第一章重生一九八四
“qianqianbieku，xiaoshengdian，biebatachaoxingle，guai，mamadainilikai......”
“zhi......zhiya......”
yizhennvrendechouqishenghemendeyixianghuranchuanlai。
chenfengshouzhiyidong，naodailiyituanjianghu，ganjuezijidesangzilirutongsaimanledaocaoyiyang，youganyouyang。
“水......”
xuruotailetaishou，chenfengyanpisuijizhengkai。
“......”
julibuyuandenvshengheyixiangsuizhitingzhu。
chenfengfeilidezhengkaiyan，sizhouyipianmohu，chuangtouzhuozishangdebaisebeiziyingruleyanlian。
meiduoxiang，chenfengzhuaguobeizi，yiyangbozi，jiangyidabeishuiyiyinerjin。
“ng？zheishi......yangcitiebei？”
helejikoubingliangdeshui，chenfengshaoweiqingxinglexie，kanqingchushouzhongdepoyouniandaigandeshuazhebaiseqidetiebeihou，mengdilengzhu。
zheizhongqibashiniandaishengxingdebeizi，tazhiyouzaixiaoshihou，zaiwaigongjialijianguo。
“douxiandaile，zenmehaihuiyou......”
yaoyaotou，chenfengzuijiaoyilie，kanqingchusizhouhuanjingzhihou，quemengdilengzhu。
tadezhengtouding，shiyizhandiandengpao，beiyitiaozangdekanbuchubenlaiyansedexian，xiantoudelingyiduan，mei\ruleshuazhebaiqideqiangmianli......
qiangjiaoxia，shiyikoushuazhehongqidemuxiangzi。
xiangzipangbian，haiyouyitanbolisuipian。
bolisuipianzhong，haiyinyuekeyikanchureshuihudemoyang......
chenfenglengzhule，zhuantousaoleyiyan。
jiatusibi，suiranhaisuanganjingzhengjie，danqueyangaibulepocaibukan，qiongkunliaodaodedise......
zhei，shitaduizheigewuzidediyiyinxiang。
“zhei，zenmegenyingshijulishangshijibashiniandainiandaidechangjingside......xianzai，zenmehaikenenghuiyouzheizhongjiating？”
yanlekoutuomo，chenfengqiangyazhulexinlibuhaodeyugan，tucaoyiju。
zijibuguojiushigensusheneijigeerzijugecan，suiranzuidebushengrenshile，danyinggaibuhuijiuzheimecouqiaodechuanyueba？
bachengshineijigesunhuokengziji！
shuaileshuaitou，jiangnaohaizhongdehuangdanxiangfaganzou，chenfengchengzhezhiyazuoxiangdemuchuangxiadi，taoshangtuoxie......
caigangxiachuang，zhanzaidimian，chenfengzaibujingyipiejianqiangjiaoyibensanluandehongserilizhihou，mengdilengzhu。
1984nian5yue3ri？！
“houhe......”
congsangzilijichuyisiguaiyishengyin，chenfengqiangbizhezijijiangshixiancongrilipangbiandejingzinuokai......
jingzili，heranshiyifumoshengzhijidemiankong！
“qianqian，buyaoqujianneigebuwawale，mamazhihouzhengqianlezaijinimai，womenxianzou......”
tingjianxiangdong，tangwuchuanlaileyishengjiazazheqiyindehuangkongdenvsheng。
chenfengtounaohunchendexiankaimenlian。
caiyixiankaibulian，haimeidengchenfengkanqingchutangwubuju，yidaoyayibuzhujingkongdenvhaierkuqihuranxiangqi。
dingjingyikan，menkouchuyigeshenxingjiaohao，rongmaojuemeidenvrenzhengshensejingkongdedingzheta，xikanzhixia，nvrendeshenzijingranhaizaibuzhuzhandou。
yishuangyaomeidetaohuamouzilimanshijinghuang，yankuanghongzhongdaizheyisiyuqing。
“chengli......”
chenfengzaikandaozheigenvrendeshunjian，yiguhailiangdejiyibianyongjinletadenaohai。
rutonghaixiaoyibandejiyipianduan，zaitadenaodaililaihuijidang......
