diyicijinzang,shiwogenshenyouningdexiehouzhilv。
diercijinzang,shiwogenshenyouningdedingqingzhilv。
disancijinzang,shiwogenshenyouningdelihunzhilv
rujin,zheiyeshiwodejuebiezhilv……
……
nadaoweiaiwanqijianchadandeneitian,wozhanzaijichangdating,jishenyouningdaqudianhua。
“shenyouning,wotongyilihunle。”
“woshenmedoubuyao,weiyidejianjianjiushi,nipeiwozaiquyitangxizang,zouyibianwomenxiangaishidelu。”
dianhuaneitouchenmolehenjiu,caichuanlaishenyouningjingtidefanwen。
“jiangmochen,niyouyaonaoshenme?”
woweiweihuangshen,xintoubumiankuse。
wohetacongbicixiangaidaorujinxiangkanliangyan,zhiguolebanian。
woshuo:“wozaijichangaquanjiankoudengni,daishanglihunxieyiguolai。”
“feijisangexiaoshihouqifei,zheishiwoweiyiyicitongyiqianzidejihui,guoshibuhou。”
guaduandianhua,woshunshoujiangneizhangpanlewosixingdejianchadanyonglirouchengyituandiujinlajitong。
younaqigangganglubianmaidemojingdaishang,zhezhutonghongdeyankuang。
胃癌晚期。
huoxuzheijiushilaotianduiwozheige‘fengzi’debaofu。
zicongliangnianqianwodebiaodisuhuanjinrushenyouningdegongsi,shenyouningjiabandeshijianjiuyuelaiyueduo。
congzuikaishiouranshuoleyiju:“nibiaodihaitingyouyiside。”
daohoulaijijuhuabulita。
wochaoguo、naoguo,genxiaoyiyijiayenaobaiguo。
kenaodaozuihou,suhuanshenglezhi,chengleshenyouningdetieshenzhuli。
ershenyouning,jiwodilaileyifenlihunxieyi。
wohaijidesantianqian,woshoudaotajilaidedibabanlihunxieyishu。
wochedibengkuile,bawomendangniandehunfangzadeyipianlangjie,xinghongzheyanzhizhetadahou。
“shenyouning,dangnianshinishuoyibeizizhiaiwoyigede!nixianzaiyudaogengnianqinggengshuaidenijiufanhuile,xiangshuailewo?nizuomeng!”
“wobuhuijixinrenrangweide,wohaiyaonihaohaohuozhe,genwoyizhijiuchandaoyibaisui!nizheibeizidoubiexiangbaituowo!”
ranhoumingyunjiudalewodelian,rangwozhishengxiayigeyuekehuo。
suoyiwokankaile,shengxiadeqishinianmeifakunbangta,jiuzaichantazuihouqitianhaole。
shenyouninghenkuaiganlaijichang,shoulituizheyigewomeijianguodexinglixiang。
dagaishisuhuanweitalinshishoushidexingli。
takanjianwo,kuaibuzouguolai,pitougailianjiushizhize。
“jiangmochen,ninengbunengbiexiangyichushiyichu?nizhidaowolinshituidiaogongzuoyouduomafanma?nishenmeshihoucainenglixingyidian?”
zheimemafan,buyemeinengzudangtaganlaigenwolihundejuexinma?
woxintoucitong,quezhangzheyoumojingzheyanwodeshenqing,baozheshoubeifanchunxiangji。
“woyixiangbujiangdaoli,nibuzhidaoma?dangniannikeshihenaiwoshenshangzheizhongzhilaizhiqudexiaosani。”
“niyaoshibuleyikeyibulaia,genwojixujiuchandaoyibaisuibei。”
wobenxianggentahaohaojiaoliude,kexizheiliangnianwomenyijingchengleshizudeyuanlv。
wodoubujideyaozenmegentaxinpingqihedishuohuale。
shenyouningjinjinminzhechun,haosikanwohenbukeliyu。
tashenhuxijicipingfuleqingxu,youwen。
“suoyinengjiwogeliyouma?weishenmelihunzhiqianfeiyaoquyitangxizang?”