shenxinyunmolemoxiaba：“suoyi，wojiniliangtiaolu，yitiaoshihejinyulihun，diertiaoshiworangzhaoshisijizhizhengni！”
yuligeyanzhongqingxubodong，“shenme，yisi？”
shenmejiaotarangsijizhizhengta？！
nandaozheiyiqie……
“dui，shigushiwozuode。benyiweizheiyangkeyirangjinyusongnijinjianyu……”
shenxinyunwunaideshuo，huranyanseyinleng，“keshitaquequleni，nipingshenmezaitashenbianneimejiu！woyaorangnishenbaiminglie！”
“shenxinyun！nifengle！”
yuligetuikaixieyishu，shenxinyunmuguangluozaitadeduzishang，huranpuguolaiqiatadebozi：“nipingshenmehuaiyun，pingshenmeyoulejinyudehaizi，nijiuyinggaiqusi！”
“keke……jiu……jiuming……”
bozibeishenxinyunsisidezuanzhu，yuligecubujifangbeihoudizaizhuoshang，guntangkafeisaleyidi，tanghongletadegebo，shouhuluanzhuazhe，xiangyaozhengtuo，keshibozishangdelidaoturanxiaoshi。
“a！”
yuligehuanleyikouqi，jiukanjianshenxinyunshuaidaozaidishang，etouliuchulexianxue，yuligelianseyijingbeibiechenglejiangzise，dakoudakoudechuanxizhe，shenxinyunyidongbudong，taxinligedengyixia，xiangshenshouqufuta。
“gunkai！”
shouwanhuranbeirendakai，yuligeshuaizaidishang，suidiaodebolibeihuapoleshouwan，xuanjinyijingjiqiedejiangshenxinyunbaoleqilai：“xinyun……”
“bie，bieshawo……”shenxinyunpazaixuanjinhuaili，kanqingletacaishuo，“yuligeta，taxiangshalewo……jinyu，tashuozhiyaoshalelvzhouwotahehaizijiunenghenizaiyiqi。”
xuanjinjunlianyinchen，xiongkoubutingqifuzhe，zheigeedudenvren！
“bu，bushiwo！zhendebushiwo！”
“haijieshishenme？”xuanjinzhijieshuaikaizhuazhetakuguanlangbei/deyulige，manqiangnuyi：“ruguobushiwoganlai，xinyungujizaojiubeininongsile!”
ruobushixinyunrangtaqugebimainaicha，taqiahaoganlehuilai，kongpaxinyunzheicixiongduojishao。
xiangdaozhei，xuanjinyuefashengqi：“nihaidetacanjihaibugou，juranhaixiangshaleta，zheijiushinijiniduzilihaizizuodebangyangma？yulige，nizaojiugaisi！”
nizaojiugaisi……
xuanjinyijingbaozheshenxinyundabuliuxingdelikai，tabeitashuaizaidishang，kanzhedajiabiyidetaidu，yanleibengbuzhuwangxiadiao。
genbenjiubushita，shishenxinyunguyizhuangrouruo，shitashejupianta。
kexuanjingenbenjiubuxiangxinziji，bu，tayidingyaojieshiqingchu！
tayingchengzhepaqilai，“xuanjin，ni……”
shouwandecitongrangtayizhenyunxuan，taijiaogangzhuileliangbu，zhijueyanqianyihei，shentizhizhidecongkafeiguanmenkoudeloutishangdaolexiaqu。
第六章我爱上了别人
“bushiwozuode，bushi——”
menglidexuanjin，biyieryoubinglengdemuguangrangtabengkui，yuligekuzhexingguolai，caifaxianyanqianshiyipiansumudebai。
kaidiaoyanlei，molemoxiaofu，haizihaizai，tasonglekouqi。
“yulige，nizhongyuxingle！”
yuligeniutou，jiufaxianhaoyoushentingdanyoueryouxintengdekanzheziji，“woqutanshengyi，kanjiannizaikafeiguanshuaidaohunmi，fashengshenmeshile？xuanjinni？”
“ta……”yuligekuxiao，yaoleyaochun：“xiexienijiulewo。”
