didaoli，shilengniannidekongqiguoxiezhenituxingwei，xiangyizhangwuxingdewang，jinjindishufuzheshenqinghuanhelinzhaodehuxi。
heian，chuncuideheian，fangfonengtunshiyiqieguangmang，jiangrenlaruwujindeshenyuan。
shenqinghuande“shengsiyan”zaiheianzhongshiqulezuoyong，tazhinengpingjiezhechujue，xiaoxinyiyidimosuozheqianjin。
linzhaojingenzaitashenhou，shouzhongdehuozheziweiruodeguangmang，rutongfengzhongcanzhu，suishidouyoukenengximie。
“zheididao…zhentaniangdexiemen。”linzhaodishengzhouma，dapolelingrenzhixidechenmo，“woshuoqinghuan，zanmenzheishiyaoqunaer？zheisuyao，daodizaigaoshenmegui？”
shenqinghuanmeiyouhuida，tadeshouzhichumodaobinglengdeshibi，aotubupingdechuganrangtaxinshengjingti。
didaodezouxiangbingfeizhixian，ershiwanyanquzhe，xiangyitiaomeiyoujintoudeshe，panjuzaidixia。
tazongjuede，zheididaobenshen，jiushiyigejudadeyinmou。
kongqizhong，kaishimimanzhedandandexuexingwei，hunzazhefulandeqixi，lingrenzuoou。
shenqinghuandejiaobubuyouzizhudijiakuai，tayinyinganjuedao，qianfangyoushenmebuhaodeshiqingzhengzaifasheng。
turan，linzhao“si”leyisheng，tingxialejiaobu。“qinghuan，xiaoxin！”
shenqinghuanlikepingzhuhuxi，jiezhuhuozheziweiruodeguangmang，takandaodishangsanluozhejimeitiejili，jianruidedaocizaiheianzhongshanzhehanguang。
ruguobushilinzhaojishifaxian，tamenkongpayijingzhongzhao。
“kanlai，suyaozaoyouzhunbei。”shenqinghuandeshengyindaizheyisihanyi。
tameixiangdao，xiridehaoyou，jingranhuirucihendu，chuchushefang，henbudezhitamenyusidi。
tamenxiaoxinyiyidibikaidishangdexianjing，jixuqianjin。
didaoyuelaiyuezhai，jihuzhinengrongnayigerentongguo。
yayiganyuelaiyueqiang，fangfoyoushenmedongxizhengzaibijin，lingrenchuanbuguoqi。
zhongyu，didaodejintouchuxianleyisiguangliang。
shenqinghuanhelinzhaoduishiyiyan，jiakuailejiaobu。
guangliangyuelaiyueda，tamenzoudaodidaodechukou，yanqianhuorankailang。
raner，yanqiandejingxiangquerangtamenruzhuibingku。
tamenshenchuyigejudadedixiashishi，shishizhongyang，shiyigeyongxianxuehuizhidejudafazhen，fazhendexiantiaoniuquguiyi，sanfazhelingrenbuandeqixi。
ersuyao，jiuzhanzaifazhendezhongyang，tadelianshangdaizheyizhongjinhufengkuangdexiaorong。
“qinghuan，nizhongyulaile。”suyaodeshengyinshayaeryinleng，yuwangriwenroushanliangdexingxiangpanruoliangren。
“wozhidao，niyidinghuizhuilaide。”
zaisuyaodeshenhou，zhanzheyigeshenchuanheisekaijiadenanren，zhengshixiaojiangjun。
tadeyanshenyinzhiertanlan，xiangyizhizhefudedushe，suishizhunbeifadongzhimingyiji。
“suyao，nidaodizaizuoshenme？”shenqinghuanyayizheneixindenuhuo，zhiwendao。
“zuoshenme？”suyaofachuyizhenqilidexiaosheng，“wodangranshiyaowanchengwodeshiming！woyaogaibianzheigefuxiudeshijie！woyaorangneixiegaogaozaishangderen，fuchudaijia！”
