xiari，zhifanyemao，wanmuconglong。
zixiting，fangfohainengtingjianjishengyonglanchanming。
ruansumozhanzaibieshuqiandelvyinli，kanzhejigebanyungongrenjianglisancengwaisancengbaoguodeyanyanshishidesanjiaogangqinconghuocheshangbanxia。
tadeyanjingyouxiezhong，sihushigangkuguo，moyangyouxieweiqu。
cishizhengzhiwuhou，riguangzhuoren。jiangzhuliganguolai，jianruansumozheifuyangzi，xinneiyitiao，patashiyinweidengzijidengshengqile。
“ruanxiaojie——”jiangzhulitingdunyixia，manggaikou：“taitai。”
ruansumominzhechun，shixianyouxiexu，baijingxiaolianbeishuqizhengdeweiweifahong，tingjianjiangzhulideshengyin，caihuangranhuishenbanchaotakanguolai。
jiangzhulipeixiao：“baoqian，rangtaitaijiudeng。”
ruansumorenshijiangzhuli，zhiqianjianguoliangci。
tawangtashenhoukan，meikandaoshuxideshenying，jiemaopushanliangxia，yandiyouxiechao，shouleqifudeweiqujingfangfogengshenjifen。
jiangzhulilianmangjieshi：“duanzongzaiwaidiyougehuiyi，zanshihuibulai，tarangwolaibangmang。gangqinshiyaobanjinquba，woxianzaijiuqukaimen。”
zheidongxiaobieshushiduanxihengdezhuchu，ruansumomeilaiguo，gengmeiyouyaochi。
ruguobushizaoshanglinshihuijiayitang，rangtafaxiannianqinghoumazongrongliangsuideerzibatazheibaobeigangqindangwanjuzaota，tayebuhuixiangdaojiduanxihengdadianhua。
yigexiaopihaizaigangqinshangluantuluanhua，xianzaixiangqilai，ruansumodoujuedexiongkouteng。
zheijiagangqinpeiletashilainian，butandangchugourudegaojia，guangshitanganqing——
tadouhouhuizijizaoshangweishenmemeigennianqinghoumadayijia。
fatangdekongqishirenzaore。
ruansumoshunshunqi，dengjiangzhulinabeiyongyaochikaimenzaizhaohugongrenmenbagangqinbanjinqubieshuhou，tacaihuanhuanchengqishouzhongnazhedeleisixiaoyangsan，chuanguoshijieqingtai，genzhezoujinqu。
duanxihengdedipanjiugentabenrenyiyanglengdanfawei，xiariyangguangzhengxiankonghoudicongdapianluodichuangtoushejinlai，quemeijifangzizengjiayisiwennuanqixi。
chouxiangyishuhua，huibaizhuangshiqiang，heiseshafa……
ruansumosaoshiyiquan，tanqi。
yexuzheijiushiyishujiadepinwei，tazheigeputongren，budanenglijie。
ketinghoumianshiyikuailengxingquyu，simiandoushiboliluodichuang，kongjianzugou，qiahaonengfangxiazheijialiangmizhangdesanjiaogangqin。
jiangzhulixunwenruansumodeyijianhou，jiuzhihuizhebanyungongrenbagangqinbandaozhei。
zheishi，jiangzhulishoujixiangqilai，takanyiyanlaidianren，mangzouxianglinggefangxiangjiedianhua。
liangfenzhonghou，tahuilaile。
“taitai，duanzongzhengzaihuilailushang，chabuduobangexiaoshinengdao。”
ruansumozhengguanzhuzhezijidegangqin，tingjianjiangzhulizheimeshuo，mengzhijimiao：“tabushizaiwaidi？”
jiangzhuliyebuqingchuduanxihengzenmehuituranhuilai，anzhaoxingcheng，tayinggaishimingtiancaihuihui。
“……kenengshilinshigaianpaile。duanzongyijingzaigaosushang，henkuaijiudao，teyijiaodaininzaizheidengtayihui。”
ruansumomengleyixia，zhabazhabayan，yandishengchujifenmangranlai。
等他？
等他做什么？
安慰她？
tamenzhijiandeganqinghaoxiangyemeihaodaozheiyibuba……
erqie，duanxihengzenmekenenghuianweita。
ruansumosuirangenduanxihengrenshihenduonian，keshizheixienianli，youliunianshikongbaide。
dangniantagaozhongbiyechuleguo，tamenjiuzaimeijiaoji。
