jiehunsannian，wozhongyuhuaiyun。pobujidaigaosulaogong，
quetingjiantazuijiuninan：“renwu…zongsuanyaojieshule…”woruzhuibingku。neiwantashoujiliangqi，
yitiaomoshengduanxinyingruyanlian：“mubiaoyixinrenni，nadaotafuqindegongsimiyaohou，jinkuaichuli。”chuli？
shizhiwo，haishiwodulidehaizi？【1】wowozheyanyunbangdeshouyizhizaidou。
yanjingsisidingzheshangmianneiqingxiwubideliangdaohonggang。zhongle！laoniangzhongyuzhongle！wohezhouhaojiehunsannian，
duziyizhimeidongjing。popominglianlibuzhidaoniantaoleduoshaohui，shuowoshibuxiadandemuji，
shenzhitoutoujizhouhaosaiqitanvrendezhaopian。weilezheishi，womeishaogenzhouhaokunao。zhouhaozongshibaozhewo，
naixindihong：“laopo，bielima，womenjiuguoerrenshijieduohao。haizisuiyuan，qiangqiubulai。
”ketayueshizheiyang，woyueshikuijiu，yueshixiangyaogehaizi。xianzai，zhongyuruyuanyichang！
woxingfendichadiantiaoqilai，ganjinwuzhuduzi，shengpahezhelimiandexiaodouding。wojisuanzheshijian，
zhouhaochabuduogaixiabanle。woyaojitayigetiandadejingxi！【2】wanshang，zhouhaohuilaile，
shenshangdaizhenongzhongdejiuqi。“laogong，nizenmeyouhezheimeduo？”woganjinshangqianfuta，
xinlineidianpobujidaidexiyuebeixintengyaxiaquyidian。tazuijinzongshiyingchou，henwancaihuijia，
meicidouzuixunxunde。zhouhaoyibabaozhuwo，naodaimaizaiwojingwoli，
hanhubuqingdishuo：“laopo……weilewomendeweilai……zhide……”woxinliyitian，fuzhetadaoshafazuoxia。
“laogong，woyougehaoxiaoxiyaogaosuni……”wocoudaotaerbian，shengyinlishiyabuzhudequeyue。
taquehaoxiangmeitingjian，ziguzididunangzhe，shengyinhenqing，hanhunbuqing。wocoujinlexie，xiangtingqingtazaishuoshenme。
“……kuaile……jiukuaile……”shenmekuaile？woyoudianhaoxiao，hezuileshuohuadoushuobuqing。
woqingqingpaizhetadebei：“laogong，nidaodizaishuoshenmeya？”tahurandongledong，gengshendimaijinshafali，
xiangmengyiyiyang，duanduanxuxudituchujigezi：“……renwu……zongsuan……zongsuanyaojieshule……”renwu？
shenmerenwu？wolianshangdexiaorongshunjianjiangzhu。yigumeiyoulaidehanyi，mengdicongjiaodibancuanshangtianlinggai。
zhouhaoshigaoxiaoshoude，pingshizuilipaohuoche，oueryehuibanaxiadakehushuocheng“wanchengrenwu”。
dan……weishenmeshi“zongsuanyaojieshule”？zheizhongcuoci，taiqiguaile。daizheyizhong……rushizhongfudejietuogan。
buxiangzaishuogongzuo。wodunzaitamianqian，
kanzhetaneizhangyingjunde、yinweiwojingxinzhaoliaoersihaokanbuchusanshisuicangsangdelian，xinzangturanpengpengkuangtiao，
yiguqiangliedebuanjuezhulewo。“laogong？zhouhao？nixingxing，shenmerenwu？”woqingqingtuita。
taquezhishibunaifandihuihuishou，fanlegeshen，jixudunang：“……ng……jieshule……”wodunzaineili，
quanshendexueyehaoxiangyixiazibeichougan，youyixiaziyonghui，chongdewosizhibingleng，toupifama。
【3】jiuzaiwonaoziluanchengyiguozhoudeshihou，zhouhaokoudailideshoujipingmuturanliangleyixia。
yitiaoxinduanxindeyulandanlechulai。fajianrenshiyigemeiyoucunmingzidemoshenghaoma。neirongzhiyouduanduanyixingzi，
quexiangyibashaohongdejiandao，henhentongjinlewodeyanjingli！——【mubiaoyishenduxinrenni，
zhuajinshijiannadaotafuqingongsidehexinmiyao，zhihoujinkuaichuliganjing。】hong！！！
