第4章
shenxinningdeshangshibuzhong，xianqianyinweizhuangqiangliuxiadenaozhendangjiashangshoudaolejinghe，caihuituranyunjue，zaiyiyuanzhuyiwanjiunengchuyuan。
shenjiameirenliuxiapeihu，doujiekoudiertianyoushixianzoule。
bingfanglishunjianzhishengxiashenxinning，zhengdangtaxiangshounandedeanjingshi，bingfangmenkouchuanlaiyishengqingke。
baitianjitahuanguoyaodexuchenzhanzaimenkou，qianyidikaikou。
“daraonileba？wolaihuandiaoping。”
shenxinningdiandiantou，shiyitajinlai，xinliquehaizaixiangzhezhaotiancideshi。
ruguomeiyourenjizhaotiancitongfengbaoxin，zhaotiancijueduibukenengzairuodadejingchenglijingzhunzhaodaota。
baoxinderenshishenwanningma？
xuchenkanzhexinbuzaiyandeshenxinning，xiangqitajintianchadianjiubei……yanlibuyoudeyoulejifenfennuhelengyi。
“shentong/zhinifangxin，jintianyituduinibuguideliumangyijingzhuazhule，buguotashenshangyoushang，zanshibeisongdaolenigebibingfangzhishang，niyaoduojiaxiaoxin。”
shenxinningmouguangyidong。zhaotiancijiuzhuzaitagebi？
“tadeshangshizhongma？”shenxinningtaiqiyan，moudiyipiananjingwenrun。
xuchenbuzizaidiyikaiyan。
“……leiguduanlewugen，jiashangpipolie。”
kanlailurangneiyingxiongjiumeideyijiaohaitinghende。
shenxinningkanzhediaopingzhongdeyeti“dida、dida”wangxiashu，qianqianyixiao。
“neijiuhao，erenyouebaoya。”
lurangzhanzaibingfangmenkou，kanzhelimiandeshenxinningchongzhexuchenweixiao，xuchenzexianggemaotouxiaozi，shoumangjiaoluandichaidiaoping、huandiaoping。
shenmeshihou，huandiaopingzheiyangdexiaoshiyexuyaoxuchenzheiyangdejinpaiyishengqinzidongshoule？
shenxinningguoranshigebuanyushide，shanggeyuegangpashangtadechuang，xianzaizhuantoujiuhebiedenanrengousandasi。
陆让眼底闪过冷意。
tazhuanshenlikaiyiyuan，zoudaolouxia，taishoudianleyizhiyan。
tadeshenfenzhiwuteshu，dabufenshijiandouzaibudui，yiniandaotouyehuibulejicijia。tayaoshizhenquleshenxinning，suirantaduitameiyouganqing，kenagenanrenyebunengrongrenzijidenvrenjizijitoushangdailvmaozi。
xiangzheshenxinningneimociyandeweixiao，taningleningmei。
“luyingzhang，neigeliumangxingle。”yourencongyiyuandaloulixiaopaochulaibaoxin。
lurangqialeyan，lianshanghuifulelengmoshuli。
“走吧，去看看。”
……
病房里。
“kanshenmekan？jiandaowohenqiguaima？”shenxinningxiaoyinyindiwendao。
bingchuangshangdezhaotiancijianzhixiangjianlegui，wuzhetengtongdeleigu，kanzhebububijindeshenxinning。
“你、你想干嘛？”
“jintiannidalewoyibazhang，zheimekuaijiubujidele？”shenxinningdelianshangrengranshitianmeidexiaoyi。
zhaotiancikanzhetapiaoliangdeliandan，quezaiyechuixianbuqilai，yinweishenxinningshouli……nazheyibashuiguodao。
“lairen、hushi……yisheng！”
“zailuanjiao，wojiuxianbanideshetougexialaiweigou！”shenxinninglianshangdexiaorongshuranxiaoshi。
zhaotiancishouzheshang，genbenqibulaichuang，kandaoshenxinningturanbianlian，niaodouhechulaijidi。
