baixiangyanshang，jiyangzaiwofuzhongdebiaojie，yongwoweiweihunfudiaozhidedingqingxiang「fengqiuhuang」，zhenjingsizuo。
wodeweihunfudangzhongkuatatianfuyibing，fanfengwogubuzifeng。woshangqianzhiwen，taquerouruodiyundaozaitahuaili，
huanlaitayiju「jiduchengxing，edubukan」denuchi。wodeyiniang，tadeqinyimu，
gengshidangchangfeiwodinvzhiwei，chengwobuguoshiqiequbiaojiecaihuadeyongren。tashenzhi「renci」dibiaoshi，
zhiyaowojiaochumuqindemichuan《xiangjing》，jiuyunwojiaruweijiaweiqie。tamenbuzhidao，neibenbeitaduozoudexiangfang，
shiwoguyishexiadexianjing。erneilusuoweideqixiang，
buguoshiyiweiwoqinshoudiaopeide、zuyirangtamenshenbaimingliededuyao。01sannianyidudehuangjia「baixiangyan」，
jingchengsuoyoudiaoxiangshijiazaiciyijuegaoxia，dingduoweilaisanniandehuangshangzige。cike，wanzhongzhumu。
wojiyangzaifuzhongdebiaojieliuqingwu，zhengshoupengyizunliulixianglu，zhanzaidianzhongyang。luzhongziyanniaoniao，
ningchengyizhixuxurushengdefenghuang，panxuanbusan。manzuojiejing。「cixiang，mingyue『fengqiuhuang』。」
liuqingwudeshengyinrouwandongren，daizheyisiqiadaohaochudexiuqie。wodexue，shunjianlenglexiaqu。neixiang，neiming，
bengaishishuyuwode。shiwokuxinguyisannian，zhunbeizaiwojijilishang，
yuweihunfuweishaoyuandedingqingerzhunbeidejueshizhizuo。libushilangweishaoyuan，wodeweihunfu，cikezhanqishen，
yanzhongmanshijingyanyuzantan。「qingwubiaomeidangzhenshitianfuzhuojue，cixiangzhiyingtianshangyou。」tadunledun，
muguangzhuanxiangwo，daizheyisiruoyousiwudeshiwang。「nianjin，nishenweisujiadinv，yegaiduoxiangqingwuxuexue，
moyaozongshouzhejiufangzi，gubuzifeng。」yijuhua，jiangwodingzaichiruzhushang。wozuanjinlezangzaixiuzhongdeshuangshou，
zhijiashenshenqianruzhangxin。woyibubuzouchuzuowei，zoudaoliuqingwumianqian，shengyinyinjiliyayierweiweizhandou。
「biaojie，nikenengjieshiyixia，zhei『fengqiuhuang』，weihehuicongnishouzhongchuxian？」liuqingwudelianse「shua」
diyixiabaile，yankuangshunjianfanhong，fangfoshouletiandadeweiqu。「biaomei……wo……wozhishi……」
tahuaweishuowan，shenziyiruan，jingzhizhidixianghoudaoqu。「qingwu！」weishaoyuanyigejianbuchongshangqian，
jiangtawenwendijiezaihuaizhong。tabaozheta，taiqitou。takanxiangwodeyanshenchongmanlefennuyuyane。「sunianjin！
nifenglema？qingwushenziyixiangchanruo，nijingdangzhongbipotazhici！nidejiduxin，heshibianderucichouloubukan！
」woruzaoleiji，hunshenbingleng。wodeweihunfu，baozhelingyigenvren，zhizewojiduchengxing。heqifengci。
zheishi，wodeyiniang，liuqingwudeqinyimuliushi，kuaibuzouleguolai。taxianshixintengdikanleyan「hunmi」
deliuqingwu，suijizhuanxiangwo，lianshangmanshitongxinjishou。「nianjin，wobenxiangweiniliuxieyanmian，
dannishizaitairangweiniangshiwangle！」tatigaoleshengyin，quebaozaichangdemeiyigerendounengtingqing。「zhuwei！
shibuxiangman，wosujiazhenzhengdediaoxiangtiancai，bingfeinianjin，ershiqingwu！」「『fengqiuhuang』，
bianshiqingwuhaofeisannianxinxuesuochuang！nianjinbuguoshiqiequleqingwudecaihua，jiangcixiangjuweijiyou，
meixiangdaojinribeiqingwudangzhonghaiyuan，tabiannaoxiuchengnu，yituhuileqingwu！」manzuohuaran。
yidaodaohuobiyi、huotongqing、huoxingzailehuodemuguang，jinshuluozaiwoshenshang。
wokanzheliuqingwumaizaiweishaoyuanhuaizhong，weiweigouqidezuijiao。woxiangqiduonianqian，muqinlinzhongshidegaojie。