zheijinianli，ruansumotingwenguotadexiaoxi。biruzhidaotazainiuyuedushu，zhidaotabiyehouzaiguiguyongyoulezijidexinpiangongsi，zhidaoguoneiwaixuduoyunyingshangzhengzhexianggentahezuo。
qianduanshijianduanxihengdaizhejishutuanduihuiguo，zhunbeizaiguoneifazhan。
tahenmang，yinweizhangbeianpai，ruansumocaigenmanglichoukongdetajianleyici。
yizhouqiantamencangculinglezheng，zhihougemanggede，zaimeijianmian。chuleyigehongbenbennengzhengmingtamenyijingjiehun，qiyufangmian，zhendewanwanquanquanjiushilianggemoshengren。
ruansumohenqingchu，duanxihenggenzijijiehun，taobukailiyilianggezi。
tawusuoweijialishifouduoyigeren，fanzhengyangzhejiushile。
而她……
她是有一点私心的。
shiliusuineiniancaozhangyingfei，anlianguodenanhaizi，wulunguoquduojiu，haishihuiliuliantademeiyan。
……
banyungongrenmenbaifanghaogangqinjiuzoule，jiangzhulibangruansumochailegangqinwaimianbaozhedepaomozhi，meiduojiuyelilequ。
rongjingdefangzilituranzhishengxiaruansumoyigeren。
ruansumodengdewuliao，bianzuozaigangqindengshang，fumozhebeishuicaibihuadeluanqibazaodeqinjian，zhiqianneizhongweiqudeganjuehuerzaiciyongshangxintou。
zheijiagangqinshitafumusongtadeshengriliwu，neiniantashisui，tadefumuhaihenenai。
danshixianzai，fumuganqingpolielilehun，muqinxiaosachuguolvyou，fuqinzhaolegenianqingnvrenshengerzi——
danaosixuzhengfangkongzhe，ruansumotingjianxuanguanchuyoushengxiang。
tashuranhuishen，qishenwangmenkoudefangxiangzou，meijibujiutingzhulebufa。
duanxihengdayueshicongshenmezhengshidechanghelinshihuilai，shenshangshiheiseyuntiedexifu，bitingxiushen，qingguisiwen。xiuzhangbojingchudepifubeiheisexifuchendelengbai，yizhiyanshenzhilunkuoyouyuedelianshang。
chajuedaoqianfangderen，tayadideyanlianweiweitaiqi，chaoruansumozheierkanguolai，chenrutanshuideheimoubudongshengse。
ruansumobeitaqiheideyanmouningshi，yishijianbuzhigaishuoshenme。
yinggaiyaoxiandashengzhaohuba？
keshihaoganga，tadebiaoqingtaipingjingle，yizhiyutaliansheng“hi”doushuobuchukou。
duanxihengdemuguangchenchendicongruansumoweizhongdeyanjingshangsaoguo，zhihoudanshoujiezhexifuniukou，zouguoxuanguan，yuruansumocajian，zaizouxiangchufang。
ruansumozaiyuandizhengleyixiaohui，genshangqu。
“woneilimeidifangfanggangqin，zanshixianfangnizhei。”tabazijizhiqiandianhualishuoguodehuazhongfuleyibian，youyuyihui，jiashangyiju：“guoduanshijianwojiubatabanzou，buhuidaraonitaijiu。”
“不用。”
duanxihengzhongyuchusheng，tabeiduizheruansumo，dakaibingxiang，conglimianquchubingkuai。
tahaishigenyiqianyiyangbudaaishuohua，yiqianwulunruansumozenmenaotaqifuta，tadoubuchuyisheng。
xianzaihaoyidianle，xianzaitahuiduitashuoshangneimejiju。
“fangzaizheijiuhao。”duanxihengshuo，“beihuidehenyanzhong？”
tajide，dianhualiruansumoshikuaikudeyuqi，tayejide，yiqianruansumohenbaobeitazheijiagangqin。
tiqizhei，ruansumobijianfasuan，minzhechundiantou，ranhoushuo：“worenzhule，meigentadaqilai。”
duanxihengqubingkuaideshoumeilaiyouditingdun，zhanzaitashencedenvhaixianggebeiqifule、xuyaorenhongdexiaohai。
jimiaozhihou，taguanshangbingxiangmen，zhuanshenbuzhiqulena。
