jiaobuwushengwuxi，rutonganyelideliebao，qiaowushengxidikaojinchuangbian。
tameiyoukantashushuidelian，muguangquexiangshibeicishixiyin，laolaodisuozaitadazaibobeiwaidezuoshoushang。
yueguangrushui，wenroudiliutangguotaxianxideshouzhi。zaineibaixidewumingzhigenbu，neimeitaqinshourangrensongqude、binglengdebojinsuquanhunjie，zhengfanzheqinglengde、youweideguangze。
shenyanzaichuangbianhuanhuandunxiashen。
dongzuoqingdemeiyoufachuyisishengxiang。
talidehenjin，jindaonengqingxidiwendaotafasijianchuanlaide、neidushuyutadeqingtianqixi，hunhezheyidiandandandenaixiang，dagaishimuyuludeweidao。jindaonengkanqingtaxianzhangjiemaozaiyanxiatouxiadedandanyinying，suizhehuxiweiweizhandong。
tadehuxi，zaikaojindeshunjian，biandeyichangchenzhongerzhuore。xiongtangweiweiqifu，sihuzaijiliyayizheshenme。
shijianfangfozaizheiyikeninggu。
tashenchuyoushou。neizhizaijingtouqianyongyuanyouyacongrong、qianxiaguowushuyijihetongdeshou，cikejingdaizheyisibuyichajuede、xiweidezhandou。
zhijian，daizheyizhongjinhuqianchengde、xiaoxinyiyideshitan，huanhuandi、wuxianjiejintawumingzhishangneimeibinglengdejinshuquan。
jiuzaizhijianjijiangchupengdaojiezhideqianyichanei——
“wu……”chuangshangdelinwansihubeimengyanzhu，jiqiqingweidiculeyixiamei，fachuyishengmohudeyiyu。
shenyandedongzuoshunjianjiangzhu！rutongbeianxialezantingjian。
tadeshouzhixuantingzailijiezhizhiyouhaolizhiyaodedifang，zhijianshenzhinengganshoudaotashuimengzhongsanfadeweiruotiwen。neishuangfanyongzhefuzaqingxudeheimou，mengditaiqi，ruiliruyingsunbanshexianglinwandelian。
tademeitoucudegengjinlexie，zuichunwuyishididongledong，xiangshizaimengzhongyiyuzheshenme，danzhongjiumeiyouxinglai。zhishifanlegeshen，jiangneizhidaizhejiezhideshou，liantongxiaobantiaoshoubei，dousuojinlebobodekongdiaobeixia。
shenyanbaochizheneigebandundezishi，xiangyizunbeiyueguangdongjiedediaosu。
guolexujiu，jiudaolinwandehuxizhongxinbiandejunyunmianzhang。
tacaijiqihuanmandi、daizheyizhongnanyiyanyudechenzhong，shouhuileneizhijiangzaibankongdeshou。zhijianquanqi，jinwochengquan，zhijieyinweiyonglierfanchuqingbai。
tayijiudunzaichuangbian，muguangchenchendiluozaibeikongdiaobeifugaizhudeneizhishoudeweizhi，fangfonengchuantoubuliao，kandaoneimeibinglengdejiezhi。
heianzhong，tahoujieshangxiajuliedigundongleyixia，fachuyishengyayidaojizhide、jinhuwushengdetanxi。
neitanxili，guoxiezhenongdehuabukaidepibei、zhengzha，yijiyizhongjinhujuewangde……kewang。
zuizhong，tameiyouzaizuorenhedongzuo。
zhishiweichizheneigebandundezishi，zaichuangbian，zaiyueguangzhaobudaodeyinyingli，xiangyigechenmodeshouhuzhe，youxiangyigebeifangzhudeqiutu，wushengdishouzheta。
zhidaochuangwaidetianse，yinyintouchuyidianhuibai。
tacaiqiaowushengxidizhanqishen，dongzuoyouxiejiangying，fangfoweichitongyigezishitaijiu，xueyedoubuzailiutong。tameiyouzaikanchuangshangshushuiderenyiyan，zhuanshen，rutonglaishiyiyang，qiaowushengxidilikailefangjian。
houzhongdefangmenbeiqingqingdaishang，gejueleliwailianggeshijie。
chuangshang，linwanjinbideyanjie，zaiheianzhong，jibukechadizhandongleyixia。
《xindongguiji》luzhiguoban，jiemuzujingxincehuade“jingxitanqinri”zhongyudaolai。
yidazao，bieshulijiuyangyizheyizhongkeyiyingzaodewenxinheqidai。jiemuzugongzuorenyuanchuansuomangliu，diaoshizheshebei，lianshangdoudaizhexinzhaobuxuandexingfenxiaorong。
“geweilaoshi！”zongdaoyannazhekuoyinqi，shengyinhongliang，“jintianshigetebiederizi！womenweidajiazhunbeileyifenjingxi！qinggeweilaoshidejiaren，yijinglaidaolewomendujiacun！rangwomenyongzuireliedezhangsheng，huanyingtamen！”
zhangshenghehuanhushengshunjianxiangqi。geshoufuqidefumudaizhejiaxiangtechan，xinjinqinglvdenvfangguimidailailezhengxianglingshi，xianchangqifenrelieerganren。jingtoujingzhundibuzhuozhejiabinmenjingxi、gandong、yongbaojiarendewenxinhuamian。