kanzheyuligechuitoushiluodeshenqing，shentingxinliyitong，zizhibugaiduowen，querenbuzhushenshouwozhuletafangzaichuangbiandeshou，anweidao：“yulige，ruguoniguodebuhao，yidingyaogaosuwo，wohuijinlibangni。”
shouwanbeirenzuanzhe，wennuandeganjuerangtabisuanxiangyaoluolei，ketaxianzaihaipeidedaowennuanma。
tagangxiangchouhuishou，huranmenkouchuanlaidaoliangbodesangyin。
“he，kanlaiwolaidebushishihou，daraonimennongqingmiyile。”
xuanjinyudiaojifeng，luchudeyanerangyuligementouyibang，taxiayishiduokaishenting，jiqiedejieshi：“woheshentingzhishi……”
“genwohuiqu！”xuanjinliangbokaikou，dabuliuxingzouguolai。
shouwanmodebeizuanzhu，“wozhibuguoyitianmeiyouguanni，nijiuzaizheigouyinbieren，yulige，nihaizhenshijian！ruguowobulai，shibushinimendouyijingqinmidaochuangshangqule？！”
“xuanjin，nibiehushuo！yuligeweilenishouleduoshaoku，nizhidaoma？”talianseyinchen。
“wohushuo？niganshuoniduitameiyisi？”yigelengyanshuaiguoqu，taxiangyaoshangqian，quebuzhizijigaiyishenmeshenfenzulan，erxuanjinyijingqiangyingzuanzheyuligedeshouwanjiangrentuolechuqu。
“xuanjin，wohetazhendebushi……”
“ganzuohaibuganrenma？nishibushimeinanrenhuobule？”
zhouzaodebingrenhushifenfenhuitou，yuligeliansefabai，pianpianxuanjinzhiyidekouwenrangtawudizirong。
lingluanfasitiezaietou，shentixuruo，tazhiaoyaotou：“womenzhishipengyou，niweishenmecongbuxinwo……”
“nizaijiezhezhuang！nihaizhenshisixingbugaia，daonalidougaibule**debenxing！”
nantingdehuayijujuzazaiyuligedexinzhong，tazuichunfabaizhandou，yikexinzaoyiqianchuangbaikong，zaiyemeilejieshidexiawen……
shentibeihenhenshuaizaichuangshang，yuligesilesheng，haiweiqishen，xuanjinyijingqishenyaleshanglai。
“nideshentibinichengshiduole！”
xuanjinlianshangguazhexiesidexiao，shouzhizaitashenshangdianhuo，yuligenanshoudegongqiyao，quebufankang，“dui！wojiushishuixingyanghua，**yin/dang，suoyiwobuainile，woaishanglebieren！”
yuligeyanzhongxisuidejuewangfangfomengunyiyangzazaitadexiongkou，xuanjinhurandunzhu。
taanzhutadexiaba，“nishuoshenme？”
“wobuainile，nibushihenwoma，zheiyangwomenzhenghaobicifangguo，liangbuxiangqian……”yuligepingtangzaichuangshang，tuoliban，leishuishunzheyanjiaorushilezhentou。
tadeetoushanghaizhanzheshabu，fasilingluan，liansecangbai，xiababeitaniehongle，tafangqilezhengzha，anjingdexiangshipobuwawa。
xuanjinxinkouyizhen，suijishitaotiandenuyi：“shuobuaijiubuai？xiangrangwofangleni，niwangxiang！”
第七章美好的回忆
siliedetongchuchuanlai，fangjianneimimanzheaimeiguohoudeweidao，yuligejingjingtangzaichuangshang，shuangyanjinbi，lewushengji，xuanjinyijingbuzhisuozong。
taleile，zhendeleile……
xuanjinjiushikuaishitou，wuburede。
“shaonainai，jintianshinimuqindejiri，niyihuiyaoqujibaima？”wumaxiaoxinyiyidetuimenjinlai，kanjianyuligemanshenshangyeshilenglexia，meixiangdaoshaoyexiashouzheimezhong……
yuligezhengkaihunzhuoshuangyan，tajuranchadianbamamadejiridouwangle。
“wozheijiuqu。”yuligezhengzhaqishen。