wodenaodailixiangyouyikezhadanbaozhale。mubiao？shizaishuowoma？shenduxinren……shia，woduomexinrenta！
xinrendaozheigeyuewobarangwocanyugongsihexinxiangmu，
wolianbaoxianjumimahefuqinzhuanyongdejiamiudunmimadougaosuleta！
yinweitashuokeyibangwozuoshichangshujufenxicankao！hexinmiyao……wobagongsidejueduijimi！chuliganjing？
chulishenme？zenmechuli？shiwo？haishiwoduzilidehaizi？huozhe……yiqi？womengdiwuzhuzui，
caimeiyoujianjiaochusheng。weiliyizhenfanjiangdaohaideexin，bushiyinweiyuntu，ershiyinweijizhidekongjuhebeipan！
wotanruanzaidi，hunshendoudexiangqiufenglideluoye。buganxiangxinzijikandaodeyiqie。sannianhunyin，
yiqianduogeririyeyedeerbinsimo、xixinzhaoliao，nandaoquandoushijiade？neixiewenroudeyongbao，titiedewenhou，
shenzhitaweiwoxijiao、banyepaobianquanchengjiwomaixiangchidesuanlafen……quandoushiyanxi？
quandoushiweile……wobadegongsi？【4】neiyiwan，wobuzhidaozijishizenmeaoguolaide。
wojiuneimezuozaidibanshang，kaozheshafa，kanzheshushuidezhouhao。tadeshuiyanneimeanwen，
shenzhizuijiaohaidaizheyisiruoyouruowudexiaoyi。shiyinweirenwukuaiyaojieshulema？erwo，ruzhuibingku，
sizhibaihaidoulengdecigu。diertianzaoshang，zhouhaoxinglai，toutongyulie。taxiangwangchangyiyang，
xiguanxingdishenshouxianglaibaowo：“laopo，wozuotianshibushiyouheduole？meinaoniba？
”wojihushichudianbanduokailetadechupeng。talengleyixia，yandifeikuaidishanguoyisibuyichajuedeyihuo，
danhenkuaiyoubeisuzuidetongkufugai。“laopo，nizenmele？liansezheimebai？shibushibushufu？”tacouguolai，
yuqimanshiguanqie。ruoshiyiqian，wokendinggandongdeyitahutu。xianzaitinglai，quezhijuedexuwei！exin！
lingrenzuoou！“mei……meishi，kenengmeishuihao。”wodixiatou，yanshizhuyanzhongdejinghuanghehenyi，shengyinganse，
“woqujininongdianxingjiutang。”wojihushitaoyesidechongjinlechufang。beikaozhebinglengdeqiangbi，
wocaiyunxuzijidakoudakoudichuanxi，yanleibushoukongzhidiyongchulai，youbeiwohenhencadiao。bunengku！linwei，
nibunengku！xianzaibushikudeshihou！nibixulengjing！bixunongqingchuzheidaodishizenmehuishi！neigehaomashishei？
zhouhaobeihouderenshishei？tamendemudedaodishishenme？zhishiyaogongsidemiyao？
haishi……zhendeyao“chuli”diaowo？ruguowotanpai，ruguotafaxianwozhidaoleduanxindecunzai，
huibuhuilikejiuyoushashenzhihuo？womoxiangzijiyiranpingtandexiaofu。haizi……mamagaizenmeban？
【5】congneitianqi，wochedibianleyigeren。wozaizhouhaomianqian，
nulibanyanzheneigeyiwusuozhi、shenzhiyinweihuaiyunergengjiayilaitadeshanvren。“laogong，
bashuoneigexiangmuhenzhongyao，rangniduobangwobabaguane。”woguyibayixiewuguanjinyaodewenjiandaihuijia，
rangta“fenxi”。tameicidouxinranyingyun，biaoxiandewubizhuanyehenaixin。danwotoutouguanchata。wofaxian，
tahuizai“fenxi”wenjianshi，oueryongshoujipaizhao。wofaxian，tahuizaishufangyongwodediannaoshi，
charuyigemoshengdeupan。wofaxian，taduiwobagongsidexingqu，yuanyuanchaoguoleduiwohewoduzilidehaizi。
wodexin，zaiyicicidequerenzhong，beilingchidexianxuelinli。tongshi，
wodongyongleyiqiewonengdongyongdeguanxihexiaoshouduan。wozhaodaolewodeguimi，tananpengyoushigeheikedashen。