“bie、bieshawo，wokeyigaosunishisheijiwotongfengbaoxinde！”zhaotianciyanjingyizhuan，xiangqileneigewangtajiapaidianbaoderen。
yaobushineigexiaojianren，tayebuhuibeirendachengzheiyang，xianzaihaibeishenxinningzheifengnvrenjidingshang！
“shishenwanning！tajiwopaidianbao，shuonizaijingchengpalebiedehanzidechuang，shigesheidounengshangshoudepolan/huo，rangwoduini……”
houmiande，zhaotiancikanzheshenxinningyandiyongshangdeliqi，hedebilezui。
zaozhidaozheixiaobiaozizheimefeng，tajiushishuoshenmeyebuhuilaijingcheng。
chengliyougongan，haiyoudangbingdeduoguanxianshi，haiburudangchuzaidahecunjiubatajibanle！
beishuiguodenvren，pachuanchuquhuailezijidemingsheng，chenglepoxie，kendingbuganzheimexiaozhang。
shenxinningzuijiaoqianqilengxiao，querenlezijidecaice，chidaojixuzouxiangbingchuang。
zhaotiancihedeluanjiaoqilai，“shishenwanningneigexiaojianrenrangwolaide！woyoumeideshou，nihaixiangzenmeyang？”
沈心宁的脚步没停。
tadequemeideshou，kejintianyaoshilurangmeiyouluguoneilini？
suirantabushineizhongshilesuoweideqingbaijiuyaosiyaohuoderen，keneizhongshiqing，duiyumeigenvrenlaishuodouhuishiyichangemeng。
“nimeideshou，kenideshouguoduoshaoci，nibuqingchuma？”
shenxinningzoudaobingchuangbian，kanzhezhaotianci，shengyinjieleshuang，“jintianbufeileni，jinhoubuzhidaohaiyouduoshaoguniangyaozaonihuohai。”
genjuyuanzhudejiyi，zhaotianciqiang/jianguohaojigetongcundeliangjiafunv，zhibuguoshouhairenpahuailemingsheng，buganbaoanyebugannao，zhinengdadiaoleyahexuetun，jujiayiqibanli。
xiangdaozhei，tayaoyabiechuyiguhenjing，gancuililuodizaitamouchuluoxiayidao！
“啊！！！”
zhaotiancifachusixinliefeidecanjiao，shenxinningzaoyouzhunbei，yongyiyuancesuolijianlaideyikuaimobusisianzhulezhaotiancidezui！
jiaoshenglikebeiwulegeyanshi，haichileyizuidechoumobu。
zhaotiancilaibujiguanmobu，taishouzhanzhanweiweiwuxiangjulietengtongdeneigebuwei，modaoyishoudeshinianxueji。
tadebaobeiming/genzi，jiuzheimefeile？
tashizhaojiadedumiaomiao，shidaidanchuandenanding，ming/genzifeile，tahaizenmechuanzongjiedai？
赵家绝后了！
zhaotiancimuziyulie，liansecanbai，shuangyanbaotu，eshangmimimamadelenghanwangxiatang，jiashangleiguduanchujianruidetengtong，jingranliangyanyifan，yunsileguoqu。
shenxinningyeshidiyicizuozheiyangdeshi，lianseyebuhaokan，jiantayunle，jiaobuliangqiangdiwangmenwaizou。
meixiangdao，yikaimen，zhuangshangleyigegaodadeshenying。
“haotong！”shenxinningwuzhebeizhuangtengdebizi，xinliyiliang。
haoburongyijieruchoutitianxingdaoyici，jiubeizhualegezhengzhe？
luranghechenchengzhanzaibingfangmenkou，chenchengjianshenxinningchulai，likewangpangbianranglejibu。
tingshuozheiweinvtong/zhishiyingzhangdeweihunqi，meixiangdaozheimehen！
