zheishitacongyiyilai,diyicimianduizijideqinren。
yanjihuanhenhenyizhizhuhunshendezhandou,zuzhirenyuanjinxingjijiu。
sangexiaoshihou,songfudeqingkuangzhongyuzanshiwendinglexialai。
病房里。
yanjihuanzuozaibingchuangqian,kanzheliansebingbaidefuqin,shizhongbuganxiangxintazenmejiuhuidelenaoliu。
“songzhuren,zheigezhongliujinaizheeye,zhouweiyoudoushixueguan,shoushunanduhenda。juwosuozhiquanshijieleisizheiyangnandudeshoushuzhiyouyixiangchenggonganli,caodaoyishengjiushilinzhuren。”
tongshidehuazaierpanyibianbianxiangzhe,turan,yanjihuanganjuedaoyouyizhidazhangzaiqingqingfumozijidetouding。
tahuishenjiukandaofuqinyijingzhengyan:“yiyi,bieku……”
yanjihuanyankuangyixiajiuhongle:“ba,douguaiwo,juranmeizhuyidaoni……”
songfuqingqingyaoleyaotou:“nimang,buguaini。”
yanjihuanrenzheyankuanglidelei,jinwozhefuqindeshou:“woyidinghuizhihaoninde!”
一定能!
yanjihuanxiangzhe,dengfuqinzhongxinrushui,jiulikekaishilianxibaihemian。
kedianhuazenmedoudabutong。
duanduanyizhounei,songfuyoujinxinglesanciqiangjiu。
yanjihuanaodeshuangyantonghong。
zheitian,songfugangcongqiangjiushituichulai,tajiutingrenshuozhiyuanlinnandeyiliaoduihuilaile。
yanjihuandiyishijianjiulaidaolebaihemiandebangongshi。
“白鹤勉!”1
baihemianbeibaohaimeifangxia,yihuitoujiukandaoyanjihuanaodetonghongdeshuangyan。
yanjihuanbafuqindebinglibaizaitamianqian:“guoneiwaizhiyouniyouchenggongshoushujingyan,baituoni,jiujiuwoba。”
tazitaifangdejidi,manyanxijidikanzhebaihemian。
kebaihemianzhishisaoleyan,jiuchenshengjujue:“zheishoushu,wobuzuo。”
zheiyike,quanshijiehaoxiangdouanjinglexialai。
yanjihuandaidaidekanzhebaihemian,buganxiangxinzijideerduo。
keduishangnanrendanmodeyan,taxiangbeicidaoleban,wubiqingxing:“weishenme?”
tabumingbai,tamingmingbushijiansibujiuderen,weishenmehuijujuedezheiyangguoduan。
yanjihuanxiangdaoleshenme,lianmangkaikou:“wozhidaoyinweiliunianqiandeshinitaoyanwo,keneishiwoba!neishiyitiaorenming!baihemian,nijiujiutahaobuhao?”
“zhiyaonijiuwoba,wo……wokeyicizhi,wokeyilikaijingyangbuainideyan,woqiuqiuni……”
“woshuole,wobujie。”baihemiancujindemeixinliquanshibunai,“nitingbudongma?”
shengyinlilinliedehanyicideyanjihuanhunshenyidou。
tazhengzhengkanzhezheigezijifangzaixinliliuniandoufangbuxiadenanren,shengyinshaya:“yinweishiwoba,suoyinicaibuyuanyijiedema?”
白鹤勉没有回答。
也没否认……
yanjihuanshuangshoutuiranxiachui,lianrilaiyizhiqiangchengdeqingxuyejijinbengkui。
“weishenmea?pingshenmea?”
“baihemian,wodaodinaerduibuqini?zhenxiangnibushidouyijingzhidaolema?”
“nidaodihaixiangwozenyang?”
tayijujieyijudewenzhe,meiyousihan,shengyinneimediya,quezangbuzhuqizhongdezhandou。
baihemianyandishanguomoshenme,gangyaokaikou。
jiutingyanjihuanshuo:“baihemian,zaozhidaohuishijintianzheiyang,womenmeizaiyiqiguogaiduohao?”
zhizuogeputongtongxue,neitashibushijiubuyongbeizheiduanganqingzhemoliunian。
tafuqinyebuhuitangzaibingchuangshang,beijujuejiuzhi!
yanjihuanyanlidehouhuiruzhencijinbaihemiandeyan,tafanzaodezhaixiayanjing,anleanbiliang。
“言寄欢,你……”
huahaimeishuowan,bangongshidemenjiubeirenyibatuikai。
“songzhuren,ninkuailai!ninfuqinbuxingle!”
yanjihuanlianseshashicanbai,tazhuanshenjiuchaobingfangpao。
ba,ninqianwanbunengyoushi!
wojiuninyigeqinrenle!ninbunengrengxiawo!
laotian,woqiuqiunile,baoyouwobayidingyaotingguolai!
言寄欢内心祈求着。
可上天好像没听见。
yanjihuandaoshi,zhikandaofuqintangzaibingchuangshang,shangyikouzibeijiekai,wuluntongshimenzenmeyongchuzhanyishituhuanxingta,pangbiandejiqishang,shizhongdoushiyitiaomeiyoushengxidezhixian。
zheiyimiao,fangfobeiwuxianlazhang。
huanghuzhong,takandaotongshifangxiachuzhanyi,yonglianmindeyanshenkanzheziji:“qiangjiuwuxiao,huanzhesiwang。”