......
zheigejiaoroumeilidenvrenshi“ta”dexifuer，jiaozuochengli。
chenglishenhouneigemanlianjingkong，zhiyousansisuideqieshengshengdexiaoguniang，jiaozuochenqianqian，zhengshi“ta”deqinshengnver。
qianshi，chenfengshiyigeerjichengshidelongtouqiyelaozong，danqueyizhimeiyoujiehun，yemeiyoushengyuzinv。
ertazheigeyuanshen，yeshijiaozuochenfeng，23sui，wuye，nuoruolanduoerqieshiduruming......
yeyuaihao，chouyanhejiudalaopo，nvedainver......
erjiatingshourudeweiyilaiyuan，jiushilaopochenglizaineijiakuaipochandexiaofangzhichanglidegongzi......
zhiyuneigebeitakekenvedai，shenzhihaigangzhunbeimaijiyijiaheijigoucaizhaiqiguandenver，cikezhenghunshenfadouzheduozaichenglishenhou，kandoubugankantayiyan......
chenglizhiqianxinkulaozuo，weizheigejiadangniuzuoma，danhuanlaidequeshiyuanshenyiribiyiriyanzhongdedama！
huaitaibayue，chenglishenzhidouhaizaichejianlijianchigongzuo。danqianxinwankuzhenglaidegongqian，quezongshibeiyuanshenyigezhongliyouyaozouhuihuo！
chenqianqianchushengshi，yuanshenshenzhiliankandoumeikanyiyan，jiucongcaishengchanguodechenglishouzhong，duozouletajichenqianqianzangzhedenaifenqian！
zhiyuchenqianqian，congxiaodaodaconglaimeiyouchuanguoxinyifu，xinwanju，quanbudoushichengliconglajiduilijianlaidebierenbuyaode......
danjiusuanbeiqianbanzheru，wanbandama，chengliweilechenqianqianzhexiang，queconglaimeiyouxiangguolikaizheigejia。
zhidaochenglifaxianlezheizhangjiangchenqianqianmaiqugongrencaizhaineizangdemaishenqi......
danshiyuanshenzaojiufangzheta，shixiangaoleyibasuotou，yaochizhiyoutazijiyou，shuizhehechumendouhuibachenqianqiansuozaiwuzili。
“......ca！****！bailei！”
chenfenghuiyiqinaohaizhongneixiejiyipianduan，yankuangyihong，yiyaoya，henhenyibazhangshuaizailezijilianshang。
zheimehaodexifuerhenver，fangzaihoushi，duoshaorenbaibanxintenghailaibujini？！
youzenmeshedehuixiangxianzaizheimechushengyibandeduidai？！
......
chenglijianzhechenfengtaishou，tongkongyisuo，xiayishibiyan，zhuanshensisihuzhushenhoudenver。
danzhidaotingdaoyishengqingcuixiangshengxiangqi，zheicaimengmengdongdongtaitou，chijingdekanzhechenfeng。
danyanshenzhong，quezangmanlejiebei。
“cheng......chenglishiba？”
chenfengxianglexiang，chaozhechenglineizhangdaizheleihendejiaomeiqingxiudelian，jiangyingxiaolexiao，xiayishishenshouxiangyaokaojinta。
“chenfeng！ni......nibieguolai！”
chengliyiyaoya，dianguanghuoshijiancongyipangdetibaolichouchuyibashuiguodao，zhandoudezhizhechenfeng，yaoyaqiechidao：
“nihejiudawo，wokeyiren！dubomaiguangjialidongxi，wohaikeyiren！
danqianqiankeshinideqinshengnvera！nizenmejiurenxinbatamaijiliudeshengni？！
jiuweileneijigechouqian，nijiuyaobanidenverdeqiguanquanburangrenzhaile？！nihaishirenma？！”
shuozheshuozhe，chengliyankuangjiuyoushiyihong，liangxingqingleishunjianhualuo。
chenfengkanzhetaneifumoyang，xinlibuyouyizhenjiuxindeteng。
jianqidishangneizhangbeifaxiandechenqianqiande“maishenqi”，zhishisaoleyiyan，jiurenbuzhuhunshenzhandouqilai！
“chenqianqian......maiyuliudesheng......yiqiankuai......zhaichuqiguan......maidinglishou，shengsiwulun！jiaorenriqi，1984nian，5yue4ri——chenfeng！”
“擦！”
jinjinzhikanqinglejixingliaocaodecizu，chenfengbianbuyounuhuogongxin，yankuangshunshitonghong！
“chenfeng，nibiezhuangle！wo，wojinggaoni，nijintianruguoburangwomenniangliangzou，neime，wojiu，wojiugenniyusiwangpo，tongguiyujin！”
chenglibandiandoubuxinchenfengle，juzheshuiguodaozhizhichenfeng，lianshangmanshihenyihejiangshengsizhizhishiwaidejuejue。
“wuwu，mama，qianqianhaipa......”
chenqianqianyishourouyan，yishouchezhechenglideyijiaokuqi。
“chengli......ni，nixiangxinwo......”
chenfengtaitou，youyupianke，gangxiangshangqianjieshi。
“chenfengnigechusheng！wo......wogennipinle！”
chengliwuyiweichenfengshixiangcongtashouliqiangduokengpianchenqianqian，yiyaoya，bizheyantingzheshuiguodaochaozhechenfengzhizhitongleguoqu！
daofengruili，zaibaichidengdehanmangcimu！