第6章 “刻意”不可以

lianye,woganchulechengpin。doubuzhidaozijishuileduojiu,xinglaidediyijianshibianshiganjinlianxizehaoxuezhang,bachengpinfajita。meixiangdaotazheiliangtianbuzaixuexiao,xiangrangwobachengpinzaijitaochenxuezhanghehuaiyangxuezhangkanyixia,jiedaotade“zhishi”houwoyoujitamenfenbiefaleyibian。

xiawudekeshangwanhou,woyigerenpaoqushitangchimalaxiangguo,kanjianhuaiyangxuezhangnazhecanpanheyigenanshengjiaotanzhe,womaitoubalazhewanlidemifanjiuzhexiangguochizhe,jiazhuangmeiyoukanjianta。

“sangnan”,shichenglvxuezhangdeshengyin,wotaiqitouhanxiaoleyixiayutadazhaohu。

“haoqiaoa,niyigeren?”tawenrouyixiao。

我点点头。

“可以一起吗?”

woyoudaidaididiandiantou。qiguaitagangxiabushiyigerena。zenmexianzaiyigerenle。

“xuezhang,wojianhaodeshipinnikanlema?”lianggerenganzuozhezongshiyoudianganga,wozhaoleyigehuati。

“哦,我…”

“huaiyang。”tabeiyigenvshengdaduan。woyutatongshipiantou,shenyulingzhikaileshenbiandesangenvshengxiangwomenzoulai,“nishenmeshihoulaidea。”shenyulingjiaoroudeyuqihenshidongren。

“e,ganglaibujiu”,huaiyangxuezhangweixiaoleyixia。

shenyulingkanzhewomanyanxiaoyi,“zuotiannilaihuajushewojiuzhidaonile。womenzuotianpaideshipinhoumiandoukaonini。”

“ee,meishimeishi,yebushiduodashiqing。xuejienidetuihaodianmei?”wolimaoxingdiwenta。

shenyulingzuodaolehuaiyangxuezhangshenbianshuo,“meishila,zhishibuxiaoxinshuaileyijiao,xianzaihaoduole。”shuoba,yuguangtouxiangletaxuezhang。

huaiyangxuezhangyiyanbufaxiangshifenleshen,tabushuohuaqifenyouyouxieganga。shenyulingbutongyuxiluxuejie,tashenshanggengduoleyizhongmiaoshiwanqiandeguaoqizhi,wobuzhidaogaiyutashuoshenme,buguowoxiangwulunwoyutaduoshuoshenme,tadexinsidouzhizaitashenbianderenshenshang,yebuhuihewoduofeikoushe。zhishixuezhangyizhichichibushuohua,wobianyingzhetoupishuoleyiju,“xuejie,nichiguofanlema?”

guorantameiyouhuidawodehua,zhijieshuo:“huaiyangmingtianxuyaopailianma?ruguopailiandehuawozaiqunlijidajiashuoyixia。”

“buyongle,zhenghaozehaobuzai,mingtianrangdajiaxiuxiba。nimennvshengzhijiangaihepengyouyuezhechuquguanggejiechigefanhuozhepeinanpengyou。”huaiyangxuezhangshuobachileyikoutangculiji。

shenyulingmeiyouhuidawodehua,wobianbuzaiduoshuoshenmeananjingjingdichiwodefan。“sangnan,xiangguohaochima?”taturandifawenrangwoyezhuleyikoumifan,shunjiankuangkebuzhi,liandouqianghongle,bantianshuobuchuhua,neichangjingrangwogangadixiangdagedidongzuanjinqu。

huaiyangxuezhangganjindijiwoyizhangzhijin,youningkaishoubiandeshuidijiwo,“sangnan,nimeishiba。buhaoyisia,chifandeshihoujiubuyinggaishuohuade。”

wobaibaishou,gubushanghuiyingta,dundundundihelejidakoushui,zhangshuyikouqi。daishaoweiyoudianhuanhe,woyongshoubeikailekaietoudehanshuodao,“shiwochidetaikuaile”。

“nihaodianmeiyoua”,huaiyangxuezhanghaishiyiliandanxindikanzhewo,zheiyanshenrangrenyoudianshoubule。womeiganduokan,lianlianbaishou,“zhendemeishi。”

bujingyijianwoyuyulingxuejiedeyanshenjiaohui,badaodeqishilijinshiduoduobirendeaoqi。woganmangdixiatou,yaobushixiangguocaichilejikouwofenfenzhongjiuxiangpao。

