遗憾了此生第18章

也不敢看他。

tazhuazhulewodeshou,wobennengdijingjuleyisheng:「chiye!」

「嗯?」

dichendeshengyin,buhanyisiqingxu,tayijiangwodeshoulaleguoqu,huanhuanfugaizaixiongtang。

womuguangshunshiwangqu,changkaidechenshanxia,neiyuanbenjieshiyinglangdejirou,youfenghedeba。

fujigouhefenming,xiangshangshenzhandexiongguchu,bahenxiangyitiaotiaozhengningdechongzi。

tayizhishouchengzhejuzi,jiangwojinguzaixiaxiaodekongjian,pinizheditoukanwo,shenqinglengjuan,shengyindanmo——

「haohaodikan,kankanwoduanliedegutou,ganshouxiadazaishentilidegangbangangding,zaikankanzheixiechouloudeshangba……」

「xutang,leiguduanliedeneizhongtong,henibolichuworenshengdeganjue,yimoyiyang,wotongdekuaiyaosile,nini,nitongguoma?」

shuobuchuhua,woyijuhuayeshuobuchu,zhiyuxiazhandoudeshenzi,hezhandoudekusheng。

fuzaitashenshangdeneizhishou,xiangyaolinmoneixieba,youbeitayibashuaikai。

taxiaoleyisheng,houtuijibu,youjiangneixiechangkaidechenshankouzi,yikekekoushang。

「congjinwanghou,womenliangqingle。」

tadeshengyinneiyangleng,caguowodeerbian,xiangmanwubianjidehuangyejuanguodehanfeng,lingrensesefadou。

wohongzheyanjing,taitoukanta:「chiye,woconglaimeiyouxihuanguobieren。」

「wozhidao,songxinyushinibiaoge,nibaqushile,talaixuexiaokanni,suoyinipazaitahuailiku。」

chiyepingjingdichenshu,muguangluozaiwoshenshang:「xutang,ruobushizhidaozheige,wohuobudaojintian。」

「duibuqi,duibuqi……」

zhongyu,wobengkuile,wuzheliandunzaidishang,qibuchengsheng。

wokulehaoyihuier,caijianchiyeyehuanhuandunzaiwomianqian,mouguangpingjingdikanzhewo:「wogangcaishuole,womencongciliangqing。」

「xutang,woyonglehenzhangdeshijiancaixiangmingbaiyijianshi,womenzhisuoyizousan,yuaiwuguan。」

「wozhidaonimeiyouxihuanguobieren,zheixieniandoushiyigeren,woyemeiyou,zhidaojintianwoxinlihaishiyouni,suoyicongkaishidaoxianzai,womendeganqingmeiyoucuoguo。」

「cuodeshinihewo,lianggebushihederen,woainideshihou,meiyoukandongguonizangzaixinlidehuangzhang,budongnidezizun,nizaiweiniderenshengfenshitaipingdeshihou,woquexianggeshaziyiyang,shenmeyebudong。」

「yuanliangwoxutang,woneishitainianqingle,yiweipinjinquanliquaiyigerenjiugoule,zhidaohoulaicaidongdezheifenaiyouduoqianbo。」

「池野……」

「wohenzhangshijiandouzaihenni,nixinlimeiyoubieren,quezhiyibawotuikai,yidurangwogengjiananyijieshou,zhidaoyougenvhaigaosuwo,wodagaiconglaidoubucengzhendelejieguoni,yasiluotuodebuhuishizuihouyigendaocao,niyidingshitebieshiwang,caihuizheiyangyiwufangudibuyaowo。」

「keshixutang,zongranzheifenaishiqianbode,woyecenghaowubaoliudifuchuguo,wobaxinwanzhengdipoujini,jinglianqiunihuitoukanyiyandejihuidoumeiyouma?」

「dui,duibuqi,wozhendebuzhidaozheimeyanzhong,woyiweinizaipianwo……」

qibuchengsheng,wokudebunengziyi,leimuzhongwangjiandechiye,tongyanghongleyankuang,taxiaoleyisheng,shengyingengzhe,shiwangwubi——

「neiniyouxiangguoma,wanyishizhendezenmeban?wanyiwosile,zaiyexingbulaile,zenmeban?nihuihouhuima?」

「nimeiyouxiangguo,nilianzheiwanfenzhiyidejihuiyebuyuanjiwo,suoyizainixinli,wodaodisuanshenme?」

「xutang,nimeiyoujiwojihui,worujinyebuyuanhuitou,dongminghuiduijienimendegongsi,jinhouwomenbubizaijian。」

