第5章:冲动

chezilimianmimanzheyouyadefaguoxiangshuiyujiuqideweidao,zheizhongweidaohenfuza,rangrenyouaiyouhen,chongchizhemilandeweidao。

wokanzhehoushijinglidechenling,taconghuazhuangbaolimiannachulaikouhong,buyixiazhuang,henyouya,yehenpiaoliang,heisede**touzheyouyiyangdeguang,rangrenrenbuzhushunzheneiyoumeidequxianchaozheheiandeshenyuanwangguoqu。

chenlingshouqilaijingzi,taitoukanlewoyiyan,tadakaichuanghu,fengchuidongtadetoufa,jiangtadeyilingchuikai,heiseleisideneiyi**zaiwaimian,tayebuzaiyi。

wozhuanzhukaiwodeche,duiyuchenling,wozaiyemeiyouhaogan,zaitadexinli,wozhibuguoshisijideerzieryi,erxianzai,woyelunluodaochengletadesiji。

tongyangdadenianji,tongyangdenianhua,woqueyaoweishengjibenbo,daochushourenlianse,ertaquehaochezuojia,youzouyujiuchiroulinzhizhong,zheizhongluochagan,rangwoyouxietuisang,gantanmingyundebugong。

“wangqingyihouyaoshizhaonimafan,nilaizhaowo。”

chenlinggenwozheimeshuo,wodianlediantou,danshixinlimeiyouyaozhaotadeyisi,ruguowangqingzhaowomafan,zhaochenlingbangmangdehua,neihendiuren,gujiyihouxuexiaoliyouhuishuoshaofeizheigerenbudanaijieqianbuhaizhiwai,haixihuankaonvren。

“jintianqishishijihuahuamianzi,tashuowangqingshengri,rangwojigemianzilaiyixia,wojiulaihehejiu,meixiangdaowangqinghaixiangyaowogentakaifang,nishuoshenmeren?zhangzhetalaoziyoujigechouqian,jiudaochuwannvren,wanqitanvrenjiusuanle,haixiangwanwo?”

chenlingbaoyuanzhe,womeiyoudalita,zaiwoyanli,tagenwangqingshiyiyangderen。

“shaofei,nibabasile,shenghuohenkunnanba,wobabaneigerenhenjue,woshuobudongta,duibuqia。”

wokanzhechenlingmanlianbaoqiandexiaorong,jiudianlediantou,woshuo:“meishi。。。”

chenlingdexuqingjiayiwodouyijingkanqingchule,danshiwobuxiangsipolianpi,meizheigebiyao,tayebuqianwoshenme。

“shaofei,nichekaideyebucuo,yihoujiwokaicheba,nibabanaduoshaoqian,sanqianshiba,womeineimeduolingyongqian,wojiniyiqianwuzenmeyang?”chenlingrenzhendeshuo。

wotinglezhihou,xinlihenhuo,danshiwoxiaozhehuitoukanzhechenling,woshuo:“xiele,buguowodezhixiangbuzaizhei,woyebuhuizuoyigesiji。”

chenlingkanzhewo,youxieganga,wenwo:“neininengzuoshenmea?”

woshuo:“dushi。。。”

chenlingtingdaowodehua,juedehenkexiao,tayayizhechaoxiaodeshengyin,shuo:“dushiyenengsuanshizhiyema?niwanglenibabashizenmesidelema?”

woturanchache,chenlingyinweiguanxing,yixiazipuleshanglai,tashengqidemawo:“niganshenme?nifengle?”

wokanzheqianmianturansaijinlaideche,xinlihenshengqi,yourenguyibieche,zheigeshihou,wokanzheqianmiandechezouxialaijigeren,shoulidounazhetiegun,wozhidaomafanle,bachechuangsuosi。