“huaiyangnimingtianyoushijianma?”,tazhongyuyoukaikoushuohuale,“wogufujilewojizhang《huoluanshiqideaiqing》dehuajupiao,nibushiyexiangchangshipaizheigehuajuma?keyiqukankan。”

tazheimeaoqiderenzaihuaiyangxuezhangdemianqianquebeiweidaolejidian。mingyanrendounengkanchulaitaxihuanchenglverqieshizhengdaguangmingdexihuan。zhangailingshuoguo,“xihuanyigeren,huibeiweidaochenaili,ranhoukaichuhuaduolai”。zheijuhuayidiandoubujia,shenyulingxihuanhuaiyangxuezhang,rangtazheiyangyigeguaodenvshengshizhetaohaoyufengying,erbeitaxihuanzhedeneigerenqueshizhongqingxingdibaochizhejuliyulimao,buyinghetadehaoyi,buduoyijuguanxin。

huaiyangxuezhangyanzhonghuachuyisilengdan,zhuanerbianchengyizhonglimao,“xiela,buguowokenengqubule,zehaobuzaitahaiyouxieshiqingjiaodaijiwo。zheimehaodejihuihenidehaoguimimenyiqiquba”。

woshizhongmobuzuosheng,shenyulingxiangyaoshuoshenmedanzuizhonghaishiluchuleweixiaoshuo,“zhenbuqua,neinikeyaocuoguolee”,tahaizaishitugaibiantadexinyi。

“zhenbuqula。nikanwanhuilaidaokeyijihuajushezuogepeixun。”huaiyangxuezhangyeluchuleweixiao。

“neihaoba,budaraonichifanle。zoulee。”shenyulingqishenlikailefanzhuo。

“《huoluanshiqideaiqing》nikanguolema?”huaiyangxuezhangyouturanzhangkouwenwo。

zheiciwodaomeiyouneimemeichuxi,wotaiqitouxianglexiangshuo:“kanleyidiandexiaoshuo,kanbuxiaqule。”

huaiyangxuezhang”puchi”yixiao,“weishenme?”

“wotaifuqianle。yinxiangzuishenkedeshizuozheyikaishijiangyishenghetadeyingwu,xielehaoduo。woyikanjiufankun,suoyijiuzhikanleyidiandian”

huaiyangxuezhangxiaodegengkaixinle,“qishiniwanghouduhuifaxianbieyoudongtian”。

“shima?neiwoyaozhongxinfanchuzheibenshucongtoudaoweikanyibian。”woyibenzhengjingdishuozhe,wozheimeshuoqishibushihunongta,ershiyinweidiyiciduzheibenshudeshihouwohaizaishangchuzhong,neishihoubudongqingaiquexiangtanjiuaiqing,wobeitabeiqingdeshumingdadong,kedangwozhenzhengpengduzheibenshushicaifaxianwohaishitaizhinenle,woshiyagenjiukanbudong。

“nijiandeshipinwohaimeilaidejikan,yihuiqutushuguandekafeitingwomenyiqikanba。”huaiyangxuezhangturanhuidagangcaiwobeishenyulingdaduanwenti,rangwoganjuedaotaneiyisiqianxundewenrou。

tabaochizheneixindedixian,yilixiangdaisuoyouren,erduitayouhaogantaquewuyidenvshengyounengshouzhutadewenroujinshijujuedebingleng。nanguaizheimeduonvshengdouxihuanta,zheishishangbenjiumeiyouwuyuanwugudeaizeng,kenengzheijiushihuaiyangxuezhangbeidajiaxihuandeyuanyinzhiyileba!

“haoa,zhenghaonikeyijiwoshuoyixianaliyouwentiwokeyizuojinyibuxiugai。”wojiakuailechifandesudu。

huaiyangxuezhangjianwoyouxiezhejibianshuo,“nimandianchi,biezaiyezhele”。

wohanzhefanhanxiaozheshuo,“meishi,wopingshichifanjiukuai。”

taluchuwennuanyixiao,yanlijinshiwenrou。

wanfanchiwan,wotongtayiqiwangtushuguanzou,lushangyouhenduorentongtadazhaohu,tadouweixiaozhehuiying。zheiyilushangwoguayanshaoyu,ditoukanzhewodejiaobuxinlimomoshuzhebushu。

“sangnan,xilushuonihuashao。yidiandoubujia。”huaiyangxuezhangpianguotoudapowomenlingjiaoliudecanzhuangjumian。

“ng,wobutaihuishuohua,yanduobishima。”

tawenrouyixiao,pianguotoushuo:“guayanshaoyuweibishihuaishi,qimanengkanchunishigejinshendeguniang。daoshihenshihezuomuhou。”

