wenruanneishuanghanleideyanjing，xiangliangkoushenbujiandidekujing，jiangwosuoyoudedeyiheziyiweishijinshuxilejinqu。suqingyaodemeimei。zheiwugezi，xiangyibacuilebingdeyaochi，dakaileyishanwocongweixiangxiangguodemen，menhoushizuyijiangwodongjiangde、shenbujiandideheian。
wohualezuzusanmiaozhongcaizhaohuizijideshengyin，yezhaohuileshenweizhulide“benneng”。wofuzhuqingxujidong、shentiyaoyaoyuzhuidewenruan，shengyinlidaizheqiadaohaochudejinghuanghewucuo：“ruanruanjie，ni……nibiejidong，shiwohushuobadao，woshenmedoubuzhidao，wojiushigexiaozhuli……duibuqi，zhendeduibuqi！”
wodedaoqianheshiruosihuqidaolezuoyong。wenruanshenxilejikouqi，qiangpozijilengjingxialai。tayonglidizhuazhewodeshoubei，zhijiajihuyaoqianjinwoderouli。“nijintiankandaodeyiqie，tingdaodeyiqie，doujiwolanzaiduzili。linxiao，wobuguannishishenmeren，youshenmemude，ruguoniganba‘meimei’zheilianggezitouluchuqubangezi，guyanchenbuhuifangguoni，sujiagengbuhui。daoshihou，nizenmesidedoubuzhidao。”
tadeweixiebinglengerzhenshi，zaiyebushineigewenwenrouroudenvmingxing。wokandaotayandishenzangdekongju，neishiyizhongqianshedaogengdaliyihegengkepahouguodekongju。
“womingbai，womingbai！wofashi，woshenmedoubuhuishuo！”wopinmingdiantou，xianggebeihehuailedeanchun。
tazhongyusongkailewo，zhuanshenduizhejingzizhenglizijilingluandetoufahezhuangrong。jingzilideta，yanshenyijiujinghunweiding，danlianshangyijingzhongxinguashangleneifuwuxiekejidewenroumianju。
womenyiqianyihoudizouchuxishoujian，huidaoneigexuanxiaofuhuadeyanhuiting。guyanchenyiranzhanzaiyuandi，zhengceertingzheyiweidaoyanshuohua，tachajuedaowodehuigui，chaowozheibianpieleyiyan，muguangzaiwomenliangrenshenshangduanzantingliu，suijiyoubolanbujingdiyikai，fangfoshenmedoumeifaxian。
neiyike，wozhijuedehoubeifaliang。tazhendeshenmedoumeichajuedaoma？haishishuo，tazaoyixiguanlezheizhonganliuyongdong，bingjingyuyonglengmolaiyanshiyiqie？
neiyiwanshengxiadeshijian，worutongxingshizourou。wodedanaobei“suqingyaodemeimei”zheijigezichedizhanju，fengkuangdiyunzhuanzhe，shitujiangsuoyousuipianhuadexinxizhongxinpincouqilai。
huidaojia，wodiyishijiandakailediannao。zuoweicengjingdecpfendafentoujianyulexiaobian，wodiannaolichucundeguanyuguyanchenhesuqingyaodeziliao，birenheyijiameitideshujukudouyaoqiquan。
woshouxiansousuolesuoyouguanyusuqingyaojiatingbeijingdegongkaibaodao。tadefuqinshizhimingqiyejia，muqinshiwudaojia，jiajingyouwo。suoyoudeguanfangziliao、shenducaifang、renwuchuanjili，doumingquewuwudixiezhe：suqingyao，dushengnv。
yigebeizhenggejiazukeyiyinzangqilaidemeimei。
zheilimiandaodizangzheshenmemimi？shisishengnvdehaomenenyuan？haishiyoushenmebunenggongzhiyuzhongdeyinji？
gongkaiqudaozoubutong，wozhinengqiuzhuyuwode“sirenbaoku”。neishiwohaofeilewushugeriye，conghulianwangdebianbianjiaojiaosougualaide、chaoguo100gdetupianheshipinziliao。wokaishileyixianghaodadegongcheng：zhongxinshenshitamenguowangdemeiyigeshunjian，xunzhaoneigebeihulvede“youling”。
