第1章
zhangfushimouguominjudenanyihao，meiciyanwanxi，wodouxiaoxinaozhizhongyaojita。
taduonianweitong，quankaowozheizhongyao。
qizhounianjinianri，tadangzhongyunvjingjirenzaiwutaishangyongwen。
woxiaolexiao，zhidaoshishihoulikaile。
neitianzaijiemudeluzhixianchang，zhangfukandaoleyizhangzhiliaoweitongdezhongyaoyaofang。
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“wodeyaozenmehaimeizhu？”
guyantuikaimenhuidaojia，shouyizhiwuzhetengtongdewei。
wangri，buluntahuibuhuijia，wozhishaodouhuihualianggexiaoshilaizhuzhiliaoweitongdezhongyaofangzi。
wolandelihuita，yibiandazhehaqian，yibianzhunbeihuifangshuijue。
guyanzhoulezhoumei，suihoubunaifandizhizewo：“jiangyi，woshibushijinidehaoliansetaiduole，rangnibuzhidaozijishisheile？”
“jintianzheimeduoren，nigenwoshuapiqi？dajiadoushichengnianren，buzhidaojizijiliuyixietimianma？”
“体面？”
wolengxiaoyisheng，zhijiejiangfangmenguanshang，zhijieyinyangguaiqileyiju。
“lihunneitian，wohuitimiandezhaojizhelaikaigefabuhuide。”
jiranguyanxiangyaotimian，neiwojiujitayigetimian。
“jiangyi，bienaole，nibayaoaowan，jintianwohuihaohaobatahelede。”
liangyaokukou，weilerangguyanhewan，womeicidouhuixiangjinbanfa。
jianjiandi，buzhidaocongshenmeshihoukaishi，bayaohaohaohewan，jiuchengletabiaoshiyuanliangwodeshouduan。
tashuowan，zoujinlewoshi，jiangshoujidiuzailechuangshang，jinleyushikaishixishu。
pingmuhailiangzheyingbaisedeguang，pingbaoshitahexiaojingjirenlinyinadehezhao。
shanghaiyouyixingfensedexiaozi：“gegeyidingyaojideanshiheyaoyo。”
linyinashiguyanxianzaidejingjiren，dancengjingyeshiwomenfuqigongsiqixiadeyimingxiaohua。
dangniantacaigangchengnian，laidaowomengongsishi，yilianguaiqiaodezhufu：“zhuguzonghesaozibainianhaohe。”
zhuanyanjianqinianguoqu，gongsibeijiakong，ertayequdaiwo，congyimingjiuxianyirenbianchengleyingdidejingjiren，“guzong”yebianchengle“gege”，xiaohuachenglexiaonvyou。
wodaoshibuhenlinyinadehengdaoduoai。
bijingyigebazhangpaibuxiang，tayaoshidongdefencun，nalihaihuiyouquanwangjiezhide“jintongyunv”？
guyanguozheyujincongyushilizoulechulai，diankaishouji，kandaoxiaoxihou，yixiangduiwobujiayiyansedetajuranluchulechongnideweixiao。
weiyoutengleqilai，tajianmeizhoulezhou，taiyankandaowodebiaoqingyouyixieyane。
xingxushiguaiwomeiyouneigexiaonvyouguaiqiaodongshi，yihuozheshiguaiwomeiyouaoyao。
zhishiyijujidechiyao，huanlaidequeshitadechongniyuwenrou。
erjiehunqinian，lianweichuxuedeshihou，yemeiyouwangjihualianggexiaoshijitaaoyao。
danfuqiqingriyidanmo，xianzaitadeyanshenlizhishengxiabunaiyuyane。
wozhuangzuomeiyoukandaotadeyanshen，dixiatouburangtakanjianwofahongdeyankuang。
“jiangyi，zheiliangtiannizijilengjingyixiaba，woyaodaiyiqiyinachuxijizhehui。”
“jidedaishangshenfenzheng，burannimenlianggezhuzaiyiqibufangbian。”
guyantingxia，sisidedingzhewoshuo：“jiangyi，woshinizaifalvshangdeqizi，nizenmenengduiwoshuochuzheizhonghua？”
“meiguanxi，zaiguojitianjiushiqianqile。”wobailebaishou，huanlegeshufudezishi，rangzijidefubuhaoshouyixie。
“duile，buyongdanxinwojiyunidecaichan。”
“我净身出户。”
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sancichanjian，guyanmeiyoupeiwo。
dierciworangtapeiwo，zhishilinyinadianhuadalai，guyanlianwojiujingyaoquzuoshenmedoubuzhidaojiuzoule。
bijingtayaohetadexiaonvpengyou，yiqijitamendechongwumaozuojueyushoushu。
