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jigeshiyoujianwolengzhu，batanianchulaidelimingsihuyouxieganga，xiangwojieshi。
“neige，womeiyouqishideyisia，luntanshanghenduoshiqingdoushiwuzhongshengyou......”
“dui，jiushi。”qitashiyouyegenzhefuhe。
wohuiguoshen，jiliyazhetiaodongdeyouxiebuzhengchangdexinzang，mianwubiaoqingdeduitashuodao。
“shizhende，ruguonimenyejuede......wokeyibanchuquzhu。”
yinweibuxiangbeirenherentaoyanerxuanzebuziyoudeshenghuofangshi，wobuxiangzaijingliyibianle。
shangyishifuchulecanzhongdedaijiacaimingbaidedaoli，woyouzenmenengwang！wozenmeganwang！
womeishijianyemeixingqujimeigerendouliuxiahaoyinxiang，suibianbierenduiwozenmekan，wozhixianghefuchenhaohaoshenghuo，jincieryi。
“a......mei..neiheyixueyuande？”
“ai，biewenle......”yigeshiyouxianglingyigeyilianbaguadeshiyoushizheyanshen。
womeiyouhuidatamen，xinlizhiyouyigeniantou，haoxiangjianfuchen。
【luntanshangdeyulunwohuichuli。】
xiangshixinyoulingxiyiban，shoujishangchuanlaixiaoxizhendongdeshengyin，huanjielewojinbengdeshenjing，tahaishineimeqingeryijudejiukeyirangwoxinan。
“dui，zheiyemeisha，daqingzaowang......”
“e，neinishi......0haishi......”
sheyoumenbeiwodezhibaidadecuoshoubuji，yuwuluncideshuozheshenme。
zhishiwomeikonghuitamen，nazheshoujipaolechuqu。
wodunzaiyigebuqiyandeliangting，jifuchendaquledianhua。
“xuezhang.......”
zhendeyaojieshiyixia，wodeshengyinshiyinweijuliebenpaocaikongzhibuzhuzhandoude，bushiguyide。
dianhuaneitouchenmolepianke，“nizaina？”
我给他报了位置。
meiguoduojiufuchenjiulaile，womeidengtashuohuazhijiejiuzhuangjinletahuaili。
ganshoudaotashentijiangying，quemeiyoutuikaiwo。
jizandeqingxuzaikaojintadeshunjianbaofa，weiqu，sinian，haipa，bugan......
shangyishide，zheiyishide，luanqibazaodechanzaiyiqi，bidewoshileyankuang。
luozaiwojianbangshangsihuxiangyaotuikaiwodeshou，zhuanerqupailepaiwodebei，luoxiayishengtanxi。
“哭什么？”
fuchendexiongqiangsuizhetashuohuaerzhenzhan，luodaoerbiandeshengyinquechuqidewenrou。
“woshuolewohuichuli，niyihouliwoyuandian，ziranjiubuhuizaiyouzheizhongshiqingfasheng。”
dengwochouqishengjianxiao，tajiangwobaozhetadeshoulakai，xianghoutuileyibu。
wolianshanghaiguazhelei，buganzhixindetaitoukanta，tajingranyaowolitayuandian！
tameiyoukanwo，meitoujinzhouzhebuzhidaozaixiangshenme。
woyaoleyaoya，dechujielun，23suidefuchenbi26suidefuchenmeizhong。
口是心非的狗男人。
jiubupawoyaoshizhentingletadehuazoule？daoshihouyoutahouhuide。
woshangqianyibu，duishangtadeshixian。
“wojiushixihuannanren，jiushixihuanni。”
“fuchen，nizaiganshuoyibianrangwoliniyuandian？”
tayanlineiyishunjiandehuangluanbeiwobuzhuodaole，suihoukanzhewozhongzhongtanlekouqi，taishouyongshoucalecawodelianshangdeleihen，shengyindichen。
“meidameixiao，hanshenmeni？”
“neigaihanshenme？xuezhang？chenge？gege？lao..ke..ge。”
wobujiasisuo，handeneijiaoyigeshunkou。
xinghaozuihouneigejishichazhule，wojiakeleyisheng，erjianyouxiefatang。
fuchentiaomei，shenshoucuolecuowodeerduo，yuqibushan。
“he，hanguohenduoren？”
woyaozhetouwangyipangduo，bushihenduoren，shihenduoci。
shunkoulema，sheirangtashangyishizongshiyonggezhongzhemorendefazibiwokaikou。
naozilikaishikongzhibuzhudefuxianfuchenrangwoshuochudeneixiezaorendehua，lianhaoxianggengrele。
“回味什么呢？”
fuchenbuxuwoduo，zhifuguntangdecongerbianyidong，niezhuwodelianjia，wendemanbujingxin，yanshennanyiyanyu。
shuxidelingrensumadeganjuebianbuwodequanshen。
hei，xianzaibaolushangnidezhanyouyule？xinghaowozaojiushenjingbaizhan，genbenbuzaipade！
wochenjiwoshangtadeshouwancongwolianshangnakai，youfeikuaidewenlexiatadeshizhizhijian。
zaicitaitou，zhalezhayanjing，zaitayanshendeqinlvexiayashengdao。
“zaixiang，xuezhang，yuanyihewozaiyiqima？”