第一章
jinuanruyuanjiajixinshangrendediyitian，tajiupochanle。
jiehunwunian，tameitiangongzuoershigexiaoshi，jiulianerziyegenzhetajianpingzizanqianhaizhai。
erzishengrizheitian，sanshibadugaowenxia，liangrenyiqichuanzhehouzhongwanoufuzhanzaijiudianmenkoufachuandan，hanruyuxia。
zhidaogongzuorenyuanzouguolai：“lianggechoufachuandande，nimenjintianzouyunle，yuzongxinshangrendeerzizaizheiguoshengri，xiaohaizuixihuannazhaaobing，nimenchuanzhezheilianggewanoufu，qutiaogewu，jiushangnimenyiwankuai。”
weilezheibi“jukuan”，tamenzoujinjinbihuihuangdeyanhuiting，quezaitaitouneikeruzaoleiji——
zhuzuoshangneigexizhuangbitingdenanren，heranshiyuhuaizhou！
tasihuyouhuidaolecongqianneifuzhongxingpengyuedemoyang，xiuzhangdeshouzhiwozhexiangbinbei，zhengditoutingshenpangdenvrenshuohua，meimujianshitacongweijianguodewenrou。
tasisilazhugongzuorenyuan：“nishuodeyuzongshiyuhuaizhou？tabushipochanlema？”
“poshenmechan？”duifangxiangkanshaziyiyangkanta，“yuzongshishoufu！”
她如坠冰窟。
“huaizhou……”songlingyuezheishixiaozhekaikou，“nijiwoerzibanzheimedadeyanhui，danjintianyeshinierzideshengri，yaobuyaoyiqiguo？”
yuhuaizhouhuanhuantaishou，jiangsonglingyuedetoufawenroubodaoerhou，chongnidao：“meibiyao，woshuoguo，wozheibeizideqianzhihuijiniyigerenhua，lingyue，woshuodaozuodao。”
yinleshengzhouranxiangqi，gongzuorenyuanhenhentuiletayiba：“lengzheganshenme？tiaoa！”
jinuansisiyaozhuzuichun，zhidaochangdaoxuexingwei。
tajixiedibaidongwanoufu，touguowanggekanjianyiyidedongzuoyejiangzhule，haizineimecongming，yidingyerenchulebabadeshengyin。
“tiaodebucuo！”songlingyuedeerzixiaohaoturanzhuaqiyibachaopiaozaguolai，zhibifenfenyangyangluozaitamenshenshang，“hahahahazhenhaowan！”
yuhuaizhouhesonglingyuexiangshiyixiao，yanshenchongni。
纪暖如遭雷击。
五年，整整五年。
yuhuaizhouzhuangpochanpianletamenwunian，juranjiuweileneijutachengnuodeneiju，tadeqianyongyuanzhihuijisonglingyuehua？
tahaimeiwangjisonglingyuema？
jiyixiangdaoziyiyangguazhexinzang。
jinuanshiyujiaguanjiadenver，congxiaojiuzhidaoyuhuaizhoushitianzhijiaozi，ertazhishigeduozaijiaoluotoutoukantadeyingzi。
tacongweisheqiuguoshenme，zhishiyanzhengzhengdikanzhetajiangqingmeisonglingyuechongshangletian。
shibasuineinian，tajisonglingyuebanchengrenli，baoxiazhengzuoyoulun，yanhuafanglezhengzhengyiye。
songlingyuechuanzhegaodinglifupujintahuaili，jiaoshengshuo：“tailongzhongla！”
taxiaozheloujinta，shengyinwenroudebuxianghua：“nizhidezuihaode。fanzhengwoyouqian，yihouwodeqianzhijiwodeguaiguaiyigerenhua。”
houlaitamenchaojia，songlingyueduqifenshouchuguo，tafengleyiyangzhuiqujichang，quebeitayiju“biejiuchanle，woyaojiehunle”dadekuibuchengjun。
neiwantahedelanzui，jinuanquzhaoguta，quebeitayibazhuaidaochuangshang。
“xihuanwo？”tayanshenhuansan，shouzhiqueqiadejinuanshengteng。
jinuanzhanglezhangzui，fabuchushengyin。
tachixiaoyisheng：“neiwoquni，nibangwowangleta。”
tashadekelian，jingxinruleigudiyingle。
kejiehundediyitian，tajiu“pochan”le。
jinuanmeituguotadeqian，suoyixinganqingyuanpeitachiku，zhudixiashi、chishengcai、handonglidasanfengong……shenzhizaitazuiluopodeshihou，shengxialeyiyi。
jinuanyiweizongyouyitian，tahuikanjianta。
可现在她才明白——
没有那样一天了。
宴会结束得很快。
renqunsanquhou，jinuanzhongyuhuiguoshenlai，zhandouzhelakaiyiyidewanoufu。
tamanlianleishui，quebugankuchusheng，xiaolianbiedetonghong。
“mama……”tachouyezhewen，“babapianlewomenwunianduibudui？”
“tayidiandoubuqiong，zhishibuaiwomen，suoyicaiyifenqiandoubuyuanyijiwomenhua，quanbudoujileneigeayihetadeerzishima……”
jinuanshunjiantengdesixinliefei。
tabushigehaomama，jiuweilewureyuhuaizhou，jingrangerzigenzhetashoulezhengzhengwuniandeku。
tayibabaozhuta，yanleijuedi：“shimamaduibuqini，mamameibanfarangbabaaishangwo，caihaidenigenwoyiqishouku……”
wunian，tazhuangqiongpianletamenzhengzhengwuniana！
taheerzijianlancaiyechishi，tapeizhexinshangrenzaigaodangcantingyongcan；
taheerziguizheqiuzhaizhuduokuanshujitianshi，taweixinshangrenzaipaimaihuishangyizhiqianjin；
tadeerzishengridangtianhaizaifachuandantitahaizhai，taqueweixinshangrendehaizichiziqianwanchoubeishengriyan；
tabaozheerzi，zhongyuxiadingjuexin：“mamabuyaozheigebabale，yiyi，nigenmamazou，mamajinizhongxinzhaogetengniainidexinbabahaobuhao？”
“hao！”yiyikudelihai，“womenzoudeyuanyuande，zaiyebuyaotale。”
jinuandaiyiyiqulelvshishiwusuo，nidingleyifenlihunxieyi。
huidaojia，tajitazhuleyiwanmian，muziliangfenzhechileyikuaixiaoxiaodeshengridangao。
wanshang，yuhuaizhouhuilaile。
“怎么还没睡？”
huilaishi，tayijingtuoxialeneitaoyidalishougonggaoding，youhuanletaolianjiadexizhuang，tachesonglingdai，zhoumeiwendao。
jinuanmeishuohua，zhishibawenjiandijita：“dengnihuilaiqianzi。”
“zheishishenme？”tagangwenchuzheijuhua，shoujiquexiangle。
songlingyuedeshengyincongtingtonglichuanchulai：“huaizhou，waitaonalema？xiaohaohaidengniyiqiqukanliuxingyuni，denghuiercuoguole。”
yuhuaizhouwenroudiyinglesheng，biancongcongqianwanzijiuzoule。
guanmenshengxiangqideshunjian，jinuanqingshenghuidaletadewenti。
“yuhuaizhou，zheishi，lihunxieyi。”