hongdeyixia，nanrendehuaxiangdaizheleitingdelidao，cideyumanningzhenggerendoufazhan。
tahedelazhufengchengyangdeshoubei，yaozhetou，yuwulunciaiqiu：“fengchengyang，wobuxiangsi……qiuqiunibiehewolihun……”
shangbeizi，jiuzaitamenyeshizaizheigeyuenaolelihun，ranhoutajiunisile。
zaizheigeshulideshijie，paohuicunzaideyiyijiushichentuozhujiao，ruguoxianzaijiugenfengchengyangduankaiguanxi，tanengtaoguosijiema？
danfengchengyangquexiangshinaixinhaojin，baikaitadeshou，ziguzihuidaodaotianshouge。
yumanninggulinglingzhanzaitiangengshang，ganshouzhesimianbafangdebiyi，meihecongqianyiyangnao，zhimomoyaxiaduishuidekongju，kaishilaozuo。
tianshengjiaonendepifuhenkuaibeishaidetonghong，shouyebeiliandaogeshang，dantameiganhanguoyishengteng。
tabuxiangzairefengchengyangtaoyan。
rendaoriboxishan，yumanningtengdeshuangshoukongzhibuzhuzhan，shoubeidoushibeiheyegepodehongzhongshanghen，meiyigehaodifang。
shougonghou，yanjianfengchengyangyaozou，yumanninggubudeqinglijiaoshangdeniba，manggenshangqu：“fengchengyang，womenyiqihuijiaba？”
fengchengyangmeikanta，kouwenyiguanqingleng：“wohaiyoushi，nizijixianzou。”
hualuo，tazouxianghuijiaxiangfandelu。
yumanningzhanglezhangzui，queshenmeyeshuobuchu。
takanzhetadebeiying，yizhenshiluo。
tianwanle，dajialeileyitiandouhuiquchifan，fengchengyangshizhendeyoushihaishibuxiangkandaota？
一路低沉走回家。
turan，qianfangchuanlaiyidaowenroudeshengxian：“ningning。”
yumanninggangyitaitou，tajiukandao，gezheliangbeiziguangyindeama，jiaojichaotapaolai。
zaifengchengyangmianqianrenzhedeweiqu，hudezaiyekongzhibuzhubenyong。
“……阿妈！”
tapaoguoqubaozhuren，sisibufangshou。
yumuxintengyoudanyou：“nizheihaizi，mingmingzhidaozijitizhiteshu，congxiaojiubunengshaitaiyang，zenmehaizheimejue，zheixiashaishangle，zhidaotongleba。”
yumudeguanxinruzebeibanluoxia，yumanningzhijuexinlinuannuande。
shangbeizi，tameiyoujuexing，zhishishulihunhuneedetixianmuou，yigejiaomandepaohui，bazijizuosihouliuxiaamayigerengukulingding，wurensongzhong。
这辈子……
“ama，wocuole，woyihoubuhuizairenxing，wohuixuezhezuoyigehaonver，woxianghaohaohuozhe，haohaoguorizi……”
yumuyileng，yanzhongtengxigengshen：“chileyitianku，zenmejiuturanzhangdale，haolehaole，biekule，kuaijinwu，amajinituyao。”
“嗯！”
yumanningzhongzhongdedianlediantou，modiaoyanlei，jinjinwozheamadeshouzoujinqu。
jinwushanghaoyaohou，yumuyoutedizuohaowanfan，danmeichifanquelikaile，linzouqianhaishuo：“mabudaraonimenxinhunfuqipeiyangganqing。”
“haiyoua，fengchengyangshichengliren，youjiaziyenanmian，niyaorenzhedianpiqi，pingshiwenrougentashuohua，fuqideganqingcaihao……”
zheihua，yumanningshangbeiziyetingguo。
ketaneishixiangmozhangleside，shenmedoutingbujin，haiwuhuiamabubangtashuohua。
现在……
fengchengyangkantayiyandouxianfan，peiyangganqingshenmedetabuganshewangle，tazhiqiuzheigeyuebulihun，nengdaizaitashenbianpinganduguoshangbeizisijie……ketazheiyideng，dengdaotianheifengchengyangyijiumeiying。
wangzhezhuoshangkuaiyaoliangdiaodefancai，yumanningxintoumomingshengtengbuan。
anxiaxinji，taguanshangmenjuedingquzhaoren。
yiluzoudaocunkou，yumanningyuanyuandekandaoqianfangjimanzhiqing，erfengchengyangbeiduizheta，tingbadeshenyingrutongsongbo，jiaotayiyankanqing，nanyinuokai。
tazhengyaohanta，quetingdaohongnaoderenqunchuanchuqinglideyijuxunwen：“fengchengyangge，nishoulinadeshilihunbaogaoma？nizhenbuyaoyumanningle？”