傅家老宅。
fujialaozhai,bingbushidangchuhewotongxiaoqudefujiabieshu,fujiashidajia,jiayezuzubeibeichuanzhe,laozhaishishenfendeyigexiangzheng。
dengxianzaidefulaoyezisihou,fujiaweiyiyouzigeruzhulaozhaide,jiushizhangguanfushiqiyedefujingzhou。
fuzhienshifujiayigeteshudecunzai,suoyourendourenshi,danshiquemeiyouruguofujiazupu,fujingzhoumeiti,fujiarenyemeiti。
zhanzaifujialaozhaimenkoudeshihou,menkoudeshouweikandaowo,biaoqingmingxianyouxieguaiyi,dantahaishihanlewoyisheng「fu**’。
meifa,fuzhiensuiranshitamenyanlidesishengnv,dannvpingdiegui,erqiehaishidunv,suoyihaishimeirenredeqi。
「woyaojinquzhaofujingzhou。」
「zhei……fu**,wobangnichuangehuaba?」
「zenme,wojianwolaozi,haiyaochuanhua?」
「zhei……」shouweidakailemen,「fu**,qingjin。」
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fujialaozhaiwolaiguoyici。
zheiliyouwozuibukanhuishoudejiyizhiyi。
kanzhelimianshuxiyoubiandeyouxiemoshengdeyicaoyimu,wodequanshendouzaidou。
dangnian,fuqinsihou,wodabingleyichang,yitianzaichuzuwuyangbingdeshihou,yiqunchuanzheheisezhifuderenzoulejinlai,bawobangdaolefujialaozhai。
zaifujialaozhaili,qishishenghuoshang,tamenzhendemeikuidaiwoshenme,wozhude,haishipiaoliangdehaohuazhuwo。
tongkude,shijingshendezhemo。
zheilideren,yibianyouyibianyongzuibabiantawofuqindeshiti,batashuodeneimebukanrumuyiwenbuzhi,wofanbo,quezhinengdedaogengkepadechaoxiao,wobuxiangchifan,tamenjiurangrenkouzhuwodezui,wanghoulonglijiwoguan,guandewodeleyanzhongdeyanshizheng。
wohaotongku,liandaizheyinweifuqindesi,woyeyiqitaoyanshangdefujingzhoudouchenglewoshengminglideguang。
keshidangtalaijiewoshi,woquecongtadezuilidezhi,tayaolikequchenyuedexiaoxi。
wowentaweishenme,tashuowoliantadeyigenshouzhidoubibushang。
houlaiwocaizhidao,fujingzhoubixuquchenyuedeyuanyin。
不是因为爱。
是因为罪恶。
wogensuizhejiyizoudaolebieshumenwaideyikehuaishuxia,woduozaijiaoluochaolikanqu。
shiwunianguoqule,fujialaozhaihaishiheyiqianyiyang,kanzhehaohua,quehunshenshangxiatouluzheyizhonglengchendeqixi。
cishi,cantinglidezhangzhuoshang,zuozhebageren。
fujialaoyezi、fujingzhoudefumu、chenyuedefumu、chenyuedegegehesaozi,yijifujingzhou。
tamenshenshangchuanzheputongrenyibeizidouzhinengshewangdegaodingfuzhuang,daizheyitiaojiunengmaiyitaofangdezhubao,lianshangyeyeshenghui,shoulidehongjiubeiyaohuangjian,queyichulexianxuedeweidao。
tamen,jiushibawodarudiyude……
极恶之源。
yinweitaihen,wozainaiheqiaoshangpaihuaishiwunian,doumeishedeheyiwanwangchuanshui。
wojidewodehen,doumeinengdedaoyigegongzheng,woyaoshiwangle,sheihaihuijide?
