jingyannajiangdeneitian，zhuchirenwenta，「zheixienianzheimenulideliyoushishenme？」jingyankanzhejingtou，
henrenzhendeshuo，「yinweigangruquandeshihou，wochadianjiubeirenbaoyangle。」guanzhongyipianhuaran，zhuchirenxiaodao，
「suoyijingxianshengshiweilebubeibaoyang，suoyicaiyizhizheimenulifendoudema？」
wangyoudoutijingyanxianghaoledenghuierderesou，shenzhiyouxiefensilianwenandouxiehaole，＃jingyanjujuechiruanfan＃，
＃jingyanyiluzoulai，jieshishili＃dengguanjianci。bijingjingyanzichudaoyilai，meiyougenrenherenchaoguofeiwen，
yemeiyourenhedehuabianxinwen，dajiadouxiangxintashigejieshenzihaodenanren。
kemeixiangdaojingyanjuranfourenzhuchirenshuodehua，「bushi，gangchudaoneihuier，wozhudongwentayaobuyaobaoyangwo，
kexitashuowopeibushangta，jishishiyibaoyangdeguanxi。」「suoyizheiliunianyilai，woyizhizainulimoliziji，
xiwangyouyitiantanengkandejianwo。」⒈wozuozaitaixiakanzhetaishangdebanjiangdianli，youxiehentiebuchenggang，
fenfuzhuli「denghuierjiaorenbazheiduanjiandiao，zheicaigangzuoshangyingdideweizhijiukaishipiaole？」zhuliqueshuo，
zheiduanjianbule，yinweishizhibo。wanqiu，xianzaiquanguorenmindouzhidaojingyanshigelizhichiruanfandenanrenle。
wodengletajingjirenyiyan，zhuanshenhuilegongsi。shoujiyizhizaizhuoshangzhendong，chaodewoxinfan。
wosuoxingzhijieguanleji，gongsilineiqunlaojiahuoyisishixiantinglejingyansuoyoudegongzuo，
likaijingtoulengchuliyiduanshijianjiuhao，fanzhengwangyoushimeiyoujiyide。「buxing，xianzaidemingxinggengdiehuandaidekuai，
tingletadegongzuo，shixiangbianxiangdexuezangtama？」woduitinglejingyangongzuodeyijiantouyifanduideyipiao，
gongsihaoburongyipeiyangchuta，yaoqianzhengshilihaideshihou，zenmeneng“fang”tayiduanshijiandejia？
keneiqunjiahuosihugengjidong，tamenpaizhezhuozi，「xiaojiangzong，womenchengrenniguanligongsishibijiangzonggengyouyitao，
kemeiciguanhujingyandeshiqing，nihaoxiangdoushizaiwutiaojiandeweihuta！」「shiaxiaojiangzong，
mingxingsixiaruhewomenbuguan，kechuxianzairenhejingtouli，tamensanguanbixuyaozheng。
ruoshijingyanxianzaihaidayaodabaidejixupaixi，woxiangxinyulundehouguo，xiaojiangzongbuhuibuzhi。」
「tamenshuodedui，xiaojiangzong，womenshikaigongside，erbingbushikaiyigeweijingyanyigerenfuwudegongzuoshi，
nihaohaokaolvyixia，xiwangnibuyaoyiyiguxing。」shia，
wodangranzhidaojingyanmuqianbutaishihechuxianzaijingtouqianle，kewohendanxin，
danxintanulilezheimejiudechengguofuzhudongliu。zuihouwohaishituoxiele，juedingxianfangjingyanyiduanshijiandejiazaishuo。
wozhengshifanzaodeshihou，jingyanquejinlewodebangongshi，tameiyouhewojieshitadeyouzhixingwei，
fanerzhiwenwoweishenmelaheileta。woyidiandoubuxianglita，zhimaitouchulizhewodegongzuo。
wairenmianqiangaolengdejiahuo，rensheiyexiangbudaotasidixiagenyikuaigoupigaoyaoside，
chanzhenideshihoushuaidoushuaibudiao。taraozaiwobeihou，anniezhewofajiangdejianjing，
yuqimingxianruolejifendetaohaowo。woduitadetaidubushihenhao，jinggaota「ruguobushinige，
wozhendebuhuizaiguanni。」tadongzuoweidun，yuqitingqilaiyouxiebugaoxing。「niduiwodeteshu，
nandaoquanshiyinweisonglinyima？」yidiandoumeiyouzhangda，wozhizhemenrangtachuqu。jingyanxingsong，jiaosongjingyan，
zhishitabuxiangkaosongjiadeguanxi，suoyizaiyulequanyinlexingshi。⒉wanshangsonglinyiyuelewochifan，
zaibashibacengdedinglou，jinbihuihuang。zhanzaichuangqian，wokanbuqingxiamianderenheche，zhijuedeyipiandenghuocuican，
tantuguangming。taduiwozhiqian，「jingyandeshirangnicaoxinle，zheiciwohuibatadaihuisongjia，
buhuizairangtatazuyulequanle。」wohuitoukanxiangta，xiayishidebuxiangrangsonglinyirucizuo，
