wojiaolinqinghan，jinnian19sui，zhengshishaonvdehuayangnianhua，kezhengshizaizheiyangdenianji，zaiyigeyueqianwoshoudaolewoneizaoyisiqudefumujijiwodekuaidi。
kuaidiliyouyigebaoxianju，shihongmojiesuodegaojibaoxianju。dakaibaoxianjuhou，limianmeiyouhongcancandemanei，yemeiyoushenmezhenbaoshoushi，zhiyouyifengxinyuyibenshuanjingditangzailimian。
xinzhimeiyoufenghuadehenji，sihuhaishizhanxinde，shangmianzhengshiwoneiyijingsiqu7niandefumudeziji，erxinshangdewenzique**dewoshuobuchuhua。
“吾爱倾寒：”
“zhanxinjia，jianziruwu。”
“cike，xiangbinimanxindoushizhenjingyuyihuo，womenzhidaozheifengxinhuirujushitourunipingjingdeshenghuozhihu，fanqijingtaohailang，danqingxiangxin，womensuozuodeyiqie，jieshichuyuduinishenshendeaiyubaohu。”
“womenbixutanchengdigaosuni，womenbingweirushirensuojianbanshiqu。womenyangzhuangsiwang，zheiwunaizhiju，zhiweinengrangnizaianquandeyuyixiachengzhang，yuanlineixiejiyunixuemaililiangdexieecunzai。raner，mingyundeguijiwufagenggai，rujinnijijiangmianlinyichangguanhushengsicunwangdezhongdakaoyan。”
“nidefuqin，talaizishenmierqiangdadeyinlangzhongxuemai，yejiushirenmenkouzhongsuoshuodelangren；ernidemuqin，chuanchengzhegulaoershenmidehexuezhongxuemai，jixixueguiyizu。ni，zuoweiwomenaiqingdejiejing，shenfuliangzhongqiangdaxuemaidehunxueer，tineiyunzangzhechaohuxiangxiangdeliliang。dangjinnian9yue14riwuye0dianzhishiyuehezaicibaofazhiji，nitineidexuemaijiangbeihuanxing，shenshengde「taixu」bijiangjiangxiatadezhushi。”
“guoqudeshijiunian，yueheyizhiguiyibandipingjing，zheihuoxushimingyunjiyunideduanzanbihu。danciciyuehebaofa，qiqiangdujiangyuanchaowangxirenheyici。zheijishinidejiyu，juexinghoudenizaiweilaibijiangyongyouzuyigaibianshijiedeqiangdaliliang；queyeshijudadetiaozhan，yidannizaijuexingguochengzhongshiqukongzhi，jianghuixianruwanjiebufudeshenyuan，bujinzishenxingmingkanyou，gengkenengjizheigechengshidailaimiedingzhizai。”
“womensuibunengbannishenpang，hunizhouquan，dansuixinfushangde《xingchaojibenyuanli》jiangchengweinidedelizhushou。zheibenshuyunhanzhewushuxianrendezhihuijiejing，tajiangzhiyinnianquandiduguojuexingdejiannanshike，bangzhuniyindao「xingchen」ruti，congerzhangwozishenliliang，dongxizheigeshijieyinzangzaipingfanbiaoxiangzhixiadeshenmiyimian。”
“haizi，womenduinidesinianyukuijiunanyiyanbiao。meinengzainishenbianjianzhengnidechengzhang，meinengzainijijiangmianduiweixianshijiyunijianshideyikao，shiwomencishengzuidadeyihan。danqingxiangxin，womenwushiwukebuzaiqianguazheni，zaiyaoyuanzhichuweinimomoqidao。”
“xinzhongdeyanyuzhinengzhici，yinweigengduodezhenxiangyidanxielu，biranhuixiyinlaiheianzhongdexieecunzai，jinidailaigengduodeweixian。weiyounipingjiezishendeliliangheyongqitaru「jiexu」zhishi，womenyijiacainengzhenzhengtuanju，gongxiangtianlunzhile。”
“yongganqianxingba，wuai。nishiwomenshengmingdeyanxu，shixiwangdeshuguang。wulunqianfangdaoluduomeqiqukanke，womenjianxinnidingnengpijingzhanji，zouxiangshuyuzijidehuihuang。”
“yongyuanainidebabamama”