“shiming？daijia？”shenqinghuanlengxiaodao，“nisuoweideshiming，jiushicanhaiwugubaixing，zhuzhouweinvema？nisuoweidedaijia，jiushixishengsuoyourendexingfu，laimanzunizijideyexinma？”
“nidongshenme！”suyaodeqingxubiandejidongqilai，“nimenzheixiebeimengbideren，yongyuanbuhuimingbaiwodekuxin！”
xiaojiangjunxiangqianyibu，tadeshengyindichenerchongmanweixie：“shenqinghuan，woquannizuihaobuyaoduoguanxianshi。zhiyaonikenguishunyuwo，wokeyibaozheng，niyirankeyiguozhejinyiyushideshenghuo。”
“guishunyuni？”shenqinghuanfangfotingdaoletiandadexiaohua，“niyiweiwohuihenimentongliuhewuma？nimendeyexin，zhihuijibaixingdailaigengdadezainan！”
suyaodeyanshenbiandebingleng，tahuanhuanditaiqishou，zhixiangshenqinghuan：“qinghuan，wozuihoujiniyicijihui。zhiyaonidayingfangqizhuicha，wokeyifangniyitiaoshenglu。”
kongqifangfoninggule，shijianyefangfojingzhile。
shenqinghuankanzhesuyao，tadecengjingdehaoyou，rujinquebianchenglebugongdaitiandechouren。
youqing，zhengyi，baixingdeanwei，yiqiedeyiqie，douxiangyikuaijushi，yazaitadexintou，rangtachuanbuguoqi。
“wo……”shenqinghuanzhanglezhangzui，quefaxianzijigenbenwufashuochuneige“fangqi”deziyan。
tademuguangjiandingerjuejue，zongranqianfangshiwanzhangshenyuan，tayeyaoyiwufangudizouxiaqu。
suyaokandaoshenqinghuandeyanshen，lianshangluchushiwangdebiaoqing。
tatanlekouqi，yuqizhongdaizheyisiwanxi：“jiranruci，neijiubieguaiwoxinhenshoulale。”
xiaojiangjunbachuleyaojiandepeijian，jianfengzhizhishenqinghuanhelinzhao。
kongqizhong，mimanzhenongliedeshaqi。
“dongshou！”suyaoyishenglingxia，shishineideqifenshunjianbiandejianbanuzhang。
shenqinghuanshenxiyikouqiraner，taxinzhongzuitongkude，bushijijiangdaolaideweixian，ershixirihaoyoudebeipan。
jiuzaizheiqianjunyifazhiji，shenqinghuanturangandaoyizhenjuliedetoutong，yiduanmoshengdejiyiyongrutadenaohai……
“qinghuan，xiaoxin！”linzhaodeshengyinzaitaerbianxiangqi，jiangtacongtongkudesixuzhonglahuixianshi。
takandaolinzhaozhengjinjindidingzheta，tade
“nizenmele？”linzhaowendao。
shenqinghuanyaoleyaotou，tameiyouhuida，zhishimomodiwojinleshouzhongdeyinzhen。
tazhidao，xianzaibushijieshideshihou。
suyaokanzheshenqinghuan，lianshangluchuyihuodebiaoqing。
tasihuchajuedaoleshenme，danyouwufaqueding。
“sha！”xiaojiangjunzaicixialing，heiyirenfengyongershang，xiangshenqinghuanhelinzhaofaqilegongji。
shenqinghuanhelinzhaobeikaobeizhanli，tamenzhidao，zhiyoulianshou，cainengyouyixianshengji。
zhandoukaishile，daoguangjianying，xuerouhengfei。
shenqinghuanpingjiezhejingzhandeyishuheminjiedeshenshou，yiciyouyicididuoguoheiyirendegongji。
erlinzhaozeyongtadewugong，fenlibaohuzheshenqinghuan。
raner，heiyirenshuliangzhongduo，erqiegegeshenshoubufan。
shenqinghuanhelinzhaojianjiangandaolibucongxin。
turan，yigeheiyirentupolelinzhaodefangxian，yijiancixiangshenqinghuandehoubei。