“xialai,made,xiaowangbagaozi,nijilaozixialai。”

chechuangbeirenjiqiaodadedingdongxiang,wokanzhewaimianxiongsheneshaderen,shiwangqing,tadaizhesangerenbawomenjiweiqilaile。

chenlingkanqingchuleqingkuang,youdianhaipa,tashuo:“biekaimen。”

wodangranbuhuikaimen,wozhiyaoxiaqu,kendingjiuhuibeidade。

chenlingduizhewangqinghan:“nishenmeyisi?nigandongwoshishi。”

wangqinglengxiaoleyixia,shuo:“wonagandongnia,wotamadeyaozheixiaozihaokan,niyouzhongjiwoxialai,buranlaozibachejizale,daoshihoulaozibanituochulaidagebansi,nixinbuxin,jiwoxialai。”

wokanzhewangqing,tashichongzhewolaide,danshiqishihaishichongzhechenlinglaide,wohuitoukanzhechenling,woshuo:“nishuoguode,wangqingyaoshizhaowomafan,jiuzhaoni,xianzaigainichumianle。”

chenlingtinglewodehua,jiukanzhewaimiandewangqing,taxiaoshengdeduiwoshuo:“nixiache,woxiangxintabugandanide,wodechehaojibaiwanni,beizalenipeibuqide。”

wohuitoukanzhechenling,henmi,tayekanzhewo,shuo:“shaofei,wobushineigeyisi,wodeyisishi,tamendemubiaoshini,nimendajiadouou,bawodechejizale,neibudenimenpeima?woshiweinihao,taneimeyouqian,jishiwanbushishi,nini?shibushi?”

wodianlediantou,yanlekoutuomo,chenlingdexuqingjiayirangwokandaolerenxingdegenggaodeyiceng,wozhizhewaimiandewangqing,woshuo:“woyaoshibatamenjizhuangsile,nishibushiyeyaoyouliandaizerena?zheicheshinideshiba?zenmeshuo,niyedeyouciyaozeren。”

chenlingtingzhewodehua,liansebiandeyouxienankan,tashuo:“shaofei,nimeihejiuba?nishuoshenmefenghua?nijiwoxiaqu。”

womeiyoutingchenlingdehua,wokanzheqianmianneiliangche,genbenmeipaizhao,yinggaishiwupaiche,wobachechuangsuosi,mengranqidongchezi,dalegefangxiangpan,yixiazijiubapangbianderenjishuaifeile,wokaichehoutui,wokanzhewangqingtamensigezhanzaiqianmian,fennudenazhegangguanzhizhewo,wojiadaleyoumen,chaozhetamenkaileguoqu。

“made,wojiubuxinniganzhuanglaozi。。。”

wangqingjiaoxiaozhe,wobaanquandaixihao,bayanjingmengshang,kandaowozheigedongzuo,tamensigeyixiazijiusankaile,chenlingzhuazhewodahan:“nifengle,fangwoxiaqu。”

womeiyougenchenlingfeihua,caizheyoumenjiuzhuangshangqule,turan,wotingdaopengdeyisheng,judadezhuangjilijiangqianmiandechezijizhuangfeile,woyoucaichache,woyoubushibuyaomingle,zhishituranyoudianfennujiashangtou,suoyicaizheimezuode。

wobachezihoutui,kanzheqianmianyijingbianxingdeche,jiuyaokaichechuang,wokanzhewangqing,talianseyoudiannankan,woshuo:“nibushishuowobuganzhuangma?niduoshenmeya?zhuangshenmesunzi?”

wangqingliansetieqing,zhizhewojiuyaochongguolai,wosuochechuangdaoche,ranhoulikaixianchang,woconghoushijingkandaowangqingfennudezhuiwo,danshigenbenjiuzhuibudao,ertadecheziyebaofeile,beizhuangjinlelvhuadai,wobupatabaojing,wupaiche,tabugande。

chezikaileyiduanshijian,wodakaichuanghu,shuleyikouqi,wohuitoukanzhechenling,tajinjindezhuazheanquanbashou,dengzhewo,woxiaoleqilai,tafennudehoudao:“nihaixiao?nifengle?nizhibuzhidaowohaizaicheli?”