gangcaineiyidao，kandetakua/xialiangsousoude，xianzaituidoubingdehenjin。
lurangchuimoukanzhezhuangshangzijideshenxinning，yanshenzhongshitanjiuheshenshi。
tajiuzhanzaibingfangmenkou，qinyanmudulequanguocheng。
suirantaheshenxinningjianmiancishubuduo，kejiusuanshishaziyenengkanchulai，gangcaibingfanglishouqidaoluodeshenxinning，hedangchuzaitashenbiankutianqiangdimanxindoushisuanjideshenxinning，kanqilaiwanquanbushiyigeren。
zuzhishangyecengpairendaodahecundiaochaguoshenxinning。
shouyangtadeneihurenjiachengfenjihao，sandaipinnong，shenxinningbenrensuiranjianlanchanhua，popiwulai，danyekeyiquedingbushidirenanchadaojingchengguyijiejintadetewu。
shenxinningzhuyidaolurangkantadeyanshen，xiangshenshiditeyiban，zhidaozheiweishulidenanzhuyijingduitayousuohuaiyi。
“……tazaidahecun，huohailebushaoliangjiafunv，woyaoshibushoushita，jiusuantadunledalao，chulaiyihouchizaohaiyaoyourenzaoyang。”shenxinningyaochun，jieshidao。
rensheiyebuhuixihuanbeirenyongneiyangdeyanshenkanzhe。
“zheimeshuo，nihaichengleweiminchuhaideyingxiongle？”luranglenglengdijifeng。
shenxinningkuaxialian，meiwangjishulidelurangduiyuanzhuyouduoyanzeng。
zheiciluodaotashoushang，gujizheijianshibunengshanle。
tasuoxingyebuzhuangle，tingzhijibei，qiaolianshangfuqilengranhejianding。
“neinibaogonganbawozhuazouba！rangwozaixuanyici，wohaishihuizheimezuo。”
kanzhetadawuweideyangzi，lurangyandihuaguoyimoyiyang。
“guyishangren，yebuzhidaohuizenmepan。”luranglianmou，mantiaosilididao。
“nibuyonghewo，zenmepanwodouren。”
shenxinningyangqilian，xiangdaozijigangchengweidingliumingxingmeijinian，jiucusichuanshu，chuanchengzheiyangyigejipinjiaose，tianbengkaijubushuo，haimashangyaodundalao，shuobudinghaikenengchiqiangzi。
yanjingbushoukongzhidiyisuan，yandiyingqiyipianshuiwu。
lurangyuanbenlengjundeshenqing，zaikandaotayanzhongwumengmengdeleiyihou，zhizhule。
xinzangxiangbeiguchuimenmenqiaoleyixia，buqingbuzhongde，querangtamomingqimiaodihuangluan。
gangcaihairangrenjifeidandadenvyingxiong，beitahehuliangjujiukule？
shenxinninghongzheyanwei，jiemaoyebeileishuijinshi，pianpiantabukenditou，jueqiangdi，lenglengdikanzhelurang。
lianzaiyipangkanzhedechencheng，dourenbuzhuxinlibushiziweiqilai，tongshigantanlurangxinhen。
tayaoshiyouzheiyangyigetianxiansideweihunqi，kendinglianxingandoutaochulaisongdaotashoulibaoguanzhe，nalihuixiangyingzhangzheimetieshixinchang，haiguyibarenheku。
neiliejibanbandeliumang，zaidahecundezhongzhong“fenggongweiji”xiawujiutongguocunlidedianhuachuanleguolai。
qiang/jianfunv、saoraozhiqing……zhishineixieshouhaidefunvbuyuanyichumianzuozheng，meiyouzhengrenjiupanbulezhongfa。
shentong/zhineiyidao，keyishuoshidakuairenxin。
lurangyaxiaxintoudezaoyi，xiabayitai，shiyichencheng。
“qukankantashisishihuo。”