wonianxinqianwan，quejujuejiebashiwanjiyanglewoershiwuniandejiujiuzhibing。quanjiadouzaimawochusheng，
laopogengshizhijieshoushidongxizhunbeihuiniangjia，shuowoshigemeiyouliangxindebaiyanlang。womeiyoulanta。tazouhou，
wodakaileneigechenfengershiniandetiehezi。limianshiwofumudesiwangzhengming，
yijijiujiudangnianqianxiadecaichandaiguanxieyi。diertian，wodaizhelvshiheyifenxindeqinzijiandingbaogao，
qiaoxianglejiujiujiademen。01laojiudeloudaoli，hunzazheyouyan、meijunhelianjiakongqiqingxinjideweidao，
xiangyizhangzhannidewang，guozhumeiyigejinlaideren。wozhanzaijiujiujiamenqian，shenshanggaodingxizhuangdeyangmaozhigan，
yuzhouweideyiqiegegeburu。menkaile。jiumalicuihuaneizhangduimanzhezidelianshang，
shunjianjichuyigereqieyoudaizheyisisuanjidexiaorong。“yo，chenmo，nikesuanlaile！xiangtongle？
nijiujiutangzaiyiyuan，kejiudengnizheibijiumingqianle！”tayibianshuo，yibianreqingdiyaolailawodegebo，
yanjingqueyueguowodejianbang，wangwoshenhoukan，xiangshizaiquerenwoyoumeiyoudaizhipiao。ketingli，
woneiershiqisuidebiaodizhanghao，damajindaodixianzaishafali，zhengditoumengchuoshoujipingmu，
youxiyinxiaokaidezhentianxiang，lianyanpidoumeitaiyixia。“qiandailailema？”tatouyebutaidiwen，
yuqilisuodangran，fangfowobushitadebiaoge，ershiqianletaqiandezhaizhu。womeiyouhuida，
zhishipingjingdiceguoshen。woshenhou，chuanzheyishenbitingheixizhuang、daizhejinsiyanjing、qizhilengjundewanglvshi，
chuxianzaitamenmianqian。licuihualianshangdexiaorong，shunjianninggule。zhanghaoyezhongyucongshoujilitaiqitou，meitoujinsuo，
yanshenlichongmanleshenshihebunaifan。“chenmo，nishenmeyisi？daigewairenlaiganshenme？”wozoujinwuzi，
wanglvshigenzaiwoshenhou，suishouguanshanglemen，gejueleloudaolikuitandemuguang。
wohuanshizhezheigewozhuleshijiniande“jia”。shuxidejiaju，shuxidebaishe，
meiyijianwupinshangdousihucanliuzhewotongnianshiyayideqixi。wojianggongwenbaolideyifenwenjianfuyinjianchouchulai，
qingqingfangzaineizhangyounidechajishang。“jiuma，ershiwunianqian，wowusui，fumuyiwaiqushi，
liuxiasantaoweiyushizhongxindefangchan，liangjianyanjieshangpu，yijisanshiwanxianjin。”wodeshengyinhenpingwen，
meiyouyisibolan，xiangzaichenshuyizeyuzijiwuguandexinwen。
“genjuzheifenyouwowaigongwaipozuoweijianzhengrenqianzihuayadexieyi，zheixiecaichan，
quanbuyoujiujiuzhangjianguodaiweibaoguan，zhidaowonianmanshibazhousui。”chajishang，
neifen《caichandaiguanxieyi》defuyinjian，heizhibaizi，xiangyidaojinglei，pisuileketinglixuweidewenqing。
licuihuadelian，yirouyankejiandesudu，congjiangyingzhuanweishabai。jimiaozhongdesijihou，
tamengdibaofachujianlidejiaosheng。“nihushuobadaoshenme！chenmonifengle！”taxiangyizhibeicaileweibademao，
quanshendemaodouzhaleqilai。“nifumudangnianchushi，jiuliuledanweineidiankeliandefuxujin！nichiwomenjiade，
hewomenjiade，banilachezheimeda，neixieqianzaojiuhuaguangle！nixianzaiweilebujinijiujiuzhibing，
lianzheizhongxiasanlandehuanghuadoubiandechulai？nihaishibushiren！”shafashangdezhanghaomengdishuaidiaoshouji，
yibucuandaowomianqian，shouzhijihuchuodaowodebizishang。“chenmo**jiushigebaiyanlang！chusheng！
