第4章 生无可恋

zheiyiqie,fashengzaixuyuzhijian,daiqiyusanrenfanyingguolai,bianzhijiantamendetongbandaozaidishang,bojingxianxuepenyong,yijingqijueshenwang。

erneigenvren,quezhijianzaishou,danranliyuniubeizhishang。neizhangjianshangcanliudexueyehualuozhijianjian,nulipanfu,quezhongjiuwuliwanhui,luodishenghua。

heiyirenlikemingbaitamenqingdile,chijianduizhi,“nidaodishishei?”

“wojiushinimenxuandeheshenxinniang......”huaijinqingmieyixiao,xieyanqingnichuyanzhiren。

huayinluo,jianshiqi,yourujiaolongchuhai,meiyijiandoudaizhejuerandeshayi,zhiquduifangmingmai。

songzhangxiajiuxiangyigekanxiren,yanjianzhehuaijincaokongzhezijideshenti,qingbunuoyi,shenxingrufuguanglveying,chuansuozaiheiyirenzhijian。

tianxiawugongweikuaibupo,neisanrenjishiheliweigong,yewujiyushi,zhinengbugandisizaihuaijinjianxia。

-huaijin,suzhansujue!tamenderenkuaidaole。

songzhangxiazhuyidaoyuanchufeibenerlaideheiyiren,tamenrenduoshizhong,huaijinzailihai,bijingguabudizhong。xuexiqingxicunyishi,bujiyuyishi。

“shuohaodetinixuexiqingxicun,wokebushiyanerwuxinzhiren。”huaijinzhijianerli,mushiqianfang,haowuweiju。

-cishibujiyuyishi,huoxialaizuizhongyao。

songzhangxiafanerquanqilehuaijin。

huaijinleranyixiao,rengxiazhangjian,feishenhuidaoyeniuwangbeishang,daizhehaohaodangdangdeyeniuqun,chongruleyemuzhizhong。

niuqunshuliangzhongduo,zaizhongtubianfensanchengruoganxiaogu,yinkaizhuizongzhiren,rangduifangzuihouzhuiwukezhui。

songzhangxiashenhouyezaiwuheiyirendeyingzi。yeniuwangdaizhetayinniyuheian,jinruyeshoudedipan,queyewubianquan。

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mingyuejiaojiaozhaoyechou,weifengsusufuniutou。

huaijinshuangshoudianyunaohou,qiaozheerlangtui,tangzaiyeniuwangbeishang,fangsongqieyidezhuangtairangsongzhangxiayejueshenxinshuchang。

tahaoxiangcongweizainiubeishangkanguoyueliang。

“guniang,wennigewentibei,niweiheduziyirenlailezheiqingxicun?”huaijinturanwendao。

宋长夏并未回答。

“haoba,kanlaiyounanyanzhiyinbufangbianshuo。”

huaijinbingweizhongjiehuati,ershijixushuodao:“renshengzaishi,nanmianyoubukaixindeshiqing,xiangkaidianjiuhaole,hebixiangzhexunsini。”

宋长夏微楞。

-为何这样说?

“niyijincun,wojiufaxianleni。kansiyundanfengqing,shizehaowushengqi,yifushengwukeliandemoyang!”

huaijinqishixiangshuo,zhengyinweineishidetaruxingshizourouban,shengwukelian,caiyiyanbianxiyinleta。

yigehuozhequeyisile,yigesilequexianghuozhe,tianzuozhihe,juepeia!

kexitakanzouleyan,zuikaishitayeyiweiduifangshigenanzi,houlaicaifaxianqishishiweiguniang。

songzhangxiaeran,zheinanrenjurancongneishijiuguanzhuleta,haishuozijibushiqingxicunderen。

“neilaotaipoxiadudeshouduanrucizhuolie,nijuranmeiyoufajue!nvbannanzhuang,duzixingzoujianghu,quemeiyouzugoudejingti,nishizenmehuodaoxianzaide?”

-yexu,mingbugaijueba…songzhangxiada。

“zhenxianmuni,mingzhenying。zheiciniyegaiqingxing,xinghaonishigenvde,erqieganghaoyushangheshenjisi。”

-为什么?

“niruoshinande,beitamenmiyunhoudexiachangzhiyousanzhong,yizhongjiushibeidangchengzhongzi,dierzhongbianshifeidiaoniwugong,zhuaquzuolaoyi,ruozheiliangzhejiebucheng,neijiuzhishengzuihouyige,pengzhuershi。”

烹煮而食!

songzhangxiaturanxiangqigangjincunshi,neixienanrenkanzijideyanshen,yuanlaineishikandaomeiweizhenxiudefanying。

zheicunziguozhenbugaicunzaiyushi。

-那种子又是什么?

“zhongma,zhidaoma?beixuanzhongchengweizhongzidenanren,jianghuibeiguanzaiyijianwunei,dengdaibeizhagandemingyun。”

songzhangxiagandaozijideshentidouleyixia,neishihuaijindalegelengzhan。zheiyinggaishitongweinanzizhijiandegongmingba,suoyitameiyou。

“zheigecunziyushigejue,tamenxuyaoyinruxinxianxueye,suoyizheixiewuruderenbianshitamendemubiao。”

huaijinjixushuozhe,songzhangxiaweiweicumei,meixiangdaoneiyouruxianjing,youmeitianjingdeqingxicunjuranshigerenjianmoku。

-ni…buhuiyeshibeizhualaidezhongziba?

songzhangxiacaicehuaijindeshenfen,duitashenbiaotongqing,zhenshikeliandenanren。

“peipeipei…nihushuoshenme,wocaibushi!wodeqingkuangyouxieteshu,genniyishibanhuijieshibuqingchu。wozaineier,zhuyaojiushiweilenizheifushenti。”

huaijinditou,xixuedao:“suiranshiyifunvershen,buguomeiguanxi,keyijiangjiuyongyong,bijingzheishencaihaibucuo……”

songzhangxiashunzhehuaijindemuguangqiaoguoqu,bianqiaojianzijineiqifudeshanluan,hujueyiguxiehuoshangchong,xiangdongshoukouxiahuaijindeyanzhuzi,quefanyingguolaineiyanzhushitazijide。

huaijinduisongzhangxiadefanyingleruzhizhang,tayandihanxiao,shenchushouzaisongzhangxiadelianshangwenroufumo,shenzhitandaoleerhouyijibojing。

songzhangxiashizairenwukeren,shengqidihechi:“nizaiganshenme?”