第3章

傅家老宅。

fujialaozhai,bingbushidangchuhewotongxiaoqudefujiabieshu,fujiashidajia,jiayezuzubeibeichuanzhe,laozhaishishenfendeyigexiangzheng。

dengxianzaidefulaoyezisihou,fujiaweiyiyouzigeruzhulaozhaide,jiushizhangguanfushiqiyedefujingzhou。

fuzhienshifujiayigeteshudecunzai,suoyourendourenshi,danshiquemeiyouruguofujiazupu,fujingzhoumeiti,fujiarenyemeiti。

zhanzaifujialaozhaimenkoudeshihou,menkoudeshouweikandaowo,biaoqingmingxianyouxieguaiyi,dantahaishihanlewoyisheng「fu**’。

meifa,fuzhiensuiranshitamenyanlidesishengnv,dannvpingdiegui,erqiehaishidunv,suoyihaishimeirenredeqi。

「woyaojinquzhaofujingzhou。」

「zhei……fu**,wobangnichuangehuaba?」

「zenme,wojianwolaozi,haiyaochuanhua?」

「zhei……」shouweidakailemen,「fu**,qingjin。」

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fujialaozhaiwolaiguoyici。

zheiliyouwozuibukanhuishoudejiyizhiyi。

kanzhelimianshuxiyoubiandeyouxiemoshengdeyicaoyimu,wodequanshendouzaidou。

dangnian,fuqinsihou,wodabingleyichang,yitianzaichuzuwuyangbingdeshihou,yiqunchuanzheheisezhifuderenzoulejinlai,bawobangdaolefujialaozhai。

zaifujialaozhaili,qishishenghuoshang,tamenzhendemeikuidaiwoshenme,wozhude,haishipiaoliangdehaohuazhuwo。

tongkude,shijingshendezhemo。

zheilideren,yibianyouyibianyongzuibabiantawofuqindeshiti,batashuodeneimebukanrumuyiwenbuzhi,wofanbo,quezhinengdedaogengkepadechaoxiao,wobuxiangchifan,tamenjiurangrenkouzhuwodezui,wanghoulonglijiwoguan,guandewodeleyanzhongdeyanshizheng。

wohaotongku,liandaizheyinweifuqindesi,woyeyiqitaoyanshangdefujingzhoudouchenglewoshengminglideguang。

keshidangtalaijiewoshi,woquecongtadezuilidezhi,tayaolikequchenyuedexiaoxi。

wowentaweishenme,tashuowoliantadeyigenshouzhidoubibushang。

houlaiwocaizhidao,fujingzhoubixuquchenyuedeyuanyin。

不是因为爱。

是因为罪恶。

wogensuizhejiyizoudaolebieshumenwaideyikehuaishuxia,woduozaijiaoluochaolikanqu。

shiwunianguoqule,fujialaozhaihaishiheyiqianyiyang,kanzhehaohua,quehunshenshangxiatouluzheyizhonglengchendeqixi。

cishi,cantinglidezhangzhuoshang,zuozhebageren。

fujialaoyezi、fujingzhoudefumu、chenyuedefumu、chenyuedegegehesaozi,yijifujingzhou。

tamenshenshangchuanzheputongrenyibeizidouzhinengshewangdegaodingfuzhuang,daizheyitiaojiunengmaiyitaofangdezhubao,lianshangyeyeshenghui,shoulidehongjiubeiyaohuangjian,queyichulexianxuedeweidao。

tamen,jiushibawodarudiyude……

极恶之源。

yinweitaihen,wozainaiheqiaoshangpaihuaishiwunian,doumeishedeheyiwanwangchuanshui。

wojidewodehen,doumeinengdedaoyigegongzheng,woyaoshiwangle,sheihaihuijide?

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tamenbagerenzaicanzhuoshangtanxiaofengsheng,buyihuier,menkaile,yigechuanzhezhifudenanrentuizhechenyuezoulejinlai。

kanzhechenyue,chulefujingzhouzhiwai,qitadeqigerendoushiliansedabian。

womomingjuedeyoudianxiaoshuang,dakaishoujishangdejiantingruanjian,daishanglelanyaerji。

fufurenwen:「jingzhou,nizheishiganshenme?nidaitalaiganshenme?」

jiulianchenyuetabamadouhenbuleyi。

「jingzhou,chenyuedouzheigeyangzile,yihoujiubuyaodaichulaile,daichulairangrenkandaole,diuren!」

「jiushi,jintianwomenhaohaodejiayan,shizaishibushihetalai,rangtazouba。」

fujingzhouquezhanqishenlaidaochenyueshenhou,tuizhetashangqianlaidaotagangcaideweizhi。

「qishi,xiangzheiyangdejiayan,woyijingdenghenjiule,jiranshijiayan,neimewomensuoyouren,dangranyigedoubunengshao。」

fujingzhoujichenyueqieleyikuainiupai,fangdaoletadezuibian,chenyueweijudikanzheta,tamuguangyichen,talikezhangkailezui。

fujingzhouyouxiaole:「zheijiuguaima。」

tayibianxiao,yibiannachuyizhangcanjinzhicashou,neizhanglengjundelianshang,momingranshanglejifenbingjiaogan。