wobazhenshiyangletiaodushe！weilebashiwan，nijiuweizaowenjianlaizhoutasishiba！
”tadetuomoxingzidoukuaipendaowodejingpianshang。woyidongbudongdikanzheta，jingpianhoudeyanshenbingleng。“xieyishang，
youwaigongwaipodeqianmingheshouyin，haiyoujiujiuzhangjianguodeqinbiqianming。baizhiheizi，jubeifalvxiaoli。
”“weizaode！doushiniweizaode！”licuihuajiankonghewuxiao，likegaibianlecelve。
ta“putong”yishengzuodaodishang，kaishipaizhedatui，yibabitiyibaleidiganhaoqilai。“wodelaotianyea！
womenzhangjiashizaoleshenmeniea！yangleershiduoniandeqinwaisheng，xianzaifalecai，jiuburenrenlea！
”“tajiujiuweileta，leichuleyishenbing，xianzaitangzaiyiyuanlidengsi，tadaohao，
nazhebuzhidaonaligaolaidejiawenjian，paolaijialibiwomena！
”“nibamazaitianzhilingyaoshizhidaonizheimeduiwomen，doubudeanninga！nizheigetiandaleipidechusheng！
”tadekuhaoshengchuantoulebobodemenban，loudaolilikexiangqilelinjumenqieqiesiyudeshengyin，
haiyourenzhuangzhedanziqiaomen。“laozhangjiazenmele？zenmekuchengzheiyang？”“shibushitajianeigewaisheng，
tingshuochuxile，nianxinhaojibaiwanni！”“hai，yueyouqiandeyuekoumen，gujishibukennaqianjitajiujiuzhibingba。
”zhizhidiandiandeshengyin，gezhemenfengqingxidichuanjinlai。licuihuakudegenglaijingle，
fangfozijishiquantianxiazuiweiqudeshengmu。womianwubiaoqingdikanzhetajingzhandebiaoyan，neixinhaowubolan，
shenzhiyouxiexiangxiao。ershiwunianle，haishizheiyitao。wocetouduiwanglvshishuo：“wanglvshi，mafanni，
yongshoujibaxianchangqingkuangluxialai。baokuotamendeyanxing。”wanglvshilengjingdidiandiantou，juqileshouji。
kandaoneiheidongdongdeshexiangtou，licuihuadekushengkaleyixiaqiao。tameixiangdaowojuranhuilaizheiyishou。
duanzandecuoehou，shigengmengliedefengkuang。tamengdicongdishangyiyueerqi，xiangyitoufafengdemushou，
sihouzhechaowopuguolai，mubiaomingque——wofangzaizhuoshangdeneifenwenjian。
“wosilenizheigexiaochushengweizaodedongxi！”tadezhijiayouzhangyoujian，daizheyiguyuxingwei，
zhizhidichaowodelianzhualai。womeiyoudong。wanglvshiyibushangqian，dangzaiwomianqian，
yongtajianshuodeshentixingchengleyidaojianshidepingzhang，binglengjingdizhuazhulelicuihuadeshouwan。“zheiweinvshi，
qingnilengjing。renheshituhuimiezhengjuherenshengongjidexingwei，douhuibeijiluxialai，chengweichengtangzhenggong。
”tadeshengyinbugao，quedaizhefalvcongyezheteyoudeweiyan。licuihuabeitazhuazhe，zhengtuobude，
zhinengxianggepofuyiyangfengkuangdiniudongshenti，zuilipenchuzuiedudezhouma。“nisuangeshenmedongxi！
zheishiwomendejiashi！gunchuqu！”“chenmonizheigeaiqiandaode！nibudehaosi！wozhounichumenbeichezhuangsi！
”zhanghaoyechongshanglai，xiangtuikaiwanglvshi，quebeiwanglvshiyigelinglideyanshenjizhenshezhule。
zheigecongxiaobeiyangfeiledejuying，zhihuizaijialiheng，zhenyushangyingcha，likejiusongle。wokanzheyanqianzheichunaoju，
kanzhejiumaniuqufengkuangdelian，kanzhebiaodiselineirendesongyang。tamendejinghuang，tamendeshicuo，
tamendeqijibaihuai，xiangyidaokaiweicai，rangwoyayileershiwuniandexiongqiang，zhongyutoujinleyisixinxiankongqi。
zheizhishigekaishi。wofulefujinsiyanjing，shengyinyijiupingjingdemeiyouyisiqifu。“jiuma，
