sigehubeixiongyaodeheiyiren,jiashiweihefujiashigeyige,shengxialianggezeyizuoyiyoudeyazheta。
buguozhideqingxingdeshi,neixierensihubingmeiyouyaoduitabulideyisi,yaoburan,bieshuosige,jiutamenzheiyangdetige,tayigeyedabuguo。
qiaomuenqiangpozijilengjingxialai,feikuaidezainaozilisousuozhexiangguandexiansuodetongshi,shitanxingdewendao,“wei,jirannimenlaobanyaojianwo,haodaidexianrangwozhidaonimenlaobanshisheiba?”
没人理会她。
tayoushizhezhengzhaleyixia,jieguoshunjianbianbeiyazhule,“laoshidian!”
shoubeishangdetengtongganrangqiaomuenqbudebuanjingxialai,xingba,kanlaitajintianzhendeshizaijienantaole。
ketamenkouzhongde“laoban”daodishishei?
qiaomuenjuedingxianjingguanqibian。
yuemoershifenzhongyihou,chezizhongyuzaijiangchengxijiaoyizuodudongbieshuqiantinglexialai,qiaomuenbeiyaxiache,tuisangzhewangqianzou。
yuanzilihuamucongsheng,yinyuekejianjigechuanzhetongyangheiyifudenanrenlailaihuihuidexunshi,jiebeijiweisenyan。
tabeidaishangleerlou,ranhouyoubeiyazhetuijinleyigefangjian,fangmenyikai,lishibianyoulianggechuanbaidaguadenanrenzouguolai,yizuoyiyoudejiangtaanzhule。
wulibaizhegezhonggeyangdeyiliaoqixie,yourenshide,yeyouburenshide。yinyuezhizhong,qiaomuenyoukandaoqizhongyigebaidaguashoulisihunazheyigenzhenguan……
tadenaozituranhongdeyishengzhakai。
“nimenyaozuoshenme!fangkaiwo!fangkai……”
zhenguanlidetoumingyetibeiqingshuzhurutinei,henkuai,tadeshentibianruanlexiaqu。
tongyishijian,gebifangjiannei,fuyuchenzuozaishafashang,meitoujinsuo,mianronglengjun,mouguangyinzhi。
erzaitadezhengqianfang,yigechuanbaidaguadeyishengzhengmantoudahan,zhanzhanjingjingdegentahuibao:“fuxiansheng,xiaoshaoyedebingqingyijingquezhen,dequeshi……myelodysplasticsyndrome(mds),yejiushisuchengdegusuizengshengyichangzonghezheng。”
buchusuoliao,zheihuayichukou,fuyuchenlianshangdeshenqingyouwangxiachenlejifen。erpangbianqiyujiweichuanbaidaguadeyixuezhuanjiajieshibeigongquxi,yifurulindadideyangzi。
“zheishiqiyuanyuzaoxueganxibaodeyizuyizhixingsuixikelongxingjibing,jutibiaoxianweiwuxiaozaoxue、nanzhixingxuexibaojianshao、zaoxuegongnengshuaijie,yiji……yiji……”
fuyuchenmouguangyichen,lishengdao,“shuoxiaqu!”
“……yiji,gaofengxianxiangjixingsuixibaixuebingzhuanhua。”
duanduanshijigezi,congtazuilishuochulai,quefangfoguoleyigeshijineimezhang。
fuyuchenlianshangdebiaoqingyijingbunengyongnankanlaixingrongle,tazhixiaobaoxianglaitiruo,quemeixiangdao,tadeshentiyijingzaogaodaolezheigedibu。
ganggangshuohuadeyishengzhanzhanjingjingdekanletayiyan,ranhoujixushuo,“……erjiumuqianlaishuo,weiyikenenggenzhidebanfajiushijinxingzaoxueganxibaoyizhi,yejiushiwomensuoweide,gusuiyizhi。”
fuyuchenyanmouweihe,qinglengdeshengyinlitouzhexiexupibei,“zhidaole,chuquba。”
jiweiyixuejiedequanweizhuanjianikankanwo,wokankanni,zuizhonghaishibuganweiaotadeyisi,tinghuadetuichuqule。
weiyi【keneng】genzhidebanfa……
fuyuchendixiatou,qinglengjunyidelianshanghanshuangyipian。
tamianqianbaizheliangfenziliao,yifendayinhaodegerenlvli,yifencongyiyuangusuikulidiaochulaidezaoxueganxibaojianyanpeixingjieguo。erneiliangfenziliaoshangtiezhedezhaopian,heranbianshijintianzhongwugenxiaobaoyitongcongdiantilichulaidenvren!