shenqinghuanduoshanbuji，yankanjiuyaomingsangdangchang。
jiuzaizheiweijishike，linzhaomengdituikaileshenqinghuan，zijiquebeiheiyirendejiancizhong。
“linzhao！”shenqinghuanfachuyishengqilidejianjiao。
linzhaomenhengyisheng，shentihuanglehuang，dantarengranjinjindizhuazhuheiyirendejian，burangtajixushanghaishenqinghuan。
“ni……meishiba？”shenqinghuanzhandouzheshengyinwendao。
linzhaoliezuiyixiao，luchuletaneibiaozhixingdeshaxiao：“fangxin，sibule。buguo……qinghuan，wohaoxiang……youdianleng……”
shenqinghuandexinfangfobeisilieleyiban，tayanzhengzhengdikanzhelinzhaodelianseyuelaiyuecangbai，tadeshentiyuelaiyuexuruo。
“linzhao，nijianchizhu！woyidinghuijiunide！”shenqinghuansishenglijiedihandao。
shenqinghuandeyanshenbiandebinglengerjianding，tafangfobianleyigeren，hunshensanfazhelingrendanhandeshaqi。
tabuzaiduoshan，ershizhudongchuji，yixunleibujiyanerzhishi，jiangheiyirenyigegejidao。
suyaokanzheshenqinghuan，lianshangluchuzhenjingdebiaoqing。
tameixiangdao，shenqinghuanjingranrucilihai。
“bukeneng……zheibukeneng……”suyaonannanziyu，tade
xiaojiangjunyeyishidao，qingkuangbumiao。
tazhidao，ruguozaibucaiquxingdong，tamenjiuyaoshule。
“suyao，biezaiyouyule！kuaiqidongfazhen！”xiaojiangjunduizhesuyaodashenghoudao。
suyaoyaoleyaoyatakaishiyinchangzhouyu，fazhenshangdexuehongsexiantiaokaishishanshuo，yiguqiangdadeliliangcongfazhenzhongyongchu。
shenqinghuankandaosuyaodejudong，xinzhongyijing。
tazhidao，suyaoyaoqidongfazhen，tabixuzuzhita。
shenqinghuanfenlichongxiangsuyao，raner，quebeiheiyirensisidilanzhu。
“gunkai！”shenqinghuannuhouyisheng，jiangheiyirenyigegejifei。
tazhongyuchongdaolesuyaodemianqian，raner，yijingwanle。
suyaoyijingwanchenglezhouyu，fazhenqidongle。
yiguqiangdadenengliangbocongfazhenzhongbaofachulai，jiangshenqinghuanhelinzhaozhenfei。
shenqinghuanzhongzhongdishuaizaidishang，tagandaoquanshendegutoudousanjiale。
tazhengzhazhexiangyaozhanqilai，quefaxianzijigenbenwufadongdan。
suyaokanzhedaozaidishangdeshenqinghuan，lianshangluchudeyidexiaorong。
“shenqinghuan，nishule。”suyaoshuodao，“niyongyuanyewufazuzhiwo。”
shenqinghuantangzaidishang，wulidikanzhesuyao。tadexinzhongchongmanlejuewang。
nandao，yiqiedouyaojieshulema？
nandao，tazhendeyaoyanzhengzhengdikanzhesuyaohexiaojiangjundeyinmoudechengma？
bu，tabunengfangqi！tayidingyaojianchixiaqu！
jiuzaishenqinghuanjijiangjuewangdeshihou，taturantingdaoyigeshuxideshengyin……
“清欢……”
shenqinghuanjiannandizhuanguotou，takandaolinzhaozhengzhengzhazhexiangtapalai。
tadeshenshangzhanmanlexianxue，tadeliansecangbairuzhi，dantarengrannulidixiangyaokaojinta。
林昭的
“biepa……”linzhaodeshengyinweiruoershaya，“wo……zainishenbian……”
shenqinghuankanzhelinzhao，tadexinzhongyongqiyigunuanliu。