linwanzhanzairenqunshaohoudeweizhi，lianshangyeshishidiguazheqidaihehaoqidexiaorong，shouxinqueweiweiqinchulelenghan。
家人？
taxiayishidikanxiangshenpangdeshenyan。tayijiushineifuwanmeiwuquedeshejiaozitai，chunjiaoqinzhewenhedexiaoyi，zhengyugeshouzhangfudefuqinhanxuanzhe，yanshenpingjingwubo，sihuduijijiangdaolaide“jingxi”haobuyiwai。
linwandexinyidiandianchenxiaqu。yizhongqiangliedebuanganjuezhuleta。shenyanzhidao？taanpaide？taxiangzuoshenme？
jiuzaizheishi，bieshumenkouchuanlaiyizhenchenwendejiaobusheng。
yigechuanzhejiancaijingliangdeshenhuisexizhuang、toufashulideyisibugou、mianrongyansu、yanshenruilidezhongniannanren，zaizhulidepeitongxia，chuxianzaimenkou。tazhoushensanfazhejiujushangweideweiyanqichang，muguangsaoguoxianchang，daizheyizhongshenshideyiwei。
linwandetongkongzhouranshousuo！
是父亲林振雄！
tazenmehuilai？！linwandedanaoyipiankongbai。tamingmingyijinghejialidachenglemouzhongchengdude“lengzhanmoqi”，hubudarao。fuqinzuizhonglianmian，zenmehuizhudongchuxianzaizheizhongzongyijiemuli？haidazhe“jiarentanqin”deqihao？
linzhenxiongdemuguang，rutongliangdaobinglengdetanzhaodeng，shunjiansuodinglerenqunzhongdelinwan。neiyanshenlimeiyoujiubiezhongfengdewenqing，zhiyoushenchende、haobuyanshideshiwang、shenshi，yijiyisibinglengdenuyi。
linwanzhijuedeyiguhanqicongjiaodizhichongtouding，lianshangdexiaorongshunjianjiangzhu，biandewubimianqiang。
“ba……”tatingdaozijideshengyingansedixiangqi，daizheyisibuyichajuedezhandou。
linzhenxiongmeiyouhuiyingta，zhishiweiweihanshou，suanshidaguozhaohu。tademuguangsuijizhuanxianglinwanshenpangdeshenyan，neiyanshenzhongdebinglengshunjianshoulian，huanshangleyifushangchanglaohuliguanyoude、keqierdaizhejuligandexiaorong。
“shenxianzhi。”linzhenxiongzhudongshenchushou。
shenyanlianshanglikefuxianqiadaohaochude、daizheduizhangbeijingyidexiaorong，kuaibuyingshangqian，shuangshouwozhulelinzhenxiongshenlaideshou，zitaifangdejidi：“linbofu，ninqinziguolai，zhenshixinkule。lushanghaishunliba？”
“haihao。”linzhenxiongdaliangzheshenyan，yanshenzhongliuluchumingxiandemanyi，“xianzhiyouxinle，haiteyianpaizheigehuanjie。kandaonihewanwan……”tademuguangyiyousuozhidisaoguolinwan，“xiangchudehaibucuo，woyejiufangxinle。”
“bofuyanzhongle。zhaoguwanwanshiyinggaide。”shenyanweixiaoyingda，taiduqiangongyouli，wanquanshiyifuwuketiaotide“haonvxu”moyang。
linwanzhanzaiyuandi，kanzheyanqianzhei“wengxuhemu”deyimu，zhijuedehuangmiuyoucigu。fuqinneisheng“wanwan”，jiaodetaxintoufaleng。shenyanneiyisheng“zhaogu”，gengshixuweiderangtaweilifanyong。
jingtouminruididuizhunlezhei“ganren”dehuimian。danmushunjianzhale：
【**！linweidebaba？！kanqilaihaoweiyan！xiangdalaoban！】
【dengdeng！shenyanjiaota‘linbofu’？linweixinglin……nandao？！】
【zheiqichang！zheipaichang！linweijiashibujiandana！nanguainengpanshangshenyan！】
【shenyantaiduyetaihaoleba！wanquanshixiaobeijianzhangbeidegongjing！genduilinweishijianzhipanruoliangren！】
【dongle！shangyelianyinshichui！shenyanjideshilaozhangrenmianzi，bushijilinweimianzi！】
【linweitabakantadeyanshen……haolenga！ganjueyidianwendudoumeiyou！zheifunvguanxi……zeze。】
【suliaofuqishichui！quankaojiazuliyiweichi！】
“wanwan，”linzhenxiongzhongyujiangmuguangzhengshitouxianglinwan，yuqipingdan，quedaizhewuxingdeyali，“zuijingongzuozenmeyang？meijishenyantianmafanba？”
neiyuqi，buxiangfuqinguanxinnver，daoxianglaobanxunwenxiashuyoumeiyouchucuo。
linwanzuanjinlequantou，zhijiashenshenxianjinzhangxin。taqiangpozijiyingshangfuqindemuguang，chechuyigejiangyingdexiaorong：“tinghaode，ba。shenyanta……henzhaoguwo。”zuihoujigezi，tashuodeyichangjiannan。
