benlaiwomendouyiweilisonghuiyizhiwanxiaoshi,zhidaohunlijieshu。
sheizhihunlizheitiantabujinlaile,haitianzhendiyiweizijishilijiadashaoye,yiweizijishijintiandexinlang。
shenzhixiangrangliangyueerchuanzhehunshaqudaiwowanchenghunli。
真是痴心妄想。
lisongchichibuganxiangxinzijideerduo。
mangrandizhuantouqukanzhouweidexuanchuanhaibao。
shangmianheranshiwohezhousiyuandehunshazhao,langcainvmaofenwaibanpei,naliyoutabandianshiqing。
「zheilianggeshenmeqipazheishi,benlaijiubushitamendehunli,feiyaopaolaishuacunzaigan。」
「zheinvrenhaichuanzhehunsha,yiweizijijintiannengfeishangzhitoubianfenghuangma,xiaosile。」
台下窃窃私语不断。
liangyueerniejinlehunshadequnbai,dizhetouliansedouzhangchenglezhuganse。
zhousiyuanduitaixiaanbaozhaohu:「daitamenxiaqu。」
zheishiwodedaxirizi,wodezhuchang,qirongtazheigewairenlaipohuai。
wofengfengguangguangdijixuwodehunli。
wozaitaishangyuzhousiyuanjiaohuanjiezhi。
muguangbujingyisaodaoyuanchuheliangyueerjiaotoujieerdelisong,wogouchunxiaolexiao。
wubiqingxingwodeweihunfuhuanrenle。
jinguanzaidaxueshi,wohezhousiyuanzaibianlunduilizhenfengxiangdui。
danshitanbaishuo,wulunshishencaihaishiqizhi,youhuozheshishiyezheifangmian,zhousiyuandouquanfangweiwusijiaodinianyalelisong。
bayigehelvchagoudadefeichaiweihunfuhuandiao,huanchengchengshuyoufengdudeyingjunnanren。
何乐而不为呢。
只是。
yiweizailisonghuaizhongdeliangyueerkanzhousiyuanshideyanshen,wogandaoleyisishuxi。
neizhongchuchukelianzhongyanzangbuzhudeboboyexin,jihuhaoxiangyichudechaoshui。
baomuchenyibatadailaiwojiadeshihou。
tabiaoxiandeweiweinuonuo,wenrouyouhao,xiangxiaoweibayiyanggenzaiwoshenhou,xiangyaohewozuohaojiemei。
neishiwoyebujieyiduoyigepengyou,suiyitajinchuwojiazhaowowan。
lisongjiuzhuwojiagebi,shibushijiuyaolaizhaowo。
liangyueerbuzhishihetazenmerenshide,yikouyige「songgege」,tingdelisongxinhuanufang。
erqietamingzhilisongchengjihenyiban,quehaishihuinazhelianxiti,guyizailisonglaiwojiadeshihoucouguoquqieshengshengdiwen:「songgege,zheidaotiwobutaihui,nengbunengjiwojiangjianga?」
我十六岁那年。
liangyueerchenwobuzaijiagenchenyinalewofangjianyaochi,paodaowofangjiantouchuanyifu。
beiwangjinadongxizhefanhuilaidewofaxianhou,tayanleixiangduanxiandezhenzhu:
「duibuqijiangxiaojie,wojialicongxiaojiuqiong,wochuandeyifudoushitangjietamenshengxiade,woconglaimeiyouchuanguozheizhonggaodangyifu,suoyicaixiangzhe……」
「kushenme,niruojiuniyoulige?nimeichuanguojiukeyisuibiantoubierenyifuchuange。」
wowenlewenwoneixieyifu。
jihumeiyijiandouranshangleliezhidexiangshuiwei,shenzhiyouyijianhairanshangleyidakuaihuangsewuzi,jianzhishilingrennanyirenshou。
woyebushishenmeshanliangrencidexingge。
「zheibushinidiyicipaolaitouchuanwoyifuleba?xianzainihenimalikemashangcongwojiagunchuqu,danninongzangdeyifudezhaojiapeichang。」
lisongtingletazheihuadunshijiupofangle,chongguolaidangzailiangyueershenqian:
「jiangwannimeibiyaozheimeduoduobiren,tadoubeinihekule。」
我感到无比荒唐。
「kushiyinweitazuolekuixinshi,erqiekuletajiuyoulile?jiunengsuibianchuanwoyifule,hainongdezheimezang。」
「doushiwodecuo,shiwotaiziyiweishiwanwanjiebawodangchenghaojiemeile……」
「nibiepa,」lisongduitashuo,ranhoumeitouzhoujinkanwodao,「nizheigedaxiaojiezhenshibushirenjianyanhuo,bushisuoyourenchushengdoushengzailuoma,yueeryijingzheimekelianle,chuanniyijianyifuyouzenmeyang?」
tadangshineizhongyaneyoubujiedeyanshen,woxianzaihaililizaimu。
wohaoxiangshineizhongcujintaliangjuqingdexiaozhangbahudeedunvpei。