「qiannide,wohaiqingle。」

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chiyezoudeshihou,fangmendakai,waimianzhanlegenianqingnvhai。

ruwodangnianyiyang,youfendaibushidewawalian,liangliangdeyanjing。

tahaiyouqianqianjiuwo,henpiaoliang。

taxingzhou,haishangdezongcaitezhu。

xiaozhouzhuliganjingliluo,chuanzhiyezhuangtebiehaokan。

tashengyinruannuo,hendongting,wangxiangchiyedeyanshenxiemanbuan——

「老板,回家吗?」

chiyelikai,weicenghuitou。

xiaozhouzhulikanlewoyiyan,henkuaizhuishangtadejiaobu,shenshouquwoletadeshou。

tameiyoujujue,errenbeiyingwubidengdui。

woxiangqileyigeyueqiandeneicixingyejiuhui。

zuikaishiwomenxianghezuodeshiyongfengdexuzong。

wogentajiaosheleyigexingqi,ranhouzheigelaohulijiushibusongkou,weilezhengqudaota,wogentaquleneichangjiuhui。

woyilugenzheta,tanwomendexiangmuheqianjing。

zuihoutayouxiefanle,duiwodao:「woshuoqianduiduxieyi,nibuyuanyi,neijiumeidetanle,nimengongsiqueshiyouqianjing,danrongziyebushiyibixiaoshumu,dajiadoushiweizijideliyieryi,yaobuniquwenwendongming,tamenkentouma?xiaohuama。」

neitian,chiyeyezaijiuhuishang。

xuzongyiyankandaoleta,haiyiweiwoburenshi,dagaishicunlejifeneyi,youduiwodao:「kandaomei,neigejiushihaishangdechizong,nianqingyouwei,wobangnijieshao,niqugentatan,kantayuanbuyuanyidalini。」

wodangshiyijingyugandaolebumiao。

zheibianxuzongyijingzhaohuleyisheng:「chizong!」

ranhoushigeliunian,zaitadejieshaoxia,woyuchiyediyicijianlemian。

tachuanmingguixifu,yiguanchuchu,taidushuliyoulengdan。

wohuitoutulian,yanyushanshan,zhongfengdehenbutimian。

jiurutongliunianqian,womenfendeyebutimian。

neitianwohenganga,henkuaibianxianglikaile。

danshilikaizhiji,zaijiudiandeguaijiaochu,kandaoleneiweixiaozhouzhuli。

tabuzhiyinweishenme,yanjinghonghongdizaiku,chiyebeiduizhewo,jiangtalouzaihuaili,dishenganwei。

langcainvmao,xiaozhouzhuliyanjinghonghong,lianyehonghong。

tayinggaishigehenhaodenvhaizi。

chiyeta,zhongyuxuehuilefangxia。

conghuisuolikai,wodaleche。

司机问我去哪儿?

manwumude,woqulezhongxindashafujindeyitiaoshangpinjie。

chengqubianhuabuda,laojiekaojinyeshi,yijiushinianqingrenailaiwandedifang。

henwanle,yixiedianpulaobanzaiguanmen。

jintouyijiatanweibaizaimenkoudemianguan,haizaiyingye。

gukebuduo,laobanhenreqing,genwoshuotamenjiadesuantangfeiniumianhenhaochi,ershierkuaiqianyiwan。

wowentayoumeiyoulaoweitangmian,sankuaiqianyiwandeneizhong。

laobanlenglexia,ranhouxiaole,shuo:「dengzheha,wojinizuoqu。」

wojiedaolemeizhendalaidedianhua。

tahuojihuoliaodao:「xutang!niquzhaolechiyeshibushi?wodoushuolesuanle,gongsibuyaole,xiangmuyebuzuole,dabulewohelaoqinzufangzijiehun,qianxiadezhaimanmanhai,haiyibeiziwoleyi!niganjinhuiqu!」

「meizhen,tadayingle。」

「什么?」

dianhuaneitoudemeizhen,buganxiangxin:「nizuoleshenme?」

「什么也没做。」

「wobuxin,ruguoshinisheqizunyanqiulaide,neiwoningkebuyao。」

「meiyou,tameitirenheyaoqiu。」

「不可能。」

「真的。」

woxianglexiang,youdao:「yebushiwanquanmeiti,tashuo,womencongciliangqing。」

挺好,真的。

bijingdangchuwohetafenshou,qiudebianshiyibieliangkuan,gezianhao。

wozaimaitouchimiandeshihou,fujinyoujiahaiweiguanmendeshipindian,dengguanglinlang。

yinxiangbaizaimenkou,zaijijingshenye,geshengchuanbianjiexiang——

你说这风景如画

我看你心猿意马

就别再听我说话

把伪装都卸下吧

你听见我在哭吗

反正也听不到吧

你像一匹白马

悠然自得逃跑吧

rangwozixikankannidemoyang

daoshuzhezuihoudexiemushiguang

yuanliangwotaizaojiushouleshengxiang

pianpiandenizhidaomawomanmuyichuang

……

miantaitangle,zhendetaitangle。

wochideji,yanleisusudidiaozaiwanli。

woxiangqileyoushidexutang,qimokaoshiruoshichengjilixiang,huibeibabadaidaozheierchiyiwanlaoweitangmian。

