第5章
傅梦的身体僵住了。
beihoushuohuaihuabeidangshirentingjian，haibeiduilehuilai，zheshiyoudianganga。
buguozhipiankehou，fumengjiulengjingxialai。
tazhuantoukanxiangmenkouderenying，niguanglizhinengkanqinglairendeshenxing。
yushiziguzidijiangshengxiadeqingxuxuanxiechulai。
“zhuangqing，nihaiyoulianlaicanjiawomenjiemu？nikankanzaichangdeqiweijiabin，yousheizhangdexiangnineimeqixingguaizhuang，choulouwubide？”
“yaoshencaimeishencai，yaoliandanmeiliandan，yaoqizhigengmeiqizhi......wozhengaobudong，nipingshenmeshirouroudejiemei。”
“wojiubahuazhishuole，niyaoshishiqu，jiugaizijituichujiemu......”
huashuodaohoumian，guanzhongjiukandaofumengzhenggerendoujiangzhule。
tapangbianzhuangyiroudewuguandoubengjin。
这时，镜头一转。
danmuyouyishunjiandekongbai。
zhanzaimenkoudenvren，chuanzheyitiaohongsezhangqun，chendefusexuebai，yanerbusu。
taanjingdizhanzhe，wuguanjingzhidexiangshiciwawa，quebiciwawaduoleshengdongheaoran，gupanshenfeijian，youzhonggouhunshepodemeili。
bitingdeshenxing，yeweitazengtianlexuduomeili，zhayikan，xiangshiyiduozhuozhuoshengfangdemeigui，gaoguishenmi，burongxiedu。
“ni......”fumengshenchuzhandoudeshuangshou，zhixianghongqunnvren，“nishi......”
taxinzhongyouledaan，dantabuganxiangxin。
zaizhongrenchiyideyanshenzhong，zhuangqinggouqichunjiao。
talvedaichaofengdao：“zenmebushuohuale？gangcaibushishuodehenkaixinma？”
“zhenbaoqiana，nihanzherangwotuichujiemu......danwomuqianhaimeiyoutuichudexiangfa。”
“buguo，nigangcaiyoujuhuashuodehenyouqu。”
zhuangqingdeshengyinqingrou，hualidaixiao，keyiziyiju，dounengrangdajiatingdeqingqingchuchu。
heyiqianzhizhiwuwudeyangzi，wanquanbutong。
“woyegaobudong，wopingshenmehezhuangyiroushijiemei。”
“姐姐！”
zhuangqinghuayinluoxiadeshunjian，zhuangyiroumengdizhanqishenlai，jinzhangdaduan。
taqishendedongzuotaikuai，bafumengzhuanglegelieju。
dajiadouyihuodiwangzheta。
mianduizhongrendeyanshen，zhuangyiroujiangzhu。
guolejimiao，tamianqiangchekaizuijiao，luchugenankandexiaorong：“wo......wohejiejiejiushijiemeia，bijingxuenongyushui。”
“zhishijiejieshentibuhao，congxiaozaixiangxiashenghuo，renleyiduiyangfumu。”shuozhe，zhuangyirouwangxiangzhuangqing，jiazhongyuqi，“jiejieshigenianjiuqingderen，yizhixiangzheyangfumu，xiwangyangfumuguodeyuelaiyuehao。nishuoshiba，jiejie？”
zhuangyirouhaixiangkao“yangfumu”weixiezhuangqing。
zhuangqingcongxiaoshenghuozaiyangfumudeweiyaxia，duiyangfumuyouaiyoupa，genbenbuganweikangyangfumuderenhemingling。
huidaozhuangjiahou，yangfumugengshiduociertimianming，buzhuntaba“zhuangyiroubushizhuangjiaqianjin”deshiqingsanbochuqu。
shangbeizi，zhuangqingjiuzhendemeiganshuochuzheijianshi。
直到她死。
ganshoudaozhuangjiajiemeizhijiandeqiguaiqifen，zaichangzhongrenbuyoudepingzhuhuxi。
zhuangyiroufangzaishencedeshuangshouxiweizhandouzhe。
taxindipanhuanzhemodadehuangkong。
youzhongshiqingyaotuolilekongzhideganjue。
mingmingzhuangqingyinggaishiweiweisuosuode，shichoulouyubende。
danxianzaidezhuangqing，bitagengpiaoliang，bitagengyouzixin。
shenzhihainengzaizilixingjianyongzhenjiaqianjindezhenxianglaiweixieta。
tataiqitou，ningshizhezhuangqing。
faxianzhuangqingqingqingculexiamei。
guolejimiaohou，zhuangqingdeyanshenzhujianhuifupingjing，“shia，nishuodedui。”
“danshi，wodeyangfumujiushinidefumu。bushima？”
tingdaozhuangqingzheijuhuadeshunjian，zhuangyiroudeyanjingmodizhengdale。
什么意思？
zhuangqingjingranganbashenfengongkai？！
“wo......”zhuangyiroudehoubeishenchuyipianlenghan，tadedanaoyipiankongbai，buzhidaogaishuoshenme。
heruimingmengdizhanleqilai。