zheizhishiyifenfuyinjian。yuanjian，yijidangniansuoyoufangchan、shangpudezhengmingwenjian，douzaiyinxingdebaoxianjuli。
”“wojintianlai，bushigennimenshangliang，shitongzhinimen。”“congjintianqi，shuyuwofumudeyiqie，
wohuiyifenbushaodi，quanbunahuilai。”shuowan，wobuzaikantamen，zhuanshenxiangmenkouzouqu。“wanglvshi，
womenzou。”wanglvshisongkailicuihua，houzhexiangyitanlanniyiyangtanruanzaidi。womendakaimen，
menwaizhanmanlekanrenaodelinju。tamenkanzhewo，yanshenlichongmanlebiyihezhize。wowushiletamen，
jingzhichuanguorenqun。shenhou，shilicuihuahezhanghaogengjiaxiesidilidezhouma。“baiyanlang！nihuizaobaoyingde！
”womeiyouhuitou。baoying？shide，baoyinglaile。buguo，shinimendebaoying。
02likaineidonglingrenzhixidejuminlou，zuojinwanglvshidecheli，
wocaiganjuedaozijidehoubeiyijingbeilenghanjinshi。bushihaipa，shiyayiduoniandefennuhehenyi，
zaisikaidiyidaokouzihou，bushoukongzhidifanyongshanglai。wodeshouzaiweiweifadou。
wanglvshiconghoushijinglikanlewoyiyan，diguolaiyipingshui。“chenzong，diyibuhenchenggong。tamenyijingluanlezhenjiao。
”woningkaipinggai，guanleyidakoubingliangdekuangquanshui，caimianqiangyaxiahoulonglidexingtian。
“tamenbuhuishanbaganxiude。”woshuo。“dangran。”wanglvshiyuqipingdan，“falvshiwuqi，
danyulunshizhanchang。jiexialai，niyaoyouxinlizhunbei。”wodangranyouzhunbei。wotailejietamenle。
dangsaposhualaiwuxiaohou，tamenzuishanzhangdewuqi，jiushi“enqing”he“daode”。guobuqiran，
chezihaimeikaidaogongsi，wodeshoujijiuzhale。diyigedalaideshiwodayi。dianhuayijietong，
taneibiaozhixingdedasangmenjiuhouleguolai：“chenmo！nishibushifengle！nijiujiuhaizaiyiyuantangzhe，
niyaobisitama？takeshiniqinjiujiu！yangleniershiwuniana！”“weileqian，
nilianqinjiujiudemingdoubuyaole？nideliangxinbeigouchile？”woyiyanbufaditingzhe，zhidaotamaleile，
chuanzhecuqi。wocaidandandiwen：“dayi，mawanlema？”talengleyixia。“mawanwoguale，wohaiyaogongzuo。
”bujitazaicipaoxiaodejihui，wozhijieqiaduanledianhua，lahei。jinjiezhe，shiergudedianhua，sanjiudedianhua，
gezhongbaganzidabuzhedeyuanfangqinqi，xiangshanglianghaoleyiyang，lunfanshangzhen。tamendehuashujingrendiyizhi。
wufeijiushi“yangyuzhiendaguotian”、“zuorenbunengwangben”、“qiancaidoushishenwaizhiwu，
qinqingzuizhongyao”、“nijiujiuduinineimehao，nizenmenengzheimehenxin”。
tamenmeigerendouzhanzaidaodedezhigaodianshang，duiwojinxingzhezuiyanlideshenpan，
fangfowobushiyigebeiqintunlejuecaichandeshouhaizhe，ershiyigeshiebushedezuiren。
womeiyougentamenzhengbianyiju。yinweiwozhidao，genyiqunbeixinaohuozhechuaizhemingbaizhuanghutuderen，
shijiangbutongdaolide。wozhishipingjingdi，jieyige，laheiyige。zhidaoshoujichedianjingxialai。dakaiweixin，
jiazuqunyijingzhakaileguo。jibaitiaoweiduxinxi，touxiangbuduanshanshuo。wodianjinqu，zuixindexiaoxi，
shijiujiuzhangjianguofalaideyiduanyuyin。wodiankai。tingtonglichuanlaitaxuruo、siya，
quechongmanle“beitong”deshengyin。“wozheibeizi……zhenshixialeyana……wobatadangqinshengerziyiyangyangda，
chizuihaode，chuanzuihaode……xianzai，wobingle，xuyaotale，taque……taquenazhejiawenjian，
yaowodeminga……”“wozhangjianguo……buhuole……jiudangmeiyangguozheigechusheng……”tadeshengyindaizhekuqiang，