“keshishaoyeneier……”wumayuyanyouzhi，yuligekuxiao，xuanjinyoujiangtajinzu。
tamianlizoudaozhuoqiannadaoshouji，chenmobanshangcaidatongxuanjindedianhua。
“ng……，ninongtengwole……qingdian……”
yizhenjiaochuanzuanruerduo，wozhedianhuadezhijianshoujin，yuligeyankuangfansuan，jiuzaitakuaiyaojianchibuzhuguaduandeshihou，neibian/caichuanlaiqinglengdeshengyin：“shuo。”
ganjingliluo，daizhebuyue。
tadaraoletadehaoshiba？
yuligechouchuzheshuolemamadeshi，neibian/chenmobanshang，“gun。”
shenxinyundejiaoxiaoshengchuanlai，tacongmangliaoledianhua。
wumatoulaixintengdemuguang，“sijizaiwaimiandengzhele，zhiqiandouzhunbeihaofangzaicheshangle。”
……
lingyuan，yuligeguizaidishang，zhiqianshaodiaodehuijinluozaitadetoufashang，mengleyicenghui。
zhaopianshangdemamazuijiaohanxiao，yuligexinlisuanchu，quehaishijichuyigexiao：“wojintianlaitedigaosunin，woyeyouhaizilee，ninfangxin，woyidinghuibatafuyangchengrende，rangtakaikaixinxindezhangda。”
tayizhishuoyaodadiaozheigehaizi，likaixuanjinkaishixinshenghuo，keshizhiyoutazijiqingchu，tashebude，zheishitadexintourou，shitazaizheigeshishangweiyixuemaixianglianderen。
“ma，wozhiqianyizhimeigaosuni，woqishihejinyujiehunle，jinyunijideba，jiushixiaoshihoubaohuwoneige，tahaishangzanjiachiguofanni。wojiajita，ta……duiwohenhao……yihouyeyidinghuiduiwobaobaohao。”
suoyimama，nifangxinba……
yanqiandehuozhire，quenuanbuletadexin，yanleicongxiabahuijuxialai，diluozaidishang。
tacongxiaomeiyoufuqin，mamaduonianlaidushenyirenbatafuyangzhangda，shenmedouxiangjitazuihaode，zuihouzijiquejilaochengji，tahaimeiyoukaishibaoda，mamajiulikaileta。
yihou，tayehuijizijidehaizizuihaode……
yuligehoutougengyan，duizhemamademubeikoulesangexiangtou，zheicaiqishenlikai。
beihoudehuijinhaizaifeiyang，tazoudejuejue。
xuanjin，wohuibahaizishengxialai，danshiwojueduibuhuibahaizijiaojini！
yanqianxiangshifangdianyingside，shaoshixuanjinyecenglazhetadeshou，shuo。
“biepa，yihouwobaohuni。”
“yihounijiugenzhewo，sheiqifunijiushigenwozuodui！”
“fangxin，wopeinizhangda，huniyibeizi。”
wushugeririyeye，tabeixuexiaotongxueqiling，meiyourenkenjitayisiguanxin，shixuanjinhuranchuxian，huzhetayubiedexueshengdajia，hezoulebiedetongxue，bingxunuohuibaohutayibeizi。
tamenbicixiangyi，dayuzhong，tajiannanbeizhehunmideta，kuzheqiutabiediuxiata，tamencengjingshiyoumeihaodehuiyia！
keshixianzaini，shuohaolehutayibeizi，ketaquezaibujiuzhihouzhuanxue。
tazaiduyushangta，shenshenaishangleta，ketazaojiubazijiwangle……
tayijingchenglebiedenvrendeyingxiong……
第八章流产
yiyuan，shenxinyunbozhejiao，chuanzheleisishuiyicongbeihoubaozhulexuanjin，aimeidecengzhetadegebo：“jinyu，nishenmeshihoucaihuiquwo？”
“dengtashengxiahaizi，womenjiulihun。”
xiangqineinvrenxianzaizailingyuan，buzhidaoshibushiyouzaikelianxixidekuqi，xuanjinyouxiefanzaodeqiamieleyan。
zhuanshen，kanjianshenxinyunchuanzheboruchanyideshuiyi，culecumei，weitalashang：“taiwanle，shuiba。”