wobankaiwanxiaodeshuo，「woshigeshangren，duiyujingyandetourubingbuwanquanshinideyuanyin。niyekandaole，
tadequeshigekesuzhicai，yeshizaishihechizheiwanfan。rujinsongzongxiangjiangjingyandaihuiqu，
neiwotouzideneixieqianbuquankuilema？zheishiwobutongyi。」tazhoulezhoumei，sihumeixiangdaowohuijujueta。
「laoyezibuhuizairangsongjingyanjixuzaiwaidiurenxianyanle，jiangwan，womenliangjiajijianglianyin，
songshiyujiangshijijiangchengweiyijiaren，xiangxinniyebuyuanyirangtadechoumingshengbojile**。」「kuangqie，
xingtuyulezhishijiangshiqixiayigeweibuzudaodeyulegongsieryi，
woxiangxinnibuhuiguoduotourujinglidaozheigezigongsi。dangran，ruguonishizaixuyaobuchang，
neiwoyuanyirangchuchengnandeneikuaidi。」jingyanzhangdehenhaokan，zuoweitadegege，songlinyiyechabuleduoshao。
kesonglinyijinsibianyanjingdebeihou，wozongganjueshenbujiandi。tataiguoyulengjing，yetaiguoyuwuqing，
fangfosuoyoushiqingdoukeyigongshigongban，wurenherenqingkejiang。zheiyangderen，shiwozuiheshidelianyinduixiang。
ke……woxiangdaoxiawujingyanfennu，weiqu，buyuedengduobiandebiaoqing，songlinyiduibiqilai，
shizaishixianggejiqiren，woduihunhoudeshenghuofangfoyiyannengwangdedaotou。taqueshishigehegedelianyinduixiang，
ketaquebuhuishiyigehegedezhangfu。woyaoleyaotou，「jishijingyanxianzaizhanzaiyulundefengkoushang，
danxingtuyulexianzaiyebushihehetajieyue，zheishihuitouwoqinziqugensonglaoyezijieshi。」songlinyibuzhikefou，
tazhijiangsongshijituankandezhongyao，jingyanzheigedidi，tasihuzhixiwangjingyanbiezhanbiansongshidegaocengweizhi。
gongguanneibianyijingpupinglelu，mingtianzhidengjingyanchumianjieshiyixia，anfuyixiafensijiuxing，zhiyubiede，
shijianhuidanhuayiqie。hesonglinyichiwanfanhou，woyiweiwojieshulejintiandegongzuoheyingchou，
sijijiangchekaidaomenkou，wogangzuojinqu，chemenquebeiyizhishouanzhu。woshixianshunzhewangshang，
juranshiquanfuwuzhuangdejingyan。chadianyaobeitaqixiao，baitiantonglezheimedadelouzi，
wanshanghaigandayaodabaidechuxianzaishizhongxinfanhualuduan。「bashousongkai。」woyuyaoguanshangchemen，
taquejiangzhebusongshou，jiuzheimezhilenglengdezhanzhehewojiaojing。「nidaodiyaogan……」「wu……」
huahaimeishuowan，jingyanjuranyizhishoufuzhechemen，lingyizhishouanzhuwodehounaoshao，bawodehuadulehuiqu。
⒊wojingmeixiangdaotadanzihaizheimeda，liunianqiantahesonglaoyezichaojia，feiyaojinyulequan。
songlaoyeziduanletadeyiqiejingjilaiyuan，tapaolaizhaowo，wenwoyaobuyaobaoyangtazheigeshibaxianxiaomingxing。
wobeitazheihuaqixiaole，woquanziliderenyigebiyigejuan，wohaishidiyicizhenshidekanjianyigewanku，
zheigewankujuranhaidadandeyaowoyangta。songjiadoubuyuanyiyangdewanku，wopingshenmeyaoyang？zheiliunianlai，
tadaoshizhengleyigeyingdidemingtou，woyiweixianshiyijingmopingletadelengjiao，quemeixiangdao，liunianhoudejintian，
taganzhijieqiangwenwole。woyibazhuazhutachenshandelingkou，qingqingyilatajiushunshidiejinlecheli。
woyijiaotidaotaxiaotui，「nibuxiangzaiyulequanhunlejiuhaohaodetuiquan，lawodianbeisuanshenmeshi？」
tacalecazuijiaoganggangchunchichanraojiandekoushui，meiyanhanxiaodewenwo，「buhunle，jiangjiejiebaoyangwo？」
「quni……」zaiwoyijuguocuijiangyaochukoushi，jingyanyouzaiwozuichunshangqingzhuoleyixia，「yaobuyaobaoyangwo？」
wodingzheta，tadelianzhangdehenhaokan，wanrutianshangyueyibanmingmei，shencaihexueliyeshidingjiande，
chushengengshihaodebudele，weishenmeshizhongjiufeiyaorangrenbaoyangtani？woyongshizhigouqitadexiaba，
「zaiguobujiu，nijiubunengjiaowojiangjiejiele，womashanghuishinidesaosao。」tayouyishunjiandelengshen，danhenkuai，