ruansumobumingbaiduanxihengzaizuoshenme，zhikandedaotajiangquchudebingkuaifangzaiyigebuxiugangdexiaopenli，ranhouyoukantaquleyitiaomeichaifengdexinmaojinzouguolai。
xiaopenlijieleyidianshui，maojindiechengzhangfangxing，fangdaobingshuili。
duanxihengwuzizouxiangketing，xiaopenfangzaichajishanghou，tatuoxiaxifuwaitao，suishoudazaishafayice。
ranhouzuoxia，shuangtuisuiyiquzhe，manbujingxindifanzhechenyidexiuzi。
ruansumokanzhetashuangshoumeiguobingshui，conghaiweironghuadebingkuaizhongquchumaojin，ninggan，shuiliushunzhetaxiuzhangbaijingdeshouzhihuanhuanliuxia。
zhihou，tingdaotashuo：“guolai。”
yizhitingzaiyuandideruansumolenglehaoyihui。
zhidaoduanxihengcuzhemeitou，lveweiyihuodikanguolai。
ruansumodongdongsangzi，chouchuleyihui，caixiangduanxihengneibianzouqu。
liangrenzuodehenjin，ruansumosihunengganshoudaozijidatuibuxiaoxinpengchudaodexikumianliao，xinzangfatang，taganmangwangbianshangxiaoxiaodishouleyixiatui。
duanxihengshenshangyouhaowenyouqingliedeweidao，shuobushangshixiangshuihaishishenme，zongzhijiushi……genyiqianbuyiyang。
keshitagenyiqianyouhaoxiangmeishenmebuyiyang。
还是不爱说话。
tajiangbingmaojinfudaoruansumoyanjingshang，ruansumoxiayishibiyan，lianhuxidouxiayishitinglejimiao。
tabizheyan，heianrangtamomingjinzhang。
youqishiganjuedaojinzaizhichide，ruoyouruowude，shuyuchengniannanrendehuxi。
ruansumodeshouzhibuzijuezuanjinliangcequnbai，minminchun，xiaoshengdiwen：“woxianzaishibushihenchou？”
duanxihengchenzhemoukanta，nandehuiying：“ng？”
“jiu……woyanjingzhongle。”
ruansumojuedeyouxiediulian，cangbaijieshi：“womeiku，jiushishengqi。”
paduanxihengbuxin，tazaiqiangdiaoyiju：“wozhenmeiku。”
duanxihengmeishuoshenme，quxiamaojin，zhongxinfanghuidaoshengmanbingkuaidexiaopenli。
bingkuaibeijiaonongdefachushengxiang，ruansumozhongjianguangming，budashiyingdizhazhayan。takandaoduanxihengzainingmaojin，celianlengjiaofenming，shenqingrenzhen。
xinneiyidong，tashenshoulalatadeyijiao，wen：“nihuichaojiama？”
段西珩回头：“？”
ruansumo：“xiaciwodaishangni，wochaobuguowohouma，nibangwo。”
段西珩：“……”
ruansumobudaquedingdiwen：“nihuibangwodeba？”
fangfoshikandaoduanxihengyanliliuluchudewuyu，ruansumosongleshou，suisuinianzhe：“suanle，wozhidaonibuhui——”
“不帮你帮谁。”
qiandandejigezi，suizhierlaideshizhongxinfugaizaiyanpishangdebingliang。
ruansumozaineiyishunjianyiweizijichuxianlehuanting。
keshitamingmingtingdehenqingxi，duanxihengshizheimeshuolede。
erqietaxianzaihainengganjuedaotadezhijianqingqinganzaibingmaojinshang，zhangxinpengchuzhetadelianjia。zheizhongbujingyidechugan，rangtahuxibianzhong，yigumoshengdesumacongweizhuidefangxiangyanmanerlai。
ruansumozaiheianzhizhongyidongbugandong，quanshenjiangyingzhe，youqishimingxianganshoudaoduanxihengdeshouzhixiayi，zhifuqingqinganzaitachunjiao，haosihaimolemo。
tadeshouhaidaizhebingkuaideliangyi，pengchudeshihouhuihuanjiexiaridezaore，mingmingshilingrenxintiaojiasudeshike，ruansumoquepiantou，zhangleyixiazui——
yaozhuleduanxihengdeshouzhi。
“……”
“……”
长久的安静之后。
“ruansumo，nishugoudema？”
ruansumohouzhihoujuedisongkaiyachi，erduotangdebuxing，yuqiqueshilizhiqizhuang：“wopanichenwobubeitouqinwo，zhanwobianyi。”
段西珩：“……”
xiaoshuo《yueliangxintongshi》diyizhangshidujieshu。