“nishibushixianqiwobunengshenghaizi……”
jianxuanjinyaozou，shenxinyunjimanglazhuta，dailekuqiang，zhangjiezhandou，“xianzaiyixuezheimefada，yidingkeyizhide，jinyunifangguoyuligeba？neigehaizibenlaijiubujiankang，shengchulaiwanyiyoucanji……wobaozheng，yidinghuihaozhibing，jinishenghaoduohaizi……”
kanzhexuanjincumei，shenxinyunshuangyanhanlei：“douguaiwomeiyong，yigenvrenbunengshenghaizijianzhijiushifeiwu！”
“xinyun，buxunizheimeshuoziji！”
xuanjinxinliyiteng，xiangqishiernianqianzijichushi，ruguobushishenxinyunjiuleziji，bingqieshouzaiyiyuanchuangqianyizhihanzhezijidemingzi，takenenggenbenwufaxinglai。
“ruguonibuxianggentalihun，wokeyizoude，woyuanyituichunimendeshijie……”
shenxinyunlihuadaiyu，kandaoxuanjinxinliyizhensuanchu。
yulige，neigezuikuihuoshou！
ruguobushita，xinyungenbenbuhuirucitongku。
taanfuleshenxinyun，“womingtianhuirangyishengjitazuoyinchanshoushu，buxunizaihusiluanxiang！”
shenxinyunpazaitadehuaili，zuijiaoluchuxiesidexiao。
……
conglingyuandaobieshu，yuligejiangzheijinianzainaohaiguolegebian，tahexuanjin，haishiyouyuanwufen。
daolebieshu，mengrankanjiandamenkaizhe，yuligexialeche，yihuodejinqu，huranbeipangbiancuanchulaidewumalanxia：“shaonainai，nikuaizou，nikuaidianzou！”
“zenmelewuma？”
“tamen……”
wumahuayinweiluo，wuneidejigechuanzhebaidaguaderentizhegongjuxiangjiuwangwaizou，“tazaineier！”
wumaduojiao，“xianzailaibujishuole，shaoyehuaiyiniduzilihaizishibierende，weileburangshenxiaojieshangxin，taxianzaizhaorenyaoliudiaonidehaizi，nikuaidianzouba，shaonainai，suanwoqiunile！”
wumakanzheshanliangdeyulige，xinliweitanielebahan，shaoyeyezhenshihutu，zenmenengganchuzheizhongshi！
xinligedengyixia，yuligelianseshunjiancanbai，tadangchushuoweileshenxinyunyaoliuxiazheigehaizi，kexianzaiyouyinweishenxinyunjijuhuajiuyaodadiaohaizi，shenxinyunguoranshitaxinjianshangdebao。
wumayigejingerwangwaitui，yankanyishengjiuyaolaile，yuligegubudeneimeduo，zhuanshenjiuwangwaipao。
zaimenkoushanglesijideche，jiugankuaicuicudao：“kuaidianzou，shifu，qiunin！”
“bierangtapaole！”
houmianchuanlaiyishengdejiaosheng，wumayijizhililanzhuletamen，sijiyejiakuaileyoumen：“shaonainainifangxin，niduiwoneimehao，wozheicijiushidiulegongzuoyehuibangni！”
“zheishaoyeyezhenshihutu，zenmenengzheimeduini……”
yuligeyankuangyisuan，xianxieluolei，yigewairendoushangnengfenbianshifeishane，kexuanjinzenmejiunengzheimehenxin。
yanleicubujifang，tazhandouzheanzhechoutongdexiaofu，anweidao：“baobao，mamajueduibuhuirangbierenhaini，napaneigerenshitayebuxing！”
dijiuzhangyoubenshinijiuzisha！
sijishifujiangtafangzailaozhaidelukou，yuligechengzheyaowangqianzou，zhaodaolegedianhuating，likedajileshenting：“shenting，wo……”
“nizainaer？woxianzaiguoqu！”shentingtingtashuoleqingkuang，jiuganjinchumen。
guaduandianhua，hanfengxilai，tabaojinlexianshoudejianbang。