banshang,bochunweiqi,“qiao……mu……en……”
lianggexiaoshihouyihou,fangmenbeiqiaoxiang,fuyuchenlengshengshuoleju“jinlai”,xiayike,fangmenbeituikai,yigechuanzhebaidaguadeyishengbianmanlianxisedezoulejinlai:“fuxiansheng,jieguochulaile,qiaoxiaojieyuxiaoshaoyepeixingyizhi,keyijinxingshoushu。”
fuyuchenshudiqishen,“likequanpai!”
“shi,zhishiqiaoxiaojieneibian……”baidaguadizhetou,yuqiyouxiechichu,“tasihubingbuyuanyipeihe……”
tadehuahaimeishuowan,fuyuchenyijingnaqiwaitaoqishen,“woqukankan。”
yishengbangongshi,qiaomuengenchuanlingwaiyigechuanbaidaguadenianqingnanyishengduimianerzuo,tademianqianbaizheyifengusuijuanxianzhiyuanshu,shangmianyoutadeqinbiqianming。
“suoyi,nideyisishi,nimenbawobanglai,shiweilerangwojuanxiangusui?”
“shi。genjuwomenganggangcongnitineichouqudeyangbenpeixingjieguo,niyuwomendehuanzhepeixingyizhi,keyijinxingshoushuyizhi。”
nianqingdenanyishengtuiletuibiliangshangdeyanjing,tongshinachulingwaiyifenwenjiantuidaoqiaomuendemianqian,“zheishijuanxianrenzhiqingtongyishu,nikanyixia,ruguomeiwentijiuqiangeziba。”
“sheishuowoyaojuanle?”qiaomuenpaianerqi,nujifanxiao,“wodayingjuanlema?”
nianqingnanyishenghenmingxianmeiliaodaoqiaomuenhuishizheigefanying,talengleyixia,wen,“nibutongyi?”
qiaomuenlengxiaozhefanwen,“woweishenmeyaotongyi?”
bufenqinghongzaobaijiangtabangdaozheililaiyejiusuanle,laileerhuabushuozhijiemazuijisihou,xianzaiyangbenpeixingjieguochulaile,jiuyanbabadelaizhaotaqianzile?
baituo,qiurenjiudeyouqiurendetaiduhaoba?
tayoubushijiushizu,dangchuqianxianeifenjuanxianzhiyuanshuyewanquanshichuyuyipianhaoxin,danshitadehaoxinbushiyonglaizheiyangzaotade!
“shouxian,tamenbangwodeshihou,koukoushengshengshuodedoushi‘nimenlaobanyaojianwo’,jieguozheimezhangshijianguoqule,nimensuoweide‘laoban’lianmiandoumeiyoulu。qici,woshiqianlejuanxianzhiyuanshumeicuo。danshizaizhiqingtongyishushangqianzizhiqian,woyiranyoujujuedequanli。”
yiziyiju,zhidiyousheng。
nianqingnanyishengdunshibeiyezhu,yishizhijianjingbuzhigairuhefanbo。jiuzaizheishi,zhitingpadayishengmenxiang,genzheshiyigeqinglengcixingdeshengyin,“nixianchuquba。”
yinyuejuedezheigeshengyintingqilaiyouxieershu,qiaomuenzhuanguoshenqu。ranhoutazhenggerendoudaizhule——
“zen……zenmehuishini?”
tabushixiaobaozidefuqinma?nandaotajiushineixierenkouzhongde“laoban”?
fuyuchendiantou,“shiwo,henbaoqian,yongzheizhongfangshijiangniqinglai。shijicongquan,haiwangqiaoxiaojiejianliang。”
“qing?”qiaomuenlengxiaoyisheng,“xianshengqingrendefangshihaishizhengoutebiede!”
erhuabushuozhijiebarenbangle,zheiyenengjiao“qing”?
fuyuchenchenmoleyixia,tameiyouduoyudejieshi,zhishizhijienachuyizhangkongbaizhipiaodidaoqiaomuenmianqian,“kaigejiaba。”