuizhangdeshijian，heruanyihuai。
yinweitazheizhanglian，zhuitaderenbushao，keruanyihuaiqueshizuisichanlandade。
tangtangyigejingquanda**，feijinxinsigentagaobailezhengzhengjiushijiuci，caizhongyujiangtachanchengletadenanpengyou。
zhihoudejinian，tajihujiangtachongchenglezuzong。
huiyinweitakanzazhishiduokanleyiyan，jiufeidaoguowai，congsufubipaimaihuipaihuineitiaotaxinyideshoubiao。
huiyinweitaxihuanqiangwei，bianmaixiayigezhuangyuanzhongxiataxiaideqiangweihua。
huijidetamendemeigechushijinianri，quedingguanxijinianri，lianaiyizhounian，liangzhounian，sanzhounian，jingxicengchubuqiong。
zhidaobannianqian，qinfuqinmuchuchehuochengweizhiwuren，kenengzaiyexingbuguolai。
tatongbuyusheng，ruanyihuaiquezaizheishi，hetahaoguimidedidichuxingchenjiuchanzaileyiqi。
yikaishi，taduitajieshishuo，“zhishiguimituowozhaogueryi，tanianjixiaoma，mianbudeduoshangdianxin。”
suoyi，tanengzuodaobanyequpeipadaleidechuxingchen，yuzunjiangguipaizhangduijichuxingchenmainaicha。
shenzhizaitafaxianchuxingchenxiejitadeqingshuquzhiwenshi，tayehaobuzaiyi，zhiwunaidao：“tahaixiao，gujilianxihuanshishenmedoubudong，yuncheng，womenbugentajijiaohaobuhao？”
qianduanshijian，qinyunchengdezhijiangshizuixindeyiliaojishunengrangfumuxinglai，zhidaotazhanyouyuqiang，yeshifenjieyijiangmolizheigeqiannvyoudecunzai，yushitateyizhunbeitiqiangaozhitayisheng。
raner，quzhaotadeneitian，quezhenghaozhuangjianchuxingchenzuizhewenta：“yihuaijie，ruguodangniannixianyudaodeshiwo，nihuibuhuihewozaiyiqi？”
阮以槐只沉默不语。
chuxingchenleiliumanmian，zhuazhutadeyibai，“yunchenggebuzai，nijiuhonghongwoyebuxingma？”
liangjiu，tacaidishengshuo，“hui。”
neiyike，zhanzaimenwaideqinyunchengruzhuibingjiao。
jiranruci，taquqiuqiannvyoudeshiyebuyonghetashuole。
bijing，congjinwanghou，tadeshentihexin，douhuixiangtashouhui。
naohaizhongdehuamianheyanqiandehuamianzhongdie。
taweiweiyixiao，kanzheyanqiandenvrenpingjingdao：“wozhidaole，nimenmanmanwan。”
huabi，tataibuyaoshanglou。
ruanyihuaiquezhengzhule，tashenzhixianghaolefeihaozhangyiduangongfuhongta，queweidumeixiangdaotajuranshizheizhongtaidu。
tahuranyouxiehuangle，chongshangquyibazhuazhutadeshou，xiaoxinyiyidao：“yuncheng，shifashengshenmeshilema？”
qinyunchengmomodikanzheta。
shia，fashengleyijiandashi，tabuyaotale。
tayaohuidaoqiannvyoushenbianle。