那面真香啊。

reqitengteng,wuliyingzhebabahanxiaodelian。

renzheiyisheng,zhendemeiyouduoshaokeyihuishoudehaoshiguang。

youxierendexiangyu,dagaicongyikaishijiuzhudingleshichangbeiju。

bianrutongworenshichiyedeshihou,shiliusui,zhengchuzairenshengzuihunandeyiduanshiguang。

neinian,wobachehuochenglezhiwuren,zhaoshisijitaoyi。

neinian,womadaiwoqubabagongzuodezaozhichang,taoyaolaobantuoqiandegongzi。

九千二百三十块。

weilezheijiuqianerbaisanshikuai,tadaizhewochizhuzaizaozhichangbangongshi,pulezhangxizi,dulaobanhaojitian。

neinianwogaoyi,chengjihenhao,shibanlidexuexiweiyuan。

wenjinglaoshidenvhai,baxuexishiweihenzhongyaodeshi。

woqingshengduiwomashuo:「xuexiaoneibianzhiqingleliangtianjia,woxiangquhelaoshishuoyisheng。」

tapitougailiandimaxialai:「xuexiao?shenmexuexiao!nibabansibuhuole,nihaixiangzheshangxue?!qianyaobulainishanggepi!」

我妈,叫陈茂娟。

shiyigepiqihencha,lengmozisideren。

yeshiyigehenchajingderen。

woziyou,bianshizaifumuwujindezhengchaoshengzhongzhangdade。

mamaxianqibabawonang,zhengdebuduo。

babaxianqimamazhengtiandamajiang,haizibugu,fanyebuzuo。

yigehenputong、fumubingbuxiangaidejiating,jiaoyangchulaidexiaohai,bidingshiminganhequeaide。

wozaihenjiuhenjiuzhihoucaizhidao,chenmaojuanhewobashierhun。

wodangranshitaqinshengdenver,dantaquebuzhiwoyigehaizi。

tabenjiushigepaojiaqizidenvren。

dangnianpiexiayishuangernv,zaihuocheshangouranrenshilewoba,zhijiegenzhetaxialeche。

jushuotadeyishuangernv,zhijinhaizaishangoulidepirangzhidi,neilijisuidehaizibianyaobeizhebeilouxiadiganhuo,chuandepopolanlan。

taqiongpale,genlewoba,yuanxiangzaidachengshiguohaorizilaizhe。

kexiwobajiushiyijiaoquzaozhichanghaimeiqushangxifudeputonggongren。

tazhujianyuandui,mawobahongpianleta。

zaiwoshangyoueryuanshi,tayouranshanglemajiangyin,ziciyifabukeshoushi。

chengtiandibuzhejia,huijiajiushiyaoqian。

babashangbanzhiyu,jiawushenmedouzuo。

ganqingzaojiushimeile,zhisuoyihaizaicouheguorizi,yinweibabashuo:「haodaishinima,youmazongbimeimaqiang。」

kejiushizheima,zaiwoshiliusuizheinian,daiwoweiduzaozhichanglaoban,daidaojihuidushangtadeche,fengleyiban,zhualuanlezijidetoufa,chekaixiongkouneipianbaihuahuaderou,kuhanzhezhaohusuoyourendoulaikan。

tayizheizhongborenyanqiudefangshi,kusuzhe:「huobuxiaqulea,haizibadouchengneiyangle,haituoqianwomengongzibuji,zheishibiwomenniangliangqusia……」

chelidelaobanducusijikaiche,bingbuxiangdalita。

tajianzhuangzhijiebawochedaocheqian,congbaolitaochugenongyaopingzi。

neinongyaopingzili,shitabuzhicongnalimailaidebaicaoku。

woyijingshigaozhongshengle,ziranzhidaozheiyiweizheshenme。

wojingkongdizhengzha,buzhudikuhan:「ma!ma!buyao!」

taliqineimeda,fengleyiyang,yingbaikaiwodezui,juzhepingziwangliguan。