tagandaozijizhongxinchongmanleliliang。
不，她不能放弃！
weilelinzhao，weilebaixing，weilezhengyi，tayidingyaojianchixiaqu！
“suyao！”shenqinghuanduizhesuyaonuhoudao，“wobuhuirangnidechengde！”
shenqinghuanyongjinquanshendeliqi，zhengzhazhezhanleqilai。
tadeyanshenjiandingerjuejue，tadeshenshangsanfazhelingrendanhandeqixi。
suyaokanzheshenqinghuan，lianshangluchulejingkongdebiaoqing。
“ni……nizenmekeneng……”suyaonannanziyu，tadeshengyinzhongchongmanlenanyizhixin。
shenqinghuanmeiyouhuida，tazhishijinjindidingzhesuyao，tade
jiuzaizheishi，linzhaoturankanxiangshenqinghuan，meitoujinsuo，sihuxiangshuoshenme，queyuyanyouzhi……
linzhaochiliditaiqishou，xiangshiqushenqinghuanejiaodelenghan，quezhishitulaodizaikongzhonghuaguoyidaoxuehen。
tawangzheshenqinghuan，neishuangpingrilizongshidaizhexixuedemouzi，cikeshengmanleqiansuoweiyouderenzhenyutongku。
“qinghuan……”tadeshengyinshayadejihutingbujian，xiangshipojiudefengxiangzaimianqiangchuanxi，“wozhidao…nixinlinanshou。suyao…tashinidepengyou，ke…keshi…”
tadunledun，jiannandichuanxizhe，xiongkoudexueranhongleyijin，yudishangdexuejirongweiyiti，fenbuqingbici。
“zhengyi…buneng…beiyouqing…mengbi。ni…niyaojizhu…nishigedafu，jiusifushang…shinidetianzhi。bierang…bieranggengduoderen…xiangwoyiyang…”
tadehuaxiangyibadundao，yixiayouyixiadiqiegezheshenqinghuandexin。
tasisidiyaozhezuichun，zhijiashenshendixianjinrouli，cainengmianqiangyayizhuneixiangyaotuokouerchudefouren。
linzhaoshuodedui，tashigedafu，jiusifushangshitadetianzhi。
可是，苏瑶呢？
neixieyiqiduguodeririyeye，neixiehuxiangfuchidewennuan，nandaodoushijiadema？
“wo…”shenqinghuandeshengyingengyan，xiangshibeiezhulehoulongdechuniao，fabuchuwanzhengdeyinjie。
linzhaowenroudixiaolexiao，neixiaorongrutongfengzhongcanzhu，yaoyebuding，queyounulidizhanfangzheguangmang。
“bieku…shagua。woxiangxinni…niyiding…huizuochu…zhengquedexuanze。”
tajinjindiwozhushenqinghuandeshou，jiyutawushengdezhichiyuguli。
tadeshoubinglengerxuruo，quefangfoyouyiguqiangdadeliliang，yuanyuanbuduandizhurushenqinghuandetinei。
jiuzaizheishi，yizhenlingrenyasuande“gege”sheng，tuwudidapoleshishidejijing。
shenqinghuanmengranjingxing，tahuangusizhou，faxianyuanbenpingjingdedimian，kaishihuanhuandiyidong。
shibanzhijian，luchuleheiyouyoudefengxi，xiangshizhangkailejushoudezuiba，zhunbeitunshiyiqie。
“xiaoxin！”shenqinghuanyibajianglinzhaoladaoshenhou，tongshichouchuyinzhen，jingtidizhushizhezhouweidebianhua。
shishidesibi，kaishifachudichendehongmingsheng，xiangshididishenchuchuanlaimenlei。
yipaipaijiankong，zaiqiangbishangxianxianchulai，heidongdongde，fanzhelingrenxinjidehanguang。
suyaozhanzaifazhenzhongyang，kanzhexianrukunjingdeshenqinghuan，lianshangluchufengkuangdexiaorong。