“neijiuhao。”linzhenxiongdianlediantou，sihuduitadehuidahaisuanmanyi，youzhuanxiangshenyan，“xianzhi，jieyibushuohua？guanyuchengxineikuaidi……”
“dangran，bofuzheibianqing。”shenyanlikeyingdao，zuoleyigeqingdeshoushi，lingzhelinzhenxiongwangbieshupijingdelutaifangxiangzouqu，jianglinwanyigerenliuzaileyuandi。
zhouweidexuanxiaohejingtou，fangfodouzaizheiyikeyuanlilelinwan。takanzhefuqinheshenyanbingjianliqudebeiying，yigeweiyanlengying，yigeyouyacongrong，tamentanlunzhedongzheshangyideshengyi，tanlunzheliyijiaohuan，weidumeiyourenzaiyibeiliuzaiyuandidetashishenmeganshou。
taxiangyigebeichedipaichuzaiwaide、wuguanjinyaodejuwairen。
xinzangdeweizhi，xiangshibeitaokongleyidakuai，guanmanlebinglengdehaifeng，youlengyoutong。
jiexialaidetanqinhuanjie，duilinwanlaishuo，meiyimiaodoushijianao。geshoufuqidefumulazhenvernvxudeshou，xuxutaotaozhejiachang，manshixintengheguanqie。xinjinqinglvdeguimijijizhazhadifenxiangzhequshi，xiaoshengbuduan。
zhiyoulinwanzheibian，qifenguiyi。linzhenxiongheshenyanzailutaidishengjiaotanlexujiu，huilaihoujiuyizhizuozaiketingshafashang，ouerhejiemuzudaoyanhuoqitarenshuojijuchangmianhua，huatiyongyuanweiraozheshengyi、jingjixingshi，huozheduishenyannenglidezanshang。linwanbeiliangzaiyipang，xianggepeichendebeijingban。
fuqinouerpieguolaidemuguang，doudaizheyizhongwushengdejinggaoheshenshi，sihuzaitixingta“anfenshouji”、“banyanhaoshentaitaidejiaose”。
“ba，ninhecha。”linwanduanzheyongrenpaohaodecha，songdaolinzhenxiongmianqian，nulirangzijideshengyintingqilaipingwen。
linzhenxiongjieguochabei，xiangzhengxingdiminleyikou，muguangbingweizaitalianshangtingliu，zhishiduizheshenyandao：“xianzhi，wanwanzheihaizi，congxiaobeijialiguandeyouxierenxing。yihou，haiyaoniduodandai，duoguanjiao。”
管教？
linwanduanzhetuopandeshouzhimengdishoujin，zhijiefanbai。yiguqiangliedequruganshunjianyanmeileta。
“bofufangxin。”shenyanweixiaozheyingcheng，muguangdandansaoguolinwanshunjiancangbaidelian，neiyanshenpingjingwubo，fangfozaitanlunyijianzaixunchangbuguodeshiqing，“wanwanhendongshi。”
dongshi？zaitahefuqingoujiandeguizeli，nilaishunshoujiushidongshi？
linwanjihuyaokongzhibuzhulianshangdebiaoqing。tamengdidixiatou，yanshizhuyandifanyongdesuansehenuhuo，shengyindidejihutingbujian：“ba，nimenliao，woquchufangkankanyoushenmebangmangde。”
tajihushitaolileneigelingrenzhixideketing。
chufanglitongyangyoujingtou，danzhishaokongjiankuanchang，renlairenwang，takeyizanshiduokaineiliangdaorumangzaibeidemuguang。tazoudaoshuicaobian，ningkaishuilongtou，renyoubinglengdeshuichongshuazheshuangshou，shituyongneicigudeliangyijiaomiexintoudehuoyan。
shuiliushenghuahuazuoxiang，yangailetayouxiejicudehuxi。
turan，yidaoyinyinglongzhaoxialai。
林晚猛地抬头。
shenyanbuzhiheshiyelaidaolechufang，jiuzhanzaitashencebuyuanchudedaotaipang，sihuzaitiaoxuanshuiguo。taceduizheta，wanmeidecelianxiantiaozaichufangmingliangdedengguangxiaxiandeyouxielengying。
tashoulinazheyikebaomandejinkouchelizi，quemeiyouchi，zhishiyongzhifuwuyishidimosuozheguanghuadeguopi。tademuguangdichui，luozaishuicaobianlinwanneiweiweizhandou、beilengshuichongdefahongdeshoushang。
tadezuichunsihujiqiqingweididongleyixia。
linwandexinmengdiyitiao，pingzhulehuxi。tayiweitahuishuoshenme，yexushixuweideguanxin，yexushibinglengdejinggao。
raner，shenyanzuizhongshenmeyemeishuo。
tazhishiweichizheneigezishi，muguangchenchendiluozaitashoushang，tingliuledayueliangsanmiao。neiyanshentaiguofuza，fanyongzhelinwanwanquankanbudongdeqingxu，youyinren，youzhengzha，shenzhi……youyishanerguodetongchu？kuaiderangtayiweishicuojue。
ranhou，tabianxiangshenmedoumeifashengyiyang，mianwubiaoqingdijiangneikechelizifanghuiguopan，zhuanshenlikailechufang。