yanleizhibuzhu，quebushiweilexuanjin，ershizaizijizoutouwulushi，yuanlaihaiyourenkeyiyikao……
yuligedunmalelvzhou，shenhouhuranchuanlaisangyin：“yuanlainizaizhei！”
tahuitou，jianbangshangquehuranjiejieshishiaileyigemengun，kanqingleshenxinyundelian，jinjiezheyanqianyihei，shiquleyishi……
lvzhou ……
“mengzong，zheinvdeduzilihaihuaizheyunni，niyidinghuixihuan！”
“haohaohao，yiqiedouhaoshuo！”
hounaojutong，guangliangcongyanpitoulejinlai，yuligexiankaiyanpi，jiukanjiangeshuzhedabeitoudezhongniannanrenchaozijizoulai：“yohe，xingle？yehaoyehao，shengdewofeixinjiaoxingnile！”
“wuwuwu！”
tabeibangzheshoujiao，yanzhengzhengdekanzhenanrenjiekaiwaitao，lingdai……
yanjingmoranzhengda，nanrenpuguolaijiangtabaozhu，yuligehedequanshendouzhandouzhe。
gezaichuangtoujudedianhuahuranxiangle，nanrencumei，qujiedianhua：“wozhidaole！tiwoxiexiemozong。mozongdoukenbazijiqizisongjiwo，chengxideneikuaidiwoyidingrangjitaa！”
tingzhezhongniannanrendexiaosheng，yuligeyizhenzhentoupifama。
xuanjin……jurannatahuanyikuaidi？
“nibieguolai！”
yuligeliansecangbai：“shishei……shisheibawosongjinide？”
suiranxinzhongyicaichudaban，danquehaishibuyuanxiangxin。
“ze，nineigelaogonga。woquannibiezhengzhale。woshangcijiugentatilezuishuokanshangle，sheizhidaozheibudaoliangtianjiubarenjiwononglaile。zheixuanjinhaizhenshishuangkuairen……”
“a！”
yuligezhaozhenanrendejianbangyikouyaolexiaqu，xuexingweimiman，tashuangmuxinghong。
xuanjin！
nijiuzheimehenwoma！
wangrienqingyanxiaoyunsan，zheiyike，tacaizhendexingwu，taduita，zaojiubugaiyouyisiqidai！
“made，chouniangmen，ganyaowo！”
mengzongyibazhangshuaizaiyuligelianshang，tengdetaerming。
“wobuxin，yidingshishenxinyungande，shitagande，xuanjinbukenengzheimezuo！”
lianshangfuxianchuwugeshouzhangyin，mengzongsilesheng，jiuzhetadetoufa。
shuozhetanachuleshoujidiankai：“mengzong？rensongdaoleba。”
xuanjinzhidiqinglengdeshengyintouzhehuatongchuanlai，yuligechedijuewang，buzhinaerlaideliqi，yijiaotikailemengzong。
“nibieguolai！niyaoshiguolaiwojiusizainimianqian！”
talingluandezhuaqishuiguodao，gezaizijibozishang，mengzongcuilekou：“sia！nikannisiletahuibuhuizaihu！”
juewang，tongku，nankan……zhongzhongqingxuxijuanerlai。
tazhiaiguotayigenanren，keshitaquehuaiyihaizibushitade……
“youbenshinijiuzisha！”
mengzongzhengninghoujiao，yuligejueranyixiao，haizi，mamahubuzhunile，womenyiqizou……
yuligewojindaobing，yongjinquanlijiangdaozisongrulexiongtang。
yuanlaizhiyouzheiyang，xincaibuhuitong。
yuanlaitongdaojizhi，shengxiadezhiyoumamu。
zheiyidao，zhongyuqieduanletaduixuanjindeai。cengjingyongshengmingquaideren，rujinhaitayishiliangming，doupingle。
yishiyuelaiyuemohu，yanqiankaishifanzhezhenzhenbaiguang。
“peng！”
yishengjuxiangchuangjinyuligejianjianhundundeyishili。dantayijingshenmedoukanbuqingle。
xuanjinyijiaochuaikaifangmen，pumianerlaideyizhennongliedexuexingwei。