zhongjianhaijiazazhejishengjuliedekesou，tingqilaigewaiqican，fangfoxiayimiaojiuyaoduanqi。
qunlilikebeigezhonganweiheduiwoputiangaididezhoumayanmeile。dayi：“jianguonibiezheimeshuo！
womendouzhidaonideweiren！nijiushitailaoshile，caiyangchuzheimegebaiyanlang！”ergu：“jiushi！
chenmozheigexiaochusheng，zaowanyaozaotianqian！”ranhou，biaodizhanghaofaleyipianshengqingbingmaodexiaozuowen。
biaotishi：《woneinianxinqianwandebiaoge，shiruheyibububisiyangyuta25niandeqinjiujiude》。wenzhangli，
tabawosuzaochengyigecongxiaojiuxinjishenchen、zisizili，zhangdahougengshibeijinqianfushilelinghun，
wangenfuyi、sangxinbingkuangde**xiaoren。tabawonianxinqianwanhewojiujiujixubashiwanzhibingjinxingleqianglieduibi，
bawosuzaochengleyigexianshibande“nongfuyushe”。zuiedudeshi，tahaipeishanglejizhangtu。
yizhangshijiujiuqiaocuiditangzaibingchuangshang，chazheyangqiguandezhaopian。yizhangshiwoqianjitiancanjiacaijingluntanshi，
yiqifengfadizhanzaitaishangdezhaopian。haiyouyizhang，shiwoheqizilinxiaozaipengyouquanshaidemaerdaifudujiazhao。
judadefancha，jijushandongxing。zheipianwenzhangbujinfazailejiazuqun，haibeitafadaolewangshang，
bingqie@lejigebendideyingxiaohao。pinglunqu，haowuyiwaidi，yipianmasheng。“**，zheihaishirenma？
yangyuzhienjiuzhibashiwan？tanianxinkeshiqianwana！”“zheizhongrenjiugaibeileipi！xianshibannong-fuyushe！
”“renrouta！rangtashehuixingsiwang！”“jianyitagongsibatakaile，zheizhongrenpin，
liuzaishehuishangyeshigehuohai！”yulun，xiangyizhangwuxingdejuwang，shunjianjiangwobaoguo。woshenzhinengxiangxiangdao，
gongsitongshimenkandaozheixiexinwenshi，huiyongshenmeyangdeyanshenkanwo。guoran，gangzoujinbangongshi，
wojiuganjuedaoleqifendeguiyi。pingrilireqingdazhaohudetongshi，jintiandoudizhetoujiazhuangmangliu，
danneipiaoxiangwode、daizhetanjiuhebiyideyanshen，quexiangzhenyiyangzhazaiwoshenshang。
shenzhiyoupingshigenwoguanxibucuodetongshi，zouguowoshenbianshi，yinyangguaiqidilaileyiju：“yo，chenzong，
shangresoulea，gongxigongxi。”womianwubiaoqingdizuoxia，dakaidiannao，fangfoshenmedoumeifasheng。wozhidao，
zheizhishikaishi。zuizhimingdeyidao，laiziwozuiqinjinderen。shoujizhendongleyixia，shilinxiaodalaide。
wohuakaijieting。dianhuaneitou，shitapibeibukan，youdaizhenongnongkuqiangdeshengyin。“chenmo，nidaodixiangganshenme！
nizhibuzhidao，wobamadedianhuadoukuaibeiqinqidabaole！”“suoyourendoushuowojialegebaiyanlang，
shigemeiyouliangxindechusheng！woyihouhaizenmezuoren！”tadeshengyinlichongmanleweiquhezhize，
quemeiyouyijuguanxinwodechujing。wochenmolepianke，xinzangmougedifang，chuanlaiyizhenshuxideduntong。
wofanwenta：“suoyi，niyejuede，neifencaichandaiguanxieyi，shiwoweizaode？”dianhuaneitou，
shizhangjiudechenmo。zheichenmo，birenheyuyandougengshangren。guolexujiu，
tacaiyongyizhongjinhuaiqiudeyuqishuo：“chenmo，suanwoqiunile，xingbuxing？qianwomenjie，bashiwaneryi，
womennadechulai！biezainaole，haoma？”“womenbaqianjiejita，duzhusuoyourendezui，zheijianshijiuguoqule。
womenhainengxiangyiqianyiyanghaohaoguorizi。”“jiusuan……jiusuanneifenxieyishizhende，
