第6章痛不欲生
shixianluozaidishangbeiqihaoyizhangpiliedesuiwanshang，gujinlisixiaofeixiaodao：“zheiyaoshihuangshangcijiqieshende，zaotayucizhiwu，wangyekezhigaidanghezui？”
qihaoshangqianyibu，youandemouguangruliangbalijianyiban，zhishegujinli，lingliedeqixipumianerlai：“he，qieshen？”
aiyueyijiandaoqihao，yeshunjianmingbaileweihegangcaihaohaoduanzhedewanhuituranzhakai。
yanleyikoutuomo，tabuyouzizhudehuzaigujinlishenqian，zhanzheshengyindao：“nubi……nubijianguowangye。”
“gun！”qihaozhangfengyihui，aiyuedeshenzibianzhizhidefeilechuqu。
“aiyue！”gujinlijianaiyuezhuangdaoleyipangdezhuzishang，xinzhongyitong，liaokaibeizijiuyaoxiachuangqufuta，kejiaogangzhandi，shouwanbianbeiqihaoruqianziyibandedashousisizuanzhu。
“xiaojie……”aiyueyikouxianxuetuchu，suijiliangyanyiheibianhunleguoqu。
“fangshou！”gujinlizhidaoqihaogangcaineiyizhangyongleneili，cishishenshidanxinaiyuedeshangshi，gubudeshoubeishanghai**ladetangshang，meiyujianshensejiaoji，yuqiliyeduoleyimolengyi。
qihaomilemiyanjing，sanfachuyidaoshayi，youyoudao：“gujinxiu，ruoshizuoyebenwangzaiwanquyibu，jiuyaochedishiquwanwanle。”
gujinlibingbuzhiyinsuwanzishayishi，yinciyileng，xiayishiwendao：“yinxiaojieta……”
zijicengyouxingjianguoyinsuwanyimian，renruqiming，neiguozhenshiyigewenwankerendenvzi，zhikexirujintadetui……
qihaokouzhugujinlideshouyouyonglilejifen，henbudeyaojiangtadegutoujinieduanyiyang，shengyinyincecedao：“wanwanta……ziranshimeishi。”
xueshuishunzheshoubeidididada，zuanxindetengtongranggujinliganshoudaoleqihaobotaoxiongyongdehenyi，ranershensequesihaobubian，“yinxiaojiemeishibianhao。”
shuoba，tazhengtuozhejiuyaozhuantouwangaiyueshenbianzouqu。
“a！”tuishangcubujifangshouleqihaodeyijiao，rangtazhenggerenzhijiepuzaidishangdesuicipianshang，buzhishixiongkoudexuehaishiyoutianlexinshang，zongzhiehuangsedezhongyishangshengkaileduoduotaohua。
fuzhedengzichilidezhanqi，gujinlirenbuzhutonghengyisheng，jinjiezheyou“peng”deyixiashuaidaozaidi。
qihaodemuguangluozaitachizhedexiaojiaoshang，zhijianyimeisuicipianciruqizhong。
huanhuandunxiashenzi，tashouzhonghuranduoleyibajingzhidebishou，fanzhehanguang，dizaigujinlidejiaohuaichu。
neibingliangdeganjue，ranggujinlixinliyijin，“ni……xiangzuoshenme？”
qihaobuzhuodaotayanzhongyishanerguodehuangluan，zhongyuyangqilechunjiao，lengxiaodao：“nishuo，ruoshibenwangtiaoduanlenideshoujiaojin，fuhuangcijinideneixielingdanmiaoyaokehaiyouyong？”
gujinlizaoqianjiutingshuoguoqihaodexinhenshoula，yezhidaotabidingshuodaozuodao。
ketabushizhenzhengdezuikuihuoshougujinxiu，yaotayibeizitanhuanzaichuangrufeirenyiyang，tazennengganxin！
“qihao，nibuneng……a！”gujinlitiaojianfanshedegangxiangjiangjiaosuohui，kehaishiduobuguoqihaodeyanjishoukuai。
“ci”，bishouhaobuliuqingdecharutadexuerou，tongdetaetoushangqinchuleyicengbohan。
qihaomanmanzhuandongzhebishou，daojianyidiandianshenru，bufangguotalianshangdingdianbiaoqing，xiaodesiyi，“gujinxiu，zheitongbuyushengdeziwei，ruhe？”