liuxialinwanyigeren，zhengzhengdizhanzaishuicaobian，kanzhezijidongdetonghongdeshou，xintouyipianmangranhebinglengdemamu。
fuqindelengmojinggao，shenyanneiyuyanyouzhidefuzayanshen，haiyouzheiwuchubuzaidejingtou……douxiangyizhangwuxingde、yueshouyuejindewang，jiangtalaolaokunzhu，jihuyaozhixi。
tanqinhuodongzhongyuzaiyizhongbiaomianhexie、neilijinbengdefenweizhongjieshu。linzhenxiongmeiyouduozuotingliu，linzouqianyezhishigongshihuadiduishenyanhelinwanjiaodailejijuchangmianhua，biandaizhezhulicongcongliqu，fangfozhishiwanchengleyixiangbiyaodeshangwuxingcheng。
bieshuzhongxinhuifulepingjing，danneipingjingzhixia，yayideanliuquegengjiaxiongyong。
深夜。
bieshuliwanlaijuji。qitajiabindefangjianzaoyixideng，zhiyouzoulangjintouanquanchukoudelvdengyouyouliangzhe。
linwanzaizhuwodedachuangshangzhanzhuanfance。baitianfuqinbinglengdeyanshen，shenyanneiyuyanyouzhidefuzamuguang，haiyouneixiewuchubuzaidejingtouhedanmudechaofeng……xiangzoumadengyiyangzaitanaohailifanfubofang，jiaodetaxinfanyiluan，haowushuiyi。
tasuoxingzuoqishen，chizhejiaocaizaiweiliangdedibanshang，xiangxialouquchufangdaobeishui。
qingqinglakaifangmen，zoulangyipianqihei。tamosuozheqiangbi，xiaoxinyiyidiwangloutikouzouqu。
gangzoudaoloutizhuanjiaochu，xiafangketinglichuanlaijiqixiweidedongjing。
linwanjiaobuyidun，pingzhuhuxi，xiayishidiyinzailoutideyinyingli，xiangxiawangqu。
jiezhechuangwaitoujinlaidemenglongyueguang，takandaoketingshafashang，zuozheyigerenying。
是沈砚。
tameiyoukaideng，zhenggerenxianzaikuandadeshafali，shenyingjihuyuheianrongweiyiti。zhiyouzhijianyidianxinghongdehuoguang，zaiheianzhongmingmingmiemie，yingliangtalengyingdexiahexian，hetashensuodemeitou。
kongqilimimanzhenongliedeweishijijiuqi，haiyou……nongzhongdaohuabukaideyancaowei。
他在喝酒？抽烟？
linwandexinmengdiyitiao。zaijingtouqianyongyuanwanmeizilv、lianshuidouzhihetedingpinpaideshenyan，jingranhuishenyeduziyiren，zaiheianlixujiuchouyan？
tacongweijianguozheiyangdeshenyan。neishenyingzaiheianheyanwuzhong，touchuyizhongnongliede、jinhutuifeidegudugan，yutabairiliguangmangwanzhangdexingxiangpanruoliangren。
shishenme，nengrangshenyanzheiyangderen，shitaizhici？
jiuzailinwanyouyuzheshituihuifangjianhaishijixuxialoushi，shafashangdeshenyandongle。
taxiangshibeishenmedongxiyanzhule，mengdizhanqishen，dongzuoyouxieliangqiang，daidaolechajishangyigekongjiuping。jiupingzaiditanshanggunlejiquan，fachuchenmendeshengxiang。
tasihuhaobuzaiyi，shenzhimeiyouditoukanyiyan。zhishiyaoyaohuanghuangdi，chaozheloutidefangxiangzoulai。
linwandexinshunjiantidaolesangziyan！taxiayishidixianghoutuiduozang，quefaxianzijijiangzaiyuandi，dongdanbude。
shenyandejiaobuchenzhongerxufu，caizailoutideditanshang，fachuchenmende“dong、dong”sheng。nongliedejiuqiheyancaoweisuizhetadekaojin，pumianerlai。
tashanglelouti，yanshenhuansan，sihugenbenmeiyoukandaoyinzaiyinyinglidelinwan，zhizhidichaozhezhuwodefangxiangzouqu。
jiuzaitajijiangyulinwancajianerguodeshunjian——
tadejiaobu，haowuyuzhaoditinglexialai。
gaodadeshenyinglongzhaoxialai，daizhenongliedeyapoganhejiuqi。tahuanhuandi、jiqihuanmandizhuanguoshen。
neishuangzaiheianzhongyijiuruilideyanmou，cikeyinweijiujingdeqinshiermengshangleyicenghundundewuqi，quejingzhundi、sisidisuodingleyinyingzhongdelinwan。
tademuguang，buzaishibaitiandeshulibingleng，yebushizaifuqinmianqiandegongjingqianhe，gengbushiouerliuludefuzananbian。
neishiyizhonglinwancongweijianguode、**luode、daizheguntangwenduyunonglietongchudeyanshen，xiangbinlinbaofadehuoshan，youxiangshoushangdeyeshou，hunzazhenongdehuabukaide……juewangdesinian？
linwanbeizheimuguangdingzaiyuandi，huxizhourantingzhi。
xiayimiao，shenyanmengdixiangqianyibu！