“wohaizhentingxiangzuomuhoude”,woxiaozheshuodao。

“neinigaozhongdeshihoubaozhiyuanshizenmexiangjinjiangchuana。”

“ng…gangshanggaosandeshihouwojiuxiangzheyaokaojiangchuanle,qishiyebushiyipainaodaijuedingde。gaoyigaoerdeshihoubanlizuzhihuodongmeicidoushiwozuojiandandeshipinjianji,womenbanzhurenbawozuodeshipinfangdaoxiaowangshang,houlaitaduiwoshuojiangchuanyouyigezhuanyejiaodianshijiemuhouqizhizuozhuanye,woruguoxiangyihougengzhuanyeyixiekeyibaokao。suoyiwojiubaokaole。meixiangdaohaishunlikaoshangle。xuezhangnini?”jirantawenlewo,neimewoyehaoqitashizenmexiangkaojiangchuande。

“woa,yeshixingqushiran。woxihuanhuahua,congxiaojiuxuehuihua。congchusankaishiwojiuduishineiruanzhuangshejiganxingqu,suoyiyejiulaijiangchuange。”tashuohuadeyuqihenwenrou,shengyinyehenhaoting,“qishi,woheniyeyiyang。gangdaohuajushedeshihouhuahenshao,danshihezehaotamenshuxihoujianjianhuayebianduole,kenengshishoutamendeyingxiangba。”

“meixiangdaoxuezhangyeshiyigemanredexingge,”wohetaniyijuwoyijudeyeganjueqifenqingsonglehenduo,jinzhanghekeyideqingxuyexiaosankailai,“neinishizenmejinruhuajushedea。”

“ng,yeshijiyuanqiaohe,wodayideshihoutongzhuanyedexuezhangshihuajushede。tajidangshideshezhangtuijianwoyanyigejiaose,dangshiyeshijuedehaowanyouyisijiudayingle。”

“neiniyandediyigejiaoseshishenmea。”

“《aomanyupianjian》,zhujiaodehaoyou。”

“不是男主角吗?”

taxiaochulesheng,“zenmekenengyikaishijiuhuirangnizuonanzhujiaode。”

“wotingwosheyoushuonijinhuajushezhijiejiuyannanzhujiaoleni,yuanlaidoushiyaoyana”,yanshutamenzaisushelidebaguayuanlaidoushijiangtashenhuale。

“yaoyanbukexinla。ai,daole。”shuozheshuozhewomendaolekafeiting,tahenshenshidituikaimenshiyiwoxianjinqu。

womenzhaoleyigeanjingdeguaijiaozuoxia,“sangnan,nixiangheshenme?”

“ng,lanmeiweideqipaoshuijiuhaole。”

“wohetayiyang,xiexie。”

tadakaidiannaolianjieshanglekafeidiandewuxian,“wokeyizuodaonineibianma?”

“ee,keyia。”wowanglinuoleyigeweizhi,tazhuanguodiannaozuodaowopangbian。

wozuoshoutuozhexiabashuo:“xuezhangyoushenmebumanyidedifangjiwoshuoe。”

“haoe”,tarenzhendekanzhediannaopingmumuguangbucenglikai。jiulianfuwuyuanxiaojiejiebaqipaoshuifangdaozhuozishangtadoumeikanyiyan。daoshixiaojiejiemuguangtingliuxujiubushedelikai。

takanwanshipinmeiyoulijishuoshenme,ershixianheleyikouqipaoshui。jiantameishuohuawoyoudianjinzhang,nandaoshiwojianjidebugouhaolianhuadoubuxiangshuole?

“wojuedekeyini,jizehaokanyixiajiukeyipaibanle。”tashizhijiaochawangzuoyishangyikao,“zehaoqingnilaijianshipinzhenshizhaoduirenle。”

woxiaoshuyikouqipaipaixinzang,“hesiwole,woyiweihenchajingni。”

taxiaodao,“nizenmehuiyiweihenchajinga。”

“wokannikanwandoumeishuohua。”songlezheikouqi,woyeheleyikouqipaoshui。

“henhaola,zhendehenhao。xiaxueqiyaobanxiaoqinghuodong,xuexiaohaiyaowomenhuajushepailianyigexindehuaju。”takanxiangwoshuo,“niyoumeiyouxihuandegushikeyijiwofenxiangyixiaa。”

wonaonaotoushuo,“wogaozhongdeshihoukanguozhangailingdeyibuduanpianxiaoshuojiao《qingchengzhilian》,dangshijiuhenxihuan。buguoxuexiaorangburangnimenpailianzheizhongchunaiqingdexia。”