「jiner，jizhu，womenjiadediaoxiangshu，youqishizheiyixueweiyindemifa，juebukechuanjiwairen，
youqishinineiweiyiniangjiaderen，tamen……xinshubuzheng。」wozhongyumingbaile。zheibushiyichangyiwai，
ershiyichangxumouyijiudelveduo。woshenxiyikouqi，nulirangzijideshengyinbaochipingwen。「yimu，
nishuozheixiangshibiaojiesuochuang，keyouzhengju？」「zhengju？」liushilengxiaoyisheng。「qingwujiushizhengju！tadetianfu，
jiushizuihaodezhengju！」「shima？」wotaiyan，kanxiangneidaoyijiupanxuandeziyan。「biaojiede『fengqiuhuang』，
xingsifenghuang，quewufengmingzhiyun，qixiangsuilie，weidiaoquehunzhuobukan，ruduanchizhiniao，shileshensui。
zheidengxiacizhizuo，yepeicheng『fengqiuhuang』？」wodehuayingangluo，liushideliansezhoubian。
talishenghedao：「yipaihuyan！niyigeqiequtarenchengguodeyongren，youshenmezigepingpantiancaizhizuo！」
tazhuanxiangzhongren，baichuyifu「renci」demiankong。「bale，nianjindaodishiwosujiadenver。zheiyangba，
zhiyaonidangzhongchengrenzijidecuowu，bingjiaochunimuqinliuxiadeneiben《xiangjing》，wobianzuozhu，
yunnijiaruweijiaweiqie，yesuanjiniyigeanshenlimingzhisuo，buzhiyuliuluojietou。」weiqie？
jiaochumuqindeyiwu？tamenbujinyaoduowodexiang，qiangwodeweihunfu。haiyaojiangwozuihoudezunyancaizaijiaoxia，
niandefensui。02.mianduiyiniangdiandaoheibaidezhikonghemantangbinkedezhizhidiandian，wozhijuedeyizhenxuanyun。
woshituzhengbian。「《xiangjing》shiwomuqindeyiwu，pingshenmejini？」「fengqiuhuangshiwosuochuang，
liuqingwushiqiezei！」kewodeshengyin，zailiushijingxinbianzhideluowangzhong，xiandeneimecangbaiwuli。wurenxiangxin。
zaitamenyanzhong，woshiyigebeichuochuanhuangyanhou，naoxiuchengnu、jiduchengxingdeedudinv。erliuqingwu，
shineigeshoujinweiqu、caihuahengyiquebeiqiyadebailianhua。baixiangyan，chengleworenshengdezhianshike。
sujiadinvqiequbiaojiecaihuadechouwen，yiyezhijianchuanbianjingcheng。wobeiruanjinzaifuzhongzuipianpide「wanxiangyuan」。
liushipairenshouzoulewosuoyoudexiangliaohegongju，meiqimingyue，rangwo「jingxinfansheng」。
tameiridouhuipairenlai「quanshuo」wo，biwojiaochumuqindeyiwu——《xiangjing》。neishangmian，
jizaizhewoqinshengmuqinjiabainianlaidediaoxiangmishu，yeshirujinsujiazhenzhengyituodegenji。woziranshidisibucong。
yiri，wozaichuangbiankanshu，yigecushidepozisonglaiguntangdechashui，「yibuxiaoxin」，
zhenghureshuidoupozailewodeyoushoushang。sixinliefeidetongchuchuanlai。wodeshou，wolaiyidiaoxiangdeshou，
beitangdexueroumohu。liushiwenxunganlai，jiaxingxingdiqinglelangzhong，
quezaiwoerbianyongzhiyouwomenliangrennengtingdaodeshengyinshuo：「sunianjin，nibiejingjiubuchichifajiu。meilezheizhishou，
wokannihaizenmediaoxiang！《xiangjing》zainishoushang，buguoshibenfeizhibale！」jutongheqururangwojihuhunjue。
wotangzaichuangshang，kanzhebeishabucengcengbaoguo、yijingshiquzhijuedeyoushou，xinzhongyipiansiji。juewangrutongchaoshui，
jiangwoyanmei。danjiuzaizheiwujindeheianzhong，muqinlinzhongshidehuayu，youyicizaiwoerbianxiangqi。「jiner，
nidexue，shitiancideliwu，dannizhenzhengdetianfu，shinidebizi，henikezainaozilidedongxi。」shide。
tamenkeyifeiwodeshou，quefeibudiaowodebizi。tamenkeyiqiangzouxiangjing，
queqiangbuzouwozaoyilanshuyuxindeshangwanzhongxiangfang！fuchoudehuoyan，zaiwoxinzhongzhongxinranqi。
wodetieshenshinvwanqing，kuzhetoutougaosuwo，liuqingwupingjieneibanchengpinde「fengqiuhuang」，