woyaoyanachulezanleduoniandesifangqian，zuzuershiwan，tongguoguimiqiutabangmang：“bangwochazheigehaoma！
chazhouhaosuoyoudetonghuajilu、kaifangjilu、yinxingliushui！yiqie！”guimiheleyitiao：“weiwei，nifengle？
chushenmeshile？”“nibiewen，bangwozheiyici，qiunile。”wozhuazhetadeshou，zhijiajihuqiajintaderouli。
wobixuzhidaozhenxiang！【6】jitianhou，guimidailailerangwoshijiechedibengtadexiaoxi。
heikedashenpojieleneigehaoma，suiranshiyicixingdeheihao，danshuntengmogua，
chadaolezhouhaolingyigeyinmideyinxingzhanghu。guoqusannian，jihumeigejigeyue，
jiuyouyibishuebuxiaodeqianconghaiwaiyigezhanghuhuiru。erjiuzaishangzhou，youyibiwushiwandejukuandaozhang。
beizhushi：“jindukuan”。gengrangwohunshenbinglengdeshi，heikedashenjiehuodaoyitiaobeishanchudeduanxinbeifen，
shizhouhaoheneigehaomadelianluorenfade。【haoge，lijiewenni，neishanvrendulidezhongdaodishibushinide？
jihuakuaishouweile，biechuchazi。】zhouhaodehuixinshi：【fangxin，bushiwode。tazhiqiantijianbaogaoxianshinanyun，
wojiuzuoleshoujiao。kendingshitabaweilebangzhuwo，rangtazhaobierenjiedezhong。zhenghao，chuliqilaigengmeifudan。
】lijie？lijieshishei？bushitadezhong？tijianbaogaobeizuoleshoujiao？woyanqianyihei，chadianyunsiguoqu。
sannianqian，woqueshitijianguoyici，yishengsixiaanshiwohuaiyunjilvhendi。woweiciyiyulehenjiu，
shizhouhaoyizhianweiwo，shuomeiguanxi，taaiwoshengguoaihaizi。yuanlai……quandoushiyinmou！congneigeshihouqi，
tajiukaishicehuale？neimeicichanmianhou，
tatitiedijiwohede“zhuyun”yingyangpin……nandaoyeshidongshoujiaodeyihuan？
erwoduzilidehaizi……wozhende……wobuzhidaoshisheide！wozhiyouzhouhaoyigenanrena！
chufei……tayonglebiedenanrende**？zaiwobuzhiqingdeqingkuangxia？judadeexinhekongjushunjianyanmeilewo。
【7】woqiangrenzhesixinliefeidetong，rangheikejixushenwa“lijie”。qianshiconghaiwaizhanghuhuiru，
dancaozuozhezaiguonei。suoyoudexiansuo，zuizhongzhixiangleyigewozuomengdouxiangbudaoderen。——zhouhaodebiaojie，
zhaoli。neigezongshixiaomimi，meicilaiwojiadoujiwodaixiaochi，lazhewodeshoushuo“xiaoweia，
zhouhaoyaoshiqifuni，wodiyigezouta”deheainvren。jingranshita！tashizhumou？weishenme？
wojiahetawuyuanwuchou！shenzhizhouhaonengjinwobagongsi，haishiwobakanzaitashiqinqidemianzishangbangdemang！
wolikerangwobadexinfuzhuliquanzhongdiaochazhaoli。buchabuzhidao，yichaheyitiao。zhaolidegongsi，
bannianqianjiuyinweijingyingbushan，qianlejuegaolidai，binlinpochan。erjiuzaizuijin，tabujinhaiqinglesuoyouzhaiwu，
hairuguleyijiaxingongsi，neijiaxingongsideyewufanwei，hewobagongsidehexinyewuyimoyiyang！
yiqiedoulianqilaile！zhaolijiyuwobadegongsi，zhishizhouhaozheigewaibiaoyingjun、neixinhendudebiaodilaigouyinwo，
pianhun，huoquxinren，qiequshangyejimi，zuihou……bawozheigejichengren“chuli”diao。
wobazhiyouwoyigenver。wosile，gongsiluodaosheishouli？zhouhaozuoweiwodezhangfu，shidiyishunweijichengren！
zaijiashangtamenshoulizhangwodehexinmiyao，zuyicheditaokonggongsi！haodudejihua！haohendexinchang！
【8】zhidaoleyiqiezhenxiang，wofanerlengjinglexialai。kongjuxiaoshile，zhishengxiakegudehenhetaotiandenuyi。
