guowaideshenghuobiwoxiangxiangzhongyaopingjingxuduo。wokailejiahuadian，rizizhongyuburuleanning。
likaiguoqudejinianli，wocongweizhudongqudatingguoguoneidexiaoxi。chouhentaihaofeijingli，
erwoyijingbuyuanyizailangfeinapayimiaozhongzaineixierenshenshang。zhidaoneitian，woouranjiantingdaoyizexinwen。
——xiaojiapochanle。——xiaoyanjieqinshoujubaoanmengyue，anmengyueyinduoxiangjingjifanzuibeibu。
wozhengjiyizhumeiguijianzhi，shouyidun，jiandaodefengrenhuaguozhijian，liuxiayidaoqianqiandexuehen。xiawuhuadiandayang，
shoujiqueturanzhendongleyixia。moshenghaoma。woyiweishikehu，anxialejietingjian：“zheilishiniannianhuafang，
qingwenxuyaoshenme？”dianhuaneitouchenmolehenjiu。jiudaowojihuyiweishisaoraodianhua，zhengyaoguaduanshi，
diyadesangyincaihuanhuanxiangqi。“……shiwo。”woshouyidun，jihushishunjianrenchulezheigeshengyin。
napahuachenghui，woyebuhuiwangji。xiaoyanjietajuranhaiganjiwodadianhua。“youshi？”wolengmodiwen，
yuqilitingbuchusihaoqingxu。tasihuzaikuxiao，shengyintouzhepibei：“wobangnibaochoule，anmengyuebeizhuale，
woqinshousongtajinqude……”“nifumuyeyinweizheigekuaifengle，tiantianqiuwo……”wojingjingtingzhe，
meiyouhuiying。“xiaojiayemeile，jituandaole，woyijingyiwusuoyoule。”tadunledun，
sangyinlidaizheyisibeiweihekenqiu。“xinyue，ninengbuneng……yuanliangwo？nengbuneng，zaijiwoyigejihui？
”“woxiangnile。”“woxianghaizile……zhiqianshiwosha……”wodezhijianweiweishoujin，banshang，
xiaoyiquetouzhefengci：“zenme，meishiganle，caixiangqilaizheigehaizi？”“dangchu，
nibushihenbuderangtasima？”dianhuaneitou，xianrusiyibandechenmo。wobunaifandixiangguaduan，
queturantingdaohuadianmenkouchuanlaiyizhenxiweidexiangsheng。wotaitouwangqu——bolimenwai，