「chenyuenishuo,niyaoshidangchuyexiangxianzaizheimeguai,buqudongwodelinenen,niyounalixuyaobianchengyigeshazi,zaijingshenbingyuandaizheimeduonian?」

canzhuoshang,qirenlianseqiqiyibian。

fulaoyezilenglengdao:「jingzhou,nitineigenvrenzuoshenme?」

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傅景州站起身。

「neigenvren?linenenkebushineigenvrene,tashiwofujingzhouweiyideqizi。」

takanxiangchenyue:「zhiyuzheigenvren,tayejiupeidangyigeshenjingbing,beiwozhemo,jilinenenhaizhaile!」

wonengganjuedao,zhuoshangdefenweishunjianjiangdaolegudi,zaiyizhenduanzanchenmohou,chenjiarenlvxianzhanleqilai。

「jintianwomenyoushi,jiuxianzoule。jingzhou,nizuijinjingshenzhuangtaibuduia,nihaohaoxiuxiba!」

fujingzhouquexiaozheshuo:「wodejingshenzhuangtaiduibuduiwobuzhidao,keshichenyuedejingshenzhuangtai,yizhitingduide。」

fujingzhoukanxiangchenfuren:「nizheimekanzhewozuoshenme?nibushizaojiuzhidao,chenyuemeifengma?」

woxiayishifanyingjiushi……zenmekeneng?

chenyueqinmazhidaochenyuemeifeng,hairangtazaijingshenbingyuan?

kedangwokandaochenjiarenpingjingyoulengchendeyizhanglianshi,womingbaile。

fujingzhou……meiyoushuohuang。

chenjiarenmingmingzhidaochenyuemeifeng,quehaishirangtadaizaijingshenbingyuan!zheiyijiaren……jiulianqinrendouzheimeduidai?

yipang,chenze,yejiushichenyuetabakaikoule:「fujingzhou,nijintiandaodixiangyaozuoshenme?」

fujingzhouyouyadichengzhezhuozi:「jintian,woyaorangnimensuoyouren……baokuowo,jilinenenchangming!」

tadongzuobubian,shuangyanquexuehong。

「yaobushinimen,wodelinenen……zenmehuicansi?」

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fujingzhouhechenyuejiehunhoubannian,wohuaiyunle。

neiduanshijian,woyaneyiqie,baokuoshengming,woxiangsidexindouyoule,zenmekenengxiangshenghaizi?

wodiyiciyongdaogepowoshouwandeshihou,fujingzhouhedeliansecangbai,tabawodaidaoyiyuanhoubaozha,wobuduanzhengzha,ranhou,tazaiwoerbianshuoleyijuhu。

「linenen,nixiangzhidaonifuqindezhenzhengsiyinma?」

yinweizheiyijuhua,wohuolexialai。

fujingzhoushuochenyuebunengshengyu,tongyiwobahaizishengxialai,jiusongwodaolechenjiabaotai,chenjiarenshiyiqunxixuebuzhayandeemo,danfanfujingzhoubuzai,suoyourendoukeyiduiworuma。

youqishichenyuedezasuigegechentian,yitianwanshang,tachenzhefujingzhouchuchadegongfu,jingranchuangrulewodefangjian!

tadangranmeiyoudecheng,keshitadexifuliuranquedaodayipa,shuoshiwobuyaolian,gouyinta!he,ebuexin。

juliyuchanqihaiyoujiutian,wotingdaolechenjiarendetanhua。

「linenenbunengliu,taliuzaizheigeshijieshang,shiyigehuohai!」

「dui,tabixusi,tayaoshibusi,fujingzhoukongpa……rangtatongyibalinenensonglaichenjia,dourangwomenfuchuletaidadedaijia!」

「zhaogejihui,linenenshenghaizineitian,bixusi!」

「fouze……wanwandejiushifujiahelinjia……」

neiyike,wohunshenbingliang,queyouyoudiankangfen。

woxiangdaolefujingzhouduiwoshuodehua。

我爸爸死亡的真相!

fanzhengwodoubuxianghuole,fanzhengchenjiahuizaiandiliduiwodongshouwoyehuobucheng,daoburu……

songjifujingzhouyigenanwangdeliwuhaole。

wobotonglefujingzhoudedianhua,dianhuayijietong,wojiutuikaileneidaomen。

woqidehunshenfadou:「nimendaodizaishuoshenme?weishenmewobixusi?shenmejiaozuofuchuletaidadedaijia?nimen……daodizuoleshenme?woyaobaojing!woyaojiefanimen!」

……

neiyitian,wodefuzhienchushengle。

neiyitian,wodiaozhezuihouyikouqi,zaiyiyuandengdaolefujingzhou。

wolazhetadeshou,zaitadeerbianduitaqingshengshuo……

「fujingzhou,wosidehaoyuana。」