“jiyanranduibuqi,womeixiangdaowodezuo***jinidailaizheimedadekunrao,yihouwobuhuile。nidehuawohuilaolaojizhu,yihouzaibuhuichanzheni。duiyuzhiqiandeshi,wodangzhewobamaheshushuayidemianjinidaoqian,xiwangninengyuanliangwo。”
worenzhequru,shenshendewanxiayao,“woyunyizaizheilifashi,congxianzaikaishi,juebuzaijiuchanjiyanran。”
guoqu,zhendeshiwocuole。
wosuoyiweideyishengyishi,wosuoyiweidexihuan,buguoshiwoyigerendeshi,shiwodezizuoduoqing,shiwodeyixiangqingyuan。
yachishenshenyaozhuzuichun,xuexingdeweidaozaikouqianglisankai。
jiyanran,ruguozheijiushinixiangyaode,wochengquanni。
yanleihaishibuzhengqideluolexialai,zazaidimianshang,xunsuyinkai,huaweiyiduoyouyiduowusedexiaohua。
“yanrantazheishiyaoganshenmeya?”ayideshengyinlidaizhewucuo。
“xiaoyiqilai,nimeiyoucuo,bubidaoqian。lai,genmamahuijia,zanmenhuijia。”mamagengyanzheguolaifuqiwo,wennuandeshouzhimoquwomanliandeleihen,“baobeiguai,buku,mamaxinteng。”
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babazouguolai,bawohemamabaozaihuaili,qingqingpaizheanfu。
wokandaole,babadeyandiyipianxuehong。
“ba,ma,zanmenbangayishoushiyixiaba。wuzinongdezheimeluan,douguaiwo。”wojueqiangdemoganyanlei,mianqiangchechuxiaoyi。
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woquchufangnalailajitong,babadunxiabashuaisuidecanjuyikuaikuaidejianqilaifangjinqu,mamanazhexiyouzhi,qinglidimianshangdeyouzi。
“buyong,laoyun,zhenbuyong...”jishuchongguolai,lazhewobadeshou,shuoshenmeyeburangtanong。
ayiyepaleqilai,tadanxinjiyanrandeshangshixiangqukankanta,youmeibanfakanzhewomenyijiasankouliuzheleidasaocanting。
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mamayoujujuele,tatingzhizhejibei,yanjingluozaidimiandewuzishang,dandandekaikou,“sheidoubieshenshou,huoshiwomenjiaxiaoyirede,dangrangaiyouwomenshoushi。fangxin,wozhidaomeinadexiguan,yidingkeyidadaotadebiaozhun。”
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mamayibiancadi,yibianyongjianbangshangdeyifucayanlei。
我好心疼妈妈。
ayibaozhumama,zuiliyibianyouyibiandeshuozheduibuqi,doushiyanrandecuo。
guigenjiedi,yinggaihaishiwodecuo,wobugaixihuanjiyanran。
我会改!
*wohejiyanrandenieyuanshizainiangtailijiuzhudingde。
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womaganghuaiwodeshihou,jiyanranyebuguoshiguozheniaobushimandipanshanxuebudexiaodouya。
ayikanzhezaishuyinxiazhuoguangyingdeerzitufaqixiang,“wenhe,ruguonizheiyitaishigenver,zanmenjiegeernvqinjiaba,feishuibuliuwairentian。”
womasanguantezhengdishuo,“zheigewokezuobulezhu,yihoutachulaizijidingba。”
“erziguolai,rangyiyidulidemeimeijinizuoxiaoxifuer,haobuhaoa?”
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kandewomaheayihahadekaixindaxiao,erweiweidademamadangjijizhangweishi,zaiwozhiyouxiaoniukouneimedadeshihou,bawodezhongshendashijijiejuele。
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kuangqie,wocongmeixiangguoyaotichushenmeyijian。
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tazaiqiuchangshanghuihanruyu,woshahuhudezuozaihuatanbianshangjitakanshubao,nashuihemaojin,bushidenahanzhuwei,ranhouhuanlaitaxianqidebaiyaner。
wobatadangzuowodeshenmingyiyangdequguanxin、qupeiban、quxihuan,shenshendexihuan。
woxiangwodaitazheimehao,manxinmanyandoushita,neitayidingyeshihewoyiyangde。
zhidaozhongqiujuhuitadangzhongdafaleitingwocaimingbaiguolai,zaitaxinli,wozhishigezhanrendaorangtawukenaihedelinjiaxiaomeieryi,tazaojiuduiwoyanfantoule。
guaibude,tajiandaowozongshihuicuqimei,zongshihenshaoxiao,lianmuguangdoushilenglengde。
“xiaoyi,jintiandeshi......”mamazuozaijialideshafashang,baozhewobuzhudechuilei,taxiangyaoshuoxieshenmekaidaowo,quezhaobudaoheshideciyu。
mamayinggaiyemeixiangdao,congxiaobeitapengzaishouxinlizhangdadenverhuibeirenneiyangzairenqiandedihuihefouding。zuoweiyigetengainverdemama,woxiangtadenanguoyidingbuyayuwo。
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keyishuo,ayihemamadeganqingbuyayuqinjiemei。
chulezheijianshi,buzhiwohejiyanran,jiushiwomaheayizhijiandeganqing,yehuishoudaohendadeyingxiang。
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wodexinggesuiwoma,dadalieliede,meishenmexinji,danzizunxinhenqiang。yidanjuedingshenmeshi,juebuhuitou。xihuanjiushitantandangdang、buguyiqie,buxihuanyehuiguangmingleiluo、juebujiuchan。
fashengzheiyangdeshi,wogaosuwoziji,woyidingyaobajiyanrancongwodexinlibachu。
zhibuguo,zheigeguochengyouxieteng、haoshiyoudianjiueryi。