“zenmeburang,zanmenxuexiaohaishihenkaimingde。younagegushilimeiyoudianaiqingchengfena。neizheigegushijiangdeshishenme?”tahaoxianghenganxingqu。

“jiangdeshiyigejinglishibaihunyindemeilishunvruhediaojinguixudegushi。”wohencusudiyijuhuagaikuolezhenggegushineirong。

“hahaha,”huaiyangxuezhangtingwoshuowandaxiaoqilai,“neizheigegushisanguanhenbuhaoa。”

“meiyoua,wozhishixiangshuodetongsuyidongyixieme”,woweiwoshuodeshangyijuhuayouxiehouhui,kaishimibu,“danshigushihenmeia。zuizhongtamenbingqilebicidemudeheweizhuangzoudaoleyiqi,haishihenhaodeyigegushi。meiyousanguanbuzheng,jiushizaibiaodazhenchengdeganqingcainengcushilianggerenzoudaoyiqide。”

taheleyikouqipaoshui,xiaozheshuo,“neizheigegushikeyikaolvyixia。nixihuanzhangailing?”

“ng,xihuan。woyouyigezhaichaoben,limianchaozhetaxiaoshuolidejingdianmingju。”woxihuanzhangailing,xihuantagushidetongtouqueyewanxitaxianshidehutu。woxihuantadecaiqingheguao,yetongqingtadebuxingyugudu。

congkafeiguanchulaiwohehuaiyangxuezhangtazheyuesewangsushezou,wogenzhetadebusu,tazoudehenmanwoyesuizhefangmanjiaobu。zheigejijiexuexiaoyulanluliangbiandeziyulanhuashukaimanleyulanhua,wanfengqingfu,yulanhuabansanluo,henshihaokan。buzhiweishenmehuaiyangxuezhanghuizouzheitiaolu,yinggaishilitamensusheloushaoweijinyidianba。zheitiaoluwopingshizoudeshao,womenchangshuoyulanlufenmingjiushijilianaizhongrenpude,talijiaoxuelouhexiaomendoushaoweiyouxieyuan,zheitiaoluzhijiecongtushuguantongwangnanshengsushe,chucizhiwaizhendeshizounalidouyuan。

zheigedianlehaiyoulianaizhongdexiaoqinglvqianzheshoubushedefenkaiyuyulanshudeyingzirongheyebianchengleyidaolianglidefengjing。daoyeyouyiqijiaohuanxinshideguimizouzaizheitiaolushangwanzheshousushuobicidemimi,kandaohuaiyangxuezhangtamendemuguangyiranshijinjingensui。

wozhuanzhudikanzhezheitiaolushangdejing,huaiyangxuezhangyehenanjing。turantazhangkouwenwo:“sangnan,nisusheshijihaoloua?”

“16haolou。ninixuezhang?”duiyujiaoliuwoyixiangshiyoulaiyouwang。

“22haolou。tingshuonimenzheijiefensushekeyibushitongzhuanyedesigeren,shizheiyangma?”

“duia,womensushejiushilianggexuehouqizhizuolianggexueyinle。wohainengjingchangnengtingmianfeidexianchangchangge,bucuoba。”wodeyidexiaolexiao。

“ng,bucuoe。yexutamencanjiashenmebisaijiuchengmingxingleni。”

“e?shie。neiwoxianzaiyinggaibatamendeqianmingyaoshang,yihouhainengjibierenxianbaixianbai。”

huaiyangxuezhangditouyixiao,“shia,weilaizhixing,chenxianzaiganjinbaojindatui。”

“xuezhang,niyoumeiyouxiangguoyexuyouyitianniyehuidangmingxing?”,woshuangshoucharuweiyikoudai,“xianzaixuanxiubisaiyuelaiyueduole,yexuyouyitianniyecanjiabisaichumingni。”

“ng…dengnayitianhuajubiaoyandeyanjinengdadaoluhuochunqingjingjiehuikaolvyixiaba。buguowohaishigengxihuanhuihuahesheji。”

“xuezhang,nikeyikaolvchudaoni。neitiankannilinghuchongdezhuangbanjuedenihaoshiheyanxia。dangchumeiyouxuebiaoyanzhenyoudiankexi。”woguzuowanxideyaoyaotou。

tamianduizhewodaozhezou,“neiwoxianzaishibushiyejiniqiangeming,yexuwoyouyitianzhendexiangzuoyigeyanyuana。”