chongwujueyushoushudangranmeiyouchanjianzhongyao，kelinyinabiwozhongyao，woqiangrenzhefubudejutong，yigerendachequleyiyuan。
yishengshuokenengyouliuchandekeneng，wokenenghuiyoushengmingweixian。
erzuijinguyanyemangzhejianlinyinadezhangbei，wodedisancichanjianriqi，tadangranyejibuzhu。
suoyiyehao，zheiyiciweilezijiyihoudejiankang，woxuanzeleyinchan。
woshili，guyanlenglelengshen，duiyuwojingyinchandexiaoxichenmolebanxiang。
bijingyizhiyilai，tarenweijiusuanshiweileqian，woyebuhuihetalihun，dantadeyuqirengranchaofeng：“yehaisuanshiniyouyidianzizhizhiming。”
自知之明？
wozichaoyixiao，zhijieguandengshuijue，zhiliuxiayijuhua：“nishuodedui，wodequeyinggaiyouzizhizhiming，suoyijintiandeyiqiedoushiwojiuyouziqu。”
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woheguyanxiangfengyushaonianshi。
aiqingdegushiyebingmeiyoushenmejingxindongpodekaiduan，tashuodiyiyanjiandaowojiujuedexihuan。
erwonianshaomengdong，yejuedetayangguangshuaiqi。
daxueshi，weileyutayigexuexiao，wofangqilechuguoliuxue，xuanzepeitayiqiduleyisuominbanbenkedeyishuzhuanye。
yinweiweifanlejialideanpai，wobeijialiduanleqian。
ertayezaiweiwomendeaiqingnuli，aoyezuojianzhijiwojiaoxuefei，luoxialeweitongdemaobing。
wotuoguanxizhaodaolezhiliaotongjingdezhongyaofangzi，jitaaoyao，taxiaozhewenlewolianshangdeyanhui，gandongyouxinteng。
gongzuoyihouweilejitazhaoziyuan。
woaoyejiabanriyediandao，shentijicha。
yicipinxueyundao，wozaiyiyuanzhulesantian，tazaibingchuangpangbianyiliansantianmeiyouheyan，xinglaiduiwofashicongciyihoubuzairangwoyigerenshouku。
tashuo，zhishiweileyixieziyuan，rangzijidelaoposhengbingzhuyuan，zheizhongshitayibeiziyezuobuchulai。
tashuoruguokeyi，xiwangwomenyongyuanjianjianpingan，napadanggeputongrenyekeyi。
neitian，womendingxialezhongsheng。
errujin，talianbaozhangwozuijibenjiankangdechanjian，douyijingwangle。
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banchuleguyandebieshuhou，woquyiyuanfucha。
wojizijizuoleyigequanshenjiancha，bimianyihouliuxiabinggen。
yishengjiwokaileyixiebushentiyangqixuedeyao，youduiwobiaoshiganxie：“jiangnvshi，ganxienitigongjiyiyuandeyaofang，neigezhiliaoweitongdefangzi，xiaoguohenhao。”
wodangranzhidaoxiaoguohenhao，bijingguyanneimeyanzhongdeweitong，dounengdiaoyanghao，xiaoguoyouzenmekenengchale？
zaichuangkouquyaodeshihou，woyujianlelinyina。
tamanzuichayanchayu，quanwohaohaozhaokanzijideshenti，youshuojintianshiguyanpeitalaiyiyuanjianchashenti。
wolandedalita，daoshijuedezheirenzaigudaidehua，shuobudingyeshigexinbanpanjinlian，chizaobeiwusongjidasi。
“你怎么在这？”
buchurenheyiwai，youlinyinadedifangjiuyouguyan。
tadelianseyouxiedanyouhezhiyi。
woyouxieqiguai，shenmeshihoutahelinyinayiqideshihou，nengkanjiantazheiyangdebiaoqing。
“nishenmeshihoulengjinghaolebanhuiqu？”
zaiguyandeshijiaoli，cuodeyongyuanshiwo，ertadehuawojiuyinggailisuodangrandefucong。
wobajianchabaogaosaijinlebaoli，bingbuxianglihuita。
talianshangjinshizhiyiyubuxie，yexuwokancuole，haiyouyidiandiandedanyou。
“niweishenmelaiyiyuan？shishengbingle？......weishenmebugaosuwo？”
“zheimeyouzhidefangfayejiuzhiyouninengxiangchulai。”
“jiangyi！qingnibuyaozaiyongzheiyangdijideshouduanlaixiyinwodezhuyililehaoma？”
tahaiyiweiwolikaita，baokuolaiyiyuan，zhishiqiangcheng，zhishizhuangbing，zhishiweileboqutatongqinghezhuyili。
wolandelihuiguyandeziyiweishi，bailebaishou，zhuanshenjiuzou。