neiyeshiyangleniershiwunianderena！nizenmenengzheimejueqing！nibunengzheimeduinijiujiua！”“jueqing？
”wozhongfuzhezheigeci，yigujiazazhebinglenghebaonudeqingxu，mengdicongxiongqianglizhakai。ershiwunian。
ershiwuniandejirenlixia，ershiwuniandejingshennvedai，ershiwuniandeqiaoguxisui。zaitakouzhong，
zhiqingpiaopiaodihuachengle“yangyuzhien”。erwodefankang，wodeqingsuan，zebeidingyiwei“jueqing”。
woshenzhinengtingdaozijixiongqiangli，neikebeiyayiletaijiudexin，fachubukanzhongfudeaiming。
neigenmingwei“lizhi”dexian，jihujiuyaobengduan。woguaduanledianhua。meiyouzhengchao，meiyoujieshi。
yinweizaitashuochu“jiusuanneishizhende”neiyike，womenjiuyijingwanle。wokanzhechuangwai。jinrongqudegaoloudasha，
zaihuimengmengdetiankongxia，xiangyizuozuobinglengdegangtieconglin。meiyouyisiyangguang。rutongwoanwutianrideguoqu。
woyiweilinxiaoshiweiyinengzhaojinwoshengminglideneishuguang。xianzaiwocaimingbai，neibushiguang。neizhishilingyizuo，
shituyong“shisu”he“daode”laikunzhuwodelaolong。shoujibeiwoniedegezhizuoxiang。wobishangyan，
shenxiyikouqi，zaizhengkaishi，yandisuoyoudeqingxu，wulunshicitong，haishishengnu，doujinshutunqu，
zhishengxiajueduidelengjing。tamenxiangyongyulunjiaoshawo。tamenxiangrangwozhongpanqinli，guidiqiurao。tamenyiwei，
zheiyangjiunengrangwoqufu。tamencuole。tamenyueshizheiyang，wofuchoudejuexin，jiuyueshijianding。
jirantamenxihuanbashiqingnaoda。neiwojiupeitamen，wanyichanggengdade。03diertian，womeiyouqugongsi，
ershizhijiekaichequlewowaigongwaipojia。liangweilaorennianshiyigao，waipohaiyouxielaonianchidai，shihaoshihuai，
danwaigongdenaozihaihenqingchu。wobacaichandaiguanxieyideyuanjianjitamenkan。waigongdaizhelaohuajing，zhandouzheshou，
mosuozheshangmiantahewaipodeqianminghehongshouyin，hunzhuodelaoyanli，shunjianxumanleleishui。
“zuoniea……zhenshizuoniea……”talaoleizongheng，zuilibutingdiniantaozhe：“nibamazoudeshihou，
qiandingningwanzhufu，rangwoheniwaipokanhaojianguo，bierangtadongwaixinsi……meixiangdao，
tahaishi……”woanjingditingzhe，meiyoudaduanta。dengtaqingxushaoweipingfu，wocaishuo：“waigong，jintian，
woxiangqingninhewaipo，haiyoudayi、ergutamen，suoyouzaibendideqinqi，douquyitangjiujiujia。
”“woyaodangzhesuoyourendemian，jiwoziji，yejiwobama，yigejiaodai。”waigongkanzhewo，yanshenfuza，
zuizhongzhongzhongdidianlediantou。xiawusandian。jiujiujianeijianbudadeketingli，jimanleren。dayi、ergu、sanjiu，
haiyouyixiejiaobushangmingzideyuanfangqinqi，wuyangyangzuoleyiwuzi，xiangyichangshengdadeshenpan。jiujiuzhangjianguo，
beijiumalicuihuachanfuzhe，congyiyuan“qingjia”ganlehuilai。tachuanzhebinghaofu，lianselahuang，zuichunganlie，
kanshangquxuruobukan，fangfofengyichuijiuhuidao。tabeianpaizaiketingzhuweideshafashang，shenhoudianzhehouhoudekaozhen，
banyanzheyigebeiwozheige“buxiaowaisheng”shanghaizhishendexuruozhangbei。woyijinmen，
suoyourendemuguangdouxianglijianyiyangshexiangwo。ruguoyanshenkeyisharen，wodagaiyijingqianchuangbaikong。wodeqizi，
linxiao，yelaile。tazhanzairenqundezuiwaiwei，kaozhemenkuang，liansecangbai，
yongyizhongjiqishiwanghetongkudeyanshenkanzhewo，fangfozaikanyigewukejiuyaodemoshengren。womeiyoulihuirenheren，