congneiyitianqi，wobianxianruleshenshendemimangyubuanzhizhong。woshichangzaixiaoyuandejiaoluoduzipaihuai，sikaozhezijideshenshihejijiangdaolaidemingyun。
yewantangzaichuangshang，wangzhechuangwaideyueguang，xinzhongkongjuqueyouqidai。wohaipajuexingguochengzhongdeweizhitongku，gengdanxinzijihuishiqukongzhi，shanghaidaoshenbianderen。dantongshi，neixinshenchuyouyouyizhongmomingdekewang，xiangyaolejiezijizhenzhengdeliliang，tanxunfumuyinzangdemimi。
zaizheijianaodedengdaizhong，wonulicongneiben《xingchaojibenyuanli》zhongxunzhaodaan，shitulejiejuexingdeguochengheyingduifangfa。raner，shuzhongdeneironghuisenandong，xuduomomingqimiaodegainianrangwoyitouwushui，zheizhendeshiwomenxianshizhongyoudedongxima？。
riziyitiantianguoqu，juexingderiziyuelaiyuejin，woganjuezijifangfozhishenyuyichangwufaxinglaideemengzhong，zhouweideyiqiedoubiandexuhuanerbuzhenshi。
zhongyu，9yue13rihaishilaile，wojuedingduziqianwangshangyejiewaijiaoquneizuolinjinbaofeidecangku，anzhaofumudezhishi，yingjiejijiangdaolaidejuexing。
cangkuzuoluozaipianyuanzhidi，sizhouzacaocongsheng，pobaideqiangbizaiyueguangxiaxiandeyinsenkongbu。
congyuanfangchuilaidefeng，daizhesisiliangyi，raosanletiankongzhongdeyuntuan，jiaojiedeyueguanghaowubaoliudisazaidadishang，yezhaojinlewotantebuandexinzhong。
wonengganjuedao，tineidexuemaizaiyueguangdezhaoyaoxiakaishichunchunyudong，fangfozaihuyingzhemouzhonggulaoershenmidezhaohuan。
woxiaoxinyiyidizoujincangku，huichenhepojiudeqiximimanzaizheilidekongqizhong，chentuzaiyueguangdeyingzhaoxiafeiwu，zhizhuwangbianbugegejiaoluo。
wocongsuishendebeibaozhongnachushixianzhunbeihaodewupin，kaishibuzhiqilai。yixieqiguaidefuhao，jizhilazhu，doushicongmouxieshenmixuedeshujilimiandongpinxicougaochulaide。raner，zaizheikongkuangerjijingdecangkuli，zhuguangyaoye，fanerrangyinyingxiandegengjiaguiyi......
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cangkunei，wobuzhihaoyiqiehou，zhanzaizhongyang，jinzhangdidengdaizhemingyundejianglin。suizheshijiandetuiyi，yuehebaofadeshikeyuelaiyuejin，wonengqingxidiganjuedaotineideliliangzaibuduanyongdong，fangfoyouyiguxiongyongdechaoshuijijiangchongpodiba。
zhongyu，dangwuyejianglin，yueguangbiandeyichangmingliang，rutongyidaoyinsedepubuqingxieerxia，touguocangkudewudingfengxi，zhizhidizhaozaiwoshenshang。
wohaoxiangbeiyiguqiangdadeliliangtuoqi，shentibuyouzizhudixiangshangpiaoqu。yizhenjutongxilai，fangfoquanshendegutoudouzaibeizhongxinsuzao，jirouyezaijulieshousuo。wotongkudiquansuoqishenti，kouzhongfachudichende**sheng，quewufakongzhizijideshenti。
yixieyinbaisedefenchenbuzhidaocongnalichuxian，congtiankongzhonghuanhuanluoxia，fangfoyoushengmingyiban，zaijiechudaowoshentideshunjian，bianrongruwodepifu，dailaiyizhencigudehanyi，suihouqueyouganshoudaoyigunuanliu。
wodeshentikaishifashengbianhua，yinbaiderongmaocongmaokongzhongxunsushengzhangchulai，fugailewodejifu，danyouzaiqingkejiantunqu。tongshiwodebeibuxiangshiyoushenmedongxizaiyonglidingqi，gugefachukakadexiangsheng，haoxiangyoushenmedongxijijiangpotierchu。
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