woxiangyigepianzhidefengzi，jiangyizhangzhangzhaopianfangdadaoxiangsujibie。tamendejichangzhao、lutoutu、juzuhuaxu、pengyoujuhuideheying……woyiqianzhikandedaotamenzhijiandetianmihudong，xianzai，wodeyanjingquexiangxguangyiyang，chuantouzhujiao，saomiaozhetamenshenbiandemeiyigebeijingban。
shijianyifenyimiaodiguoqu，chuangwaidetianseyouheizhuanbai。jiuzaiwodeyanjingsuansedaojihuyaoliuleideshihou，wotingzhule。
neishiyizhangsannianqiandejiuzhaopian，shimougefensizaiyouleyuanouyutamenshi，yongshoujiyuanyuanpaixiade。zhaopiandeqingxiduhencha，jiaodianyeyouxiexu。guyanchenhesuqingyaobingjianzouzhe，suqingyaoxiaodecanlan，shoulinazheyigemilaoshuqiqiu。dangshisuoyourendeguanzhudiandouzaitamenshoushangneiduiqinglvwanbiaoshang。
但现在，我看到了。
zaitamenshenhouyueliangsanmiyuandedifang，genzheyigenvhai。takanqilaibisuqingyaoxiaojisui，chuanzheyitiaojiandandebaiselianyiqun，shouliyenazheyigetongkuandeqiqiu。tadizhetou，zhangfazhezhuledabanzhanglian，kanbuzhenqie。danzaizhaopianfangdadaojixianshi，woyirannengcongneimohudelunkuohexiahexianshang，kanchuyusuqingyaoyoujifenxiangsi。
zuiguanjiandeshi，zaitabeitoufazheyandeerchuishang，youyidianyinsedefanguang。
wolikejiangneimeierhuandezhaopiandiaochulai，yuzheiyidianfanguangjinxingduibi。xingzhuang、daxiao、fanguangdezhigan……jihukeyiqueding，neijiushilingyizhiyinxingyeerhuan！
wodexinzangkuangtiaoqilai，quanshendexueyedouyongxiangledanao。
zhaodaole！wozhaodaoleta！
tabushiyouling，tazhenshidicunzaiguo，jiuhuozaitamenguangxianlianglideyingzili，xiangyigechenmode、bubeiyunxuyongyouxingmingdesuicong。
ketashishei？tajiaoshenmemingzi？taxianzaiyouzainali？
xindewentijiezhongerzhi，bizhiqiandemituangengjiapangda，yegengjiaweixian。
daizhezheigejudademimi，wodiertianhuidaoguyanchendegongyu，ganjuezijijiaoxiacaidebuzaishijianshidediban，ershiyipianshenbujiandidezhaoze。
guyanchenjintianmeiyoutonggao，nandedidaizaijiali。wojinqudeshihou，tazhengzuozaiketingdeditanshang，mianqiantanzheyibenshuheyitaipingbandiannao。tadaizheyifujinsibianyanjing，shenqingzhuanzhu，shaolepingrilideshuli，duolejifenshujuanqi。
woqingshouqingjiaodizhunbeiqujitapaokafei，taquehuranjiaozhulewo。
“林晓。”
“在的，顾老师。”
tataiqitou，zhilezhipingbandiannaoshangdehuamian，neisihushiyigeshouyujiaoxueshipin。“nihuishouyuma？”
wolengleyixia，suijidiantou：“daxueshixuanxiuguo，dongyidianjichude。”zheishishihua，dangshizhishijuedehaowan，meixiangdaoxianzaijuranpaishangleyongchang。
“henhao，”tasihusonglekouqi，“woxiabuxidejiaoseshigehoutianshicongdegangqinjia，youxieshouyuwoyizhizhangwobuhao。niguolai，bangwokankanzheigedongzuo。”
wozouguoqu，zaitashenbiandunxia。tashenshangyougudandandemuzhixiangqi，henhaowen。wokanzheshipin，youkanlekantayouxiebenzhuodeshoushi，zhichuleqizhongyigexijiedecuowu。
“zheili，shouzhiyinggaizaiwanquyidian，daibiaodeshi‘sinian’deqingxu，erbushidanchunde‘xiang’。”woyibianshuo，yibianzirandishenchushou，qingqingdiaozhengleyixiatadezhijie。
wodezhijianchupengdaotashoubeideshunjian，womenlianggerendoujiangleyixia。tadeshouhenliang，gujiefenming。woxiangchudianyiyangxunsushouhuileshou，lianshangyouxiefatang。“baoqian，gulaoshi。”
