第1章

diyicijinzang,shiwogenshenyouningdexiehouzhilv。

diercijinzang,shiwogenshenyouningdedingqingzhilv。

disancijinzang,shiwogenshenyouningdelihunzhilv

rujin,zheiyeshiwodejuebiezhilv……

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nadaoweiaiwanqijianchadandeneitian,wozhanzaijichangdating,jishenyouningdaqudianhua。

“shenyouning,wotongyilihunle。”

“woshenmedoubuyao,weiyidejianjianjiushi,nipeiwozaiquyitangxizang,zouyibianwomenxiangaishidelu。”

dianhuaneitouchenmolehenjiu,caichuanlaishenyouningjingtidefanwen。

“jiangmochen,niyouyaonaoshenme?”

woweiweihuangshen,xintoubumiankuse。

wohetacongbicixiangaidaorujinxiangkanliangyan,zhiguolebanian。

woshuo:“wozaijichangaquanjiankoudengni,daishanglihunxieyiguolai。”

“feijisangexiaoshihouqifei,zheishiwoweiyiyicitongyiqianzidejihui,guoshibuhou。”

guaduandianhua,woshunshoujiangneizhangpanlewosixingdejianchadanyonglirouchengyituandiujinlajitong。

younaqigangganglubianmaidemojingdaishang,zhezhutonghongdeyankuang。

胃癌晚期。

huoxuzheijiushilaotianduiwozheige‘fengzi’debaofu。

zicongliangnianqianwodebiaodisuhuanjinrushenyouningdegongsi,shenyouningjiabandeshijianjiuyuelaiyueduo。

congzuikaishiouranshuoleyiju:“nibiaodihaitingyouyiside。”

daohoulaijijuhuabulita。

wochaoguo、naoguo,genxiaoyiyijiayenaobaiguo。

kenaodaozuihou,suhuanshenglezhi,chengleshenyouningdetieshenzhuli。

ershenyouning,jiwodilaileyifenlihunxieyi。

wohaijidesantianqian,woshoudaotajilaidedibabanlihunxieyishu。

wochedibengkuile,bawomendangniandehunfangzadeyipianlangjie,xinghongzheyanzhizhetadahou。

“shenyouning,dangnianshinishuoyibeizizhiaiwoyigede!nixianzaiyudaogengnianqinggengshuaidenijiufanhuile,xiangshuailewo?nizuomeng!”

“wobuhuijixinrenrangweide,wohaiyaonihaohaohuozhe,genwoyizhijiuchandaoyibaisui!nizheibeizidoubiexiangbaituowo!”

ranhoumingyunjiudalewodelian,rangwozhishengxiayigeyuekehuo。

suoyiwokankaile,shengxiadeqishinianmeifakunbangta,jiuzaichantazuihouqitianhaole。

shenyouninghenkuaiganlaijichang,shoulituizheyigewomeijianguodexinglixiang。

dagaishisuhuanweitalinshishoushidexingli。

takanjianwo,kuaibuzouguolai,pitougailianjiushizhize。

“jiangmochen,ninengbunengbiexiangyichushiyichu?nizhidaowolinshituidiaogongzuoyouduomafanma?nishenmeshihoucainenglixingyidian?”

zheimemafan,buyemeinengzudangtaganlaigenwolihundejuexinma?

woxintoucitong,quezhangzheyoumojingzheyanwodeshenqing,baozheshoubeifanchunxiangji。

“woyixiangbujiangdaoli,nibuzhidaoma?dangniannikeshihenaiwoshenshangzheizhongzhilaizhiqudexiaosani。”

“niyaoshibuleyikeyibulaia,genwojixujiuchandaoyibaisuibei。”

wobenxianggentahaohaojiaoliude,kexizheiliangnianwomenyijingchengleshizudeyuanlv。

wodoubujideyaozenmegentaxinpingqihedishuohuale。

shenyouningjinjinminzhechun,haosikanwohenbukeliyu。

tashenhuxijicipingfuleqingxu,youwen。

“suoyinengjiwogeliyouma?weishenmelihunzhiqianfeiyaoquyitangxizang?”