“meiyongde！zheigexianjing…shiwozhuanmenweinimenzhunbeide！jintian…nimensheiyebiexianghuozhelikai！”
xiaojiangjunyeluchulezhengningdemianrong，tabachupeijian，zhixiangshenqinghuan。
“fuyuwankang，zhihuirangnisidegengcan！”
shenqinghuanshenxiyikouqi，nulirangzijilengjingxialai。
tazhidao，xianzaibushiyouyudeshihou。
suyaohexiaojiangjunyijingchedifengkuang，tamenweiledadaomude，buxixishengyiqie。
ruguotazaijixuyouyuxiaqu，zhihuiranggengduoderenshoudaoshanghai。
“linzhao，nizenmeyang？”shenqinghuandishengwendao，tongshiyongyinzhenfengzhuletaxiongqiandejichudaxue，zanshizhizhulexue。
linzhaoyaoleyaotou，xuruodishuodao：“womeishi…nibuyongguanwo…zhuanxinduifutamen。”
shenqinghuanzhidao，linzhaoshizaichengqiang。
tashoulezheimezhongdeshang，nengzhichengdaoxianzaiyijingshigeqiji。
tabixujinkuaixiangbanfa，daizhetalikaizheili。
“hao，nizhaoguhaoziji。”shenqinghuanshuozhe，yanshenbianderuiliqilai。
tajinjindiwozheshouzhongdeyinzhen，zhunbeiyingjiejijiangdaolaideezhan。
jiuzaizheishi，shishidedimianturanjuliezhendongqilai。
“buhao，shiliusha！”linzhaojinghuyisheng，liansebiandecanbai。
shenqinghuanditouyikan，faxiantamenjiaoxiadeshiban，zhengzaiyijingrendesuduxiachen。
wushuxixiaodeshali，congshibandefengxizhongyongchu，xingchengleyigejudadexuanwo，yaobatamencheditunshi。
“kuaizou！”shenqinghuanyibabaoqilinzhao，xiangyaotaoliliushadefanwei。
raner，yijingwanle。liushadesudutaikuaile，shunjianjiutunmeiletamendeshuangjiao。
shenqinghuangandaoyigujudadelali，jiangtahelinzhaoyiqiwangxiala。
tapinmingzhengzha，xiangyaozhuazhushenmedongxi，quezhinengyanzhengzhengdikanzhezijichenruliushazhizhong。
“qinghuan！”linzhaojinjindibaozheshenqinghuan，yongzijideshentihuzhuta，burangtashoudaoshanghai。
沈清欢感到绝望。
nandao，tamenzhendeyaosizaizheililema？
nandao，suoyoudenuli，douyaofuzhudongliulema？
jiuzaizheiqianjunyifazhiji，shenqinghuandenaohaizhong，turanshanguoyidaolingguang。
taxiangqilezhiqianzaididaozhong，chumodaodeneixieaotubupingdeshibi。
“linzhao，zhuajinwo！”shenqinghuandashenghandao，tongshijiangshouzhongdeyinzhen，henhendicixiangshibi。
yinzhencirushibi，fachuqingcuidexiangsheng。
shenqinghuanyongjinquanshendeliqi，jiangzijihelinzhaogudingzaishibishang，zuzhiletamenjixuxiachen。
raner，liushadelalishizaitaidale，tamendeshentijihuyaobeisilie。
shenqinghuangandaozijideshoubei，yijingkaishifama。
“qinghuan…fangshouba…”linzhaoxuruodishuodao，“zheiyang…women…douhuimeimingde…”
shenqinghuanyaoleyaotou，jiandingdishuodao：“bu，wobuhuifangqide！woyiding…yaodainichuqu！”
tayaojinyaguan，pinmingdijianchizhe。
tadexinzhongzhiyouyigeniantou，neijiushibaohulinzhao，baohusuoyouderen。
turan，linzhaokanzheshenqinghuandeshenhou，shensedabian，xiangshikandaoleshenmekongbudedongxi。
“qinghuan，xiaoxin…houmian……”