第三章

“jiyanranduibuqi,womeixiangdaowodezuo***jinidailaizheimedadekunrao,yihouwobuhuile。nidehuawohuilaolaojizhu,yihouzaibuhuichanzheni。duiyuzhiqiandeshi,wodangzhewobamaheshushuayidemianjinidaoqian,xiwangninengyuanliangwo。”

worenzhequru,shenshendewanxiayao,“woyunyizaizheilifashi,congxianzaikaishi,juebuzaijiuchanjiyanran。”

guoqu,zhendeshiwocuole。

wosuoyiweideyishengyishi,wosuoyiweidexihuan,buguoshiwoyigerendeshi,shiwodezizuoduoqing,shiwodeyixiangqingyuan。

yachishenshenyaozhuzuichun,xuexingdeweidaozaikouqianglisankai。

jiyanran,ruguozheijiushinixiangyaode,wochengquanni。

yanleihaishibuzhengqideluolexialai,zazaidimianshang,xunsuyinkai,huaweiyiduoyouyiduowusedexiaohua。

“yanrantazheishiyaoganshenmeya?”ayideshengyinlidaizhewucuo。

“xiaoyiqilai,nimeiyoucuo,bubidaoqian。lai,genmamahuijia,zanmenhuijia。”mamagengyanzheguolaifuqiwo,wennuandeshouzhimoquwomanliandeleihen,“baobeiguai,buku,mamaxinteng。”

“wenhe,xiaoyizuodedui,tadesuozuosuoweixianranjiyanrandailaihendadexinliyali,tayinggaidaoqian。xiaoyia,nijiranzhidaozijicuole,yihouyidingyaozhuyi,qianwanbunengzaifan,zhidaoma?woyunjiadenveryaoganzuogandang,zhicuobigai。”

babazouguolai,bawohemamabaozaihuaili,qingqingpaizheanfu。

wokandaole,babadeyandiyipianxuehong。

“ba,ma,zanmenbangayishoushiyixiaba。wuzinongdezheimeluan,douguaiwo。”wojueqiangdemoganyanlei,mianqiangchechuxiaoyi。

“hao,zanmenyiqishoushi。”mamatengaidebawochuixiadeyiliutoufayedaoerhou。

woquchufangnalailajitong,babadunxiabashuaisuidecanjuyikuaikuaidejianqilaifangjinqu,mamanazhexiyouzhi,qinglidimianshangdeyouzi。

“buyong,laoyun,zhenbuyong...”jishuchongguolai,lazhewobadeshou,shuoshenmeyeburangtanong。

ayiyepaleqilai,tadanxinjiyanrandeshangshixiangqukankanta,youmeibanfakanzhewomenyijiasankouliuzheleidasaocanting。

tayouyupianke,bianquqiangduowomashoushangdezhijuan,shuowenhe,buyongninong,wolai,nifangneiwolai。

daboheershuliangjiayefenfencouguolaibangmang,shuodajiayiqinong,henkuaijiunengshoushihaode。

mamayoujujuele,tatingzhizhejibei,yanjingluozaidimiandewuzishang,dandandekaikou,“sheidoubieshenshou,huoshiwomenjiaxiaoyirede,dangrangaiyouwomenshoushi。fangxin,wozhidaomeinadexiguan,yidingkeyidadaotadebiaozhun。”

ayikanzhedunzaidishangmangliudewomen,wuzheliankule,tachouqizhebuzhudedaoqian,“wenhe,xiaoyi,duibuqi,duibuqi。jintiandeshishiyanrandecuo,woyidinghuirangtadaoqiande。wenhe,nimenbiezheiyang,woxinlinanshou。”

“meina,nixinlinanshou,woxinlibunanshouma?xiaoyishinikanzhezhangdade,tashenmeyangnizuiqingchu。tazuoshenmele,yaobeishuodezheimebukan?wobayanrandangchengqinshengerziyiyangdeduidai,womenyunjianaliduibuzhutale,rangtazheimexiuruwodebaobei。meina,ruguonishiwo,nishishenmexinqing?”

mamayibiancadi,yibianyongjianbangshangdeyifucayanlei。

我好心疼妈妈。

ayibaozhumama,zuiliyibianyouyibiandeshuozheduibuqi,doushiyanrandecuo。

guigenjiedi,yinggaihaishiwodecuo,wobugaixihuanjiyanran。

我会改!

