第四章 再见,我糟糕的过去

disizhangzaijian,wozaogaodeguoqu

shihunshashi,chulewogenshenayikanhaodeneijitao。

gongzuorenyuanjiwomennalaileyishuangxizhemeiguidedingzhigaogenxie,neishuangxiefangzaihongsedemuheli,dakaihezideshunjian,wogenshenfurendoujingyanle。

「zheishishenhaoxianshengzaiwomendiandingzhidegaogenxie,dinghaohoujiuyizhicunfangzaidianli,jintianzhenghaoshaofurenlaishihunsha,wofaxianshaofurendexiemagenzheishuangdingzhixieshipipeide,jiunachulaile。」

wodingzheneishuanggaogenxie,yankuangyouxiefasuan。

fangzhendemeiguilizaixiangzuandexiezishang,gaogendehuduwubiyouya,suishidiyicijianzheishuangxie,danworenshita。

以前他追我的时候。

youhui,wosuikoushuoxihuanmeigui,woshuoyihouzaiwodehunlishangruoshinengtazhemandidemeigui,genxinlangyiqiburudiantang,duiwolaishuojiushichangmeiyouyihandehunlile。

meiguidaibiaozhiredeai,jiuxiangshenhaodazhangqigudizhuiwoyiyang,aidehonglieerzhire。

shenhaojiangwoyongruhuai,taxiaowotianzhen:

「sheidehunlibushisalemandidemeiguihuaban?woyaoweinidingzhiyishuangfangzhenmeiguidehunxie,nicaizhetagenwojiehun,womenyidinghuiyongyuanxiangai,yishengxingfude!」

换衣间里。

woxiaoxinyiyidimozheneishuangxie,neiyaomudehong,hedengguangxiadeshanshuojingying,jiangwoxindineifenduishenhaodejuanlianyouzhongxinlachechulai。

tacengshuoyaogenwoyongyuanxiangai,haitiwodingzhilezheishuangxie。

wozaishiyijinglimian,kanzhezijideyangzi,liaoqiqunbaifanfukanzheishuangcongbutongshijiao,douyoubutongmeigandexiezi。

做的真用心。

rutadangnianneibanduiwoyongxindeaiyiyang。

xintongyuxingfudeganjuezaineixinfanyong,xiangshizhengyiyuxieedechandouyiban,lingwoyoukuyouxiao。

nanrendounianshaotanwan,huoxushenhaozhishizoucuolule?

tacengneimereliedeaiwoyichang,woquemeiyoujitatongdengdereai,zuoweichanghai,woyegaijitayicigaiguozixindejihui。

woxiangqitadangshishuo「womenyidinghuiyongyuanxiangai,yishengxingfude」yangzi,momoyanxialexinlidenanshouyuweiqu。

zouchushiyijiandeshihou,dajiadoukaixindeshuowopiaoliang。

我看见父亲也来了。

tazuozaiyipang,xiandejujin。

wozoudaotamianqiandeshihou,tapaizhewodeshoubei,lianlianzhufushuo「niyihoujiadaoshenjia,yidingyaohaohaode,haohaode......」

我看见他眼中含泪。

xiangtarujinyemeiyougengduodejiaodaikeyigenwoshuode。rujinqijiameiluo,shengyiwanglaiquankaoshenjiabangchen,talianwodejiazhuangdoutaobuqile。

xinghaoshenfurengenwomashizhenguimi,bujinbangleqijia,haibuyaowodejiazhuang。

wokanzhecengjingyingqidefuqin,rujinchuitousangqidemoyang。

xianglai,chuleyuanliangshenhao,jiajishenjia,wobingmeiyouqitaxuanze。

woyaojiehunle,suoyourendoutiwozheigedaijiadexinnianggaoxing。

chulewoziji,manxindetanteyubuan,querengyaoqiangchengzhezhuangzuozijigenqitarenyiyanggaoxing。

夜幕降临。

wofanfudingzhebianxielewushubiandecizhibaogao。

闭上眼。

点了发送。

zaijian,wozaogaodeguoqu。