第五章闺蜜与鸿沟
tangxiaoxiaobazijiguanzaifangjianliyijingsantianle。
shoubeishangdeshangkouyijingjiejia，chengdandandefense，xiangyitiaochouloudewugong。taduizhejingzi，zhijianyibianbianhuaguoneidaobahen，meicidouhuixiangqiguchengyuanxiongkouyongchudexianxue，xiangqiluyinlitabinglengdeshengyin，xinzangjiuxiangbeijinzaibingshuili，youlengyouteng。
fangmenbeiqingqingqiaoxiang，chuanlaishenchedeshengyin：“xiaoxiao**，guxianshengrangwobayaosonglai。”
“rengle。”tangxiaoxiaodeshengyinhenqing，quedaizheburongzhiyidelengmo。
menwaichenmolepianke，chuanlaijiaobushengyuanqudeshengyin。zheisantianlai，guchengyuanmeitiandouhuirangshenchesongyaoguolai，youshishizhishangdeyaogao，youshishitaaichidedianxin，ertacongweikaiguomen，yecongweihuiyingguo。
tabuzhidaogairuhemianduita。
xiangxinta？ketaqueshifanglehuo，jishishibeixiepo，neiyeshishishi。shinianqianneichangdahuoshaohuilebanzuotangzhai，shaosilesangeyongren，neixieshangtong，nandaoyinweitade“beipo”jiunengyibigouxiao？
buxiangxinta？ketaxiongkoudeqianghenshizhende，taweilebaohutadangzidanshizhende，tayandidetongkuhezhengzha，yebuxiangshizhuangchulaide。
shoujipingmuliangzhe，tingliuzaiheguchengyuandeliaotianjiemian，zuihouyitiaoxiaoxishitasantianqianfade：“xiaoxiao，dengnixiangtongle，wosuishidouzai。”
tameiyouhuifu，shenzhixiangguolaheita，quezaishouzhijijianganxiashanchujianshi，youguishishenchadishoulehuilai。
“咚咚咚——”
youyizhenqiaomenshengxiangqi，zheicideshengyingengjicu，daizhejifenzazahuhudeshuxigan。
“tangxiaoxiao！nisizailimianle？kaimen！”
shixiaoyue！tangxiaoxiaodexinmengdiyitiao，lianmangqishenqukaimen。
xiaoyueshitacongxiaoyiqizhangdadeguimi，yeshishaoshujigezhidaotazhenshixinggederen。tashixiaojiadexiaonver，xinggepolazhilv，ganaiganhen，shiquanzilichulemingde“xiaolajiao”。
“nikesuankaimenle！”xiaoyueyibatuikaita，zoujinfangjian，shangxiadaliangzheta，“wotingwogeshuonishoushangle？zenmehuishi？haiyou，wenjingranneige**shuoniyaohetadinghunle？zhendejiade？”
xiaoyuelianzhupaosidewentirangtangxiaoxiaoyouxiezhaojiabuzhu，taguanshangmen，dishengdao：“biedashengrangrang。”
“wonengbudashengma？”xiaoyuedengzheta，“nishibushibeixiajiangtoule？fangzhehaohaoderizibuguo，feiyaoheneigeguchengyuanjiuchanbuqing，xianzaihaiyaojiajiwenjingranneigeweijunzi？”
tidaoguchengyuan，tangxiaoxiaodelianseshunjianbiandecangbai。tabieguolian，zoudaochuangbian：“shiqingbushinixiangdeneiyang。”
“neishinayang？”xiaoyuezoudaotamianqian，yuqifanghuanlexie，“xiaoxiao，womencongxiaoyiqizhangda，nishenmeshimandeguowo？nishibushiyoushenmenanchu？neigeguchengyuandaodiduinizuoleshenme？”
kanzhexiaoyuedanyoudeyanshen，tangxiaoxiaojizanlesantiandeqingxuzhongyurenbuzhubaofale。takaozaichuangbian，yanleixiangduanlexiandezhuzi，yididiluozaidibanshang，shengyingengyan：“yueyue，tapianlewo……tashenmedoupianlewo……”
taduanduanxuxudibashinianqiandehuozai、guchengyuandeshenfen、matoudeqiangzhan、wenjingrandeluyin，haiyouguchengyuanxiongkoudeqianghen，quandougaosulexiaoyue。
xiaoyuetingdemudengkoudai，guolehaobantiancaihuanguoshenlai：“suoyi……guchengyuanjiushidangnianjiunideneigenanhai？dantayeshifanghuoderen？”
tangxiaoxiaodiandiantou，yanleiliudegengxiongle：“tashuoshibeixiepode，keneiyouzenmeyang？huoshitafangde，renshitashangde，zheixiedoushishishi。”