woshuo:“zanmenbushipengyouma?degonghuannana。”

chenlingqidelianseshabai,turan,tazhizhewo,shuo:“wogennibuyiyang,nidemingbuzhiqian,wolaobahaojiyideshenjia,doushiwode,doudewolaijicheng,wobunengchushi,bunengside,nizhibuzhidao。”

wotingxiache,woshuo:“zhongyushuochulaileshima?zaixinlibiezheshibushitenanshou?zhenduibuzhuni,rangnibielezheimeduonian。

chenlingkanzhewo,fennudechuaileliangjiaoqianmiandezuoyi,tashuo:“shinibiwoyaobawogennihuafenkaide。”

wotingxialeche,woshuo:“womeibinigenwozuopengyou,ruguoyikaishi,nijiugenwobabashuobiegongqisiyong,wozuogongjiaocheyenenghuijiade,meicifangxuehuijia,haoxiangdoushinizhaowogenniyiqizuochehuiqude,shiba,nizijixiangxiang。”

chenlingdengzhewo,shuo:“zheicheliangbaiwanni,nijizhuangle,nidepei。”

woxiaoleyixia,bachetingle,xiachekanleyiyan,chehaitinghao,zheimezhuang,zhishibaoxiangangbianxingle,woshuo:“xingba,wopei,daoshihouduoshaoqian,nizhaowoyao。”

shuozhewojiuchaozhegongluduimianzou,chenlingduiwohan:“niganshenme?”

woshuo:“busongle,nizijikaichehuiquba。”

chenlingfennule,tashuo:“wohejiule,bunengkaiche。。。”

womeidalichenling,guanwopishi,wolanleyiliangchuzuche,zhaoleyijiaxiaolvguanzhuxialai,tangzaichuangshang,wokanzhetianhuaban,shouliniezheyantou,wojuedingle,mingtianjiuquruili,zheizhongshourenmieshideshenghuo,wobixuyaogaibian。

必须!

kunmingdeyangguangzongshineimeciyan,zheilimeiyoudongji,yizaoqilaijiushidataiyang,wodexianquxuexiaodianleming,miandequeketaiduo,daoshijiwokouxuefen。

wodaolejiaoshi,zhunbeidianmingzhihoujiuliu,danshiwogangdaojiaoshimenkou,wojiukandaoyiqunrenzhanzainei,wokanzheshichenlaoban,jiuqiguaidezouleguoqu。

chenlaobanyekandaowole,taliansenankandezouleguolai,tashenhoujigerenhailazhewo,woshuo:“chenlaobannishenmeyisi?”

“zhaonidaotantanhua,nibiejiao,daoshihoudiurendekendingshini。”

wobeichenlaobanderendaizoule,woxinlizhidao,kendingshichenlingzuotianwanshangdeshiqing,wobeidaidaolecaochangshangpijingdexiaoshulinli,gangdao,chenlaobanshenbianderenjiuchaozhewoduzidaleyiquan,henteng,tengdewopazailedishang。

wotaitoukanzhechenlaoban,tashuo:“zuowanshangdeshihaijidema?”

guoranshiweilezuotianwanshangdeshi,woshuo:“wogenchenlingdoushichengnianrenle,womenzhijiandeshi,buyongnizheigezhangbeilaichanheleba?”

“**dejianmingyitiao,laozidangranbuhuiguanni,danshiwonverbuyiyang,tabinigaoguiyibaibei,nizuotianwanshangbatadiuzaimalushangduoweixian,wojintianlaizhaoni,shigaosuni,yihouliwonveryuanyidian,bieyiweinitiantianzuonibabadechegenwonveryiqihuijia,nimenjiushipengyoule,nibabadecheshiwode,nizhidaoma?nibabazhishigesiji,nijiushigesijideerzi,qitadenishenmedoubushi,wonverzhaonibangmang,neishikandeqini,nizhibuzhidaoyouduoshaorenpaizheduibajiewonverni,**haigenneizhuailaizhuaiqude。”

wokanzhechenlaoban,wodianlediantou,woshuo:“zhidaolechenlaoban,duibuzhunile,rangninvershouweiqule。”

chenlaobandengzhewo,shenshouzaiwolianshangpaileliangxia,shuo:“wozhidaonibufuqi,danshininengbawozenmeyanga?xiangfande,wonengbaninongsi,xiacijiandaowonver,nidedizhetou,guaiyidian,donglema?”

tashuowanjiuzhanqilaile,ranhoukanlekancailikai,wokanzhetadebeiying,tulekoutuomo,woxinligaosuwoziji,chenling,zongyouyitian,nidetaitoukanzhewo。