我是罪臣之女，陆凝眉这个名字不能再用，骆仪璟给我起了个新名字，叫陆婉秋。
woxixizamozheigemingzi，xihuandejin。
tadaiwojihao。tabudanyunvse，fushangliangeshiqiedoumeiyou，woshitadaihuifudeweiyiyigenvren。yinci，wozaiyuwangfusuishuomeizhengjingshenfen，danfulishangxiadoushijiangwodangzhuzishifengzhede，youshenmehaodezhenqide，tadousongdaowozheililai。
wowenguotaweishenmedaiwozheiyanghao，tashuoyoushitaluoshui，shiwojiuletayiming，ruomeiwo，bianmeijinrideta。tanianwodeen，aiwoderen。
tagesanchawubiansuzaiwofangli，daiwojiwenrou，tazheibanzhenerzhongzhididuidaiwo，lingwokuijiu。
yinweiwoshiguyuntingsonglaishatade。
zheigeniantouyitiantianyuelaiyuechendiyazaiwoxintou，yadewochuanbuguoqi。yiriwencunguohou，tadingzhewowen：「jinrijiannizongjueniyouxinshi。zaixiangshenme?」
woyaoyaotou，huangruowushibanduitaxiaolexiao：「zhishixianga，niduiwozheiyanghao，wobuzhigairuhebaodani。」
tabianjiangwolanjinhuaili，roushengshuo：「wuxunibaoda，zhiyaoyizhipeizaiwoshenbianjiuhaole。」
wokuijiugengshen。tashuotayaolijingsanrixuntian，jiaowozhaoguhaoziji。woyimianbushetaliqu，yimianqueshiqingxingde。
mingrishiwodufaderizi。
guyuntingjiwoxialedu，meiyuefazuoyici，baidushigudetongchu，wuyaokeyi。wotingtadehua，tabianhuibajieyaojiwo，woruobuting，bianzhinengsikang。shirijiule，fazuojiangehuiyuelaiyueduan，zhengzhuangyehuiyuelaiyueyanzhong，zhizhiririfazuo，zuizhongxingrongkugaoqushi。
rujinworuyuwangfuyiransanyueyouyu，woyouwushucijihuishadiaoluoyijing，quechichimeixiashou，yinciguyuntingzaishanggeyuejiutinglewodejieyao，wodemanzheluoyijingkangguoqu。
wodufashi，suolemenchuang，quanzaichuangshangsisiyaozhejinbei，pitousanfazhuangruofengmo。turanjian，yigerenzaitabianzuoxia。
ranhouwojiutingdaoleguyuntingdeshengyin。
「还不动手吗?」
wozhangzuitudiaobeizi，yingchengzhedahua：「niruhejinlaide?」
tashenshoulvlelvwobeihanshuijinshidetoufa：「jinyiweichushen，zheitiandixiayouwojinbuqudedifangma?」
taduiwoshenchushou，zhangxintangzheyigepingzi。
是解药。
woshenshouquzhua，taqueshouhuishou：「shaleluoyijing，wojinijieyao。」
wotuiranfangxiashou，lianshangyijingfenbuqingshihanshuihaishileishuile：「wo…zuobudao。daren，ninfangguowoba……wozhendezuobudao……ninshouyantongtian，huangerenzuozheishi，liyingbingbunan……shibushi?」
「cuole，ningmei。tashenbiangenzhededoushihaoshou，dengxiancikewufadeshou，songjintafuzhongderenyouhuibeichadi，shaoweiyouxiebutuobianjinbulai。zhiyouni，tabuhuichanidedixi。zheishifeidenilaizuobuke。」
「ruguo……ruguowobuzuoni……ninhuishalewoma?」
「fanzhengzhiyaomeiyoujieyao，nizaowanhuiside，buyongwoduociyiju。niyebiexiangrangluoyijingjiuni。ruguotazhidaonishiwosonglaide，nijuedetahaihuibuhuixinrenni?」tashuozhe，yibajiangwolinqilai，「wobuzhidaoluoyijingyouduohao，midenishilexinqiao，dannibuxiangjijiangjunfufananlema?」
hao，zhiyaotabuhuijikeshawo，wobianrenle。
jiusuanmingbujiuyi，zhiyaozuihoudeshiguangzhongnengheluoyijingzaiyiqi，worenle。
napaluoyijingxihuandeshiluningmei，genbenbushiwo，woyerenle，woganyuanzuoti。
shile。jiangjunfuyuanquyufouyuwohegan?wocongweixiangguoyaojijiangjunfufanan。
yinweiwogenbenjiubushiluningmei。