“neinidasuanzenmeban？”xiaoyuewozhutadeshou，“zhendeyaojiajiwenjingran？”
“wobuzhidao。”tangxiaoxiaoyaozhetou，yanshenmimang，“wobahaoxiangheweimingzhetamenyougoujie，wenjingranyebushihaoren，guchengyuan……”
tashuodaoguchengyuandemingzi，shengyinyoukaishifazhan：“wohentadeqipian，hentabawojuanjinzheixieweixiandeshiqingli，kewo……”
ketakandaotaweilebaohutaershoushangshi，xinzanghuiteng。ketaxiangdaotaxiongkoudeqianghen，huirenbuzhuxinteng。ketazhidaotakenengzaiyehuibuletoushi，huigandaokonghuang。
“kenihaishifangbuxiata，duibudui？”xiaoyuetitashuowanlehoubanju，yuqidaizheyisiwunai，“xiaoxiao，wozhidaonizhongganqing，danzheigeguchengyuantaiweixianle，tadeshijietaiheian，nigenbenjiubushihe。”
“wozhidao。”tangxiaoxiaodeshengyinhenqing，“suoyiwoxianglikaizheili，likaita，likaizheiyiqie。”
“likai？”xiaoyueyanjingyiliang，“zheigezhuyihao！nigenwozou，quwogezaiguowaidebieshudaiyiduanshijian，dengzheilideshiqingpingxilezaihuilai。”
tangxiaoxiaoyouyule：“keshiwobaneibian……”
“guantani！”xiaoyuebuyiweiran，“tadoubaniwanghuokenglituile，nihaiguanta？zaishuole，youwogezai，tabuganzenmeyangde。”
xiaoyuedegegexiaoceshiguojixingjing，zaiheibailiangdaodouhenyoumianzi，youtabangmang，queshinengshengqubushaomafan。
“keshiguchengyuan……”tangxiaoxiaohaishiyouxiedanxin。neigenanrenpianzhiyoufengkuang，tahuifangtazouma？
“taganlanni，wojiurangwogebatazhuaqilai！”xiaoyuepaizhexiongfubaozheng，“tabenlaijiubushishenmehaoren，zhuaqilaiyehuogai。”
kanzhexiaoyuejiandingdeyanshen，tangxiaoxiaodexinjianjiandongyaole。yexulikai，zhendeshizuihaodexuanze。taxuyaoshijianlengjingxialai，yexuyaoyuanlizheigechongmanhuangyanheweixiandexuanwo。
“hao，wogennizou。”tangxiaoxiaoshenxiyikouqi，yanshenbiandejianding，“womenshenmeshihouzou？”
“shibuyichi，jiujinwan。”xiaoyueshuo，“woxianzaijiuquanpai，nishoushiyixiadongxi，buyaodaitaiduo，womenqingzhuangshangzhen。”
tangxiaoxiaodiandiantou，kaishishoushixingli。tadakaiyiju，kandaoguazaijiaoluolideneijianheisechenshan——guchengyuandeneijian，taxiganjinghouyizhimeihaijita。
tayouyuleyixia，haishibachenshanqulexialai，diehao，fangjinlexinglixiangdezuidiceng。
yexu，tahaixuyaoyidianshijian，laichedifangxia。
yemujianglin，tangzhaiyipianjijing。tangxiaoxiaotizhexinglixiang，xiaoxinyiyidizouchufangjian。shenchehemosenshouzailoutikou，kandaotashi，yanshenyouxiefuza。
“xiaoxiao**，niyaoquna？”shenchewen。
“wochuquyoudianshi。”tangxiaoxiaojinliangrangzijideshengyintingqilaipingjing，“guchengyuanrangnimenbieguanwo。”
tazaidu，duguchengyuanhaimeiyouwanquanshiqulizhi，dutahaihuijitayidiankongjian。
shenchehemosenduishiyiyan，meiyouzaizulan。
tangxiaoxiaosongleyikouqi，kuaibuzouchutangzhai，zuoshanglexiaoyuezaoyidenghouzaimenkoudeche。
“gaoding！”xiaoyueduitabilegeshoushi，fadongleqiche，“womenxianqujichang，zuozuiwanyibanfeijizou。”
chezishilitangzhai，tangxiaoxiaohuitoukanleyiyanneidongdenghuotongmingdejianzhu，xinliwuweizachen。tabuzhidaozijidejuedingshiduishicuo，yebuzhidaolikaizheili，shifoujiunengzhendejietuo。
jiuzaizheishi，tadeshoujituranxiangle，shiguchengyuandalaide。
tangxiaoxiaokanzhepingmushangtiaodongdemingzi，xinzangmengdiyijin。tayouyulehenjiu，zuizhonghaishianxialejujiejian。
她不能再回头了。