“haha,neiniganjinjiwoqiangeshijiershifende。wohaikeyimaijinifensini。”

tazhuanguoshenyouhewozouchuxiangtongdebufa,“neibuxing,huibaihuaiwodefensiyuande。hahaha…”

buzhibujuezoudaolesushelouqu,chenghuaiyangzhangdesusheloudaole,“xuezhangneiwoxianzoulee”

“ng…dengdeng,wosongnidaosushelouxiaba”,tamolexiazijidebiziditoushuodao。

“嗯…”

“走吧”

tazoudaolewoqianmian。“qishimeijibujiudaole,buyongmafanxuezhangde…”woxiaopaogenleshangqu。

“sangnan,nixihuanchishenmelingshia。”

woyouxiemobuzhetounaodanhaishirenzhenhuidatadewenti,“woxihuanchidelingshitingduode,qiaokeli、weihua、niurougan、latiao、huamei…haoxiangshilingshijiudouxihuan。zenmelexuezhang?”

“jiushixiangwenwenninvshengdouaichishenmelingshi,zheiduanshijianhuajushedenvshengdouhenxinku,woxiangmaiyixielingshijidajia。”yuanlairucia,huaiyangxuezhanghaizhenshititie。

“neixuezhangnikeyiwenwendajiadouxihuanchishenme,meigerenxihuandedoubuyiyangde”

takanzhewoxiaozheshuo,“danshiwojuedenigenghuichiwennibijiaokaopu。”

woyegenzhexiaole,“wodekouweibaorongxingbijiaoqiang,hahahaha。”

tajianwoxiaodeqijingyegenzhewoxiaochulesheng,“kannichifanzhendehaoyoushiyu。diyicikannichiqiezigaifan,wodoujuedezijinengzaichiyifen。”

“ai,wosheyouyezheimeshuo,chufeiyounayitiantamenxiangfangzongyibahuilazhewochuquchifan,fouzetamendoubuhewochifan。nicaicaishiweishenme。”woguzuoxuanxu。

tamomoxiabashuo:“wocaitamenshipachiduozhangpangba。”

“a?”,woyoudianshiwang,“zheimerongyijiubeicaichulaile。”

“meiyoula,shiwojuedewohenisheyoudeganjueshiyiyangdema。”

kuaizoudaowomensusheloudeshihou,wotinglexialai,“xuezhangwodaole,buzaoleniyekuaihuiquba。buransheguanayiburangjinleni。”

taxiaolexiaoshuo:“hao,huitoujiane。”

“ng,hao。baibai~”wohuihuishouhetazaijian。

gangzoudaosusheloulijiutingjianyanshuzaibeihoujiaowo,“sangnan!”

wozhuanguoshen,“yo,yanjiegangyuewanhuia。”

“kebushiheniyiyanggangyuewanhui。”ta“jiaozha”dixiaole。

“woyigedanshengou,wohesheiyuehui?heguia。”

talouzhuwodejianbangshuo,“neiyeshigefengzichuoyuedeguiba。xingla,wodoukanjianle。nihehuaiyangxuezhang,wohewomenjiayangdagegenzheniliangyilule。”

wotingxiajiaobu,“yo,nihaikaishigenzongwolea。”

“shenmegenzonga。”tatuilewoyixia,“niliangzouzaiyulanlushangzhengqiaowohetayiqisanbujiukandaoniliangle。haishiwoyanggexiankandaonide,wodingjingyikanhaizhenshini。”

“youshenmewenti?xianzaiyoumeishuonannvshoushoubuqin,wohehuaiyangxuezhangyiqizoudaosushejiusuanyuehuile?neiyetaibianyiwoleba。”wowanzhetadegebo。

“bububu”,tayaoyaotou,“meishuobunenghetazouyikuai,zhongdianshimingmingzuijindelushiyuyuanlua,ganmaraodaozoukaimanyulanhuadeyulanluni?”

“nishalea。”woshizhichuoleyixiatadetaiyangxue,“yulanlulinansusheloujina。”

tafandaoyongshizhichuoleyixiawodetaiyangxue,“wokanshinishaba,linansusheloujinganmahaihenizoudaonvsushelou。”

wobailetayeyan,“yexurenjiapingshijiuxiguanzouzheitiaolua。zheiyebudaibiaoshenmea。nimennvshengjiushixihuanhusiluanxiang,barenjiadexiguandangzuoshiduizijideanshi,fenmingjiumeiyoubiedeyisima。”

“duidui,womennvsheng”,tahuijingwoyigebaiyan,“xiumuaxiumu,xiumubukediaoye。”

“nizaishuoyiju…”,woconghoubaozhutadebozi。

“nizheigexiumu”,tazhengkaiwodegebotaopaole。