“zhunimenlianggebainianhaohe，zaoshengguizi。”
guyanquexiangshoulecijiyiyangzhuilechulaidahou。
“jiangyi，zheijiushiniburulinyinadedifang，niyongyuandoushizheimedebushidati！”
woyaoleyaotou，shizaibuxianghezheigeyuchundenanrenzuorenhedebianjie，zhiliuxialeyigebeiying。
linyinaquehuranzhizheyiyuandeyigegaoshipai，yiturangguyanbuyaojixuzaizhuiwenxiaqule。
“gege......nikanneiliyoudiaoliweitongdeyaofangzi。”
tayuqiwenrou，jiazhuangzhuangzheguanqie。
“gegenizuijinbushiyizhidouweitongma，yiyuanshangmianshuozheiyaofangzidexiaoguofeichangbucuo。”
yiyuanmenkou，zhuanjiaolikaideshihou，touguoboli。
wokanjianleguyan，zhanzaigaoshipaixia，yidongbudong。
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suiranzhiqiandegongsiyijingdaobi，danwodeyewunengliyidianyemeiyouluoxia。
xindegongsi，xindezhusuo，quanxindeshenghuo，yiqiedouzaiwangyuliaozhizhongdefangxiangzou。
zaiwocuiculvshizhunbeilihunqisudeneiyitian，guyandedianhuadalai，jiuxiangshishenmedoumeiyoufashengyiyang。
“shenmeshihouhuijia，woxiangchinizuodefanle。”
“elejiudianwaimai，shizaibuxingjiurangnidexiaojingjirenjinizuo。”
“ninandaohaizaiyinweineijianshiqingshengqi？neizhishiyigeyiwai，zaishuolewodouyijingzhudongzhaonishuohuale，nihaixiangzenyang？”
woshenzhidoulandezaiduoshuoyiju。
zheijiushita，renweizhiyaotazhudongshuohua，zhiqiandeshijiunengdangzuoconglaimeiyoufashengguoyiyang。
wolengxiaoyisheng：“guyan，nizhengchangyidian，zuoweiwodezhangfu，nidangzhonghebiedenvrenjiewen，zheiyangdeshiqingfashengle，nijuedechulelihunhainengyoushenmejiejuefangan？”
“wozhishibatadangchengmeimeibale。”
“erqiewoyijingxianghaole，nilijiachuzoudeshiqingwojiuyuanliangnile，nijiubieshengqilehaobuhao？”
顾言言之凿凿的说。
wohuaiyizheigehezijixiangchuleqiniandeqizijiushiyigeruozhi。
“bieduoshuole，lihun。”
woguaduandianhua，erbianchuanlaiguyandechaoxiaosheng。
“离婚？”
“jiangyi，likailewonihaiyoushenmebenshi，neixiehezuoshangruguobushikanzaiwodemianzishangsheihuilini？”
“zhenyaoshilihunle，wobaozhengniyidinghuihouhui，shenmedoudebudao！”
womeiyoulita，zhijieguaduandianhua。
zaigongsilikaileyigejianduandehuiyizhihou，wotongzhilvshicaonilihunxieyi。
suihouwoyoumabutingtidecanjialeyigeyejiedejuhui，limiandoushixingyededalaohetaidou，suiranzhishiyigeputongderenjijiaojijuhui，danquerangwozhongxinhuifulebushaoderenmai。
mangliudaolewanshang，wokaichehuijia，quezaimenkoukandaoleguyan。
tayiranneiyangshenzitingba，yongyuanshineigeduorenyanmudedamingxing。
“jiangyi，nidaodizuoleshenme，weishenmelinyinahuranjiedaoleyiduijieyuedewenti？”kanzhewo，guyandehualichongchizhenuhuo，shiwang，jingyibuding。
“nixianzaikuaiquchuliyixia，buranlinyinayaobeijingchatanhuade。”
“nizhiyaoshuoneixiehetongdoushinizuodejiudoukeyijiejuele！”
tingzheguyandenuhuo，wozhishidandanshuoleyiju：“nibushiyaorangwohouhuima？juedewolikainizhihuiguodebuhaoma？neijiulihunba。”
“nishenmeshihoucainengchengshuqilai！buzainaole！？”
“zhetenglinyinajiushinirangwohouhuidebanfama？”
“lihun？nijiuxiangzhelihun？！wojuedeniexin！”
guyanbeiwoyijulihunjideliansefahongshengyindouyouyixiexiesidili。
他电话铃声响起。
“guzong，nishangcirangwochanilaopoquyiyuandeshi，wochachulaile。”
guyankanlewoyiyan，yanshenshensui。
“她什么情况？”
“shishentiguochadaozhihuaiyunsiwangfengxianzengda......zuihoubudebu......budebuzuoleyinchanshoushu。”