womeiyoushuohua,naohailiquefuxianchulewoniangdemiankong。
dangnianwoniangwobingzaichuang,lilingyanshenweiyichaotaizi,juranzhijieguidaozaitadechuangqian。
tadeyanshenjianding,duiwoniangshuo:「ninfangxin,woyidinghuizhaoguhaoyaoer,tashiwodefaqi,yeshiwoyishengshouhudeairen。ruruojianglaiyouyiriwofuleyaoer,dingdangtiandaleipi,budehaosi!」
yuanbenwodefuxionghaidanxinyiwolansandexingzizaitaizifulidinghuishouqifu,tingdaolilingyandezheifanshiyan,dunshijiangyikexinyanhuidaoleduzili。
suihoubianhaowuqianguadidaizhebingyuanqulebianjingzhidi。
jiuzaitamenzouhoudebannian,fengguoyouyifaqizhanshi,tichulejixianghuangtangwulideyaoqiu。
qizhongyixiang,jiushiyaodangchaotaizizuoweirenzhisongwangfengguo,「xuexilejie」fengguominqingsannian。
taiziweizhi,shiqichidaru,jueduibukenengdaying。
zhanshiyichujifa,bianjingxiaoyanyanjianjiuyaoshengqi。
neishi,shiwojingongmiansheng,qingqiuyitaizifeizhiming,titaiziqianwangfengguochongdangrenzhi。
meixiangdaodeshi,fengguoyetongyile。
lilingyanzhidaocishihou,wozhewodeshouchenmolexujiu,zuihoutashuo:「yaoer,shiwoduibuzhuni。」
wohenzhijieledang,duitadao:「bushiweileni,woshiweileyanchaodebaixing。」
jiweitaizifei,jiuyaojianfuqixiangdangdezeren。
wowufayankanzheanjuleyedebaixingxianruzhanhuodetongku,gengwufayankanzheshenzaibianjingdefuxiongxianruweixianzhizhong。
keshidangwobaibieyijingxianruhunmi、wulihuitiandemuqinshi,haishitoutouliuxialeyanlei。
dangtaizifeihaolei,ruowozhishifumuqindenver,xiongzhangdemeimei,shibushijiukeyiduozaitamenshenhou,shenmedoubuyongzuole?
niangqin,yanchaodaofengguodeluhaoyuan,wocongweizouguoneibanyuandelu。
fuqin,neiliderendouduiwobuhao,huangzigongzhugegechixiaowo,chengwowei「yanchaoqifu」。
xiongzhang,chulaizhadaodeneijigeyue,womeishuiguoyigeanwenjue,nianyoudegongzhuaicongwoshenshangtaolezi,wangwodewuzilirengqingwadushe。
莲蓬哭,我也哭。
lianpengshuoxianghuijia,woquemeiyoushuo。
yinweiwozhidao,huibuqude,yebukenenghuiqu。
yidanwolinzhentuotao,fengguojiuyouxiangyangdeliyouzhengtaoyanchao,suoyiwobunengzou。
wozhinengriyeqipanzheisanniannengkuaikuaiguoqu。
diyinian,lilingyandengji。
diernian,woniangqushi,womeinengweitashouxiao。
disannian,wohuigong,quefaxiangongzhongzaoyouleyiweiyuwoxiangxiangdenvzi。
终于,我不盼了。
我什么都不盼了。
huoxuzheishijianbenjiumeiyoushenxianyishuo,burancengjingneixushizhiren,zaoyitiandaleipi,budehaosi。
rujinwoyuzheifotangzhishang,tingmenwaihuanshengxiaoyuyipian,zhijuedexinrusishui。
niang,nihouhuima,houhuidangnianjiangwotuofujililingyanlema?
keshiwohouhuile,niang,yaoerhaohui。
7.
lanfeideshengchenyanwobingweichuxi。
xiangbililingyanhetadoubuyuanzaizheizhongchanghejiandaowo。
erwoyebuxiangzaimuqindejirili,shenzhehuayi,zaiwubiangududegaoweishangpeixiao。
suoyidangtianwanshanglanfeihuilaifengyidian,shizaichuwoyiliao。
wozhengdasuanxiexia,tongbaogongnvquecongcongzoulejinlai,shenhougenzhedejiaobushengzaluan,wotaiqitou,biankanjianlelanfei。
tayangzheyizhangjingzhidexiaolian,jinduanqunbaishangxiuzhedelianhuasuibufayaoye,goulelianxindejinsizaiyueguangxiafachuyinyinanguang。
tasihushihezuile,zhenggerendezhonglidouyazaiyipangdecaiyunshenshang。
lianshangguazheyimofeihong,yanshenyemili。
wolianmangpingtuileqiyuxianren,zhiliuxialianpengyirenshihou。
wozhoumeiwencaiyun:「buqulanfeizijigongli,laiwozheierzuoshenme?」
qishiwogengxiangshuo,anzhaoguanli,tahegaihelilingyanyiqihuidiancaishi。
caiyunyifukuaikuledeyangzi,nieredao:「nubibuzhi,shilanfeiniangniangyidingyaolaifengyidian。」
lianpengzhangzhelanfeizuidedongdaoxiwaibushengrenshile,shuohuayesiwujidanqilai。
talenghengyisheng,dao:「bieshixiangzuohuanghou,bazheilidangzijiqingongleba。」
wodaiyoujinggaoyiweidikanletayiyan,lianpengsuosuobozi,bishanglezui。
zheishi,yuanbenhaibizheyanjingdelanfeituranzhengkaileshuangyan,tashenshouzhuazhuwodexiuzi,kaikoudediyijushi:「huanghouniangniang,niaihuangshangma?」
我感觉呼吸一窒。
bujinshiwo,liantongcaiyunhelianpengyechenmole。
tamendixianaodai,shenzhibugankanwodeshenqing。
wotanlekouqi,xianghonghaizibanwendao:「weishenmezheimewen?」
lanfeimizheyanjing,yanshenxiangshishilejiao:「ruguoniaibixia,bixiayeaini,neiweishenmeyaobawodaijingongni?woshenmeyemeiyouzuocuo,weishenmeyaorangwolunweiyigexiaohuani……」
cike,tazaibushichuanwenzhongjiaomanbahu、duchonghougongdelanfei。
tazhishiyigexianrulemimangdenvzi。
yigexiangbutongweishenmejiaoaoruziji,quebianchengtidaipindekelianren。
wozheicaixiangdao,tayecaizhiyoushiliusuieryi。