tayouxipixiaoliancouwogengjin。「yexubuhuini？songlinyineijiahuozhengtianzhizhidaogongzuo，
kuangqietanianjizheimedale，nalinengrangjiangjiejiekaixin？」jianwobufanbota，jingyandanzigengdale，
tahanzhuwoerchuideruanrou，「jiangjiejie，shishiwo？」jingyanshuodemeicuo，
nianjixiaodequeshibinianjidadeyaohaoyixie。wokanzhetadehuisekuzi，goulegouchun，batadaihuilejia。woxiang，
wozhuanzheimeduoqian，jishixingleyouruhe？⒋diertianzaoshangxinglai，
mandisanluodeyiwufangfozhangshizhezuowandefengkuang。jingyanchengzhetou，fushenzaiwozuijiaoluoxiayiwen，「wanwan，
zaoan。」「xianzaizenmebujiaowojiangjiejiele？」tatiaoletiaomei，kanxiangwobojingchutadechuangzuo，
yuqimingxianbizuotianyoudiqiduole。「womenzheizhongguanxi，jiaojiejiecaibuheshini。」taweiwochuanshangyifu，
weiwoxishu。woyeleyixiangshoulaizitadefuwu，kantazaiwomianqianmanglaimangqu，woshenzhiwobashuodedui，
youleqian，yiqiedouhuiyoude。zaiwochumenqian，taqingqingyongzhuwo，「wanwan，wanshangwozuohaofandengnixiaban。」
gangjinbangongshi，zhulijiunachuguanyuchengnanneikuaidideziliao，shuoshi**dejingbiaodingzaiyizhouhou。
songshihewomenjiangshidouzaijingzhengzheikuaidi，zuowansonglinyishuodehaoting，zheikuaidizuoweibuchangrangjiwo。
shijishangzheikuaidiyagenyebushitade。tashuode“rang”，wufeijiushituichuzheichangjingbiaobale。women**，
yebushiwanquanzhengbuguotamen，lusisheishouhaibuyidingni。zheiyeshiwobutongyijieyuejingyandeyuanyinzhiyi，
nazheikuaihaimeiyouyingzidedipilaihuyouwo，songlinyilianpiyeshigouhoude。worangzhulichuandaxiaqu，
zheikuaidiwomenyaobuyiyulidezhengqudao。zhishishihaimeichuliwan，xingtuyuleneibiandegongguangenwoshuo，
jingyanjujuechumian，gengjujuechengqingtarechulaideshi。jingyanhaidayanbucandehewojiang，tashuodeshishihua，
meiyouchengqingdebiyao。haohaohao，tazhendeshihaodebudele。jirantadeqiantubuxiangyaole，
neiwohebigenzaitashenhoujitaca**，woyoubushitama。woxiawutiqianhuilejia，jingyanyishenjiajufu，
zaichufangliweizheweiqun。tajianwohuilai，youxiejingya，quehaishigaoxingdeduanchuyijingxihaodewoaichideshuiguo。
「wanwan，nizaidengdeng，caiyihuijiuhao。」wokanzhetazaichufanglimangliudeshenying，
xinzhongqueyongqiyigumomingdefanzao。jingyandeguzhiherenxing，rangwokaishihuaiyi，
wozheijinianzaitashenshanghuafeidexinsihejinglishifoubaifei。「jingyan，」wodaduanletademangliu，
「nizhendebudasuanchengqingma？」tazhuanguoshen，yanshenzhongdaizheyisijueqiang，「woweishenmeyaoweizheigewentidaoqian？
woshiren，woyinggaiyouzijideganqing，erbushixianggetixianmuouyiyangrensuoyourenbaibu。」woshenxileyikouqi，
shitupingfuqingxu，「nizheiyanghuihuilenideshiye。」「shiye？」taqingmiedixiaolexiao，
「woconglaijiubuzaihuneixie。」wozhouqilemeitou，「neinixiangyaoshenme？」tafangxiashouzhongdechuju，
zoudaowomianqian，「woxiangyaode，shini。」taxiangyaoqinwo，shitulaizhengmingtaduiwodeaiyi。
woceshenbikaitadewen，xinzhongyongqidebushigandong，ershiyiguqiangliedefennu。jingyandeguzhirangwogandaowuli，
tasihuzongshinengqingyidiraoluanwodejihuahexinqing。「jingyan，」wojinliangrangzijideshengyintingqilaipingjing，
「nibunengzongshizheiyangrenxing。」taquesihubingbulijiewodedanyou，fanergengjiajiandingdishuo：「wojiushiwo，
wobuxiangchengweibierenshouzhongdeqizi。」wotanlekouqi，「nizheiyang，zhihuirangsonglaoyezigengjiakanbuqini。」
jingyandeyanshenzhongshanguoyisifuzadeqingxu，「kanbuqijiukanbuqiba，wozaojiubuzaihutadekanfale。」
wochenmolepianke，ranhouhuanhuankaikou：「nibuzaihu，wozaihu。wobuxiangyinweiniderenxing，
yingxiangdaozhenggegongsideliyi。」talengleyixia，sihumeixiangdaowohuizheimeshuo。「jingyan，