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tamenbagerenzaicanzhuoshangtanxiaofengsheng,buyihuier,menkaile,yigechuanzhezhifudenanrentuizhechenyuezoulejinlai。
kanzhechenyue,chulefujingzhouzhiwai,qitadeqigerendoushiliansedabian。
womomingjuedeyoudianxiaoshuang,dakaishoujishangdejiantingruanjian,daishanglelanyaerji。
fufurenwen:「jingzhou,nizheishiganshenme?nidaitalaiganshenme?」
jiulianchenyuetabamadouhenbuleyi。
「jingzhou,chenyuedouzheigeyangzile,yihoujiubuyaodaichulaile,daichulairangrenkandaole,diuren!」
「jiushi,jintianwomenhaohaodejiayan,shizaishibushihetalai,rangtazouba。」
fujingzhouquezhanqishenlaidaochenyueshenhou,tuizhetashangqianlaidaotagangcaideweizhi。
「qishi,xiangzheiyangdejiayan,woyijingdenghenjiule,jiranshijiayan,neimewomensuoyouren,dangranyigedoubunengshao。」
fujingzhoujichenyueqieleyikuainiupai,fangdaoletadezuibian,chenyueweijudikanzheta,tamuguangyichen,talikezhangkailezui。
fujingzhouyouxiaole:「zheijiuguaima。」
tayibianxiao,yibiannachuyizhangcanjinzhicashou,neizhanglengjundelianshang,momingranshanglejifenbingjiaogan。
「chenyuenishuo,niyaoshidangchuyexiangxianzaizheimeguai,buqudongwodelinenen,niyounalixuyaobianchengyigeshazi,zaijingshenbingyuandaizheimeduonian?」
canzhuoshang,qirenlianseqiqiyibian。
fulaoyezilenglengdao:「jingzhou,nitineigenvrenzuoshenme?」
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傅景州站起身。
「neigenvren?linenenkebushineigenvrene,tashiwofujingzhouweiyideqizi。」
takanxiangchenyue:「zhiyuzheigenvren,tayejiupeidangyigeshenjingbing,beiwozhemo,jilinenenhaizhaile!」
wonengganjuedao,zhuoshangdefenweishunjianjiangdaolegudi,zaiyizhenduanzanchenmohou,chenjiarenlvxianzhanleqilai。
「jintianwomenyoushi,jiuxianzoule。jingzhou,nizuijinjingshenzhuangtaibuduia,nihaohaoxiuxiba!」
fujingzhouquexiaozheshuo:「wodejingshenzhuangtaiduibuduiwobuzhidao,keshichenyuedejingshenzhuangtai,yizhitingduide。」
fujingzhoukanxiangchenfuren:「nizheimekanzhewozuoshenme?nibushizaojiuzhidao,chenyuemeifengma?」
woxiayishifanyingjiushi……zenmekeneng?
chenyueqinmazhidaochenyuemeifeng,hairangtazaijingshenbingyuan?
kedangwokandaochenjiarenpingjingyoulengchendeyizhanglianshi,womingbaile。
fujingzhou……meiyoushuohuang。
chenjiarenmingmingzhidaochenyuemeifeng,quehaishirangtadaizaijingshenbingyuan!zheiyijiaren……jiulianqinrendouzheimeduidai?
yipang,chenze,yejiushichenyuetabakaikoule:「fujingzhou,nijintiandaodixiangyaozuoshenme?」
fujingzhouyouyadichengzhezhuozi:「jintian,woyaorangnimensuoyouren……baokuowo,jilinenenchangming!」
tadongzuobubian,shuangyanquexuehong。
「yaobushinimen,wodelinenen……zenmehuicansi?」
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fujingzhouhechenyuejiehunhoubannian,wohuaiyunle。
neiduanshijian,woyaneyiqie,baokuoshengming,woxiangsidexindouyoule,zenmekenengxiangshenghaizi?
wodiyiciyongdaogepowoshouwandeshihou,fujingzhouhedeliansecangbai,tabawodaidaoyiyuanhoubaozha,wobuduanzhengzha,ranhou,tazaiwoerbianshuoleyijuhu。
「linenen,nixiangzhidaonifuqindezhenzhengsiyinma?」
yinweizheiyijuhua,wohuolexialai。
fujingzhoushuochenyuebunengshengyu,tongyiwobahaizishengxialai,jiusongwodaolechenjiabaotai,chenjiarenshiyiqunxixuebuzhayandeemo,danfanfujingzhoubuzai,suoyourendoukeyiduiworuma。
youqishichenyuedezasuigegechentian,yitianwanshang,tachenzhefujingzhouchuchadegongfu,jingranchuangrulewodefangjian!
tadangranmeiyoudecheng,keshitadexifuliuranquedaodayipa,shuoshiwobuyaolian,gouyinta!he,ebuexin。
juliyuchanqihaiyoujiutian,wotingdaolechenjiarendetanhua。
「linenenbunengliu,taliuzaizheigeshijieshang,shiyigehuohai!」
「dui,tabixusi,tayaoshibusi,fujingzhoukongpa……rangtatongyibalinenensonglaichenjia,dourangwomenfuchuletaidadedaijia!」
「zhaogejihui,linenenshenghaizineitian,bixusi!」
「fouze……wanwandejiushifujiahelinjia……」
neiyike,wohunshenbingliang,queyouyoudiankangfen。
woxiangdaolefujingzhouduiwoshuodehua。
我爸爸死亡的真相!
fanzhengwodoubuxianghuole,fanzhengchenjiahuizaiandiliduiwodongshouwoyehuobucheng,daoburu……
songjifujingzhouyigenanwangdeliwuhaole。
wobotonglefujingzhoudedianhua,dianhuayijietong,wojiutuikaileneidaomen。
woqidehunshenfadou:「nimendaodizaishuoshenme?weishenmewobixusi?shenmejiaozuofuchuletaidadedaijia?nimen……daodizuoleshenme?woyaobaojing!woyaojiefanimen!」
……
neiyitian,wodefuzhienchushengle。
neiyitian,wodiaozhezuihouyikouqi,zaiyiyuandengdaolefujingzhou。
wolazhetadeshou,zaitadeerbianduitaqingshengshuo……
「fujingzhou,wosidehaoyuana。」