woshibeiyeyeqinshoupeiyangdejiazujichengren，qinmaquexianwotailengyingquefaquwei。
weixiangshou“yangyulequ”，tahefuqinyoushengxiayigenver，jiaochongderuzhurubao。
neinvhaimeiyanquanranbuxiangjiaren，xiaoxiaonianjibianhuizaizangxianhai，woshizhongxihuanbuqilai。
zhidaofuqinturanlaidian：“nuannuan，nimeimeidangnianbeibaocuole……”
wangzhevipbingfangduyiwuerdejiankongjilu，wolengxiaochusheng：“cuo？mashengchandeloucengdangnianzhijiedailewomenyijia。”
“zheifenmingshiyourenguyitouhuan！”
jiehuizhenmeimeineitian，jiaqianjinkudebisheidoukelian。
erwoqianqisesuozaijiaoluoneigemanshenshanghendenvhai：
“biepa，zheigejia——”
“姐姐说了算。”
fuqinneitongdianhualaidetuwu，wozhengjieshuyichangkuaguobinggouhuiyi，erjilihaicanliuzheduifanglvshizizhubijiaodeyuyin。
shoujipingmushang“fuqin”erzitiaodong，yizhongyushangyetanpanwuguandezhiseganmanshangxintou。
“暖暖，”
tadeshengyingezhedianbo，youzhongbutongxunchangdeganse，shenzhinengtingjianpangbianmuqinjiliyayidechouqi，
“ni……mashanghuijiayitang。youjianshi，guanyunimeimei……”
woshiyizhulizantingdisongxiayifenwenjian，zoudaoluodichuangqian。
jiaoxiashichengshizonghengjiaocuodeguanghe，binglengeryouxu。
“tayouzaixuexiaoreleshenmehuo？xuyaowolianxidongshijuyaxiaxinwen？”
yuqilidebunaijihumeizuoyanshi。
neigebeichongdewufawutiandenvhai，reshishengfeidenengliyutadejiaomanchengzhengbi。
“不，不是……”
fuqinjijifouding，chuanlekouqi，xiangshijiexialaidehuatangzui，
“shi……womengangnadaotijianbaogao，xuexingbiduibushang，zuolejiajideqinzijianding……nuannuan，nimeimei，ta、tabushiwomenqinshengde！dangnianzaiyiyuan，kenengbaocuole！”
huiyishidedengguangmingliangdaociyan，wozaibolimuqiangshangkanjianzijimohudaoying，meixinweicu。
抱错？
“爸，”
我声音沉下去，
“ninshibushiwangle，womashengtashizhudeshishenshikonggudesirenyiyuan，dingcengdevipchanfang，neiyigeyuezhijiedailewomayiweichanfu。nalaidelingyigeyingergentabaocuo？”
dianhuaneitoushashianjing，zhiyoumuqindouranbagaode、shikongdekushengzuoweibeijingyin。
fuqinnieruzhe：“keshijiandingbaogao……”
“baogaobuhuipianren，danrenhui。”
wozhijianwuyishikouzhebinglengdeboli，
“wohuihuiqu。zaiwodaojiazhiqian，shenmeduoyudeshidoubiezuo，tebieshiwoma。”
guaduandianhua，womeiyoulikedongshen。neixiandianhuazhitonganbaobufuzeren：
“diaoqushiliunianqian，furenshengchandangrijiqianhougongsantian，shenshisiliyiyuandingcengvipchanfangjiyuyingshidesuoyoujiankongjilu。”
“quanxianmimashiwodeshengwushibietezheng，suoyoujiluzhijiechuandaowosirenshujuku，mijizuigao。”
“daxiaojie，shijinianqiandeluxiang，guidangxitongdougengxinguohaojicile，kenengxuyaoshijian……”
“那就去找。”
woshengyinbuda，danneibianshunjianjinsheng，
“wozhijinimenyixiaoshi。”
yixiaoshihou，wozuozaijichihuilaozhaidejiaocheshang，pingbandiannaopingmushangfengexianshizhegulaojiankongluxiangmohutiaodongdehuamian。
muqinbeituiruchanfang，menwaishijiaozhuoduobudefuqinhewenxunganlaidejiweijiazuzhangbei。
hushibaozheqiangbaochulai，fuqinxijierqi……
huamiankuaijin，yiqiekansizhengchang。
直到产后第二夜。
yigechuanzhehushifu、daizhekouzhaodeshenyingchuxianzaiyuyingshimenkou，shurumimadedongzuolvexianchiyi。
tashoulibaozheyigeqiangbao，jinquhouyuesanfenzhong，chulaishihuailiyijiushigeqiangbao，jiaobucongcongdixiaoshizaizoulangjintou。
dingcengvipqu，yejianzhibanhushiyingshigudingliangren，huanbanjiluqingxi。
erneigeshijiandian，bengaizaigangdeliangminghushi，yigeqianjilulikaiguoshiqifenzhong，lingyige……