第1章她留下的耻辱
窗外，狂风骤雨。
songanyiliansecangbai，qicandixiaozhe，shouchiyibaxiaoqiaonvshishouqiang，dizhuzijidetaiyangxue。
“anran，wobugenniqiangle。zheitiaoming，haiyouyiboyan，doushinidele。niyingle。”
zheishitaliuxiadezuihouyijuhua，xuehuasijianneiyishunjian，songanranjianjiaoyisheng，zaichuanxizhongjingxing。
quanshen，lenghanlinli，guoranyouxiayule。zhiyaoshixiayudeshenye，tajiuyidinghuimengdaosonganyisideneigewanshang。
shuizhumengliedijidazheboli，xiweihanfengjiazheshuiqitouguochuanghufengxijijinlai，manwuzidoushishenqiulengyushiluludehanliang。
takongzhibuzhudifadou，neitianyexiangzheiyangxiazheyu。tadeluanshengjiejie，zaitamianqianyindanzisha。
congneitianqi，yidaoxiayudetianqi，tajiuezhibuzhudekongju，wulunguoleduojiu，douhuijuedeyushuilipiaodangzhede，quanshianyishenshangdexuexingwei。
songanranjinjinwuzhuerduo，gejueleyusheng，quedangbuzhushiqi。
payisheng，chenghuangsedengguangpulemanwu。
yiboyandemeiyan，lengguolechuangwaidongyu。jixiedizoujinchuangbian，morandibaozhuleta。
“wohuilaile，nibuyongpale。”
mingmingshianweidehua，congtazuilishuochulai，quemingxiandaileyisichaofeng。
benlaiyeshi，tayoushenmehaopa？dangnianbisianyideshihou，bushizuodegewaixinhenshoulama？rucibuzeshouduandenvren，shuoshenmehaipa，bujiushixiangzhaogejiekou，bitahuijiagentajianmianme。
bu，bushi，yiboyanlengxiao，ziconganyizaizheilizishayihou，zheigedifangyutaeryan，jiubuzaishi“jia”le。
shoushangbaozhesonganran，dongzuoyouduoqinni，tademuguangjiuyouduoyane。
raner，jiulianzheiyanedemuguang，tadoubuyuanshishejitayigezhengyan，fouze，tayebuhuikanbudaozaitayanzhongyishanerguodequruleiguang。
tabushibumingbai，ruguobushiyinweisonganyideyiyan，zijizenmeyoukenenganwensuozaiyiboyanhuaizhong？zhipa，zaojiubeitasuishiwanduanleba......
bantoumingdeshuiyixia，shitaaotuyouzhidehaoshencai，ruanyuwenxiangbaomanhuai，yiboyanyanshenrengjiubingleng，zhangxinqueyouleredu。
xinzaibuzijuezhongrouhelexialai，raner，duishangneizhangfuqiyicenghongyundexiaolianshi，yanshenyouzaishunjianlinrudaofeng。
zheizhanggenanyiruchuyizhedelian，rangtadexintoumengranyijin。
zhuorezhangxintiezaitadeyaozhi，yiboyanmianwubiaoqing，“zhuanguoshenqu。”
tayongyou“yiboyandeqizi”zheigeshenfen，yijingsannianle。
sannianli，renheyicijifuzhiqin，tadouzhinengbeiduizheta。
yiqiansonganrandehuiying，yongyuandouzhiyoushuncong。ruguotazhishixuyaozijideshenti，neitajiuji。ruguotabuyaokandaozijidelian，neitajiudijiandezhuanguoshen。
wulunduobeiwei，napashiyaojianglianmaijinjiaoxiadechentuli，napaxinzhidumingtabaozijizhishiyinweishenglixuyao，zhiyaonengliuzaitashenbian......suoyoudexinsuan，tadouganzhiruoyi。
songanrancengxiangguo，yexuzijiyizhizheiyangbeiweishuncong，zongyouyitian，huironghuatabinglengdexin，tazonghuifaxiantadehao。
keshi......zhongjiushibunengzaizheiyangxiaqule。
songanranyangqishixian，pingjingqiejueqiang，shengyindaileyisizhandou。
“nigaixingxingle。boyan，woshinideqizi，woshisonganran，bushibierendedaitipin。”