“meishi。”tadeyuqihenpingjing，danergenquebuyichajuedihongle。taanzhaowoshuode，zhongxinzuoleyibianneigeshoushi，guoranliuchanglexuduo。
“xiexie。”takanzhewo，yanshenlidiyicimeiyouleneizhongshenshihebingleng，ershiyizhongchuncuide、renzhendetanjiu，“nibiwoxiangxiangde，dongdeyaoduo。”
“zhishiyunqihao，zhenghaoxueguo。”woqianxudihuida，xinliqueyinweitazheijuwuxindekuajiangerfanqiyisiqiyidelianyi。
neitianshangwu，wojiupeizhetayiqilianxishouyu。gongyulihenanjing，zhiyoupingbanlilaoshidejiangjieshenghewomenouerdejiaoliusheng。qifenbuzaishizhupujiandejinbeng，faneryouleyizhong……leisitongxuebandepinghe。
wofaxiantaqishishigefeichangcongmingdexuesheng，juyifansan，xuedehenkuai。erqietajiqirenzhen，yigejiandandeshoushihuifanfulianxishangbaibian，zhidaoxingchengjiroujiyi。neiyike，wopaokaisuoyoubaguahepianjian，budebuchengrenwangjieneiju“tashiyiweizhenzhengdeyishujia”bingfeixuyan。
lianxidejianxi，tahuranyongshouyubihualejigedongzuo，ranhoukanzhewo，yanshendaizhexunwen。
neishiyizulianguaneryoumeidedongzuo，xiangyiduanwushengdeshi。
wobianrenzhetadeshoushi，yigeciyigecidizainaozhongfanyi。
“s-u……n-i-a-n……”
woxiayishidijiangpinchulaideyinjieqingshengnianlechulai：“su……nian？”
huayinluoxiadeshunjian，zhenggeketingdekongqifangfobeichouganle。
guyanchenlianshangdesuoyoubiaoqing，douzaiyimiaozhineixiaoshidaijin。neiduanzandewenhe、zhuanzhu、pinghe，xiangshibeikuangfengchuisandeshahua，lewuhenji。querdaizhide，shiyizhongwocongweijianguode、jihukeyichengzhiwei“posui”deshenqing。
tadelianseshunjianbiandecanbai，bizuowandewenruanhaiyaobai。neishuangshensuideyanmouli，fanyongqijudadebeishanghetongku，xiangyizuochenjileqianniandehuoshan，yishunjianjiuyaopenfa，queyoubeimouzhonggengqiangdadeliliangsisidiyayizaixiongqiangli，zhishengxiafenxinshigudezhuotong。
tasisididingzhewo，neiyanshenbuzaishikanyigezhuli，ershixiangzaikanyigecongdiyulipachulaide、gouqiletasuoyoubukanhuiyidemogui。
“ni……zenmehui……”tadeshengyinsiyadebuchengyangzi，meigezidouxiangshiconghoulongliniansuilezaijichulaide。
wobeitazheigeyangzihedehunfeiposan，zheicaiyishidaozijichuangxialemitiandahuo。wozhishiyiweitazailianxiyigeputongdemingzi，yigejubenlijiaosedemingzi，wozenmehuizhidao，zheigemingziduitalaishuo，jingranshiyidaoshenkejiangude、juebunengchupengdeshangba！
苏念。
原来她叫苏念。
wozhaodaoletademingzi，queyetongshiyinbaolemaizaitaxindizuishenchudeneikezhadan。
“wo……wobuzhidao……gulaoshi，wozhishizhaozhenindeshoushifanyi……”wodedanaoyipiankongbai，zhinengyuwuluncidibianjie。
tameiyouzaitingwojieshi。tamengdizhanqishen，liangqiangleyixia，fuzhuleshenhoudeshafa。tameiyoukanwo，zhishishihunluopodi、xiangshimengyouyiyang，yibuyibudizouhuilezijidewoshi，“peng”deyishengguanshanglemen。
neiyishengjuxiang，xiangshijiwohezheigegongyu，doupanlesixing。
woyigerenjiangzaiyuandi，shoujiaobingliang。
完了。
wodewodishengya，kenengyaozaiwoganggangchupengdaozhenxianghexindeshihou，jiucizhongjiele。