yijingdeleanyanggongzhudeqinglai，rujinzaijingzhongguinvquanli，fengguangwuxian。「**，
xianzaiwaimiandoushuo……doushuoliu**caishisujiabainianbuyudetiancai，haishuoweigongziyijingxianglaofurentile，
yaogaiquliu**weiqi……」woxinzhonglengxiao。guoran，tamenbujinyaowodeming，haiyaowosujiadeyiqie。
jirihou，liuqingwuchuanzheyishenhuafu，zhuguangbaoqidilaikanwo。tazuozaiwodechuangbian，
jiaxingxingdiweiwofupingbeijiao。「biaomei，hekuni？nikankannixianzaizheigeyangzi，zhenjiaorenkanlexinteng。」
tanaqiwodeyoushou，zezechengqi。「aiya，zheishoushangdekezhenbuqing，yihoupashilianbidouwobuzhule，
gengbieshuodiaoxiangle。」「biaomei，tingjiejieyijuquan，shishiwuzheweijunjie。baxiangjingjiaochulai，yimushuole，
zhiyaonitinghua，weijianeibian，zonghuijiniyigemingfende。」tacoudaowoerbian，shengyinqingrou，quezizirudao。
「e，duile，wanglegaosuni，shaoyuangege……henkuaijiuhuiqinzilai，yunijiechuhunyuele。」
03.liuqingwuzouhoumeiduojiu，weishaoyuanguoranlaile。tayijiushineifupianpiangongzidemoyang，yiguanchuchu。
zhishikanxiangwodeyanshen，zaiwubanfenwangridewenqing，zhishengxia**luodebiyihebunai。tajiangyizhituihunshu，
rengzaiwodechuangtou。「sunianjin，qianleta。」tadeyuqi，xiangshizaiminglingyigexiaren。「congjinwanghou，
niwohunyuezuofei，zaiwuguage。」wokanzheneifengtuihunshu，shangmiandeziji，cidewoyanjingshengteng。
womeiyouqukanta，zhishidandandiwen：「liuqingwuni？nidasuanshenmeshihouquta？」
weishaoyuansihumeixiangdaowohuirucipingjing，lengleyixia，suijilengxiaodao：「zheiyuniwuguan。nizhiyaojizhu，
anfenshouji，rihoujiaruweijia，wohainengkanzaiwangrideqingfenshang，rangnizaihouyuanyouyixizhidi。
ruonizaiganxiangbaixiangyanshangneibanfengdian，xiuguaiwowuqing。」woxiaole。xiaodeyanleidouliulechulai。
wochengzheshenzizuoqilai，yongwoneizhiwanhaodezuoshou，naqichuangtoudetuihunshu。dangzhetademian，yidianyidian，
sidefensui。「weishaoyuan。」wotaiqitou，zhishizhetacuoedeyanjing。「nizhenyiwei，
wokanshangdeshinizheigerenma？」「wosunianjinyaojiade，shiweilaideneigeshoufu，
shinengyuwobingjianzhanzaidianfengdenanren。erbushinizheizhongxuyaokaozhenvrenqundaiguanxiwangshangpadeshilixiaoren！」
「meiyoulesujiadecailihemingwang，niweishaoyuan，suangeshenmedongxi？」「gun！」zhixiefenfei，
rutongwoneisiqudeaiqing。weishaoyuandelian，yizhenqingyizhenbai，jingcaizhiji。
tadagaicongweibeinvrenrucidangmianxiuruguo，qidehunshenfadou。zhizhewo「ni、ni」lebantian，
zuizhongfuxiuerqu。ganzouleweishaoyuan，woquemeigandaosihaokuaiyi，fanershiyizhenzhendefaleng。wozhidao，
wochedijinuletamen。liushidenaixin，yijinghaojinle。weilebaozhumuqinweiyideyiwu，worangwanqingchuanhua。
rangtaduiliushishuowo「xiangtongle」，yuanyi「kaolv」yiniangdetiaojian。woyiweizheinengweiwozhengquyidianshijian。
danwocuole。dangtianshenye，liushidaizhejigewudasancudepozi，zhijiechuangjinlewodeyuanzi。「sunianjin，
wodenaixinyouxian。jiaochulai！」tamianmuzhengning，zaiwubanfenweizhuang。
wojiangneibenjiade《xiangjing》jinjinbaozaihuaili，yibubuhoutui。「zheishiwoniangdedongxi！nixiuxiang！」
「jingjiubuchichifajiu！jiwoqiang！」pozimenyiyongershang，woruheshitamendeduishou。zhengzhizhong，
wobeihenhentuidaozaidi。yigepoziduanzhedetanpen，bei「buxiaoxin」dafan。shaodetonghongdetanhuo，
