第四章
hualuo，duanhuaishengtouyebuhuidelikai。
wobuzhikuleduojiu，zhidaogansedeyanjingzaiyeliubuchuyidileihou，bianshoushiledongxichuyuanhuijiale。
denghuidaojia，wocaifaxianjiankongbeiquanbuchaichu。
jiulianwodiannaolidewenjianyequanbubeiqinglideganganjingjing。
wochenmozhezaizhuoqianzuolehenjiu。
nuanhuangsedecanyangheheiyefengechuyidaoqingxidexian。
zhuomianjianjianbeiheiantunshi，wuneizuizhongzhishengxiajiaojiedeyuese。
liangjiu，wozhongyuzuochujueding——
离开他。
xiangzhe，wojiulimazuochulexingdong，kaishishoushizijidedongxi。
shoushidaoyibanshi，duanhuaishengnuqichongchonghuilai。
tamanliannurongdezhiwenwo，
“womenbushishuohaolema？niweishenmehaiyaozaiwangshangluanshuo，zhizechengchengchaoxi？！”
woyouxiemoming，diankairesouyikan。
faxianresoudetuiwenquandoushishuojiangmuchengbujinchaoxi，haizuoxiaosan。
wangyoumenbatamadaogouxuelintou，shenzhiliantadegerenxinsidoubeibalechulai。
“不是我做的。”
wozhigougoudingzheduanhuaishengshuo，
“wobuhuinawaipodeshentilaikaiwanxiao，yebuhuibuguwaiposhentilaichuqi。”
tingdaowodehua，tadeliansehuanhelexie，
“wokeyixiangxinnimeizuoguo，danshishiqingyijingfashengle，nibixukaifabuhuichengqing。”
“chengqingshinichaoxidechengcheng。”
他说，
“tabunenggouyourenhedewudian。”
woyuanyiweizijiyijingmamu，ketingdaozheihua，haishikongzhibuzhudexintong。
wozhangkaigansedechun，wenta，
“nizhibuzhidaoruguowozheimezuole，woyihoudezhiyeshengyajiuhuile。”
段淮声沉默了一瞬。
“我可以养你。”
wokuseyixiao，zuihouhaishidayingxialai。
发布会当天。
jiangmuchengkukutitideshuo，
“womeiyouchaoxi，gengmeiyouchazubierendeganqing。”
duanhuaishengyepeihezhetashuo，
“zuopinqueshishijiang**duliwanchengde，tashiyimingfeichangyouxiudeyanhuashejishi。”
“zhiyuzuopinhewotaitaishejiaopingtaideleitong，shiyinweiwotaitaiourankandaotadezuopin，caihuinaochudewulong。”
“guanyuchazubierendeganqing，neigengshiyijianzixuwuyoudeshiqing，tazhishiwogongsideshouxishejishi，tongshiyeshiwotaitaihenkanhaodeyigehoubeieryi。”
记者问他：
“qingwenduanzong，nindeyisishibushijiushuoming，chaoxideneigerenshinintaitaihuo**？”
duanhuaishengkanlewoyiyan，haobuyouyushuo，
“是。”
记者纷纷向我证实。
“duantaitai，ninduiyuchaoxizijihoubeidedongjishishenme？shijiduma？”
“duantaitai，qingwenbaoliaoshibushininzijidezidaoziyan。”
“duantaitai......”
wozhanglezhangzui，quejuedehoulonghaoxiangbeishitouduzhule，yijuhuadoushuobuchulai。
如果承认了。
wocishengjiuyushejichediwuyuanle。
keruguobuchengren......
wotaimou，duishangduanhuaishengweixiedeyanshen。
jiangmuchengyeshunjiankuchusheng，
“dajiabuyaobijiejiele，woxiangxintabushiguyide。”
xianchanghunluanbukan，suoyourendeshengyindoujiaozhizaiyiqi，sihuyaojiangwodedanaojizha。
wonielenieshouzhi，yashengshuo，
“tamenshuodemeicuo，chaoxideneigerenshi......”
huran，menwaichuanlaiyidaocanglaoquewubijiandingdeshengyinshuo，
“wanwan，meizuoguodeshiqingzanbunengren！”