“xiaoroushigeshanliangderen，tazaizhidaowangshushushinideyangfumuhou，yebatamendangchenglezijideyangfumu。”heruimingshuozhe，raodaozhuangyiroushenbian，chanfuzhetadejianbang，tongshikanxiangzhuangqing，“womendouhuihaohaozhaogunideyangfumu。”
何睿明和庄青对视。
zhuangqingheiputaobandeyanjingli，haowuxiaoyi。
zixujianshiguogezhongdachangmiandeheruiming，zaihezhuangqingduishideshihou，xintoudouzhibuzhudihuaguoyiguzhanligan。
jiuzaiheruimingrenbuzhuchuixiatou，duobikaizhuangqingmuguangdeshihou。
庄青终于说话了。
tashuo：“nimenzhidaojiuhao。”
tameiyoujixubahuashuoxiaqu。
zhuangyiroushunjianfangsongxialai，tuolibandidaozaishafashang。
zhuangqingmeibian，shitaduolvle。
xiangdaozheili，zhuangyiroudexinlishanguoyisibuxie。
zhuangqinglengxiaolexia，tameiyouzhijiebazhuangyiroudejiaqianjinshenfenshuochulai，shiyinweitazhidaoshuoyemeiyong。
kongkouwuping，suoyourenzhihuirenweitazaihushuobadao。
danshiguanzhongdetanjiuyushiwuqiongde，ruguoshitamenzijifaxiandezhusimaji，xianghuyinzheng，genbenbuxuyaozhengju，jiuhuixinweizhenxiang，bingweizijide“zhenxiang”fenyongzhandou。
tahuanshizhenggeketing，zuozaimianwubiaoqingdenvjiabinshenbian。
“nihao，”zhuangqingluchugexiaorong，chaozheyuyanyanshenchushou，“wojiaozhuangqing。”
yuyanyandandandikanletajiyan。
shenchushou，hetapenglexiashouzhang：“wojiaoyuyanyan。”
jianbanuzhangdeqifen，suizheerrendedazhaohu，tubengwajie。
buguanshijiabin，haishigongzuorenyuan，dousonglekouqi。
jihuyaoningzhizhudedanmu，yezhongxinjingpenerchu。
【tashizhuangqing？tashineigechoubaguaizhuangqing？】
【wodetiana，zhuangqingyuanlaizheimehaokanma？yiqianweishenmezongshinongzhuangyanmodea，zhijiebashifendemeimaojiangdaolingfenle！】
【xiaojiejiehaopiaoliang，aileaile！】
【mouxierenzhendeshisanguangenzhewuguanzou，zhuangqingjiusuanzhangdehaokan，yeyangaibuzhuneixindechoue，gangcaihaishuoshenme‘wodeyangfumujiushinidefumu’，shixiangrangrourouhetayiqizhaoguyangfumuma？tule！】
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mougedaxueqinshi，diannaopingmuqian。
shiyoumenxingfendiliaozhezhuangqinghezhuangyirou。
“zhuangqinghaopiaolianga，nimengangcaikandaomei，jiusuanhezhuangyiroumianduimian，yehaobuxunse。”
“neiqizhishihaobuxunse？wojuedezhuangqingbizhuangyirougenghaokan，shiwotebiexihuandezhangxiang！”
“nizenmebushuohua？”yougeshiyouzhuyidaoduanfanvshengdaizhule，tayihuodihuanghuangduanfanvsheng，“nikuaikan，heruimingteyiquanweizhuangyiroule，nibushihenketamenlianggecpma？”
duanfanvshenghuanghudiditou，kandiannaopingmu。
ketadezhuyiliquanbuluodaolezhuangqingshenshang。
xiawu，tazaipingjiafuzhuangchengyudaodejueshidameinv，jiushizhuangqing！
yiweishiyoukuazhangdiezhubozi：“yaoshizhuangqingzheizhongdameinvchuxianzaiwomianqian，wogujihuidangchangzhixiba？”
duanfanvshengxiayishidihuiying：“deque。taxianshilibipingmushanggenghaokan，erqietebieyouqizhi，pifuchaojihao。kandaotadeshunjian，douyaoyunguoqule。”
shuowan，duanfanvshengxiangdaoguazaiyijulidehongqunzi。
tashenxiyikouqi，lianmangqiaojijianpan，zaidanmuqufayan。
【nimenyoumeiyoufaxian，zhuangqingsuiranchuanzhepingjiayifu，danshidapeitebiewanmei？woyouyitiaotongyangdequnzi，jiusuanshencaiyiban，chuanqilaiyehenpiaoliang！】
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《lianaibaifenbai》depaishexianchang。
fumengzaishafashangzuolejifenzhong，diaozhenghaoqingxu。
tayouzhaodaolexindegongjifangxiang。
“zhuangqing，”fumengtuozhangshengyin，shangxiadaliangzhezhuangqingshenshangdeyifu，“laicanjiajiemu，nichuandedoushishenmea？ruguowomeikancuo，qunzidezhenjiaodoubuguizhengba？nicanjiazongyijiemu，jiuchuanzheizhongdongxi，shibushitaiqiaobuqijiemuzuheqitajiabinle？”