*wohejiyanrandenieyuanshizainiangtailijiuzhudingde。

jiayihewomashitebieqinmidehaopengyou,jiyuanqiaohezhixialiangjiazhutongyidanyuantongyiloucengdeduimen,chudexiangyijiarenyiyangdehao。

womaganghuaiwodeshihou,jiyanranyebuguoshiguozheniaobushimandipanshanxuebudexiaodouya。

ayikanzhezaishuyinxiazhuoguangyingdeerzitufaqixiang,“wenhe,ruguonizheiyitaishigenver,zanmenjiegeernvqinjiaba,feishuibuliuwairentian。”

womasanguantezhengdishuo,“zheigewokezuobulezhu,yihoutachulaizijidingba。”

“erziguolai,rangyiyidulidemeimeijinizuoxiaoxifuer,haobuhaoa?”

jiyanranpazaimamatuishangtaozuidekenzhedamuzhi,xixidixiao,koulihanhubuqingdetaoguzhexifuer、xifuer!

kandewomaheayihahadekaixindaxiao,erweiweidademamadangjijizhangweishi,zaiwozhiyouxiaoniukouneimedadeshihou,bawodezhongshendashijijiejuele。

dengwomingbaixifuerzheigecideyisishi,xiangyaoyoushenmeyijianyelaibujile。

kuangqie,wocongmeixiangguoyaotichushenmeyijian。

congxiaodaoda,wodouyizuogehaoxifuerdebiaozhunyueshuziji,shishiyijiyanranweixian。

napashichidaiwangwangxianbei,woyehuizhichiyipian,lingyipianchuaizaidouliliujita。kanzhetabuqingbuyuandejieguoxianbeisongjinzuili,wojiukaixindeyaoming。

zaidadian,tazaixuexiaohouyuanherendajia,wojiubaozhewomenliangdeshubaozhanzaiyibianguanzhan,jitagujingerjiayouer。dingzhebeimadeweixian,yongwodelinghuaqianjitamaiyaoyoucashangkou。

tazaiqiuchangshanghuihanruyu,woshahuhudezuozaihuatanbianshangjitakanshubao,nashuihemaojin,bushidenahanzhuwei,ranhouhuanlaitaxianqidebaiyaner。

wobatadangzuowodeshenmingyiyangdequguanxin、qupeiban、quxihuan,shenshendexihuan。

woxiangwodaitazheimehao,manxinmanyandoushita,neitayidingyeshihewoyiyangde。

zhidaozhongqiujuhuitadangzhongdafaleitingwocaimingbaiguolai,zaitaxinli,wozhishigezhanrendaorangtawukenaihedelinjiaxiaomeieryi,tazaojiuduiwoyanfantoule。

guaibude,tajiandaowozongshihuicuqimei,zongshihenshaoxiao,lianmuguangdoushilenglengde。

“xiaoyi,jintiandeshi......”mamazuozaijialideshafashang,baozhewobuzhudechuilei,taxiangyaoshuoxieshenmekaidaowo,quezhaobudaoheshideciyu。

mamayinggaiyemeixiangdao,congxiaobeitapengzaishouxinlizhangdadenverhuibeirenneiyangzairenqiandedihuihefouding。zuoweiyigetengainverdemama,woxiangtadenanguoyidingbuyayuwo。

mamaheayishishoupajiao,jiyuanqiaohedemaileduimendefangzi,zheiyizhujiushixiaoershinian。

keyishuo,ayihemamadeganqingbuyayuqinjiemei。

chulezheijianshi,buzhiwohejiyanran,jiushiwomaheayizhijiandeganqing,yehuishoudaohendadeyingxiang。

mamaneimezhongshiheayideyouqing,wobuyuanmamaweinanheshangxin。

wosuiranxiao,queyemingbai,ganqingdeshibunengmianqiang。

wodexinggesuiwoma,dadalieliede,meishenmexinji,danzizunxinhenqiang。yidanjuedingshenmeshi,juebuhuitou。xihuanjiushitantandangdang、buguyiqie,buxihuanyehuiguangmingleiluo、juebujiuchan。

fashengzheiyangdeshi,wogaosuwoziji,woyidingyaobajiyanrancongwodexinlibachu。

zhibuguo,zheigeguochengyouxieteng、haoshiyoudianjiueryi。