第三章绝望
laoyeshoulexuduo，hunshenshangxiadoutouzhecangsang，haoxiangnianjiyeyichaneidalebushaoside。
liangweifurenyedoushoule，toufayeluanle，meilewangrideyangzi。
zaikansanweigongzi......zenmezhiyouliangwei？
zheiliangweiwodoubudarenshi，tamenyirenshoulinazheyibenpopolanlandeshuzhengkan，doubuqiaowo。
yuzubawoshoulidefanshidijinqu，rangwoganjinshuowan，jiudaoyibiandingzhewomen。
wokanzhelimianyouxiemimangdejiren，dao：“laoye，furen，woshifushangyiqianhuanzuoqiufendeyahuan。wojiaochengliniang，wolaikannimenle。”
ninglaoyesishijidewo，takanleyiyansanfaxiangweidefanhe，shuo：“ni......ninenglaikanwomen，yesuanshiyouxinle。zhupueryi，nibubizuodaozheigedibu。”
woshuo：“chengmenglaoyeguanzhao，wozenmenengwangenfuyini？dangranshiyaochangchanglaikan。lingwai......”
ningzhaohaihuozhedeshiwobuzhidaogaizenmeshuo，xianglebantian，dao：“xiaoqianjinhenhao，shuozaifujiayeguaniangewei。”
ninglaoyemashangjiumingbaile：“fujia......fujiaxingshenme？tameinengjiagehaorenjia，wozheigezuodiedeyaoshuoshengduibuqi。”
wodao：“fujiaxingcheng，yeshiqiaole。laoyebuyaodanxin，wowangrijiushizhaoguxiaoqianjindeyahuan，erjinyehuibangzhezhaokande。”
shengxiaxiaoqianjindefurenniansuixiaoxie，tayeshengxialedagongzihesangongzi，cishicongweizhishangzhanleqilai。
“haohao，tayounizhaogu，wozheigedangniangdeyejiugaoxingle......xiexie，xiangbudaozheiyigeduoyue，diyigelaikanwomenjiaderen，bushijiachuqudenver，shiyigemailaideyahuan。”
“liniang，ruoshihaiyoujihui，womenningjiayidingzhongxieni。”
wohaixiangshuoshenme，yuzuquebuxiangdengle。
“shuogoulejiuzou，dongxiyesongdaole，shaoshuojiju！”
wobeiyuzunianzou，quegengjiandinglezhaoguxiaoqianjinningzhaodejuexin。
zheijiarenlianzaiyuzhongyehaijianchidushu，kejiandoushixinyouzhuangzhizhiren。
genghekuangsanweigongziyehaiyouyiweibuzaiyuzhong，xiangbibaningzhaojiaojitayeshigebanfa。
zhiyuzhongtupaoqizheigeqianjinjiaoxiaojie，wocongmeixiangguo。
wozizhinenggouanwenkaidianyouyibanshiningzhaodegonglao，buhuizuoneizhongwangenfuyideshi。
youshibanyuexuguoqu，woshoulideqianyuezanyueduo。
woxiangzhedengguanfukandegengsongxiexie，dagaijiunengzaihuadianyinzidatanqingchushishenmeshiqing，zaibazheijiarenlaochulai。
zheiyidingshibitanwanggengjiapangdadeyibiyinzi，wobixudehaohaojihuacainengzhuandao。
wobadianmenkoujialesuo，heningzhaolianggerenjiushuizaidianli，shengxiefangqian。
pumianzhaixiao，zhuguanleshenzhaidayuandeningzhaoyebutiaoti，tongwoyiqizhuzaizheiyangdexiaowuli。
zheitiaojiezhouweiduoshishangpu，yelizongnanmianyouxiaotouguanggu，youshipianpichu，woyelichangchanglaihuixunshijibian，cainengfangxinshuixia。
zheiwanwozhaolishijianchamenshuanshifouanwenshuanhao，jiutingdaoyizhenqiaomensheng。
很轻，但很笃定。
woxinxiatante，taiyankanlekantianse，jiulianyueliangdounengqiaojian，buzaole。
kejianwohaoxieshihoubuyingsheng，duifangyouqiaoleqiaomen，sihududinglemenneiyourenside。
woyouyuxujiu，haishigezhemenfengchulesheng。
“sheia？wojiadayangle，yexiaoyemeile，keguanqinghuiba。”
waimianchuanlaiyigelengdanyouhaotingdeshengyin：“shiwo，wolaizhaoni。”
zheishengyinzongshishixujiumeitingguo，woyehaishiyishunjianjiurenlechulai。
竟然是宁书尘。
ningjiaxiayu，sangeerzizhiguanleliangge，yuanlaishiningshuchenbuzaiyuzhong。
tadeshengyintingbuchuqingkuangshihaohaishibuhao，xiangdaotatongfutongmudemeimeihaizaifangzhong，wodingledingxin。
dagaishilaizhaotameimeideba，dangshiningzhaogenzhewolikai，yeyouxiepobudeyideyiwei。
“sanshaoyeshaodeng，wobamenxiandakai。”
zhaosuojiangjiadezheibasuoyouxiejieshi，bimenshuannanzheteng，woyoujinzhang，shoushanggenghuangluan，haoburongyicaidakailemen。
menwaideningshuchenzhengzhanzaiyihongyuesezhizhong，zhangfachuiluozaijingqiaoangguidehuafushang，takanshangqubidangchuzainingjiahaiyaoxiangui。
woxinzhongwumingdehuoyimao，jiubatazainianchuwozheixiaopuzi，quehetadeyanshenduishangyishun。
youshineishuangyanjing，hupoyiyangqianzaijiemaoxia，lvexiangxiakanzhewo，daizheyisidandandebeiqihejuewang。
qiaozhefengguangwushudesanshaoye，zaijinglishenmezainan？
wozhengzaiyuandiyihuier，buquedingzijilijiedeqingxushifoushiduide。
ningshuchendehuayizhihenshao，sihushuobuqingdaobumingdedouzangjinneishuangyanjing，woyouxiecaibutouta。