chezihenkuaishanglegaosu，xiaoyuefangqilehuankuaideyinle，shituhuanjiecheneidejinzhangqifen：“biexiangle，dengwomendaoleguowai，haohaowanjitian，shenmeguchengyuan，shenmewenjingran，dourangtamenjianguiquba。”
tangxiaoxiaomianqiangxiaolexiao，kaozaichechuangshang，kanzhechuangwaifeishideyejing。
buzhidaoguoleduojiu，tadeshoujiyouxiangle，zheicishiyitiaoduanxin，laiziguchengyuan：“nizaina？”
tangxiaoxiaomeiyouhuifu，zhijieguanleji。
tayiweizheiyangjiunengchedibaituota，quebuzhidao，zaitaguanjideneiyike，chengshilingyiduandefeiqigongchangli，guchengyuanzhengkanzheshoujipingmushangxianshide“yiguanji”sangezi，yandifanyongzhejingtaohailang。
“yuange，chadaole，xiaoxiao**hexiaoyuezaiyiqi，zhengzaiqujichangdelushang。”shenchedeshengyindaizheyisixiaoxinyiyi。
guchengyuanmengdiyiquanzazaizhuozishang，zhuoshangdebolibeibeizhendao，shuaizaidishang，suilieshengciernanting。
“tajiuzheimexianglikaiwo？”tadeshengyinshaya，daizheyisibuyichajuedetongkuhefennu，“wojiuzheimerangtataoyanma？”
“yuange，xiaoxiao**kenengzhishiyishixiangbukai，dengtalengjingxialaijiuhaole。”mosenshituanweita。
“lengjing？”guchengyuanlengxiao，“tadouyaozuofeijizoule，nirangwozenmelengjing？”
tamengdizhanqishen，yanshenlichongmanlepianzhihefengkuang：“beiche，qujichang。”
“yuange，buke！”shenchelanzhuta，“weimingzhederenhaizaiwaimiandingzhe，nixianzaichuqutaiweixianle！”
“weixian？”guchengyuanshuaikaitadeshou，yuqibingleng，“tayaolikaiwo，biweimingzhedezidangengweixian！”
tazoudaomenkou，youtinglexialai，huitouduishencheshuo：“tongzhixiaqu，rangsuoyourendoudongqilai，jiusuanbazhenggechengshifanguolai，yeyaobatajiwozhaohuilai！”
“haiyou，”tadeyanshenbiandegengjiabingleng，“lanzhuxiaoyuedeche，buyaoshangdaoxiaoxiao。”
shenchezhidao，guchengyuanshirenzhende。neigenanren，yidanrendingleyijianshi，jiujuebuhuifangshou。
ercike，zhengzaiqianwangjichangdetangxiaoxiao，haibuzhidao，taheguchengyuanzhijiandezheichanglajuzhan，caiganggangkaishi。tayiweidetaoli，buguoshilingyichangzhuizhudekaishi。
chezituranmengdichache，tangxiaoxiaohexiaoyuedouxiangqianqingqu。
“zenmehuishi？”xiaoyuezhouzhemei，kanxiangqianmian。
zhijianqianfangdelubeijiliangheisedeyueyecheduzhule，chedengliangzhe，xiangyizhizhizhefuzaiheianzhongdeyeshou。
tangxiaoxiaodexinzangmengdiyichen，yizhongbuxiangdeyuganyongshangxintou。
“shiguchengyuanderen。”xiaoyuedelianseyebiandenankan，“tajingranzheimekuaijiuchadaole。”
tangxiaoxiaokanzheqianfangneixieshuxideshenying——shenche、mosen，haiyouyixietacongweijianguodemoshengmiankong，tamendouchuanzheheisedeyifu，yanshenbingleng，xiangyidumibutoufengdeqiang，dangzhuletamendequlu。
tazhidao，tazoubulele。
neigenanren，zhongjiuhaishibukenfangguota。
chechuangbeiqiaoxiang，shenchedelianchuxianzaichuangwai，yuqidaizheyisiqianyi：“xiaoxiao**，duibuqi，yuangerangwomendainihuiqu。”
tangxiaoxiaokanzheta，youkanlekanshenbianyilianfennudexiaoyue，turanjuedehenlei。
zheichangyiaiweimingdeqiujin，daodishenmeshihoucainengjieshu？
tashenxiyikouqi，dakaichemen，zoulexiaqu。
“xiaoxiao！”xiaoyuexianglazhuta，quebeimosenlanzhule。
tangxiaoxiaokanzheshenche，yuqipingjing：“wogennimenzou，dannimenbunengshanghaixiaoyue。”
“womenbuhuishanghaixiao**de。”shencheshuo。
tangxiaoxiaodiandiantou，zhuanshenzouxiangneiliangshuxideheiseyueyeche。tazhidao，dengdaitade，jiangshiguchengyuanneichongmanpianzhihefennudeyanshen。