nimenbushiyaowanma？hao！laoniangpeinimenwandaodi！nimenxiangqiequgongsihexinjimi？wojinimen！
buguoshidongguoshoujiaode！nimenxiang“chuli”diaowo？wokanzuihoubeichulideshishei！
wozhidingleyigefengkuangdejihua。woxianshijiazhuangyuntuyuelaiyueyanzhong，qingxudiluo，duizhouhaoshuo：“laogong，
wozuijinzongjuedexinhuanghuangde，bagongsineigexiangmuyalitaidale，wopayingxiangbaobao。
yaobu……nibazuihouneibufenshujufenxiyebangwozuoleba？miyaoheudunmimanidouzhidaode。
”wozhudongbazuihoude“hexinmiyao”jiaodaoletashoushang。zhouhaoyanzhongshanguokuangxi，
danbiaomianshangquezhuangchudanyoudeyangzi：“zhei……buhaoba？bahuibuhuishengqi？”“meishi，nishiwolaogong，
youbushiwairen。dengxiangmuchenggongle，worangbajinishengzhijiaxin！”woyiweizaitahuaili，shuozheshabaitiandetaici，
xinlizailengxiao。taguoranshanggoule。diertian，tajiupobujidaidiqinglejia，shuozaijiapeiwo，
shijishangyitouzhajinshufang，wozhidao，
tashizaikaobeibingchuansongneifenwojingxinzhunbeide“dali”——yifenkansihexin，
shizebumanxianjinghezhuizongchengxudejiamiyaowenjian。tongshi，wozhaodaowoba，bayiqiehepantuochu。
wobayoujingyounu，chadianzhijiedairenqukanlezhouhaohezhaoli。wolanzhuleta。“ba，
zhijiebaojingtaibianyitamenle。tamenbushixiangyaogongsima？bushixiangrangwomenjiaporenwangma？
womenyaorangtamenchangchangcongyunduanshuaijindiyudeziwei！”wobakanzhewo，yanshenfuza，zuizhongzhongzhongdiantou：“hao！
nver，nishuozenmezuo，bapeiheni！”womenfunvliang，kaishimimibuwang。
【9】zhaolihezhouhaonadao“hexinmiyao”hou，xingdonggengkuaile。
tamenkaishidaguimodinuoyongwobagongsidezijin，zhuruzhaolineijiaxingongsi。tamenyiweizuodetianyiwufeng，
shijishang，meiyibiliushuidouzaiwobadejiankongzhixia。yucitongshi，
zhouhaoduiwo“nifan”detaiduyeyuelaiyuemingxian。huijiayuelaiyuewan，piqiyuelaiyuebaozao，
shenzhikaishiguyizhaocha。wozhidao，tashiweizuihoude“chuli”zuopudian，zhizaowomenganqingpoliedejiaxiang。
yexuhenkuai，wojiuhui“yiwai”liuchan，ranhou“xiangbukai”zishashenwang。huozhechugeshenmejiaotongyiwai。
yitianwanshang，zhouhaoyouhenwancaihuilai，shenshangdaizhebushuyuwodexiangshuiwei。wozuozaishafashang，jingjingdikanzheta。
talengleyixia，sihumeixiangdaowohaimeishui，bunaifandishuo：“zenmehaibushui？bushirangnibiedengwoma？
”wokanzheta，huranxiaole：“laogong，zhaolibiaojiezuijinzenmeyang？”zhouhaodeliansezhourandabian，
tongkongmengdiyisuo，danlikeqiangzhuangzhending：“ni……niturantibiaojieganma？tatinghaode。”“e，shima？
”womanmanzhanqishen，zouxiangta，“wotingshuotagongsizuijinfengshengshuiqi，jielebushaodaxiangmua，zhenshigongxile。
”zhouhaodeyanshenchedibianle，neishiyizhongbeikuipomimidejinghuanghexionghen。“linwei，nishenmeyisi？
nidiaochawobiaojie？”“wobuzhidiaochaleta，”wozoudaotamianqian，
yangtoukanzhezheizhangwoailesannianyehenzhirugudelian，yiziyijudishuo，“wohaidiaochaleni。
diaochaleneigejinidaqiandehaiwaizhanghu，diaochaleneitiaorangni‘chuliganjing’deduanxin。
”zhouhaolianshangdexueseshunjiantundeganganjingjing。tamengdihoutuiyibu，