jingzhizoudaoketingzhongyang，zaiwoteyirangwanglvshibanlaideyizhangyizishangzuoxia，yuzhuweishangdejiujiuyaoyaoxiangdui。
duizhidezitai，buyaneryu。“chenmo！nihaiganlai！nikankannibanijiujiubichengshenmeyangle！
”dayilvxianfanan。“jiushi！ganjinjinijiujiuguixiadaoqian！ranhoubawangshangneixieluanqibazaodedongxidouchele！
”ergufuhedao。“chenmoa，tingerguyijuquan，biezaizhimibuwule，huitoushiana！
”jiujiuzhangjianguozaizheishi，shishidifachujishengjuliedekesou，licuihualikeyinqindijitapaibeishunqi。
tahuanguoqilai，taiqiyishuanghunzhuoquechongmanle“tongxinjishou”deyanjingkanzhewo，shengyinzhandou。“mo……moa，
jiujiuzhidao，nixianzaichuxile，youqianle，kanbushangwomenzheixieqiongqinqile。
”“kenibuneng……bunengwanglebena！zheiershiwunian，wogennijiuma，jiusuanmeigonglao，yeyoukulaoba？
”“niyaoqian，jiujiukeyijini，dannibunengyongzheizhongweizaowenjiandefangshi，laichuonijiujiudexinwozia！
”tashengleijuxia，yifanhuashuodeshiqingzhenyiqie，ganrenfeifu。qinqimenfenfenfuhe，
niyiyanwoyiyudiduiwojinxingzhedaodeqianzeheqinqingguiquan。linxiaodeyanquanhongle，takanzhewo，zuichunxidong，
sihuxiangshuoshenme，danzuizhonghaishihuaweiyishengtanxi。woanjingdizuozaineili，dengtamensuoyourendoubiaoyanwanbi。
ketingli，jianjiananjingxialai。suoyourendoukanzhewo，dengzhewo“fanranhuiwu”，guidiqiurao。woxiaole。
woconggongwenbaoli，nachulediergeniupizhiwenjiandai。“jiujiu，nizongshuo，niweilezheigejiahanxinruku，
weilebiaodizhanghao，gengshiqingjinsuoyou。”“woshangdaxueneihuier，nigenwoshuojialikunnan，nabuchuxuefei。
kezhuantou，nijiujizhanghaomaileyiwankuaidediannao。”“wogongzuotouliangnian，nigenwoshuoyaojizhanghaozanqianmaihunfang，
qianqianhouhoucongwozheinazouleyibaiduowan。”“niduitazheigeerzi，kezhenshitaoxintaofeia。
”jiujiulianseyijiang，suijiyizhengyancidishuodao：“haohaoshinididi！wozheigedangdiede，weitaduofuchudian，
zenmele？！”“shima？”wozuijiaodexiaoyigengshenle，yegenglengle。womantiaosilidisikaiwenjiandaidefengkou，
conglimianchouchuyifenwenjian，shuaishourengzailechajishang，tuidaojiujiumianqian。“neinikankan，
nixinxinkuku、taoxintaofeiyangleershiduoniandehaoerzi，daodishisheidezhong！”neifenwenjian，
tankaizaizhangjianguomianqian。zuishangmianyixingjiacudeheitizi，xiangyibingzhongchui，
henhendizazailesuoyourendetianlinggaishang。——《guanyuzhangjianguoyuzhanghaoshifoucunzaiqinziguanxidejiandingbaogao》。
jielunbufen，neiyixingbinglengdedayinzi，gengshixiangsishendepanjueshu。
——“genjudnajiyinweidianbiduijieguo，buzhichizhangjianguoweizhanghaodeshengwuxuefuqin。”hong！zhenggeketing，
fangfobeitouxialeyike**。shijian，zaizheiyikejingzhile。suoyourendebiaoqing，douningguzailelianshang。
zhize、biyi、tongxin、shiwang……suoyoudeqingxu，zaishunjian，quanbubeijisui，
zhishengxiamangranhewufazhixindezhenjing。jiujiuzhangjianguodelian，congbingtaidelahuang，shunjianzhangchenglezhuganse，
ranhouyouzaichaneijiantundeganganjingjing，canbairuzhi。tadeshentikaishijuliedizhandou，xiangshifanleyangdianfeng。
tashenchuneizhihaizaidazhediandideshou，zhanzhanweiweidi、jihushipazhequgouneifenbaogao。