nongliedejiuqishunjianjiangtabaoguo。taguntangde、daizhebojiandeshouzhi，daizheburongkangjudelidao，henhendijuezhuletadexiaba！
lidaozhida，ranglinwantongdemenhengyisheng。
“weishenme……”shenyandeshengyinshayadekepa，xiangshishazhimocazhehoulong，meiyigezidouguoxiezhenongzhongdejiuqiheguntangdetongku，penzailinwandelianshang，“weishenme……yaozhuangburenshiwo？”
linwandedanaoyipiankongbai！zhuangburenshita？shenmeyisi？！
tabeipoyangzhetou，chengshouzhetazhuoreertongkudemuguang，xiababeiniedeshengteng，wanquanwufalijietazheituruqilaidezhiwen。
“shenyan！nihezuile！fangkaiwo！”tazhengzhazhe，shengyindaizhejingkong。
“zui？”shenyandididixiaoleqilai，xiaoshengsiyaercangliang，daizheyizhonglingrenxinzhandejuewang，“woshizuile……wotamazuileyibeizi！”
tamengdicoujin，guntangdeetoujihudishangtade，neishuangfanyongzhejingtaohailangdeheimousisididingzheta，fangfoyaojiangtadelinghundouxijinqu。
“linwan……”tanianzhetademingzi，shengyinposuierzhandou，daizheyizhongshenrugusuidetong，“nigaosuwo……wodaodizuocuoleshenme？”
“ershinianqian……”tadeshengyingengyanleyixia，yanzhongjingfanqihairendehongxuesi，neilimianfanyongdetongkujihuyaojianglinwanyanmei，“neigezhuizainihoumian，baninongdiuzaiyouleyuan……zuihoubeishenjiazhaodaoshikudexianggeshazidexiaonanhai……jiuneimerangniyanema？！”
“yanedao……lianyisihenji……doubuyuanliujiwo？！”
ershinianqian？youleyuan？xiaonanhai？
linwanruzaoleiji！chenfengzaijiyizuishenchude、zaoyimohutunsedehuamian，rutongbeitourushizidegujing，mengdifanqijingtaohailang！
neige……zongshibenshoubenjiao、queguzhidigenzaitashenhou，zaijudadecaihongchengbaoqian，yinweitayiju“xiangchimianhuatang”jiupaokai，jieguoliangrenbeirenliuchongsan……houlaitazaixuanzhuanmumapangdenglehenjiuhenjiu，dengdaotiandouheile，zuihoushibeijiaojiganlaidelinjiabaobiaozhaodaobaozoude……
neigepanghuhu、yanjinghenda、kuqilaijingtiandongdidexiaonanhai……
是沈砚？！
linwandetongkongyinweijidudezhenjingerfangda！tananyizhixindikanzheyanqianzheizhangtongkudaojinhuniuqudejunlian，shitucongneishenkedelunkuozhong，xunzhaoyisidangnianneigexiaokubaodeyingzi。
这怎么可能？！
“ni……ni……”tazhanglezhangzui，quefaxianzijifabuchurenheshengyin。judadexinxiliangchongjizheta，rangtasiweiyipianhunluan。
shenyansihuwanquanchenjinzaizijidetongkuhuiyili。taniezhetaxiabadeshouzhiweiweizhandou，lingyizhishouquemengditaiqi，yonglidi、jinhucubaodichekailezijichenshanzuishangmiandeliangkeniukou！
angguidesizhiniukoubengkai，gunluozaiditanshang，fachuxiweideshengxiang。
yueguangxia，taxiantiaoliuchangdebojingheyixiaopianjieshidexiongtangbaoluchulai。erjiuzaitazuocesuoguxiafang，kaojinxinzangdeweizhi——
heranluoyinzheyidaocunxuzhangde、yijingbiandeqiandande、yueyaxingdejiubahen！
“zheige……”shenyandeshouzhizhandouzhefushangneidaobahen，shengyinsiyaderutongqixue，yanzhongshinongdehuabukaidejuewanghepianzhi，“niyebujidele，duima？”
“neinian……weilezhuazhuneigeqiangzouniqiqiudexiao**……woshuaizaipenquanchibiandesuibolishang……”
“xueliulehaoduo……henteng……”
“kewodangshi……zhixiangzhe……yaobanideqiqiu……zhuihuilai……”
tadeshengyinyuelaiyuedi，yuelaiyueposui，daizheyizhonglingrenxinsuidegengyan。neijudadetongkuheweiqu，rutongshizhidechaoshui，jianglinwanchediyanmei。
“weishenme……”taguntangdeetouzhongyudishangletade，guntangdeleishuihaowuyuzhaodizaluozailinwandelianjiashang，zhuotongletadepifu，“wanwan……wozhaoleniershinian……”
“weishenme……yaozhuangzuo……burenshiwo？”
zuihouyijuzhiwen，haojinletasuoyoudeliqi。gaodadeshenquhuanglehuang，chenzhongde、daizhenongliejiuqidehuxipensazailinwanjingce，juezhetaxiabadeshouyezhouranshiqulelidao。
shenyandeshenti，rutongbeichouzoulesuoyouzhichengdejuta，hongranxiangqiandaoqu！
linwancubujifang，beitachenzhongdeshenquwanquanyazhu，houbeizhongzhongzhuangzaibinglengdeloutiqiangbishang！
