第2章二
shoudaosuyaoshengriyanyaoqinghandeshihou，wozhenghehaoyouxiaoqizaizuopa。
haibudengwojujue，jiangxunjiudalaidianhuashuo，[zhunbeihaoliwulai，bierangwobugaoxing。]
wenyanxiaoqiyibachediaolianshangdemianmo，cuoedekanzhewo，[ruanyu！nigaibuhuizhendeyaoquba？]
[nihaizhenshitiangoulidechangqingshu，jokerlidedingliangzhua。]
[haishijiangxunjinixiajiangtoule？kuairangtabaneiwushituijianjiwo，zhenghaowozuijinkanshangleyigegaolengnanmo。]
[zaqianzaziyuandounabuxia。]
[......]
wowuyudekanzheta，yiyanbufa。
jianwobushuohua，tayebukaiwanxiaole，wunaidexiaoxiao，[niya，biezaiyinweijiumingzhienzhemozijile。]
[nihaijideyiqiandeniyouduoaoma？xiaogongzhu。]
[huanjuhuashuo，nihaifendeqingniduijiangxundeganqingjiujingshiweilebaoen，haishiyinweizhendeaita？]
xiaoqidehuarangwoyouzhongtihuguandingdeganjue，zheishinianwozhizheyubaodajiangxundejiumingzhien，ziranerrandedairulewoaitazheijianshi。
可我真的爱他吗？
woyebuzhidao......
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suyaodeshengriyanshizaiyoutingshangjuxingde，laiderenhenduo，bushaodoushiwohejiangxundegongtonghaoyou。
kanlaitaduisuyaoqueshitingshangxinde。
jiabanshanggesenannvsuizheyinlezhengzairewu，tanxiaojianwodechuxianquerangqifenshunjiananjingdeguiyi。
yuanchudeshafashang，jiangxunlouzhesuyaoxiaodesiyi。
ertachuanzhebijinirouruowugudekaozaitadehuaili，**deshouduanzhejiuweijiangxun。
jianwolaile，taxiaoronggengshen。
[zheibushizanmendexiaogongzhuma？bukuishijiangzongzuizhongxindetiangou，taqingrenguoshengrinizheigezhenggonghaiyaoqianlaidaohe。]
tashuozhejiaqisangzi，gouzhujiangxundeboziwumeidewen，[neiwoxiangyaoruan**jiwochangshoushengrigetingting，buguofenba？]
ciyanyichu，zaichangzhongrenfenfenjinsheng。
zheimeduoniankezhitingshuoguobierenqiangzhejiwochangshengrige，taowokaixin。
suyaozuoweijiangxundexiaoqingren，queshigoudan。
一阵寂静后。
jiangxunmanbujingxindetaimoukanzhewo，yonglandexiaozhe，[yaoyaodoutiyaoqiule，changba。]
yaoshihuanzuoyiqian，sheiganduiwotizheizhongyaoqiu，jintianzheiyoutingdoubaobuzhu。
wojingjingdekanzheta，shenxiyikouqiwen，[jiangxun，nijiuyidingyaowoxiabulaitaima？]
tingdaozheier，tashenqingmengdibiandeyanjun，lengxiaoyishengzhanqishenyibubuzoudaowomianqian。
jiangxunjugaolinxiadekanzhewo，niezhuwodexiabaxiaodeyujiayinzhi，[ruanyu，nibiewanglezheiyiqiedoushinixinganqingyuande。]
[nigengbiewangle，niqianwoyitiaoming。]
yanleihaishibuzhengqideduokuangerchu，yizhongzhixiganqiazhulewodebojing，rangwogenbenwufahuxi。
leiyanmenglongjian，zhijianjiangxunmeitoujinsuobuyuedesongkaiwo。
[yinweiniwoxianzaidexinqinghenbuhao，suoyinixianzaiyinggaixiangzheruhequyuewo。]
[ruanyu，nideyanleiluobujinwoxinli。]
zheiyijuhuacaishijuesha，woxintouyizhitaimoukanzhezheigerenshichaoguoershinianderen。
yuanlai，tabiwoxiangxiangzhonghaiyaolengxue。
lengxuedaofangfocengjingbuyaomingjiuxiawoderen，genbenbushita。
jiuzaizheishi，suyaozouleguolai，tawanzhujiangxundegeboxiaodejiaomei，[jiangzongbieshengqia~]
[ruan**buyuanyijiwochangshengrigeyemeishenme，zhishirangnibukaixintajiushishubuduile。]
tashuowankanxiangwo，[ruan**，haibujijiangzongpeizuima？]
tingdaozheier，wozaiyekongzhibuzhu，zaisuoyourendoumeifanyingguolaideshihou，yangqishouhenhenshuailesuyaoyierguang。