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jieqinlushanglianhuanchehuocansibaren，yuchenyingquehaofawushangbeinanrenqinwenbaozou。
erzhumazhangfujiangzhaojinshenshouzhongshangpachelanren，quebeifanfudaochenianya。
zhongmukuikuixia，tayijuexinglaichenglehuotongjianfutaohunsharende**，bamaweijiutashenzhongshudao，pinsibatasongjinjingshenbingyuanbaoming。
yuchenyingbeizhuruzhendingji，haizaizhengzhakuhan，tacongxiaotizhiteshu，zhiyoujiangzhaojindechupengbuhuirangtaguomin，tazenmekenengchuguishafu！
taqiuhushibangtafatiechengqing，huanlaidequeshigengdafutededianji。
四个春夏过去。
tazaichuntianquanshenbeikeman**erzi，beibishuochuzijishi**。
zaidongtianbei“yisheng”rengjinqigaiwo，rangtaxuegoujiaoqule。
taquanshenbushengyikuaihaopishi，shidisigeqiutian，tabeiqieduanzhongjiedeshouzhandouquejiandingdejiangbozishangdezhuangquanjiafudexianghesaijinkouzhong。
tajueshishici，tiaoloutaopaowushici，tunzhengpinganmianyaoershici。
kexiangsidouchengleshewang，beijiuhuilaidengtadeshigengzhongdedianjihexiuru，zheishitazuihouyicichangshizisha。
kehaimeiganshoujinpianhualansangzi，tajiubeirengchuleyiyuan，zhuangjinyigenanrenhuaili。
tadaoqiandehuahaimeichukoubianjiangzhu，tawendaotaduchuangdezhizihuaxiangshui，zhiyou“siqu”dezhumajiangzhaojinyou。
xiangweijiannong，jiangzhaojinpengqitadelianhaobuxianqidetieshangtaganliedechun，luchutazuishuxidewennuanxiaoyi，yankuangquejianjianhongle。
“baobao，xianqianwochuchehuoshiyile，yihuifujiyiwojiuchengqingleyaoyan，xianzainiziyoule。”
“siqu”debamayepushanglaibaozhetagengyan：“nver，womenshenshouzhongshanggangxiuyanghao，xianzaiwomenyijiazhongyutuanjule。”
siniandediyuzhemoyichaohuidaorenjian，yuchenyingtuchuzuilijijiangyanxiaqudejinpian，wushengtongku。
jiangzhaojindaizhetahuihunfang，bieshulitaqinzizuodexishan、dahongdebeidanshangguiyuanhuasheng、baokuotazhuanmendingzhidexinhunyezhanpao......
tafangfohuidaolesinianqianweiwanchengdexinhunye。
yuchenyingxiwanzaojiangmimimamadechuangbabaoguoyanshi，jiangzhaojinshuoxiangjitayigemeihaodeyewan。
她既高兴，又痛苦。
tashenhuxizouchuyushi，jiangzhaojinquebuzaiwuli，taxiayishiyanzhelazhuchuquzhao，quekanjiantazaijingshenbingyuandezhuzhiyishenglankexin。
judadekongjushunjianxijuanleta。
tatingdaoneiqingroudenvshengquewanrutingdaosangzhong，xiayishiwuzheerduoguizaidishangketouqiurao，chenmendeshengyinquemeiyangaizhujiangzhaojindedihou，
“lankexin，womenfenshoulenitingbudongma？congqianwozhaonikanbingshiyinweikonghun，chenyingdeairangwozhixi，talianwochuanshenmeyansedewazidouyaoguan，woxiangrangtawenrouxiexianggenvrenyiyangyifuweitian，xianzaitazuodaole，wohenmanyi。”
tadunledun：“wozhidaozheiyiqieduokuileni，shinitichurangwohebamajiasi，rangchenyingzaijingshenbingyuangaizaodeyouguaiyounuo，keshi......”
tatanxizhe，youxieyiyouweijin：“jibianwomochenyingdeshentixiangzuoshoumoyoushou，meiyouhenide**，woyebixuchengdanqizerenzhaoguta，bijingtacaishiwodeqizi。”
ruoshicongqian，tayidinghuichongjinqunaodaotianfandifu，kexianzai，tayaozhechunjuliezhandou，doumeifachuyisikusheng。
bamawenshengpaochulai，kandaolankexinyibahuzaishenhou，sihaomeiyoufaxianqinnverdeshijiezaibengta，
“chenyingbianguaikexingongbukemei，tabuzuonidenvrenzuowomendegannver，jibianwomenyaoyongyushengchongaizhechenying，yebunengpaoqikexin。”
yuchenyingkanzhelankexinhanleiwenshangjiangzhaojin，zuishangshuozhefenshoudejiangzhaojinquemeijujue，bamamanyidezoule。
jiliepengzhuangyoujiazazhekuqiangdeshengyinchuanchu，rangtaweiliyongqiyizhenexin。
tadiediezhuangzhuangdepaohuiwuli，bamaqiaomendeshengyinyijiuwenrou，tamengaosuta，jiangzhaojintoutong，shichehuodehouyizheng，jinwanjiaoleyishengguolaizhibing，rangtaxianshui。
zuihoushenzhishuoleyijubamaaini。
tajiangchunyaochuxuezhu，jianduandeenleyisheng，bamaquesihaomeiyoufaxiantadebuduijing，jianjianyuanqu。
yuchenyinghuanhuanhualuozaidi，wenxindejiabianchenglejingshenbingyuandemoyang。
tazhuaixiabozishangdequanjiafu，liandaizhedahongchuangdan，guiyuanhongzaogunluozaidi，luchufulanshengqudeneili，tajiangyiqierengjinlajitonghoudianran，kanzheyiqiehuaweihuijintazhongyuqingxubengkui，shishengtongku。
ciyandexianhongcongyuchenyingzuilipenyongerchu。
chehuo、dianji、xiuruheluanmodeshou，beishufunvedaidesinian。
yuanlaishiyichangxueguaishiyan。
bamagengainvxu，juedenverjiugaichengweixianqiliangmushengeryunv，qinshoubatasongjindiyu。
jiangzhaojintinglankexindehua，wumieta，yong**xiurucuihuitadejiaoao，shenti，rangtabianchengyijuguaiqiaodexingshizourou。
qinqingaiqing，suoyoudeyiqiedoushijiade！
takuzuodaotianliang，jiangzhaojinyiyeweigui。
心，死了。
泪也流干了。
“jiangzhaojin，nixianzaixianghewoanwenduguoyusheng，kewo---”
taduizheshengqidechaoyangfaleng：“buyaonile，baokuobama，wo，doubuyaole。”