“wu！”tatongdemenhengyisheng。
shenyandetouwulidichuiluozaitadejingwo，guntangdehuxipensazaitamingandepifushang，dailaiyizhenzhanli。tachedishiquleyishi，zhishengxiachenzhongerzhuoredehuxi，zhengmingtahaihuozhe。
nongliedejiuqi、yancaowei，haiyoutashenshangneigudutedelengliemuzhixiangqi，hunzazhetaguntangdetiwenhe……yanleidexianse，jianglinwanwanquanbaoguo。
tajiangzaibinglengdeqiangbiheshenyanguntangdeshentizhijian，danaoyipiankongbai，rutongbeitouruleyichangguangguailuli、dabairenzhideemeng。
ershinianqian？youleyuan？bahen？qiqiu？
neigezaitatongnianjiyilizaoyimohude、zhiliuxiayige“aikudexiaopangzi”yinxiangdewanban……jingranshishenyan？
tazhaoleta……ershinian？
suoyi……neichangturuqilaide“guanxuan”？neifenkansibinglengdexieyi？tazairenqiankeyidelengmoshuli？zaiheianzhongzhangjiudeningshi？haiyouneixiaoxinyiyi、jinhuqianchengdixiangyaochupenghunjiedeshouzhi……
suoyouzhiqianwufalijiedexingwei，neixiebeikeyihulvede、weihedexijie，cikerutongsanluodepintusuipian，beizheishipotianjingdezhenxiang，shunjianpincouchengyifujingxindongpode、wanquanmoshengdehuamian！
linwandexintiaorutongshikongdegudian，zaisijideloutijianlifengkuangleidong。tajiannandiceguotou，kanzheshenyanjinzaizhichide、yinweizuijiuhetongkuerxiandeyichangcuiruocangbaideshuiyan。neidaoyueyaxingdebahen，zaitouguoloutichuangdemenglongyueguangxia，fangfodaizhezhuorendewendu。
yuanlai……tabushiyaneta。
yuanlai……neibinglengdebeihou，zangzhezheiyangguntangerjuewangde……ershinian？
loutizhuanjiaoshangfang，anquanchukouzhishipaiyoulvdeguangxian，wushengdiyingzhaozhezheihunluaneraimeideyimu。
yinzangzaianchude、jiemuzuweileanquanershezhideguangjiaoyeshishexiangtou，hongdengyouyoushanshuo，jiangzheiyimuqingxiwubidijilulexialai。
qingchendeyangguang，daizhehaibinteyoudeqinglie，chuantouqingbodeshalian，wenroudisazaizhuwodedibanshang。
林晚猛地睁开眼。
yishihuilongdeshunjian，zuoyeloutijianlineihunluan、zhuore、dabaiyiqiedeyimu，rutonghaixiaobanxiongyongdichongjinnaohai！shenyanguntangdeyanlei，juewangdezhiwen，chenzhongdeshenqu，haiyouneidaoyueyaxingdebahen……meiyigexijiedouqingxiderutongluoyin！
taxiayishidishenshoumoxiangzijidejingce，neilifangfohaicanliuzhetazhuorehuxidechugan。lianjiashang，sihuhainengganshoudaoneidiguntangleishuidezhuotong。
xinkoudeweizhi，xiangshibeishenmedongxihenhenzhuangleyixia，suanse、zhangtong，haiyouyizhongjudade、rangtajihuwufachengshoudemangranhehunluan。
tamengdizuoqishen，kanxiangshenpangdedachuang。
lingyicekongdangdangde，chuangdanpingzhengbingleng，fangfozuoyecongweiyourentangguo。
沈砚呢？
tashenmeshihoulikaide？ta……haijidezuoyedeshima？
wushugewentizainaohaizhongfanteng，rangtaxinluanruma。taxiankaibeizixiachuang，chijiaocaizaiweiliangdedibanshang，xiangchuqukankan。
ganglakaifangmen，yigunongyudeshiwuxiangqijiupiaolejinlai。shikaomianbaodejiaoxianghejiandandeyouxiang。
linwanjiaobuyidun，xunzhexiangweizoudaoloutikou。
louxiakaifangshichufangli，yigetingbadeshenyingzhengbeiduizhetamangliuzhe。
是沈砚。
tachuanzhejiandandehuisejiajufu，xiuzisuiyidiwandaoshouzhou，luchujieshidexiaobei。qingchendeyangguanggoulechutajianbeiliuchangdexiantiao。tadongzuoxianshudifandongzhepingdiguolidejiandanhepeigen，pangbiankaomianbaoji“ding”deyishengqingxiang，danchuliangpiankaodejinhuangsucuidemianbao。
takanqilai……pingjingdebukesiyi。wanquanbuxiangzuoyeneigebengkuitongku、zuidaozaitashenshangdenanren。
fangfozuoyedeyiqie，zhishilinwanzuodeyichangguangguailulideemeng。
linwanfuzheloutifushou，jiaobuyouxiexufudiwangxiazou。tademuguangjinjinsuozaishenyandebeiyingshang，shituzhaochunapayisizuoyeshikongdehenji。
tingdaojiaobusheng，shenyanduanzhelianggebaihaozaocandecanpanzhuanguoshen。