dangtadezhijianchupengdaoneibinglengdezhizhang，kanqingchushangmiandemeiyigezishi，tadehoulongli，
fachuyishengbusirenshengdeheheguaixiang。tapangbiandelicuihua，zaikandaoneifenbaogaodeshunjian，zhenggerenjiushale。
xuesecongtadelianshangshunjiantunqu，taxiangshibeichouzoulequanshendegutou，tanruanzaishafashang，yanshenkongdong，
zuichunduosuozhe，yigeziyeshuobuchulai。eryizhizhanzaipangbian，zhunbeisuishishanglaibangqiangmawodebiaodizhanghao，
gengshiruzaoleiji。tadaidaidikanzheneifenbaogao，youkankanmianrusihuidemuqin，hehunshenchouchude“fuqin”，
zhenggerenfangfobeidingzhule。wobinglengdeshengyin，zaizheiyipiansijizhong，qingxidixiangqi，qiaozaimeigerendexinshang。
“jiujiu，ninazhewofumuliuxiadexuehanqian，tinideqingdi，yangleershiqiniandeerzi。
”“niweilezheigeyezhong，yazhalewoershiwunian，kekouwodeshenghuofei，biwofangqilixiangdedaxue，
bawodangchengtikuanji。”“daotoulai，nihaifanguolaizhizewozheigeqinwaishengshibaiyanlang，shichusheng。
”wozhanqishen，jugaolinxiadikanzhetaneizhangniuqudelian，yiziyijudiwen：“zhangjianguo，nigaosuwo，
zheishishang，haiyoubizheigenghaoxiaodexiaohuama？”quanchangsiji。luozhenkewen。neixiegangcaihaiyifentianying，
duiwokouzhubifadeqinqimen，cikeyigegedouxiangbeiqiazhulebozideyazi，zhangzhezui，quefabuchurenheshengyin。
tamendelianshang，xiemanlehuangtang、zhenjing，heyisisi……kanhaoxidexingzailehuo。linxiaozhanzaimenkou，
yezaoyidairuomuji。tawuzhezui，buganzhixindikanzheyanqianzheikanbibadiandanggouxuejudeyimu，
neishuangkanxiangwodeyanjingli，zhongyubuzaishishiwang，ershichongmanlejingkonghe……yisiwokanbudongdehuiyi。
wokanzheyanqianzheifuzhongshengxiang。kanzheneigecengjingbawocaizaijiaoxia，
yong“enqing”dejiasuokunbanglewoershiwuniandenanren，zaixuelinlindezhenxiangmianqian，zunyansuilie，xinnianbengta。
neizhongcongguzilitouchulaidekuaiyi，rangwojihuyaoyangtianzhangxiao。zhongjideshuanggan，moguoyuci。
yongzuicanrendezhenxiang，shunjianxianfanniweishandepaizhuo，rangnicongdaodedeyunduan，zhizhizhuiruwanjiebufudediyu。
04zaizheiyipianlingrenzhixidehunluanzhong，neixiebeiwokeyichenfengleershiwuniandejiyi，rutongjuedidehongshui，
xiongyongerlai。wusuineinian，fumuzaiyichangliqidechehuozhongshuangshuanglishi。zanglishang，qinqimenweizaiyiqi，
shangliangzhewodeguishu。zuihou，shijiujiuzhangjianguo，paizhexiongfu，yilian“zhonghoulaoshi”dizhanchulai。
“dajiehejiefujiuliuxiazheimeyigendumiao，woshitaqinjiujiu，wobuyangsheiyang？yihou，chenmojiushiwoqinerzi！
”waigongwaipohesuoyouqinqi，douduitazanbujuekou，shuowominghao，yudaolezheimeyigeyouqingyouyidehaojiujiu。
yushi，wozhujinlejiujiujianeijianxiaxiaoyinandechuwujian。congneitianqi，woderensheng，
jiutaoshangleyicengmingwei“enqing”dejia；suo。wocongxiaojiuxihuanhuahua，yongqianbizaizuoyebendebeimian，
huawojiyizhongbabamamademoyang。jiujiufaxianle，yibaqiangguowodebenzi，dangzhewodemian，sidefensui。
zhixiexiangxuehuayiyangluoxia，yemaizanglewotongnianweiyidesecai。tazhizhewodebizima：“xuezheigeyoushayong？
langfeiqian！niyigeguer，nengyoukoufanchijiubucuole，biexiangneixiemeiyongde！nidedongshi！”“dongshi”，
