第一章：重生与念珠
suxingkongdeyishizaiyipianhundunzhonghuanhuanningju，taganjuedaoleshentidecunzai，danneibuzaishitashuxideshenti。tanulizhengkaiyanjing，yingruyanliandeshiyijianjianloudemuwu，wudingdemaocaoyijingyouxiepobai，touguofengxikeyikandaozhanlandetiankong。
tashituzuoqishen，quefaxianshentiyichangxuruo，fangfosuoyoudeliqidoubeichouli。tadejiyihaitingliuzaineichangturuqilaidechehuo，tajidezijibeiyiliangshikongdekachezhuangfei，ranhoushiwujindeheian。
““wo……wojingranhaihuozhe？”tananyizhixindinannanziyuzhe，neishengyinfangfoshicongganliedehoulonglijichulaideyiban，xiandeyichangshaya。meiyigezidoudaizhewujindepibeihemimang，jiuxiangshimishizaiheianzhongdelvren，zhongyukandaoleyisishuguang，danqueyoubuganquedingzheishifouzhishiyichangxuhuandemengjing。
tadejiyikaishizhujianqingxi，tajidezijishiyigeputongdeshangbanzu，meitianguozhechaojiuwanwudeshenghuo。danxianzai，taxianranbuzaineigeshijiele。
“zheilishi...”tahuangusizhou，shituzhaodaoyixiexiansuo。muwudeqiangshangguazheyixiejiandandewuqi，birugongjianhezhangmao，haiyouyixiedongwudepimao。zheibushitashuxidexiandaishijie，zheiligengxiangshiyigegudaidecunluo。
tazhengzhazhexiachuang，zoudaoyimiantongjingqian，jingziliyingchuleyigemoshengdemiankong，zheishiyigenianqingrendelian，dayueershisuizuoyou，meiyujianyouzhebushuyutadejiyidejianyi。
"zheishi......wo？"tadengdaleyanjing，nanyizhixindishenchushou，huanhuandichumozhemianqianneimianguanghuarubingdejingzi。zhijianganggangchupengdaojingmianshi，yigubinglengdeganjueshunjianchuanbianquanshen，dantaquehunranbujue，yijiudaidaidiwangzhejingzhongdeziji。
jingzhongderenmianrongqiaocui，shuangyanbumanxuesi，toufalingluanbukan，fangfojinglileyichangkepadeemeng。tazhandouzhetaiqilingyizhishou，qingqingfumozhezijidelianjia，ganshouzheneicucaoeryoumoshengdechugan。
"zenmehuizheiyang......"tanannanziyudao，shengyindidejihuzhiyouzijicainengtingjian。yanqianzheigexingrukugao、haowushengqiderenzhendeshizijima？tabuganxiangxin，jiyizhongdezijimingminghaishineigechongmanhuoli、chaoqipengbodeqingnian。
ranercike，jingziwuqingdiyingzhaochulexianshi——tayijingbianderucilangbeibukan。tayonglizhalezhayan，xiwangzheizhishiyigehuanjue，kedangzaicizhengkaiyanshi，jingzhongdeyingxiangyiranmeiyousihaogaibian。
jiuzaizheishi，taganjuedaoshouwanshangsihuyoushenmedongxi。tataiqishou，kandaoleyichuangupodenianzhu。zheichuannianzhuyoubuzhimingdecailiaozhicheng，meiyikenianzhushangdoukezheqiyidefuwen，sanfazhedandandeguangmang。
“zheishi...”suxingkongdexinzhongyongqileyigumomingdeshuxigan。tajidezheichuannianzhu，zheishitaqianshiyizhipeidaide，meixiangdaojingransuizhetayiqizhongshengdaolezheigeshijie。
taqingqingchumozhenianzhu，turan，nianzhufachuleyidaorouhedeguangmang，tagandaoyiguwennuandeliliangliurutadeshenti，tadexuruoganshunjianxiaoshi，querdaizhideshichongpeidehuoli。
“zheinianzhu……”suxingkongdengdaleyanjing，manlianjingedidingzhezijishouzhongneichuankansiputongqueyoutouzheshenmiqixidenianzhu。tajinjindiwozhutamen，ganshouzheneibingliangerguanghuadechugan，xinzhongyongqiyigunanyiyanyudezhenhan。
cike，tademuguangfangfobeizheinianzhushenshenxiyinzhuleyiban，zenmeyudezhenhan。
cike，tademuguangfangfobeizheinianzhushenshenxiyinzhuleyiban，zenme