四目相对。
tadeyanshenpingjingwubo，shensuidexiangbujiandidegujing，zuoyeneifanyongdetongkuhejuewangxiaoshidewuyingwuzong，zhishengxialinwanshuxide、daizhejuligandeshuli。shenzhibipingshigenglengjifen，xiangshizaikeyihuibizheshenme。
“xingle？”tadeshengyinyehuifulepingrideqingleng，tingbuchurenheqingxu，“xishuyixia，chizaocan。”
linwandexin，xiangshibeiyizhiwuxingdeshouhenhenzuanleyixia，zhouranchenlexiaqu。
tabujidele？haishi……taxuanzewangji？
“zuowan……”linwanjiannandikaikou，shengyinyouxieganseshaya。
shenyanduanzhecanpanzouxiangcanzhuodedongzuomeiyousihaotingdun，yuqipingdandidaduanta：“nishuixiangbutaihao，banyeshuaixiachuangle？dongjinghenda。”
tafangxiacanpan，lakaiyizizuoxia，naqidaocha，dongzuoyouyadikaishiqiegepanzhongdepeigen，quanchengmeiyouzaikanlinwanyiyan。
“worangzhulijiniyuyueleyisheng，shangwuluwankaichangjiukeyiqujianchayixia。”
摔下床？动静很大？
linwanjiangzaiyuandi，yiguhanyishunzhejizhuipashanglai。tabujin“wangle”，haititazhaohaoleliyou？yongrucizhuoliedejiekou，qingmiaodanxiedimoshalezuoyeneichangjingxindongpodezhenxiang？
neitadeyanleini？tadezhiwenni？neiershiniandexunzhaoheneidaoyueyaxingdebahenni？douzhishitashuaixiachuangshuaichudehuanjuema？
judadehuangmiuganheyizhongbeichediyunongdefennu，shunjianchongkualelinwanxinzhongganggangshengqideneidiansuansehehunluan。takanzheshenyanneizhangwanmeiwuxia、cikequexiandewubixuweilengmodecelian，zhijuedexiongkoududefahuang。
“womeishi。”tatingdaozijideshengyinbinglengdixiangqi，“buyongkanyisheng。”
tabuzaikanta，zhuanshenkuaibuzoujinyiloudegongyongxishoujian，fanshousuoshanglemen。
binglengdeshuipozailianshang，shitujiaomiexintoudenuhuoheneigushuobuqingdaobumingdeweiqu。tataiqitou，kanzhejingzilizijicangbaidelianheyandiyayidehuoyan。
shenyan！nidaodixiangganshenme？！
yongershinianqiandehuiyijiaoluantadexinhu，zaiyongzuilengkudeyiwanghefouren，jiangtahenhentuikai？
tabatadangchengleshenme？yigekeyisuiyibonong、zhaozhijilaihuizhijiqudewanwuma？
linwanzuanjinlequantou，zhijiashenshenxianjinzhangxin。
hao。niyaoyan，wofengpeidaodi！
shangwudeluzhishiqingsongdehaibiansanbuhemoqiwendahuanjie。
linwanchedishouqilezuoyecancunderenheyisihunluanherouruan。talianshangguazhewuketiaotide、wenroudetidexiaorong，zouzaishenyanshenbian，baochizheqiadaohaochudejuli。
dangzhuchirenxiaozhewen：“shenlaoshi，ruguoyongyizhongdongwuxingrongnitaitai，nijuedeshishenme？”
shenyancetoukanlelinwanyiyan，yanshenpingjingwubo，chunjiaogouqiyisigongshihuadehudu：“maoba。anjing，duli。”
linwandexinxiangshibeixizhenzhaleyixia。anjing？duli？zheijiushitaduitazheibageyue“banyan”dezongjie？
talikeweixiaozhehuishishenyan，yanshenqingchewugu，shengyintianruan：“neiwoni？wojuedeshenyanxiang……ng，xiangxuebao！youshuaiyouqiangda，jiushiyoudianleng，rangrenbugankaojinni。”yuqidaizheqiadaohaochudejiaochenhechongbai。
【pu！xuebao！shenbiyu！linweishihuixingrongde！】
【shenyan：mao？yisishiguaiqiaodankeyoukewu？haolengdepingjia……】
【suliaofuqizaixianhuyan！linweizheibofanjikeyia！anchuochuoshuoshenyanlengbingbingbujinrenqing！】
【xiaosi，zheiliangrenzhenshibamaoheshenliwanchulexingaodu！】
shenyansihumeiliaodaotahuizheiyanghuiying，mouguangjibukechadishandongleyixia，shenshendikanletayiyan。neiyanshenfuzananbian，danhenkuaiyouhuifulepingjing。
“xiexietaitaikuajiang。”tadandanhuiying，yuqitingbuchuxinu。
luzhijianxi，linwanduzizoudaowurendelutaijiaoluo，xiangtoukouqi。
gangzhanding，shenhouchuanlaijiaobusheng。
shigeshouqizizhouyuan，yigexinggeshuanglangdenvren。tazoudaolinwanshenbian，dijitayipingshui，yanshendaizheyisiguanqieheyouyu。
“weiwei，”zhouyuanyadileshengyin，kanlekansizhou，quedingmeiyoujingtouhemaikefeng，“ni……haihaoba？”
linwanlengleyixia，jieguoshui：“tinghaodeya，zhoujie。”