shiwozaineiershiwunianli，tingdaozuiduodeyigeci。zhuanguotou，tajiuyinweizhanghaozaiyouxilichongzhileyiqiankuaiqian，
erxiaohehedimozhetadetoushuo：“womenhaohaozhencongming，zhidaoyongnaoziwanyouxi。”guonian，
shizhanghaozuikaixindeshihou，yeshiwozuinankandeshihou。tayongyuanchuanzhezhanxindemingpaiyundongfuheqiuxie，
zaiqinqimianqianxuanyao。erwo，zhinengchuanzhetaqunianchuanxiaoledejiuyifu，xiuziduanyijie，kutuidiaozaijiaohuaishang，
xianggehuajidexiaochou。jiumalicuihuahuilazhewo，duiqinqimenshuo：“nanhaizizhangdekuai，buyongneimejiangjiu，
youdechuanjiubucuole。womenjiatiaojianyekunnan，dexianguzhehaohao。”suoyourendoudiantouchengshi，kuatahuiguorizi，
kuawo“dongshi”。meiyourenkandao，wozangzaishenhoudeshou，zhijiazaoyishenshenqianjinlerouli。fanzhuoshang，
jituiyongyuanshizhanghaode，hongshaorouyongyuanzaitawanli。wozhinengchitamenshengxiadecangenglengfan。youyici，
woshizaitaie，chentamenbuzhuyi，toutoujialeyikuaipaigu。beilicuihuafaxianle。tadangchangshuailekuaizi，
zhizhewomalezhengzhengyigewanshang。“nigechibaishide，haigantouzuile？nihaiyoumeiyouliangxin？
womenjiashiqianlenidema？”neitianwanshang，woezheduzi，zaichuwujianli，
diyiciqingxidiganshoudaoleshenmejiao“hen”。wofumuliuxiadeneisanshiwanxianjin，jiujiuduiwaixuancheng，
douhuazailewode“fuyangfei”shang。keshijishang，neibiqian，bianchenglezhanghaode“jiaoyujijin”。
tashanglequanshizuiguidesilichuzhong，meiniandexuefeijiuyaohaojiwan。erwo，yinweiyibenwukuaiqiandefudaoshu，
beilicuihuazhizhebizimashi“taozhaigui”。wozhinengpinlemingdixuexi。yinweiwozhidao，dushu，
shiwolikaizheigejiadeweiyichulu。gaokaoneinian，wodefenshu，yuanchaoyibenxianjishifen，
zugouwoququanguorenheyisuodingjiandedaxue。woxingchongchongdinazhebaokaozhinan，genjiujiushuo，woxiangqubeijing，
xuewozuixihuandejinrong。tatingwan，zhijiebawodezhiyuanbiaosile。talianseyinchendikanzhewo，neiyanshen，
xiangzaikanyigejijiangtuolitazhangkongdepantu。“chibangyingleshiba？xiangfeile？quneimeyuan，sheiguanni？zaishuole，
nizhidaobeijingdedaxuexuefeiduoguima？jialimeiqian！”tanachuyizhangxindezhiyuanbiao，
yongburongzhihuideyuqiminglingwo。“woyijingjinikanhaole，jiubaobendideshifandaxue，mianxuefei，
biyelehainengzhijiefenpeidanglaoshi，tiefanwan，lijiayejin，fangbianzhaoguwomen。”“chenmo，
wozheidoushiweinihao，nikebiebuzhihaodai！”neiyike，wokanzhetaneizhang“weiwohao”delian，
ershinianlaijizandequru、fennuhebugan，shunjianbaofale。neishiwodiyicifankangta。
wochongtahoudao：“wodeweilai，pingshenmeyaonilaijueding！”huiyingwode，shitahenhendeyibazhang。
“fanlenile！”neiyibazhang，dadewoyanmaojinxing，yechedidasuilewoduizheige“jia”zuihoudeyisihuanxiang。
womeiyouzaigentazhengbian。wotoutouquwangba，anzhaowozijideyiyuan，xiugailezhiyuan。
dangwonadaoneifenglaizibeijingdedaxueluqutongzhishushi，jiujiudelian，heidexiangguodi。
tabatongzhishushuaizaiwolianshang，yaoyaqiechidishuo：“youbenshinizijiqushang！xuefeiheshenghuofei，
woyifenqiandoubuhuijini！”wozhendejiushikaozheguojiadezhuxuedaikuan，
hezaidaxuesinianlimeirimeiyedizuogezhong**，xipanzi、fachuandan、zuojiajiao……caichenglexialai。neisinian，