jinshudaozailewoneizhibenjiushoushangdeyoushoushang。「a——！」wufayanyudejutong，
bansuizhepiroushaojiaodeqiwei，shunjianxijuanlewo。woyanzhengzhengkanzhewodeyoushou，zaitanhuozhong，bianchengyipianjiaohei。
gezhemohudeleiyan，wokandaoleliushiheliuqingwuzhanzaibuyuanchu，zuijiaoguazhedeyiercanrendexiaorong。「zheixia，
tabianshigechetoucheweidefeirenle。」wotingjianliuqingwuqingkuaidishuo。jutongzhong，wosisiyaozhuzuichun，
jiangsuoyoudehenyihesihou，jinshutunhuifuzhong。xue，congwokouzhongdiluo。woderensheng，congzheiyikeqi，
zhishengxiafuchou。jiuzaiwobeifeidiaoyoushoudedisantian，yigexiaoxizaijingchengzhaxiang。shenmidetianxiadiyifushang，
dajingchaode「caishenye」xiaojue，yizhiqianjin，zhiweiqiuyiweinenganshenjingqideqixiang。
tapairensonglaidebaitiebianjijingchengsuoyoudiaoxiangshijia。qizhongyifeng，yesongdaolesufu。
zhimingyaojiansujiadediaoxiangdiyiren。04.zhenggesufudouyinweixiaojuedebaitieerfeitengle。neikeshixiaojue！
fukediguo，lianhuangjiadouyaolirangsanfendeshenmishangren。ruonengpanshangta，sujiaweilaidediweijiangguruojintang。
liushiheliuqingwuxinxiruokuang。zaitamenkanlai，「sujiadiaoxiangdiyiren」zheigemingtou，ziranfeiliuqingwumoshu。
liuqingwunazhewoneibenjiade《xiangjing》，dabandehuazhizhaozhan，xinxinmanmandiqujianlexiaojuepailaideguanshi。
jieguo，talianmendoumeijinqu。guanshizhiwenletasangewenti。「chenshuixiang、dingzixiang、jiangzhenxiang，sanxiangheyi，
yuquqichenjingzhiyi，dangyihewuweijun，hewuweichen？」「longxianxiangguolie，ruheyibaimipaozhi，
fangnengshiqiwenrun？」「suhexiangyushexiang，xingxiangchong，ruoyaoqiangrong，xuyonghezhongqihuadehualuzuoweidiaohe？」
zheisangewenti，kansijichu，shizediaozuanzhiji，feijinyincidaoshushinianzhe，genbendabushanglai。
liuqingwunazhejiaxiangjing，xueledianpimao，nalidongdeqizhongjingsui。tadangchangbeiwendeyakouwuyan，
huitoutuliandibeiganlehuilai。liushiqijibaihuai。tarendingleshiwozaixiangjingshangdongleshoujiao，zanglesi。
tachongjinwodeyuanzi，xianggefengziyiyang，jiangwosuoyoudedongxidoufanlegedichaotian，shituzhaochusuoweide「mifang」
。zhaobudao，bianduiwobaibanzhemo。bujifanchi，bujishuihe，shangkoufayanleyebuqinglangzhong。tayiweizheiyang，
jiunengbiwojiufan。tabuzhidao，zheixiepirouzhiku，yuwoxinzhongdehenxiangbi，genbenbuzhiyiti。
woliyongbeifeideyoushouzuoweiyanhu，jiazhuangxuruobukan，meiritangzaichuangshang。andili，
woquepingjiezhejingrendejiyihexiujue，yongwoneizhizhiqianbeitangshangdanhaisuanwanhaodezuoshou，zainaozhong，zaixinzhong，
yibianyouyibiandidiaopeizhexindexiangfang。worangwanqingtoutounonglaizuijianloudegongjuhezuijichudexiangliao。
zaiwurenchajuedeshenye，wodianranleweiruodezhuhuo。youshouyifei，wufajinxingjingxidenianmohediaohe。
wobianyongyachiyao，yongzuoshouyidiandiandicuorou。xue，hunzhehanshui，diruxiangliaozhizhong。zhengzhengqitian。
wojihuhaojinlesuoyouxinshen。zhongyu，yimeitongtiqihei，haobuqiyan，quesanfazheqiyixiangqidexiangwan，
zaiwoshouzhongchengxing。tadeqiandiao，shibaicaokuweidekuse。zhongdiao，shiliehuofenshendezhire。weidiao，
queshiyuhuijinzhizhong，potuerchude，xinshengdeqinglie。woweitaquming——「niepan」。
wojiangxiangwanxiaoxinyiyidibaohao，jiaojilewanqing。「wanqing，xiangbanfa，batasongdaoxiaojueshoushang。」
woxuruodizhufudao。「jizhu，wuluntawenshenme，nidoushuobuzhidao，zhishuonidezhuzi，