zhouyuantanlekouqi，yanshenshiyileyixiayuanchuzhengzaihedaoyanshuohuadeshenyan：“biemanwole。zuotiannibalai，haiyoujintianzaoshang……womendoutingdaolediandongjing。”tazhideshizuoyelinwan“shuaixiachuang”deshengxiang。
tacoudegengjinxie，shengyinyadegengdi：“jieshiguolairen。shenlaoshitiaojianshihao，kezheirizi……lengnuanzizhi。ninianqingpiaoliang，hebizaiyikeshushangdiaosi？tingjieyijuquan，chenzhenianqing，gaiweizijidasuandasuan。”tadeyanshenyiyousuozhi，daizhequanlideanshi。
linwanwozheshuipingdeshouzhiweiweishoujin。zhouyuandehaoyitamingbai，kezheifenhaoyi，cikequexiangyibayan，sazailetazuoyegangbeisiliedeshangkoushang。
tagangxiangkaikoushuoxieshenme。
“林薇。”
yidaobinglengdeshengyinzishenhouxiangqi，daizheburongzhiyideyiwei。
linwanhezhouyuantongshiyijing，huitoukanqu。
shenyanbuzhiheshizhanzailelutairukouchu，liansechendenengdichushuilai。tademuguangrutongbingzhui，xianshisaoguozhouyuan，neiyanshenlidejinggaoyiweirangzhouyuanlianseyibai，xiayishidihoutuileyibu。suiji，neibinglengdeshixianlaolaosuodingzailinwanshenshang，daizheyizhongjinhushizhideyapogan。
“guolai。”tabochunweiqi，tuchulianggezi，shengyinbugao，quedaizheyizhonglingrenxinjidehanyi。neiyanshenruilirudao，fangfotaganweikangyimiao，jiuhuilikejiangtalingchi。
zhouyuanbeishenyanneiyiyankandejinruohanchan，gangadiduizhelinwanxiaolexiao，congconglikailelutai。
lutaishangzhishengxiatamenliangren。
haifengchuifuzhelinwaneqiandesuifa，taqueganjuebudaosihaoliangyi，zhijuedeshenyandemuguangxiangbingshui，jiaodetahunshenfaleng。
“shenxianshengyoushi？”linwanzhanzaiyuandimeidong，nuliweichizheshengyindepingjing，yanshenquedaizhehaobuyanshideshuliheyisijueqiangdetiaoxin。
shenyanmeiyouhuida，zhishimaikaizhangtui，yibubuchaotabijin。gaodadeshenyingdailaiqiangdadeyapogan，zhidaozaitamianqianyibuzhiyaotingxia。
taweiweifushen，kaojintadeerbian。neigushuxidelengliemuzhixiangqizaicixilai，hunhezhetashenshangteyoude、jijuqinlvexingdenanxingqixi。
“lineixieluanqibazaoderenyuandian。”tadeshengyinyadejidi，daizheyizhongbinglengde、burongzhihuidemingling，meiyigezidouqingxidizazailinwanermoshang，“jizhunideshenfen，shentaitai。”
tadeqixipenzaitadeerkuo，jiqiyizhenxiweidezhanli。danneihuayuzhongdejinggaohekongzhiyu，quexiangyipenbingshui，chedijiaoxilelinwanxinzhongzuihouyidianyinzuoyezhenxiangershengqidebolan。
身份？沈太太？
yigebeitayongxieyimailai、keyisuiyibaibu、lianjiaopengyoudouyaobeitazhishouhuajiaode“wupin”ma？
zuoyeneidiguntangdelei，neijujuewangde“zhaoleniershinian”，cikehuixiangqilai，zhishengxiajudadefengci！
linwanmengditaiqitou，yingshangtaneishuangshenbujiandi、cikequexiemanzhangkongyudeheimou。tayandizuihouyisiwenduyetunqule，zhishengxiabinglengde、jianruidechaofeng。
“shenxianshengfangxin，”tadeshengyinqingleng，rutongsuibingpengzhuang，“xieyihaishengsangeyuelingershiqitian。wohuihaohaobanyanninde‘shentaitai’，zhidao……yipailiangsan。”
taqingxidikandao，zaitashuowan“yipailiangsan”sigezideshunjian，shenyandetongkongmengdishousuo！fangfobeishenmejianruidedongxihenhencizhong。
tazhoushenneigubinglengqiangshideqichang，sihuchuxianleyisijiqixiweideliehen。juezhetashoubeideshouzhi，yejibukechadishoujinleyixia。
但仅仅是一瞬。
xiayimiao，tadeyanshenbiandegengjiayoushenbingleng，xiangshibaofengxuelailinqiandesiji。
“henhao。”tazhiqishen，jugaolinxiadikanzheta，bochungouqiyimobinglengdaojizhidehudu，“jizhunijintiandehua。”
shuowan，tabuzaikantayiyan，zhuanshendabulikai，beiyingjiangyingerlengying。
linwanzhanzaiyuandi，haifengchuidetadanbodeshentiweiweifadou。takanzheshenyanxiaoshizailutaimenkoudebeiying，xinkoudeweizhi，yipianbinglengdemamu。
协议。身份。扮演。
haiyouneibeikeyiyiwangdezuoyeheershinian。
zheiyiqie，dougaijieshule。