mumenbeituikai，yigekanqilaisishiduosuidezhongniannanzizoulejinlai，tachuanzhecubumayi，lianshangdaizhedanyoudeshense。
“xingkong，nixingle？ganjuezenmeyang？”nanzideshengyindaizheguanqie。
suxingkonglengleyixia，ranhoucaifanyingguolai，zheigenanzishizaijiaota。tajidezheigenanzi，tashizheigeshentide“fuqin”，sujiadejiazhusutiancheng。
“wo...womeishi。”suxingkonghuida，tadeshengyinhaiyouxiebuqueding。
sutianchengsongleyikouqi，ranhoushuodao：“meishijiuhao，niyijinghunmilesantiansanye，womendoudanxinsile。nizheiciwaichulilian，zenmehuishouzheimezhongdeshang？”
suxingkongxinzhongyijing，tayishidaozijibujinjinshichuanyuele，haichuanyuedaoleyigewuzhedeshentili。tajidezheigeshentidezhurenzaiwaichulilianshizaoyuleyeshoudexiji，suirantaolehuilai，danshangshiguozhong，zuizhongbuzhishenwang，zheicairangtadeyishideyifushen。
“wo...woyudaoleyizhixiongmengdeyeshou，wojinlile。”suxingkongbianlegeliyou。
sutianchengtanlekouqi，shuodao：“nihaohaoxiuxi，wohuiqingzuihaodeyishilaijinizhiliao。nishiwomensujiazuiyouqianlidenianqingyidai，bunengjiuzheiyangdaoxia。”
suxingkongdianlediantou，taxuyaoshijianlaixiaohuazheiyiqie，yexuyaoshijianlaishiyingzheigexindeshenfenhezheigeshijie，yijitansuozheichuanshenminianzhudemimi。
yemujianglin，suxingkongtangzaichuangshang，tadenaohaizhonghuidangzhesutianchengdehua。tazhidao，congjintianqi，tabuzaishineigeputongdeshangbanzu，ershilongguosujiadesuxingkong，yigeyouzhewuxiankenengdewuzhe。
tabishangyanjing，kaishichangshiganyingtineidenengliang。tazhidao，zheigeshijiedewuzhekeyitongguoxiulianlaizengqiangzijideliliang。tajizhongjingshen，manmandi，taganjuedaoleyiguweiruodeqiliuzaitineiliuzhuan。
““zheijiushi……neilima？”tadengdaleshuangyan，nanyizhixindiganshouzhetineineiguxiongyongpengpai、rujianghebanbentengbuxideliliang。xiyuezhiqingrutongchaoshuiyibanyongshangxintou，shunjianjiangtayanmei。tashenshendixileyikouqi，shitupingfuzijijidongdexinqing，danneikeyinxingfenerjulietiaodongdexinquezenmeyewufapingjingxialai。
tashenzhi，zheigushenqideneilijianghuichengweitazaizheigechongmanweizhiyutiaozhandeshijielianshenlimingdegenben。youleta，tajiubuzaishineigerenrenqiling、ruoxiaowuzhudecunzai；youleta，tabianyongyoulezhuizhumengxiang、gaibianmingyundezibenhenengli！
cike，tafangfokandaoleweilaideziji，pingjiezhezheiqiangdadeneili，zonghengjianghu，kuaiyienchou。wulunshimianduiqiangdihaishijiannanxianzu，tadounengcongrongyingdui，zhanwubusheng。xiangdaozheili，tabujinwojinlequantou，ananfashiyidingyaohaohaoxiulian，buduantishengzijideshili，rangzheineilichengweitazhengfushijiedeliqi！
takaishianzhaojiyizhongdexiulianfangfa，yindaozheiguqiliuzaitineixunhuan。suizheshijiandetuiyi，taganjuedaoqiliuyuelaiyueqiang，tadeshentiyezhujianhuifuleliliang。
dangdiyilvchenguangzhaojinmuwushi，suxingkongzhengkaileyanjing，tadeyanzhongshanshuozhejiandingdeguangmang。
"longguo，wolaile！"taweiweiyangqitou，wangxiangyuanfangneipianshenmierguangmaodetudi，yanshenjiandingqiemingliang，fangfonenggouchuantouzhongzhongmiwukandaozijiweilaidedaolu。tajinwozhequantou，yadishengyinnannanziyudao，zheijianduandejigeziquerutongzhongchuiyibanzaluozaidishang，jiqiyiquanquanwuxingdelianyi。meiyigeyinjiedoubaohanzhewujindejuexinheyongqi，sihuyaochongpoyunxiao，rangzhenggeshijiedouweizhizhenhan。