erta，buzhidaogairuhemiandui。
chezishili，tangxiaoxiaohuitoukanleyiyanbeilanzhudexiaoyue，kandaotadanyoudeyanshen，xinlichongmanlekuijiu。
yexu，tacongyikaishijiubugaituoleirenheren。
yueyechexingshizaijijingdejiedaoshang，meiyourenshuohua，qifenyayiderangrenchuanbuguoqi。tangxiaoxiaokaozaichechuangshang，kanzhechuangwaifeishideyejing，yanleiyourenbuzhuliulexialai。
tabumingbai，weishenmeshiqinghuibianchengzheiyang。tazhixianghaohaodihuoxiaqu，weishenmejiuzheimenan？
chezizuizhongtingzaileneidongfeiqidegongchangqian。tangxiaoxiaobeidaixiache，zoujingongchang。
guchengyuanjiuzhanzaigongchangdezhongyang，beiduizheta。tachuanzheyijianheisedefengyi，shenyingzaihunandedengguangxiaxiandegewaiguji。
tingdaojiaobusheng，tahuanhuanzhuanguoshen。
tangxiaoxiaokanzheta，xinzangmengdiyijin。
tadexiongkouchanzhebengdai，liansecangbai，yanshenlichongmanlexuesi，kanqilaiqiaocuilehenduo。dantadeyanshen，queyijiuneimepianzhi，neimefengkuang，xiangyitoushiqulizhidelang。
“nijiuzheimexiangzou？”tadeshengyinshaya，daizheyisibuyichajuedezhandou。
tangxiaoxiaobieguolian，bugankantadeyanjing：“shi。”
“weishenme？”tayibububijinta，yuqijiqie，“jiuyinweiwenjingrandeluyin？jiuyinweiwofanglehuo？wobushidougaosunilema？woshibeixiepode！”
“shibushibeixiepode，youqubiema？”tangxiaoxiaotaiqitou，kanzheta，yanleiliudegengxiongle，“huoshinifangde，renshinishangde，zheixiedoushishishi！guchengyuan，womenzhijian，gezhedebujinjinshiqipian，haiyourenming！”
tadehuaxiangyibadao，henhencijinguchengyuandexinzang。takanzhetaleiliumanmiandeyangzi，kanzhetayandidejuewangheshuli，turanjuedexiongkoudeqianghenyoukaishitengle。
“suoyi，nijiuzheimexianglikaiwo？”tadeshengyindaizheyisikenqiu，“shinianqianwojiuleni，shinianhouwohaizaibaohuni，zheihaibugouma？”
“bugou！”tangxiaoxiaoyaozhetou，shengyinqili，“guchengyuan，nijiwodeconglaidoubushibaohu，shiqiujin！shishanghai！woshougoule！wobuxiangzaihuozainideyinyingxia，wobuxiangzaibeinikongzhi！”
“womeiyoukongzhini！”guchengyuanzhuazhutadeshou，yuqijiqie，“wozhishixiangbaohuni，wozhishibuxiangshiquni！”
“kenidebaohu，rangwojuedezhixi！”tangxiaoxiaoshuaikaitadeshou，houtuibanbu，“guchengyuan，womendaociweizhiba。”
“daociweizhi？”guchengyuandeyanshenbiandegengjiapianzhihefengkuang，“tangxiaoxiao，nixiangdoubiexiang！congshinianqianwobaniconghuolijiuchulaideneiyikeqi，nijiuzhudingshiwoderen！zheibeizi，nidoubiexiangtao！”
tamengdijiangtayongruhuaizhong，lidaodadejihuyaojiangtaroujinguxueli。
“fangkaiwo！guchengyuan，nifangkaiwo！”tangxiaoxiaozhengzhazhe，yanleiliudegengxiongle。
ketabaodeneimejin，neimeyongli，fangfoyaojiangtayongyuanjinguzaihuaili。
“wobuhuifangnizoude。”tadeshengyinzaitaerbianxiangqi，daizheyisijuewanghefengkuang，“yongyuanbuhui。”
gongchangwai，yueguangtouguochuanghusajinlai，zhaolianglexiangyongdeliangren。tangxiaoxiaodeyanleijinshileguchengyuandefengyi，erguchengyuandeshou，quesisidibaozheta，fangfobaozhetashengmingzhongzuihoudexiwang。
zheichangkuayueshiniandeaihenjiuge，haiyuanyuanmeiyoujieshu。ertangxiaoxiaoheguchengyuanzhijiandezheitiaohonggou，yeyuelaiyueshen。tabuzhidao，zijidaodihainengbunengkuaguozheitiaohonggou，zaicixiangxinneigebamingwenzaiqiangkouxiadenanren。